Sunday, June 3, 2012

Middelfart!

I don't believe it.  There's a Middelfart.  A place called Middelfart.  It's around the Denmark area.  I was saying something about learning Danish tonight and my parents said why of all things and then I asked which part they'd liked when they traveled there and they said Kolding.  Not Copenhagen but Kolding and I said, "What is Kolding like?" and was told it's a smaller town.

I said, "That's sort of what I've had in mind, a smaller pretty town, not really Copenhagen.  I never think of Copenhagen when I think of Denmark.  I think of pretty villages."

So I looked up Kolding tonight out of curiosity and not too far from it is a town called Middelfart.

I wonder if it's very windy there.

Kolding has a really beautiful coat of arms.

Weird Clot On Knee ? (don't know)

Right after this one guy said something about don't take too much Vitamin K, because it will cause clots (or can), I got some kind of weird clot (? don't know) on my knee!

I've never had it happen before.  My Mom said you must have done it while you were kneeling but I remember kneeling briefly on the other knee (right one) to collect dirt from the soil to put in wheelbarrow, not my left knee (where the clot appeared).  That's the knee where I had my patella lasered because of damage from the car accident and swelling.

I took all these new vitamins yesterday and by last night, I had this weird bump forming on my left knee and it felt like a little knob and turned color.  Today it's all red and bruised looking, under my kneecap and to the side, it's purplish and I still have the knob which feels like a bump in a vein on my knee.

So I took some primrose oil last night and went to bed and it was better this morning.

I have no idea which one of the vitamins could cause this reaction.  I really don't recall bumping it against the wheelbarrow or doing anything to that knee at all.  I took a bath last night and noticed, whoa! a big bump forming on my knee.

Let's see, I took 3 of the multivitamins (20% RDA of K per 1) just for a bolster start, 2 guarana's total (one morning one evening), an acidophilus in the morning, CoQ10 (one morning one night), silica 500 (1 morning) MSM (1000 mg solo) and that's it.  I did some gardening and then was thirsty and had a couple of packets of propel zero in my water and I was swelling up on my knee.  The main ones I had that evening were a CoQ10, a multi, and 1 guarana.  That was it.  I had the MSM stuff in the afternoon with silica and the other things early morning.

I thought maybe it's the MSM targeting my collagen in patella? or CoQ10?  The Vitamin K total that day would have been 17 mcgs.

I had asked this man about Vitamin K1 because I saw K2 and read K1 is better and he said be careful bc you can get clotting if you take it without a doctor's recommendation.  I said I had a blood clotthing issue that went the other way and then he said all they had was prescription (doctor prescribed) K which could cause clots if you're not on warfarin...hmmm...I wonder if it's the guarana? might have to read about what guarana does.

Anyway, I said okay and that was Friday.  Saturday night, late, I was getting this hard bump growing up on my knee.  Totally weird.  And it's where I had my patella lasered.  Then, I thought, "If that's a clot, I'll take primrose oil" so I took one evening primrose and went to bed.  This morning it's all red and then purple on one side.

I can't remember if maybe I felt any internal bleeding or pains but it's just the one knee that I hit really hard in my car accident.    I haven't had any kind of reaction to that knee for years, but something I took caused a reaction to the exact same region.  It raised up on my knee to the size of a jumbo marble.  So yeah, it was noticeable.  Today it's more of a flattened regular small marble size and is almost gone but it's red all under my kneecap and then purple to the side of where the knob is.  It's a ligament I think, instead of a vein, but not sure.  Anyway, it was huge and grew very fast last night.  I had thought "what is in this DIRT?!!" and got the dirt out from under my nails but it was something with my vitamin combo and maybe kneeling I guess.  I just don't remember.

My Mom said it's probably from kneeling or something but I made her feel it tonight because it's so weird, like a little knob in my vein on my knee.  I think I remember it was pronounced like that after my car accident too.  And the redness is beneath the patella, sort of where I remember most of the injury.  My first thought was that maybe the MSM targeted it? but it happened right after 1 more multi and a guarana and a CoQ10 and then propel zeros.

Parents In California & My Garden

I hope someone is keeping an eye out for my parents.  They're in CA and I think they're having a good time but I don't know for sure because I'm not there.  Whenever we have nothing but the weather to talk about, and how hot it is, I wonder.  I guess it was so hot yesterday that they wore sleeveless shirts.

It's not hot over here, it's been overcast.

I cleared out the entire garden of clumps of grass and wheeled off about 10 or more wheelbarrow loads full of grass and clods of roots, and dumped them.  Then we have to plow up the same area once more, and I'll rake it, and then plant.

My lettuce, I can't believe it, is actually turning up.  I really am shocked.  I thought it was and then I thought, oh no, I think it's just leftover weeds poking up.  But no, it's really lettuce.  One new shoot had a little rock on its shoulders while pushing up out of the ground. I can't believe it, because the soil is good, but sort of clay-like and can get hard when it's dry so I wasn't sure.  I haven't added anything to the soil.

I might be able to plant everything without putting in any soil amendments.  Maybe my pinch of salt to the earth actually helped.  No slugs either, and ever since I set out a little plant of french lavendar, at the edge, no deer have gone across the patch either. (It's werk-ing! it's WERK-EENG!)

I hope to have the ground up and planted before next term of school starts.

My basil is coming up still, and I put in little starts in a mini-greenhouse of the bachelor buttons, lavendar, sage, and spearmint.  I'll transfer those to the garden when they come up.  Wanted to see how they do in starter pots before I plant outdoors, and make a plan.

On my topic of diet, I really wanted a donut this morning.  A danish, or maple bar, or cream puff, or bear claw, or I thought, I'll get one of each and then start my diet...and then I remembered--oh.  They have egg so they're not vegan.  So I had a little vegan brownie with coffee instead.

Get The U.S. OUT Of Pakistan & Joe Biden The Criminal

Why is Pakistan doing nothing?

The U.S. just killed another 10 people, with no right to be in Pakistan at all.  They shouldn't be in Yemen, and they shouldn't be in Pakistan.

Instead of making "protests", Pakistan should be ordering the U.S. to get out.

This country thinks they can whatever they want.

Joe Biden is responsible for the torture of my son.  His daughter just married one of his cronies associates--his cronie being the Delaware raised Dempsey for the U.S. military.

While Biden's "daughter" is marrying someone from Delaware, he's used his authority to torture and kidnap children from U.S. citizens.  Joe Biden is a known U.S. criminal, and how he got to be VP without censure is anyone's guess.  He was on the Board overseeing the explosion and killing of men, women, and innocent children in WACO.

He knew what happened was criminal and he's on record, defending those who terrorized and blew up a bunch of people.  Joe Biden had no regard for the rights of U.S. citizens then, and he has never had any regard for the rights of the innocent.

He believes in killing unborn babies as well.  For being a "Catholic", he's a great mascot.  Just great.  In fact, his brand of Catholicism is what leads Dempsey's to use military force to kill unborn babies whenever they want to.  His group is directly responsible for killing my unborn child and for the torture of my son Oliver.  Don't tell me his "religion" keeps his guilt in check.  He has no guilt, and has no conscience.

He has defending massacres of women and children in WACO, defends killing of unborn babies, and has supervised the torture of my family.  Now his daughter has married someone from Delaware, where Martin Dempsey is from, and its no wonder. 

If there is one man who should be targeted for high crimes and be sent to jail, it is Joe Biden. I would put Biden in prison ahead of many of the other criminals because he not only acts as VP, he's acknowledged his form of betrayals to this country.

He has a horrendous "human rights" record and supports the actions of terrorists within the U.S.  He uses his own brand of religion to incite hatred while he hypocritically kills kids, tortures them, and tries to smoke out innocent people from their houses.

I hope his daughter is childless and that Joe Biden ends up in jail.  He deserves no respect and he deserves no last respects.  He is a criminal that ascended to the top of the U.S., even while admitting to support of criminal activity.  He is one of the most disgusting examples of U.S. politians we've ever had, and the most shocking part is that no one even thinks to dig up the crap he's admitted to.

Obama will not get a second term and it's because of the criminals he's chosen to surround himself with.  He is not going to be President again and Joe Biden will never be V.P.  His 5 minutes of fame are over.  I have no idea how he slipped in, while he had all the WACO crap around him.  The documentaries show him defending torture of U.S. citizens and looking like a criminal and NO ONE in the media revisited this when it was time for elections.  We voted in one of the biggest demoralizing politicians of our time, as our V.P.  Had I stopped to think about it, or known then what I know now, I never would have voted for Obama-Biden because no "breaking the glass ceiling" for blacks can make up for  letting a criminal into the White House.  It's like we didn't even notice.  Hopes were so high about Obama, everyone forgot about the crook Biden.  And looking back, it shows.  Biden's footprint is all over the corruption, over the assassination of Osama bin ladin and other former CIA "friends", over the torture of U.S. citizens here and now where he defended torture of citizens in the 80s and 90s, over baby-killing through use of U.S. military technology.

Why Pakistan, on the other end of things, is supporting terrorism of their own country, by U.S. invasion and preoccupation is beyond me.  It makes Pakistan look weak, to allow the U.S. to keep stepping into their air zones and country while doing nothing about it.

Pakistan is still allowing the U.S. into their country, and it's a shame to them, to their people, and a sign of weakness that the U.S. continues to exploit.  I don't mean that as an insult to Pakistan--I mean it as "I wish they would do something."

While war criminal Joe Biden is celebrating his daughter's marriage to another criminal (keeping it in the family), he's authorized blowing up human beings to bits and pieces in Pakistan.  It's his way of having a good time.  He's looking at his watch smirking, knowing what is happening, while he watches his daughter walk down the aisle.  This man is SICK.

I had to look up his daughter's new husband.  I looked at the photos first and then the article.  From the photo, I didn't have a good feeling about her husband, but what do you expect from someone who would marry into the Biden family.  He's Jewish too.  Another criminal Catholic-Jewish alliance.

I guess blowing up Muslims was the perfect gift for Joe Biden to give them on their wedding day.

It all makes so much more sense now, to see who Biden's family has been associating with while my son and family have been tortured.  She's a social worker.  Like the world needs a social worker connected to the Biden family.  While her Daddy is supporting blowing up kids at WACO, he props his daughter up to be a "social worker"??

She marries, of all people, a doctor "Howard Krein".  Is that pronounced "Krein" like "Train" or "Crain?"  A plastic surgeon from New Jersey.  You can't fix personality problems with plastic surgery honey.  Let's see what do you want for smoothing out your conscience?  Silicon? or collagen?

I hope they have zero children and I hope the Biden family gets everything that they deserve that they have not been given yet, by the hand of God.  I pray upon this union, all of the "blessings" that Biden gave the families of WACO victims, and my son, and others who are tortured in this country.  And I pray the curse of the blood of innocents will never leave their doorstep, and that each time they walk into a doorway, the curses of the blood of innocent children will revisit them like the ghosts at the gate of Sheol.  God damn Joe and Jill Biden, their children, and their future descendants to the 4th generation.  Amen.

Matthew 16:1-4.

Good luck to a doomed marriage.  I hope when she has a miscarriage, she thinks about Pakistani kids blown up by her Dad.  Maybe she can think about the unborn child her Dad had killed while it was in my womb.  God damn the Bidens.

Of all things, I dreamed about a Jewish man last night.  A very long dream.  I was leaving a church or party and he wouldn't let me go.  He was trying to push me out and then he decided he was attracted to me and I was stuck there with him.  He had brown hair.  I don't remember all of it, just that I was outside at some reception with cookies or something and then I was waiting for someone to pick me up and they were delayed.  So I was there at the church waiting and then it was dark and this man was going to lead me out, not liking how I was there, and then he had my hand next to him and revealed he was attracted to me and changed his mind and took me to his room.  Then I was play8ing this game of joking around with him and he didn't want to let me go.   Then he had me sitting there under a blanket, clothed, and I was still waiting to leave and he had decided he liked me.  Then I noticed I was exposed to others when I hadn't consented to the exposure and I woke up. I had stood up and was walking across the room and had my front covered but didn't realize they could see in through the side slits of my shirt to my chest.  There were at least two people there then and I covered myself, because I hadn't been the one to uncover myself.  He was shorter and had brown hair and I've never seen him before in real life. 




Saturday, June 2, 2012

Beets & Sauerkraut

Today I wore green with a cream colored fleece.  I bought pint jars for canning sauerkraut and had started beets last night which I'm cooking whole today.  Lots of dots.  Had my fleece tied around my waist and walked to town before a parade, and got cabbage, artichoke, habanero, pasilla, asparagus and salt, and yuban original.  I have business law homework to do first.  Last night sang lots of old songs and listening to Billy Holiday's "The Very Thought Of You" today.  I like singing this song and might do my own version sometime.  I have lost my high notes and clear 1st soprano to torture and Kate's Group, but I still have my Billy Holiday.  So sometime, I might use my inflections and interpretation to get through where I can no longer use beauty.  My voice isn't beautiful anymore, but I could still wring a tear if I tried.

My beets smell good right now.  Mmmm.

I'm almost ready to put my killer-therapy down.  The one for treating the thrush that docs never treated.  It's been 5 years and I still have it only around my breasts, nowhere else at all.  All they had to do was treat me and my son, 5 years ago.  It was that simple, and honestly, very crazy they put up such a fight over it, tortured us, and then kidnapped my son from me.  They tried to steal him from me before he was even born. 

I'm more into food for medicine than vitamins but I got some things to help me with my plan and I might try it for 6 months instead of a year if it goes well.  I don't know.  I am thinking of a combination of gradually taking out various food items, and then using energy and multi-vitamin while doing this, with a bone builder combination, and then incorporating some fasting and colloidal silver, black walnut, pau d'arco therapies.  Maybe in different fasts, try killing off a lot through silver (while avoiding salt, ahem), and then another time, black walnut, and just eventually get it altogether.

I need a lot more silver when I try that one though.  I only got one small vial but for a treatment, you go through more than a vial a day.  Doctors used to do a lot of silver intravenously, but not as much now.  I would try this, with the things to combat metal toxicity and then after using silver as a treatment, purging or purifying with activated charcoal later, and reintroducing good things.  I also got acidophilus while I'm waiting for my sauerkraut to work.

I think I might take Danish too.  That's an aside, but with my college schedule and double major, I have to take science for my Bachelor of Science, and language for my B.A. and I am thinking I might take 2 years of Danish and test out through PSU at 2 year level sometime, and possibly take Spanish too.  At PSU (my old school) they offer Danish and you can opt to test out of any of the language courses to level, so if you study on your own and buy language materials, and want to test up, you can do it there.  No one wants me to take Danish.  I soon figured that out.  No problem with German--the librarians and different people with happy expressions about German, and others feeling fine with German.  But I soon discovered, no one wants me to take Danish.  I couldn't even find Danish stuff in any of the web searches I tried to awhile.  My main reason for taking Danish would be that their government is not completely infiltrated with religions that have been hostile to me.  It's not a new idea either...I've thought about Scotland and Denmark since before my son was even born, when the FBI and U.S. began obstructing justice and refused to provide needed protection.  So it's not impulsive or new.  It's an old idea.  I know I won't stay in the U.S. if they do not return my son to me after all the crimes they've committed, state-sponsored crimes.  I will write the Great Danish Novel or Great Scotland Novel or something, but it won't be the Great American Novel as long as the power structure is corrupt and steals children and ruins talent and imprisons their own citizens.I like the idea of Scotland, but I wouldn't want to go anywhere where the Middletons are claiming some kind of figurehead status. I really dislike them that much because I know the torture occuring to me over here would be the same over there, wherever they have a presence.  Her family is part of the reason I was tortured and falsely imprisoned in Canada.  It was Middleton.  I will never live in any country where they have any kind of influence for this reason.  They are responsible for torture of my son by use of friends in the U.S. and elsewhere.

I got lots of seed packets.  I got the wrong kind of onion, but I am planning to add a white onion anyway.  I got some kind of button onion, and it kept popping up to the top over and over and over.  I got cauliflower, carrots, broccoli, swiss chard, bachelor buttons, english lavendar, french lavendar, cherry radishes (not for me--I don't like them, but my mother does), spearmint, sage, thyme, artichoke, waltham butternut, oregano (but I want a different kind), catnip, parsely, edamame, pak choi, black dragon eggplant,and cilantro.  I was going to get chammomile but there are other herbs I can get or add later.  Sunflowers might be nice too but not this year.  I want roses but the deer love roses.  So I got stinky flowers and herbs to add to the organic garden.  If I have a rose, I want one on an arched trellis above this path that leads to the garden, and that way the deer can't reach as well.  Red I think.  I like white but with lavendar and orange and yellow marigolds, and blue and purple and pink bachelor buttons, it would need a punch of red somewhere since it's already going cottage-y.

Shopping Yesterday (Have To Return)

I did a little shopping yesterday but have to return one item.

The guy said it was "vegetable glycerin" when I asked, but then I got home and looked it up and it's not.

I specifically asked when I was buying it, because I didn't want it if it wasn't vegetable glycerin and this one guy was saying he'd take $4 off of it instead of the seeds, which I was told I could get half off instead of 30% off.  He didn't want to take the half off the seeds and wanted to apply it to this glycerin.  I told him, "Well if it's not vegetable glycerin I'll be returning it" and for whatever reason, he looked like he didn't like the idea.  Who knows why, because why should it matter to him. 

So I got home and checked the brand and it's not vegetable glycerin.  I won't have a problem returning it though, because one of the pharmacists specifically said it was vegetable glycerin when I said I might want to return it.

I was getting 50% off the seeds because I talked to Julie in the garden section and she was going to honor what I was told over the phone, that the seeds were 50% until the 2nd.  So I was there, and they'd changed the sign to 30% off and she was going to credit for that.

I'll still get my money back from it though.  I bought the glycerin for a hair conditioner or to mix with a hair conditioner, but it's the wrong kind.  I wasn't going to even get it, and then the guy said it was vegetable glycerin but it's not.  It's some kind of synthetic or animal product glycerin.  I opened it and put a very small dab on my hands and then thought, "This isn't it."  I got up and checked and sure enough, it doesn't say on the bottle, but online, the manufacturer says it's not glycerin.  It says "pure" behind the price tag, and I thought, "It's like the Kate kind of pure.  Fake."
I got bachelor buttons and lavendar for deer repellant and I also got lots of veggie seeds.  I saw the jubilee gem bachelor buttons but opted for mixed bachelor buttons, just because, I don't know...something Middleton about my garden plot.  I have this diamond patterned laptop right now, and saw it's the Queen's Diamond Jubilee and didn't feel like getting the jubilee gem bachelor buttons to put in my diamond slot garden.  Nothing against the Queen, I'm just anti-Middleton and Carole Middleton has been a particular eyesore for my mother I'm sure.  I think Kate is evil basically and she knows about torture of children and others, done for her and to support and buffet her family's schemes.  It's too bad that slamming her is now sort of like slamming William of Wales, now that he married her, but he chose this.  It's not like no one gave him fair warning thought those people are probably no longer friends with him now.

While choosing seeds, a few mosquitos came over and started buzzing around my neck.  I just thought of Carol Middleton right away. I associate her with mosquitoes, ever since I read about her group licking up blood from the floor after they gun a guy down.  So I had my short little japanese karate instructor moment, where he catched the fly with his chopsticks, and I reached out, grabbed that mosquito with my right hand and then smeared it across the leg of my jeans. 

Then I got home I cried thinking about the man who was tortured.  I had to sit behind him bc he was always in the front row before anyone, so it's how anyone could notice.  And then I cried thinking about him a second time. 

I'm sure Kate is spending days and nights, crying over the plight of the tortured.  I am just sure of it. I cannot stand her fake, hypocritical, and false prophesying family.

It's one thing to be in the dark so long, not knowing what some of the competition and torture is about.  Once you discover what it's about, there is no need to hold back when I know it's a main reason for the torture of my family and why my son was even taken away from me.

They wanted to create an appearance of instability with me, in every regard.  They're criminals, and they get more U.S. support than they ever got from the UK originally.  Which is sort of odd actually. 

What's even stranger, is that the Duchess of York, Fergie, went to Thailand for a foot spa or something, which is where my rapist fled to, after Kate Middleton's wedding and visit to see her in L.A.  Why Thailand?  Of all places?  This is also where Alvaro Pardo's pics of his friends were from.  I would bet money, that he was hired by Kate's brother James.

Friday, June 1, 2012

Witnessed Evidence Of Another Torture

I saw a man today who has evidence of being tortured and he's mentally/physically disabled.

He's being tortured by the U.S. because they think no one will care, notice, or that he's disposable.  That, or they were worried about him from the start, working against some other group, so they targeted him.  For all I know, he wasn't even born this way.

He is definitely being tortured.

He has all of the evidence showing in his fingernails and that's just his nails.  I don't know what else is going on.

It is a little strange, because I read a few short passages from the Bible today, once in a restroom and then later, and everything was about signs.  To the jews, "you ask for a sign but you don't believe it when one is given" (NT) and then after this, 3 more sections randomly, about signs.

And the last one I read, was that only a remnant will be saved, and then I saw this plastic bag of fingernail clippings I had with me, tucked into my Bible. I looked up, and there were this man's fingernails, facing me, with obvious signs of torture.

Whoever is responsible, is going to end up in jail because the remnant will see to it.  This country is torturing me, and people that some want to keep down for their own sick reasons, and they're torturing people who they think they'll never get caught torturing because they're mentally or physically handicapped.  This man I speak of was not able to speak fluently, or coherently, and sort of mumbled, and made odd noises, and he acted definitely disabled. 

It wasn't like he put his hands back for me to see, and I didn't even notice, all the way over to this town, and all the way back, even though I saw his hands a couple of times as I chose to sit behind him.  The first way down, I sat behind him because I decided I wanted to sit on the water side that day, and I sat behind him.  He made so much noise I thought about moving but decided not to and now I know it was for a reason.

Then on the way back, I sat behind him because I just felt like sitting on the other side, and right about the same level in.  He had a hand across the back of a seat, or move them around, and did a lot of different things, but right after I briefly read this passage, I looked up from the scripture after snapping my Bible shut, embarressed to see "Oh.  That's the plastic bag with fingernail clippings in it" and when I looked up, his nails were at the back of the chair and facing me, and I saw he was being tortured.

When I first saw him, he was putting his hand over the top of his head with wide eyes and making a noise but I didn't know if it was part of his mannerisms or from something else.  Then I sat behind him and the technology that affects metal in my teeth was happening but mild and I figured he felt it too.  Then that stopped, and I didn't think anything of it.  I mainly felt my pride and asked God to help me with it.  He was wearing a red hooded sweatshirt and I was wearing a green hooded sweatshirt (under black) and at first, as I saw some driving past, I felt it made me look conspicuous.  I didn't really want to look like part of the "disabled" group and he was making all these noises.  But I prayed and, no big deal, bc I still have pride obviously--no one can get rid of all their faults.  And I didn't change my seat.  He was scratching his head and doing all kinds of things.

Then, I didn't really choose to sit behind him the way back.  It was actually where I just felt like sitting, and he just happened to be sitting in front of where I wanted to sit.  Then at the very end, was when I noticed he was being tortured.  I opened to a section in I Kings and it was about a sign, and then I opened to another section randomly and it was about a sign (unto you a child is born), and then I chose to open to something in Psalms and it was a part of Psalm 88 and then I accidentally fell across "only a remnant will be saved" and my non-public display item of fingernail clippings in a plastic baggie, and I snapped my Bible shut, looked up, and there were his nails with evidence of torture.  His nails were not cut, and were longer than usual for a man I suppose, and his nailbed had clear signs of extreme and severe torture.

No one would even defend him probably, because they would write off what is happening to him, and how he's being illegally used for research or to punish someone in his family, as "mental illness" or "disability".

He has sort of whiter nailbeds, but then a very dark red ridge before the whites of the nail.  I have seen this in my parents after they suffered severe torture, and in myself, in my toenails and fingernails, after torture so severe, it causes heart problems, and heating of the body tissues.

I didn't really notice that he had any lump on his head when I was first getting on the bus but I think when I got on again to go back he maybe had a big bloody lump or something but I didn't look close enough.  It crossed my mind at a glance that he banged his head or fell.

I seriously wonder what his parents do for a living.

So yes, there are others who are being tortured like my family.  We are not the only ones.