I had an impression, which was good, but maybe not correct. I wouldn't know. It actually wasn't an impression OR an image, but the intuitive thing and this blond woman walked by and I didn't know she was the mother of these two boys and as she walked to her car, I think maybe I got 2 things.
She was walking at a distance from her boys or these kids (maybe not hers? I don't know) and I had the thoughts, "She is a good single mom."
I don't know that she's single. She might be married. IShe went to the bathroom and I could say I looked for a ring but I didn't. Maybe she's married but I had the impression she does a lot of things on her own.
Who knows. It would be strange to find out she's not even their mom, but that's the idea I got, right or wrong. And she was walking at quite a distance from the boys and not talking to them but I still had this idea.
Whether she likes ME or knows ME? I wouldn't know. I have no idea about her except this. Whether she's good to other people, I don't know either. I just had this thought.
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Then I sat down and thought I should draw out that thing that I "got" and what it looked like. Because it seems like people think it was a golf club and it wasn't. It was different, this thing I got the other day so I will probably draw it out.
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I had "Ain't No Sunshine" come to mind and played this MJ version: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yOBx6C90GlM
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I pulled cards for Obama and Michelle but didn't follow it up with the Bible part yet. I only got cards. I'll write it down in a little bit. For her it was stuff about letting go of the past and her marriage (wedding card). For him it was creative ventures, forgiving, and entrepreneurial stuff I think. Then I pulled a couple of scriptures and one was about not being tempted by adultery or the idea of it.
I'll write out everything later tonight. I also got the name "Malia" which I think is the name of one of their daughters but I cannot completely remember, which is terrible. Actually, it's a good sign, because they're younger, so out of the limelight a little more.
From all appearances and everything I hear or see, their marriage seems very good and strong and I can't imagine him ever cheating and I don't think about past stuff either for them, but again, it's not to take seriously, but I will write what I got exactly, later tonight. For her, at least with cards, it was about marriage and past and with him it was about maybe something creative to enrich his own life. And then, oh I did get a couple of verses now that I think about it but need to look at notes, it was like be careful with anger and then for both of them, it was about redemption too, or being sons of God because of being delivered from slavery. I picked all this stuff out at random. So I'll share later.
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Oh, that was sort of interesting...I just saw these, (literally, outside where I am) black crows or ravens and one came from one side and the other from the opposite direction and they crossed paths and then they turned around and lined up together and flew straight out, together in the same direction. I don't usually pay attention but they were flying at the exact same speed and were perfectly opposite angles and then went the same direction. I'm outside at Cafe Mela, at an outdoor table.
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I've been listening to Michael Jackson. Went to Billie Jean and then to "Rock With You". I am sure it is totally my imagination, but I just got a flash of Michelle dancing by backing her bum into Obama. Like standing up in the kitchen or something or in the house or some house and being playful. I guess just dancing and then backing into him. Laughing or something and wearing conservative clothes like a sweater (must have been past) or long or 3/4 sleeve shirt and I don't know about whether it was a skirt or pants. I think it was maroon or red or something, the shirt or sweater. Some shade of red, maroon, wine, raspberry, or something warm colored and bright. Solid color. When I walked to the restroom, "Chicago" came to mind but maybe just train of thought.
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Went to "You Are Not Alone" by MJ. Forgot he sings this song.
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I also thought about this guy who was saying last night out of the blue, he had to say to me: 1. You're not 'bi', and 2. You are the wife of the son of God.
There isn't an icon for one eyebrow raised here. But no, son of God was what I got in a scripture verse I fell upon for Obama. I thought, "What is that supposed to mean? I am the wife of the son of God? I am NOT a nun type." but if he had some thought come to mind, it was maybe mixed because of what I was looking up. Otherwise, I am sure I am intended for someone which is why I'm not in a hurry to be in any relationship right now and am only focusing on my son and myself. I am already positive and affirmative in every way, that I will be married and I want to raise my son and possibly more. I already know what my "calling" is.
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Here is something from MJ, "The Way You Make Me Feel" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HzZ_urpj4As&NR=1
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I just typed in "obama" and "affair" out of curiosity bc I've never heard of anything of the like, ever, and I guess there are a couple of rumors but who really knows and I wouldn't trust anything that was just said without knowing.
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This asian woman with 2 really cute boys walked by and she did not look happy about something but I don't know what. Like something was wrong. Cute boys though.
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I walked away from the cafe bc these women were starting up random conversation about "unicorns" as I was putting creamer in my cup for coffee. I just smiled politely and said nothing when I passed. I wanted to say something about how they were sitting next to trash and recycling, but I didn't.
Then I was walking by this skate/board shop and I seriously had to "go" and I've used the bathroom there no problem. This time the guy (haven't seen him before) said yeah there was a bathroom for customers only. I said I just needed the bathroom and he said customers only and I said, "Well I'm here to look at things but first need to use the bathroom." he said okay and I go in and there's a tissue with blood all over it and an "Arizona" can in the garbage with a helmet upside down, in the garbage can, and then a magazine on the top of the toilet that said "thrasher" in turquoise. I tore off a few of the pages to get to the pallet of wood ad which caught my eye and made me think of my childhood and the brand was 'balance of opposites'. I put the pieces leftover into trash over the Arizona bloody shit. Then I thought, "God, give me something" and I got "napalm". I got something else first and then napalm and I went with napalm even though I couldn't remember what it was. So I came ou and the guy is staring right at me and I wasn't mad at him, it was just unnecessary to make a big deal about an obviously public restroom. He said "Everything alright?" and I said, "Yeah. I'm looking for the napalm brand. Do you guys have napalm?" and he said, "Napalm? No, what's that?" and I said, "I don't know, it's just a brand. Okay, well thanks." and I had a dime and put it on the counter and said, "Here's a dime for the toilet paper." He said I didn't have to pay a dime but I did anyway. I left and then I was outside and someone dropped a coin of some kind. Now I'm looking up napalm.
Here's the wiki on it. Interesting. Well thank you God for working in mysterious ways and saying whatever you want to say, the way you want to say it, without my understanding even: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Napalm
What do I think this means? Honestly, if it didn't resonate with that guy, who I really had nothing against, then maybe it was picking up on something else that is going on or a catchphrase used by someone. Reading about napalm, I probably picked up on someone who is in the military and doing work overseas for all I know. Or, someone who has already been through it.
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I think it's fine to have cooperative stuff with people on psi, but I feel my son and I are being abused and taken advantage of.
I wonder if Obama or Michelle might lend a hand? I don't know. Maybe I could keep tabs on Obama for Michelle.
Gimme my son 'n' nobudddy gets hUrt. (just kidding. kind of)
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I had the scripture verses and references stolen.
However, since I contemplated over things I got, I still remember most of it by heart and will find the references again and write them down. I remember the books and general chapters and where I got them. I had about 3 for Michelle and 5 for Obama. Then I had references from another devotional which I had written down. I had also written down my ideas about what it all meant and had made notes about possible adultry or temptation thereof. I did this last night, and then for Michelle as well. I will write them out in a minute.
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This guy told me he had heart problems and my upset over my son and things being stolen and all of our information being spread all over to everyone--bothers his heart. I told him if he wanted an improvement in his heart condition to examine his conscience.
I said if the people here and other places want to see miracles, they can give me my son back. I said, "Do you know what happened to those who took the Ark of the Lord away from those it belonged to?" I said, they were plagued with mice and hemmoroids and after so many years, realized it wasn't worthwhile to keep it anymore because of all the bad luck that was coming to them and their children, financially and health-wise. So they decided to give the Ark back and not just that, commemorated and honored the rightful owners by giving them golden sculptures of hemmoroids and mice. I said, "That is what my son is to ME--MY SON is my Ark and he was wrongfully taken from me. When he is returned to whom he belongs to--then, if you want to see healing, and blessing, then people will see this." I said, "In the meantime, people can deal with fires and explosions and cancer of their children and other family members, and earthquakes, and financial chaos. God will HEAL and bless people and this nation when my son is returned to me."
I frankly do not think people believe, really believe, in miracles anymore. But I do, and I know that I have seen them happen with others in the past, and that I have prayed for others and things have come to pass. I am not able to get for myself, my son, with the amount of corruption I've had to fight. But I do know that I believe and have great faith that when my son is restored to me, there will be abundant blessings and mercy.
Winning against me, is not necessarily winning in the best interests of one's families and extended communities. I know this with all of my heart, and as soon as I said these words, I felt it. I could feel an immediate peace and assurance that this was exactly what God wanted to say.
Working together means others do the right thing and what I want, as his mother, and that is his return. It means that in exchange, I pray for this country and those in it and outside of it and I believe God will honor my prayers because I have been faithful to him. I have been able to pray for others. The catch is that one is not always able to pray for or benefit oneself. I prayed for a dozen women to get married to good men and all of them did, without exception, within one year. When I prayed for myself, nothing happened. I think it is because we sometimes need someone other than ourselves to do the praying. I have also seen this with physical healing although once I did know I would be healed and no one had prayed at that time. But I was and the doctors didn't understand what had happened.
I still pray for good and have done so, but I do not believe God will do what he really wants to do, when I know His Will is that my son is with me. It is MY heart's desire and I know that God hears me and wants to give me up to half the kingdom of heaven, if I should ask for it. Others need to ask God what they are willing to give up for the greater good and the good of me and my son and all those who would benefit.
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I am now going to put together the verses I got for Obama and Michelle.
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