I read someone from Harvard criticized India for child labor for construction of the games stadiums. I do believe kids should be in school, but if they do this for an hour or so as part of chores, that might be different. The children should be in school or more adult labor should be brought in.
However, until Harvard rectifies its reputation for using humans in experiments and children for mind control and other things, they don't have a lot of room to talk.
I still haven't written about how the Ivy league colleges were a part of implementing the CPS (so called child protection laws) which made it easier for their scientists and government people, to experiment on kids.
As for accusations in the CNN article about children living in the dirt, this isn't because of the games. It's because of poverty, period. Maybe some of the Harvard alums could donate monies to prevent this kind of condition, rather than criticize the poor for being poor.
Also, these games could be a way for India to get new revenue and make some money, which would help support their economy.
Saturday, September 25, 2010
i am wrong (about theft)
i am wrong about the missing protein powder. it wasn't the wenatchee police or anyone (i was thinking if it would be anyone, logically, who else would even be interested?)
it was in a different bag and i remembered that i moved it there myself.
it is my fault.
i forgot bc it had been in the other place for so long and i moved it at the very last moment, so no one else did anything and i just had a memory lapse.
i am sorry about that.
it wasn't a psychic guessing error either...i didn't get anything in that way at all. it was a logical human trying to figure out where in the world it was and why wasn't it in the place that i thought and then the other place came to mind, and i remembered and checked, and it was right there.
at least i'm willing to admit when i'm wrong, unlike some i know.
and, i HAVE had so many serious thefts, it wasn't totally unrational for me to wonder. anyway.
it was in a different bag and i remembered that i moved it there myself.
it is my fault.
i forgot bc it had been in the other place for so long and i moved it at the very last moment, so no one else did anything and i just had a memory lapse.
i am sorry about that.
it wasn't a psychic guessing error either...i didn't get anything in that way at all. it was a logical human trying to figure out where in the world it was and why wasn't it in the place that i thought and then the other place came to mind, and i remembered and checked, and it was right there.
at least i'm willing to admit when i'm wrong, unlike some i know.
and, i HAVE had so many serious thefts, it wasn't totally unrational for me to wonder. anyway.
this morning: russian and egg stone & others stealing my drink mix
this was certaintly an interesting way to start the day. I got to the college at the wrong time, a little early, and went to a building and asked a woman about it and she was studying oceanology and took me upstairs where her classes were but the labs were closed so then I saw a man with a computer and asked him and he told me what time it opened. he was half russian and half hispanic. We exchanged a few words and just polite conversation and he said he was thinking about being a nurse but might reconsider. He said his favorite class was an art related one but was thinking of other medical. I said, "you must be pretty good at computers too" and his leg kind of kicked out and he said just the basics. I said, "for some reason, 'diagnostics' came to mind."
he had sort of a strange look on his face then and I said, "i don't know if it's for medical or for computers." then, i couldn't see his computer screen but i wondered if he was on a site or page where it has the microsoft thing that says "diagnostics" but i don't know.
then i was walking out of the college and down the sidewalk, and in front of me this stone rolled out onto the sidewalk and it was perfectly egg shaped. i think it literally dropped out of the tree, a thick coniferous so i should have looked up to see if there was someone in the tree, but the only other way it could have ended up there was if someone threw it and it just so happened to land perfectly in my path without hitting me on the head.
someone had to have been in the tree but i didn't look up.
i know there was someone watching and i sensed it, from outside of the window that was near us and i went to the window to look out because i couldn't see anyone but i sensed being watched. i know without a doubt because i am not compelled to go to windows and look unless my radar is sending out the signal that someone is watching.
i think a few people started testing me on how i know i'm being watched after i took a nap outside on the couch late at night, actually, almost spent the whole night out there and then suddenly opened my eyes to see a cat's face inches from mine, just staring at me. i t was silent but i picked up on it somehow, which must be something i inherited and has kept my ancestors alive beyond reason and maybe even been a reason we've been persecuted.
this morning i woke again and it was the housecat who was staring at me, inside the house, and then after i woke up, the cat bells jingled and then that cat and another one got into a big cat fight in the house which i had to disrupt with a yell and they quit.
anyway, it was after someone probably saw how my eyes snapped open when the cat was staring at me, at night, that they got the idea to then have a boy running past the window to see if i'd awake and then someone in black in a dark corner at a window in the house next door.
i already know govt. people have tested my abilities and now it's the locals. so anyway, i already said i was slightly intuitive, so that's just the end of story. i am not a guinea pig.
more later.
i made a light absent minded sketch of elephants last night and a grid for colors with ink combinations.
i also found out someone stole my powdered protein drink mix. i had 1/2 of it still, in a plastic bag and the really sad and sorry thing about it is i suspect the fucking wenatchee police have something to do with it. i put some powdered drink mix in a sealed baggie and hide it under my clothes next to where i sleep so no one "tampers" with it and it disappeared. why would anyone take it? no one would fucking take powdered drink mix unless they thought it was laced with something else and they hoped they were going to catch me on soething. the only other reason would be to deliberately add something to it and then try to slip it back unnoticed.
i'm pissed about it.
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(see update and how I found the powder and it was my fault on the next post)
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The egg rock I am wondering about. Feels like Fragglerock. there wasn't anyone on the road or the sidewalk. There was a man in his garden but he was yards away. I still don't really know which direction it came from though if the man threw it, it was really quick and just happened to land in that spot, rolling towards me.
I hope it's a good sign.
he had sort of a strange look on his face then and I said, "i don't know if it's for medical or for computers." then, i couldn't see his computer screen but i wondered if he was on a site or page where it has the microsoft thing that says "diagnostics" but i don't know.
then i was walking out of the college and down the sidewalk, and in front of me this stone rolled out onto the sidewalk and it was perfectly egg shaped. i think it literally dropped out of the tree, a thick coniferous so i should have looked up to see if there was someone in the tree, but the only other way it could have ended up there was if someone threw it and it just so happened to land perfectly in my path without hitting me on the head.
someone had to have been in the tree but i didn't look up.
i know there was someone watching and i sensed it, from outside of the window that was near us and i went to the window to look out because i couldn't see anyone but i sensed being watched. i know without a doubt because i am not compelled to go to windows and look unless my radar is sending out the signal that someone is watching.
i think a few people started testing me on how i know i'm being watched after i took a nap outside on the couch late at night, actually, almost spent the whole night out there and then suddenly opened my eyes to see a cat's face inches from mine, just staring at me. i t was silent but i picked up on it somehow, which must be something i inherited and has kept my ancestors alive beyond reason and maybe even been a reason we've been persecuted.
this morning i woke again and it was the housecat who was staring at me, inside the house, and then after i woke up, the cat bells jingled and then that cat and another one got into a big cat fight in the house which i had to disrupt with a yell and they quit.
anyway, it was after someone probably saw how my eyes snapped open when the cat was staring at me, at night, that they got the idea to then have a boy running past the window to see if i'd awake and then someone in black in a dark corner at a window in the house next door.
i already know govt. people have tested my abilities and now it's the locals. so anyway, i already said i was slightly intuitive, so that's just the end of story. i am not a guinea pig.
more later.
i made a light absent minded sketch of elephants last night and a grid for colors with ink combinations.
i also found out someone stole my powdered protein drink mix. i had 1/2 of it still, in a plastic bag and the really sad and sorry thing about it is i suspect the fucking wenatchee police have something to do with it. i put some powdered drink mix in a sealed baggie and hide it under my clothes next to where i sleep so no one "tampers" with it and it disappeared. why would anyone take it? no one would fucking take powdered drink mix unless they thought it was laced with something else and they hoped they were going to catch me on soething. the only other reason would be to deliberately add something to it and then try to slip it back unnoticed.
i'm pissed about it.
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(see update and how I found the powder and it was my fault on the next post)
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The egg rock I am wondering about. Feels like Fragglerock. there wasn't anyone on the road or the sidewalk. There was a man in his garden but he was yards away. I still don't really know which direction it came from though if the man threw it, it was really quick and just happened to land in that spot, rolling towards me.
I hope it's a good sign.
Friday, September 24, 2010
Checking On My Son & Mind Games: Geneva Convention Mantra
Someone has not been checking in with my son, I don't think, to make sure he's okay. This is a very important and dangerous time for both me and my son and I don't need to have him being harmed or my family intimidated at this time.
Someone who is a normal person and with a higher affiliation, needs to be making sure no one is threatening, intimidating, soliciting, or harming, my son or the family he currently stays with.
I also know that one good thing to use on some psychics or military or others, if they are American or claim to be, if they are attempting to use other citizens for purposes which are not approved of by God, is this thought:
Geneva Convention.
Over and over, "Geneva Convention". Puts a bit of a damper on the fun 'n' games.
There are some other countries that respect this too.
"Geneva Convention"
There are different "mantras" I have looked into but so far, prayer, and "Geneva Convention" is pretty good. Over and over, like counting sheep, until you fall asleep:
Geneva Convention.
Fill your mind with The Geneva Convention and God. And love for your children.
Geneva
Geneva
Geneva
Geneva
In the name of God, Geneva Convention
Then I would next learn passages of this Geneva Convention and memorize by heart and recite.
Geneva Convention, God/Jesus/Holy Spirit, my son, and scripture as well as parts of the constitution and Bill of Rights, and Ganesha, are working well for me right now.
To me, in some sense, Ganesha really describes what has happened to my own son, where jealousy got in the way of compassion and goodness. But, I hope it is something which will turn around.
The song that has come to mind lately, which I am watching today on video for the first time ever, is "3 Marlenas" and my favorite part is "There's got to be someone you can trust, here among us." It is, to me, using Marlena as a metaphor for "hear no, speak no, see no evil" and how hypocritical it is, the things that people are doing and request silence over. Marlena is also a name that means, in Hebrew "of Magdala" and could be a reference to Mary Magdalene.
Someone who is a normal person and with a higher affiliation, needs to be making sure no one is threatening, intimidating, soliciting, or harming, my son or the family he currently stays with.
I also know that one good thing to use on some psychics or military or others, if they are American or claim to be, if they are attempting to use other citizens for purposes which are not approved of by God, is this thought:
Geneva Convention.
Over and over, "Geneva Convention". Puts a bit of a damper on the fun 'n' games.
There are some other countries that respect this too.
"Geneva Convention"
There are different "mantras" I have looked into but so far, prayer, and "Geneva Convention" is pretty good. Over and over, like counting sheep, until you fall asleep:
Geneva Convention.
Fill your mind with The Geneva Convention and God. And love for your children.
Geneva
Geneva
Geneva
Geneva
In the name of God, Geneva Convention
Then I would next learn passages of this Geneva Convention and memorize by heart and recite.
Geneva Convention, God/Jesus/Holy Spirit, my son, and scripture as well as parts of the constitution and Bill of Rights, and Ganesha, are working well for me right now.
To me, in some sense, Ganesha really describes what has happened to my own son, where jealousy got in the way of compassion and goodness. But, I hope it is something which will turn around.
The song that has come to mind lately, which I am watching today on video for the first time ever, is "3 Marlenas" and my favorite part is "There's got to be someone you can trust, here among us." It is, to me, using Marlena as a metaphor for "hear no, speak no, see no evil" and how hypocritical it is, the things that people are doing and request silence over. Marlena is also a name that means, in Hebrew "of Magdala" and could be a reference to Mary Magdalene.
uranium not plutonium
I recalled what came to mind the other day and it was uranium not plutonium. I couldn't remember which for a minute but this morning I woke up and remembered fresh.
2 Strange Things In Library
First this woman was sitting next to me and I said something nicely but she didn't move or anything. I thought for a minute she was possibly deaf, which would be understandable but then I decided on rude because I lightly used my hand to try to get her attention to something, and she saw this and just acted rude.
Then, this other woman who comes in all the time when I happen to be in the library, came into the restroom where I was and kept looking directly at me and saying "No." I said, "I don't know what you mean, what do you mean 'no' about?" and she snapped, "None of your business!" and then continued to say "No". Totally bizarre and I was thinking she was possibly mentally ill and then she approached the desk and talked normally to the woman there. She didn't sound mentally ill at all.
Today I walked out of the house and everything was normal until I later walked out with a jacket on over my shirt. It was just a blue and black herringbone kind of pattern and it seemed like it might get cold but I wasn't sure. So I walk out and it was like a grand parade, with all these people driving by in cars that were the same color as what I was wearing. The thing that was absolutely stupid, was that someone had some idea to tell all these people to drive by in blue cars. I mean, it's noticeable when it's that many, and then that color and the worst part was just the gaming of it. As if, because I grab a jacket when I was already wearing this combo before, when I only have a couple of items to choose from anyway, someone is psychic. It was common sense to think I would grab that jacket when it cooled down, because of what I was already wearing.
I think someone is frustrated that they are not getting very good reads on me, and what I'm thinking, anymore.
That might be because I asked God to start blocking things, just recently (won't say when). I guess someone could go with a hunch on just about anything, but no one is going to be able to interpret or know what I am praying about, or thinking about, or even make very good guesses because it is coming in differently now, and it will get more difficult to try to assume anything at all.
Then, this other woman who comes in all the time when I happen to be in the library, came into the restroom where I was and kept looking directly at me and saying "No." I said, "I don't know what you mean, what do you mean 'no' about?" and she snapped, "None of your business!" and then continued to say "No". Totally bizarre and I was thinking she was possibly mentally ill and then she approached the desk and talked normally to the woman there. She didn't sound mentally ill at all.
Today I walked out of the house and everything was normal until I later walked out with a jacket on over my shirt. It was just a blue and black herringbone kind of pattern and it seemed like it might get cold but I wasn't sure. So I walk out and it was like a grand parade, with all these people driving by in cars that were the same color as what I was wearing. The thing that was absolutely stupid, was that someone had some idea to tell all these people to drive by in blue cars. I mean, it's noticeable when it's that many, and then that color and the worst part was just the gaming of it. As if, because I grab a jacket when I was already wearing this combo before, when I only have a couple of items to choose from anyway, someone is psychic. It was common sense to think I would grab that jacket when it cooled down, because of what I was already wearing.
I think someone is frustrated that they are not getting very good reads on me, and what I'm thinking, anymore.
That might be because I asked God to start blocking things, just recently (won't say when). I guess someone could go with a hunch on just about anything, but no one is going to be able to interpret or know what I am praying about, or thinking about, or even make very good guesses because it is coming in differently now, and it will get more difficult to try to assume anything at all.
Lohan
The CNN article is the first one I've seen with Lohan's hair back to red and it looks good! It flatters her skin so much more.
I should try a henna, one of the these days. I haven't done one in awhile. Oh, but actually, that might alter things too. My hair is way too long, but I am keeping it this way in case I need it to prove I don't use drugs or anything. If I color it, it might make it harder to get a good reading, in case I need it. I figure the older hair, at the end, shows and proves how I haven't used anything.
Anyway, she looks very calm. 4 weeks is a long time to be in jail. I don't know why they put anyone in jail for rehab stuff. I guess rehab isn't punishment enough to some, but I just talked to this woman who is going to rehab for 6 months or so. Maybe they should take Lohan out of jail and have her in rehab for a year. One year is super long, but if you've been doing it since you're a kid and it's always around, a few months won't do anything.
I wonder if they have a yard or something there. I tried to think about her and kept getting some impression of green. I don't know what that's about. I didn't really focus, but said a really short prayer and asked what she might need or what might help and when I thought of her and was waiting, I couldn't really get anything except green. Then I was thinking "green grass?" is she looking at green grass? she needs to be someplace with green grass? and I don't know what. Maybe she's wearing green, maybe she's looking at a magazine with something green, I have no clue. I thought, "is it a lawn?" and then I was thinking, "she needs to eat more salad?" I do not know. Mainly, I saw green and then sort of like lawn so that has nothing to do with salad. But maybe she wants more salad in jail. I will have to focus more later, because I have no idea and I did'nt have a space to really concentrate. I guess what I saw was a green lawn but then I wondered what that was supposed to mean and queried other ideas. Mainly I think it had something to do with her being in rehab longer. That was the first impression I had when I saw the cut lawn. Rehab.
I think that as bad as it sounds, she might kick things with 1 year of in-patient treatment. There are some rehab centers that are for long-term and I think it's really ridiculous to expect someone to break a psychological and possibly some-time habit, in less than a year. It's better than ending up in jail again and better than being taken advantage of by others while completely intoxicated or under the influence. Maybe not though, if she's just violating rules but doesn't really have the addiction issue anymore.
On one hand, ideas about alcoholism vary from country to country. In France, they drink 1-2 times a day and even while pregnant a little bit and they have very smart and intellectual people, and they're not alcoholics. If someone has a drink every day here, in the U.S., some think that is alcoholism when it's not. If someone chooses to have a beer or a drink, and doesn't make horrible decisions out of it, it should be fine.
I guess, if someone thinks it's not addiction anymore but just an idea that they can break orders, that might be where someone would get in trouble. I wonder if she failed the drug test on alcohol alone or if it was actually drugs.
At any rate, I don't think I'll pray about it more bc it's not my business. I got something about green and whether that had to do with her environment now or what she was doing or something else, I don't know. It might mean something to her and she'll know at a later date. That's all I have to say about it.
There are probably other things to focus on, like the games in India, or other world events taking place in other countries too. I guess rehab issues are an experience for a lot of people but I am kind of curious about what else is going on right now.
I should try a henna, one of the these days. I haven't done one in awhile. Oh, but actually, that might alter things too. My hair is way too long, but I am keeping it this way in case I need it to prove I don't use drugs or anything. If I color it, it might make it harder to get a good reading, in case I need it. I figure the older hair, at the end, shows and proves how I haven't used anything.
Anyway, she looks very calm. 4 weeks is a long time to be in jail. I don't know why they put anyone in jail for rehab stuff. I guess rehab isn't punishment enough to some, but I just talked to this woman who is going to rehab for 6 months or so. Maybe they should take Lohan out of jail and have her in rehab for a year. One year is super long, but if you've been doing it since you're a kid and it's always around, a few months won't do anything.
I wonder if they have a yard or something there. I tried to think about her and kept getting some impression of green. I don't know what that's about. I didn't really focus, but said a really short prayer and asked what she might need or what might help and when I thought of her and was waiting, I couldn't really get anything except green. Then I was thinking "green grass?" is she looking at green grass? she needs to be someplace with green grass? and I don't know what. Maybe she's wearing green, maybe she's looking at a magazine with something green, I have no clue. I thought, "is it a lawn?" and then I was thinking, "she needs to eat more salad?" I do not know. Mainly, I saw green and then sort of like lawn so that has nothing to do with salad. But maybe she wants more salad in jail. I will have to focus more later, because I have no idea and I did'nt have a space to really concentrate. I guess what I saw was a green lawn but then I wondered what that was supposed to mean and queried other ideas. Mainly I think it had something to do with her being in rehab longer. That was the first impression I had when I saw the cut lawn. Rehab.
I think that as bad as it sounds, she might kick things with 1 year of in-patient treatment. There are some rehab centers that are for long-term and I think it's really ridiculous to expect someone to break a psychological and possibly some-time habit, in less than a year. It's better than ending up in jail again and better than being taken advantage of by others while completely intoxicated or under the influence. Maybe not though, if she's just violating rules but doesn't really have the addiction issue anymore.
On one hand, ideas about alcoholism vary from country to country. In France, they drink 1-2 times a day and even while pregnant a little bit and they have very smart and intellectual people, and they're not alcoholics. If someone has a drink every day here, in the U.S., some think that is alcoholism when it's not. If someone chooses to have a beer or a drink, and doesn't make horrible decisions out of it, it should be fine.
I guess, if someone thinks it's not addiction anymore but just an idea that they can break orders, that might be where someone would get in trouble. I wonder if she failed the drug test on alcohol alone or if it was actually drugs.
At any rate, I don't think I'll pray about it more bc it's not my business. I got something about green and whether that had to do with her environment now or what she was doing or something else, I don't know. It might mean something to her and she'll know at a later date. That's all I have to say about it.
There are probably other things to focus on, like the games in India, or other world events taking place in other countries too. I guess rehab issues are an experience for a lot of people but I am kind of curious about what else is going on right now.
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