I read this headline, about how it strips "free will" and I didn't even click on the article. One thing I know for sure, is that I never saw anything like that, or heard about such a thing, in any Colombian circle I was in. I actually never saw or heard about any drugs period. There are probably more Americans that use drugs than Colombians.
I just read the article and it sounds like a scary drug. The article in CNN almost reads like one of those decoy articles, like the ones the British or German used about how eating carrots was the reason for the improved firing record of the Air Force when really it was secret and new technology.
Not to say this drug isn't still in investigative trials or anything.
My feet and legs are not swollen anymore by the way. They are fine and I'm stayin' alive. They were very swollen yesterday.
I didn't have any dreams last night. Listening to MTV2 this morning. Feel sick a little, this morning. Just tired and sick. Tired, tired, tired. Had to switch channel. Not interested in this program that interrupted the music--"fresh meat". Um, no thanks.
I do not feel very good energy this morning but I slept light last night so it might be that I'm just tired. Probably just normal pregnancy effects. Wasn't sure if it would really come through or not I guess. We'll see.
I'm excited to see my son but still wondering how to go about filing some things. I have to send some things to a lawyer's office to have them printed out and then filed for a reconsideration and at least a Special Set.
Tried to find this one song that I thought started out "runnin, runnin, runnin" but I think I confused the words. Got instead, "Running Up That Hill" by Kate Bush. I'll have to listen to her more today. How in the world does anyone get to be that talented? beauty, creative insight, dance, and writer too, as well as musician. Consummate artist here:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GuLlwUaEyr0
I was trying to click to the response and got "Breathing" instead. It is sort of strange, but I have a good feeling from it. I like it. Dear God, God loves this song. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9n2VSe_lja4&feature=related
At first I didn't know what to think, and by the end of the song, mouth almost agape. This is a very strange, ethereal song. The first one, I didn't feel the energy as much but I love that song. Then this one, at the time I was watching this, from the start of it, I sensed the beautiful grace.
I fell asleep after the intelligence conference with Dennis Blair and then to wake and hear this song after watching that 3-part series of programs, with what is going on in my own life, is incredible.
In a strange way, this song feels very strengthening and empowering. I feel sort of, sounds so weird, but I feel my power and resolve coming back. This should be a depressing song but it feels exactly the opposite. It's affirming to me. The first one felt more depressing, although it's pretty and the dance is beautiful. But this one is like a life force. I feel very strong and triumphant. Like a survivor and this song really speaks to me, and at this moment too. God with us. I thought about Pricess Diana with this song too. God bless la victime.
Here are the lyrics:
http://www.lyricsfreak.com/k/kate+bush/breathing_20077207.html
I am watching some of the W.Virginia coverage too and my thoughts and prayers are with them there. Also thinking about the earthquake and storm people. Really love the people of W. V.--so friendly and hospitable.
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