MacKenzie Cowell (maybe I saw her)

Her face looks different, but I am wondering about this girl, if she's the one who was watching as I was getting oysters at the Albertsons, who I first saw with her friend at the Starbucks next door.

I read what she was wearing when she was abducted and she had the same boots and jeans but with a blue shirt with a scoop neck (maybe B cup with push up bra) and a black wool type of coat with a belt. She was taller, the height was 5'8" or more, but her hair was different than in these photos I've seen. It wasn't just long and one length, the young woman I saw, had shoulder length hair that was layered and had been straightened. If I remember right, it was medium to dark brown with a very slight coppery tint or allover highlight that I didn't notice until she and her friend were under flourescent lights, going out of the store. But maybe that was her friend's hair. One of them was shorter and had hair like this and I can't remember the others' but they were both brunette.

The face looks different to me though and I wouldn't know about braces because I only saw her with her mouth shut. She was texting or using the phone for taking a photo while I was getting the oysters. Her friend was going to the bathroom and came out from the back of the store.
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The other things I started thinking about was that on my way to visit my son, along my regular path, I saw a lot of Wendy's smashed french fry cartons as well as Reeses Pieces wrappers everywhere.

One of my housemates who never has her hair done this way, had her hair in two pigtails like pippi longstocking or Wendy. Once, my aunt or uncle put a Wendy's spoon in my son's lunch. I thought any Wendy reference was about me until now, I wonder if it's possible something else, if that was the girl I saw, who took an interest in me and was following me from one store to the next. The scoop shirt was some kind of clingy material with a scoop neck in the front and maybe light shirring or not, and sort of cotton-rayon blend and a turquoise/brighter blue color--sort of a cross between turquoise and cobalt blue. The coat came to mid-butt or slightly lower, but wasn't knee length, and had a belt.

The cell phone was smaller, like a smaller size, not a blackberry and not an AT&T type (forgot what they're called). I can't remember but I think it was a color, not just black, like orange or red or pink or something but I don't remember. I think it was one that was smaller but thicker.

At some point I wondered if someone was using the non-lethal thing because I felt that sensation while in the store but I didn't know where it was coming from. I know that I wondered, when she was standing close to me and then I left, it crossed my mind, but there were others there at the store.

I had gone to pick up the movie "The Cove" at Blockbusters, and then I used the bathroom at the Starbucks and waited for the restroom and this girl came out and then sat with her friend who was waiting for her. Then I went to the Albertsons and I saw them watching me from the Starbucks windows and after I went in, then I saw them again in the store.

The face looks different though, but most of the photos are of her smiling and I didn't see her with an open mouth smile. I would have to see other photos. She was tall and slender.

If it's not her, it's someone else who is the same age, same height and weight, and same boots.
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I barely thought of her, before I started thinking maybe this is the same girl, and the name "Matt" came to mind but it could mean nothing. It might be someone who is or was involved in looking for her. I personally do not know any "Matt's" and never have met one, that I can think of. My idea too, was that maybe it was a police officer who did this, if she was trusting the person.
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Supposedly, I'm being told "it's not all about you"...Well, in this town, ever since I've been here, I've been the entertainment and harassment highlight and it HAS been about me and my son. And I didn't even know this girl was missing but all of a sudden, on my visit Wednesday, suddenly people including my lawyer and state workers, acted like they were going to help more. But I thought twice, and thought, "Then again, maybe not." I don't know.

What has been happening to my son, for a long time, is no joke, and neither is the gang stuff here, which includes almost everyone I've met, and neither is the corruption with the state workers and justice people. It's extremely intense. After months and months of my son's abuse and nothing being done about it, the thing is, non-lethal forms of harm is difficult to trace. The other thing is that I've been blocked from documenting the harassment and brainwashing and trauma my son has been going through.

I hope that this will be used for good, and that something will happen out of this, to bring about real change.

At any rate, if this girl left the beauty salon and texted her boyfriend, all she wrote was "hey". And then he did the same, at 3:30 p.m. Why just text "hey" and nothing else? It's like maybe he knew where she was going or what she was doing.

Then the signal was found from her phone at around 5:45 p.m. and her car was found there at 6 p.m., where it was found.

My opinion is that she was either meeting up with someone to pass on information or get paid or take something. She maybe gave out information to someone she thought she could trust, who decided to kill her to keep her quiet and then put her next to "squilchuck" which is pronounced "squeal-chuck" over here. Maybe over-imaginative but maybe not, because the way it was done and how she was positioned was meant to be symbolic. If she wasn't passing info to help someone, maybe someone killed her to just send a message of some kind.

I believe she drove to that location on purpose, to meet someone.

When I first thought about what the location was, this image came to my mind, and I found her car's location in a photo and it matched the image that came to my mind. It came to my mind when I was wondering which cell tower her cell bounced off of, and I had the image of sort of the area where my son and I used to live, out on Route 2, torwards Orondo. That cliff area with telephone lines and towers everywhere. But I don't know where squilchuck is really, in the area, or that canyon.
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I debated about writing this at all. Because honestly, I DO know how deep the problems are in this area, and I thought, if someone was or is trying to do "justice" when no one else is, and they know about someone who is involved with hurting my son, I thought maybe they were sending a message on my behalf. Because too, all of a sudden my own lawyer who has done nothing for me, and the state workers started backtracking on stuff. When I later found out about the missing girl I wondered if they knew I had something to do with it somehow (even if I didn't know) and they were hoping to "appease the gods".

The thing is, I HAVE asked for help, from FBI and others, OVER and OVER and OVER and NOTHING has been done. I know people in government are partially involved, because what my son has had to suffer through, is unbelievable. The police here, not all maybe, but a lot of them hate me and the majority of people here want me to not be able to work, and not have my son. But I have believed a few are just intimidated.

Non-lethal weapons ARE used, frequently, in this area, and yet the law enforcement either goes along with it or ignores it, and allows damage to be done to a little boy. Now, for once, there is a visible show of what this area is really about, and while I'm sorry for the family, I'm almost glad that finally something has surfaced, which will put more credibility in what I say.

I believe some of the people writing in want to say "it's not about you" because they know it WAS partly about me. I also don't trust that the comment about "you're lucky your son is still alive" isn't a threat. It might be that it's just a comment about how I should feel fortunate, but maybe not.

If she was trying to help me and my son, that might be another possibility, but the sad thing is, I almost don't even want to write as much as I know, because it seems to me, that the law enforcement here is worthless and so is the Washington state FBI, at least they have been with regard to my son and refusing to protect him.

Like it or not, for whatever reason, my son and I are a big deal to a lot of people. I've pissed off a lot of people, and then others just go along with the regular town activities here. What I've said is true--people have access to a lot of military and medical equipment for causing non-lethal pain, and they use intimidation here and my son has had other marks on his body as well. It is also true that many of the police are corrupt, and it's a laugh that they're now acting so "shocked" and stunned. Why? because for once, it's in your face? For ONCE, it's not crime that done in secret bribes and secret torture, but can be seen to all and cannot be denied or ignored?

So they call in the FBI to catch "the monster" when this town is FULL of monsters. This state is, and you know, from the kind of ads and crap I get online, it's obviously everywhere. I wasn't always safe in D.C. either.

I said I want protection for my son, and I am not, and was not, joking. What has happened already, is the fault of persons in government who are too corrupt to do their job.

How ironic, absolutely ironic, that if this is the same girl, the last time I ever saw her was while checking out the movie "The Cove".

Watch it sometime.

When I said we need peacekeeping troops here and a lot of people to come in and take over, and do massive investigations, I was not kidding. Instead of treating me like crap and trying to derail me from getting my son or being happy to hate me, the FBI in Seattle and locally and others from out of the area, should be working together to take this seriously and make this a better place for all children.

Mackenzie was involved with the same thing all the others are involved in, and she got caught in the "cross-fire" so to speak. But people have to recognize this is really happening, with even the teesn and kids, before anything can be done about it.

I know some have attacked my son ruthlessly. Who they all are, I don't know. I don't know if she was trying to help and was punished for it or if she was part of some group that was just trying to hurt me and my son. It was strange she was following us and it looked like she was very intent on whether I got the oysters or not and may have taken a photo. I questioned other things she did too, but I can't tell who is who in this town, and half of my problem is that I don't agree with any of it, but I don't know who the worst enemy is, that's doing the most harm to me and my son.

But I hope that this girls death will maybe, maybe, be a turning point for this town, and for getting other people involved in a serious and intensive way.

To me, the biggest thing, is that this has drawn a dark corner out of the dark and into the light. Something very evil that has gone on so long unaccounted for and undetected, is showing a sign or two of surfacing.