I was talking to this woman about Jewish ancestry and she doesn't know where her mother is from but says it's possible she's Jewish and she says people guess she is.
I told her my housemate found out she's Jewish from her mother's side, through roots to Holland.
I told her I didn't know of any Jewish lineage except on my father's side, 2 generations back, I think, or maybe 3, so that's very removed, but there was a Torah with a huge family list and it was burned in a fire in W. Virginia. Then, I wondered about my mother's side, through the guy whose family left Luxembourg, but no one thinks so.
We were talking about health. I looked some things up. I think the only thing I could identify with, that's more common in a Jewish population is maybe Gauchers because of my unexplained prolonged bleeding and hemmorage and I bruise easily, and have had anemia and most of the symptoms. Never been tested for it though.
But then I read one common trait is brown spots in the whites of the eyes...So weird, because my ex, or hex, had brown spots like that in his eyes and he did NOT want to eat pork. But he said he and his whole family were Catholic and very religious. Then, I recently met some other guy in Wenatchee who said he was Pennsylvania Dutch and he had the same kind of brown spots and he had longer sideburns, which may mean nothing at all, but for some, it's to comply with religious rules of men having sideburns to the mid-ear. I think that's for conservative or maybe ortho? I don't know. Anyway, interesting at least. Also, my ex, well, he really, really, wanted to clean up if there was any blood or menstruation with sex and I wondered if it was partly a religious thing. For awhile I thought maybe he was secretly Muslim. Because of the pork aversion. And I saw a few guys in turbans watching us whenever we were supposedly going to the court to marry. I just never knew what was going on. I don't know.
I've sort of been wondering if my problems are mainly from the Catholic group, because I just had so much targeting by them, but maybe also from "some" and i mean SOME jews, because maybe they're pissed I said something about Rabbi Rose's wife.
I don't know. I report priests and priests. So maybe this is why I've noticed malice from some who may feel they are defensive, as if I've personally targeted a whole group. I wondered, because The Willamette Week is owned by a jewish owner as far as I know and their head editor was Jewish and he wouldn't correct things that were printed which were false And I always wondered about Amy Roe. Was she really catholic, as she spat out to me spitefully after the article was printed, or was she jewish and just telling me she was catholic. I don't know.
I've had some really nice people who are Jewish come to my defense, so I don't lump myself into a group. I actually never lumped myself into any group intentionally. It wouldn't have mattered WHAT religion anyone was, to me, it's just that, I guess, some felt I had "insulted" their sacred people.
So pittance upon me.
I suppose. I don't know.
My fianace favored white and blue too, with yellow or without. So I never knew if that was gang stuff or he was maybe jewish? I have no idea. Problably not. probably not. He also favored white and black with a red accent. I never knew what THAT was all about.
I have no idea. Maybe he was some mafia don who pretended to work with U.S. just to bring me down, as if I'd ever done anything wrong,...who...well...it doesn't really matter.
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