Television, Ideas & Hidden Camera

I have had a decent evening. At some point, I sensed someone praying for me or thinking of me, maybe a few hours ago.

I decided to watch t.v. to calm down and rest my mind, as I've so many things to sort through and lately have become very worked up, trying to figure out what to do regarding my son and what to say to help this. I have been careful and I need to pray more. A lot more. I haven't been praying enough, and not very much of late.

I watched a BBC show for the first time, hadn't seen it before and it gave me so many ideas. I don't know if that's good! It was about "spooks". I really enjoyed watching it though, because in some ways I can relate to some things, even if I'm not a spy.

Then the next program to come on, of all things, is a philosophical speech or lecture on "Duty vs. Autonomy". He's talking about Kant. Anyway, I want to watch this, because he's talking about freedom in these ideas so I'm interested.

I've realized there is a hidden camera in my room. I have had a very amazing, discreet people point this out in the most vague ways but then it became very obvious. I thought someone was trying to play a mind game but realized, no, they're tipping me off. But it's very sick because it's been going on a long time and I don't know where from. I have the webcam covered some of the time and got a message anyway, from someone, so I realized it's not someone activating my webcam (though this can be done as well). I had someone say a screen can actually be used, the regular monitor but it doesn't make sense to me. I wondered if someone was very good at remote viewing but then I realized, no, this doesn't make as much sense as the idea that there is a camera somewhere but I have no idea where t look. I could make a whole huge list of how I know this is happening, but it would take a long time to write it all down. Maybe later I will. But thanks, because at first it was a mind game and creepy and now I now, so I'm empowered, even if I thought it was creepy at first, the way I was finding out.

I'm also thankful for other very unique ways some have sent me messages. It is hard to discern sometimes, with all the weird stuff going on but thank you.

Okay, I have to go, because I'm watching this lecture. It's PBS. I don't know who the guy is, some professor, and it's on "Duty vs Autonomy" (i think, because I didn't see the title).