Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Dream Last Night

I didn't dream much except just before I woke up, I dreamed I was watching a play and then I was in the play. But it was as if the play was actual life.

Nothing royal, but some of the people had English accents and the man I was opposite in the last scene of this dream, in the play, had an English accent. He actually was very witty and said some great lines and I laughed and thought, "Where are my lines? where are my lines?" because he was so fluent and then I didn't know what to say and I wondered if he'd just memorized the lines then and there or how much time he'd had to prepare.

We were sitting down and around the corner, others were watching. We sat reclined on the ground or a blanket with legs to the side, and I was wearing a dress with Indian paisley I think, that was longer.

In a way, it was like a scene from Emma, but he was funnier.

I don't think it's a foretelling dream that I will go into acting. It was just a normal dream. It didn't have any special meaning, just a dream.

Then I woke up, thinking about how a supervisor is trying to say I "quit" when I didn't quit, and whether to go on disability just to get money until it's sorted out, and I actually was thinking again about going in for anti anxiety medication for purposes of helping establish the distress the lying and corruption has caused.

On one hand, I don't want to take anything because I need all my faculties, but on the other hand, if I have suffered at all, it is from distress over my lawyer doing nothing on my case and being blocked from documenting evidence of abuse and brainwashing of my son.

I plan to file other kinds of lawsuits down the road, because of what has happened in this case, and the civil and criminal misconduct, so even though anyone could tell my son and I have been traumatized, it is sometimes more helpful to have medication to back this up and evidence the toll this kind of harassment takes.

It's a case of "was fine before, but now you've caused problems" and not just for me but my son.

I'm pursuing filing reports as well.

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