Thursday, May 7, 2009

Migraine? & "Are You Hiding"?

Migraine out of schedule...I started getting a migraine after I left the cafe where the woman asked if I was "hiding". I could feel my heart racing and my body felt tingly actually, which was odd and then I was getting a migraine.

What's strange, is that it's not time for one. I told the FBI guy Stan, that I wanted to eat because if I ddin't I might get a migraine, but it was just an excuse to eat. I said this while I was on camera that was going to Seattle as well.

Then this woman shows up and was weird. I went for a drive afterwards and then I started to feel a literal headache. I got the TMJ effect later, but I had to take something for it.

I might be PMSing...? but I thought I just finished that, on the days of the hearings. I don't know.

I don't even have the droopy eye. It's not my normal pattern. But I wasn't anxious either so there's no reason to have it come on as it did. I didn't think about when it started or about the comment from this woman being a little odd until later in the day.

In hindsight, if she really didn't say Heidi or mean that but meant "are you hiding" a few things come to mind. For one, I have asked my son this several times in visitation when he'll go behind a chair or tent and want to play hide-and-seek or when he is making a bowel movement. I have said, "Are you hiding?" and then ask if he's just needing privacy for a BM because he did this even when he was really small, with me.

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