I went to this cafe and the name, I thought, "Melissa" came to mind. There were 3 adults and a couple kids. I thought it was for this one brunette and asked them all if they knew a Melissa. This one guy said he knew 4-5 of them and then I looked back at the brunette bc I thought it had to do with her. I asked again, "You don't know a Melissa?" and she said, "Alyssa, I know an Alyssa" and I said "And you're really close to her?" and she said, "As close as you can get to a lesbian. She grabs my butt." I said, "Oh" and then she said, "She's my daughter's favorite babysitter. Then I said I had thought it was something about her with the name and she snapped, "What's the point?"
Okay! There wasn't a point. For me, it was to figure out why I intuit certain things about people and maybe for her it could be that God wants her to know he's thinking about her and her friend. I have no idea what "the point" is.
Maybe she was lying. Maybe I should have probed the other guy about his Melissa's, but I thought it was she who was connected to someone special for her. I have no idea.
After she snapped at me I just talked to the others and then I was getting up to get to my bag and her daughter ran right into me and I stepped on her toe or something. I didn't know she was behind me because my back was turned but I got up and collided with her.
The mother just looked at me and didn't say anything. She knew it wasn't intentional and everyone saw it was an accident.
But what's the point? I do not know. I'm figuring it out too, so it's not that big of a deal. I think the main point, is that I'm figuring things out and then I think that maybe it's just God's way of saying he's thinking about someone, or it may be purely human intuition and skills we don't always tap into, which may be why people use kids more for remote viewing and psi in certain countries.
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i played "There she goes" by 6pence none the richer and then bob dylan came to mind and I got "things have changed" and this is a good cover:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hfaIz_zFSUM
In my other ear, I was listening to a guy do a soundcheck and he sounded pretty good.
"tangled up in blue" and then I got "you ain't going nowhere" by the byrds.
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Today I opened up scripture and devotional passages for myself and they were all about marriage. Which is ridiculous because I'm not getting married. I am not getting married now, near future or anything, just thnking about this dress.
However, I think, because I randomly opened to these...and now I'm reminded by this Byrd's song, I was, for some reason, thinking about this dress I swear I thought I had an image of someone else wearing but I like it. I have an idea of what kind of dress I would want, if it looked right. But it might not look right on me bc some styles just work better on different figures. But I...he's singing some nice songs, this guy here.
But anyway, I like the impression I had of a smooth satin dress that is flowing and some kind of simple but elegant greek or roman style dress. Avoiding toga look. Very good material and well made but simple but I don't think I would have the figure to carry it off. Might need to have the boob job first.
--I like this song "Waltzing Matilda". I've never heard it before but the guy doing covers & his originals is singing it and I really like it.
For some reason, I see a cord, a braided or small twisted cord for a loose lying sash
Long and form-fitting without ruffles, small at the waist, and then the top I think small capped sleeves and a sort of asymetrical cowl style neckline or one that is smooth and fitted all the way up with one strap and not on the other side maybe, maybe too many asymetricals. And then as adornments only fresh leaves and flowers, for the dress.
I saw one with long sleeves and form fitting and long and like that idea as long as it's not nunnish and mantillas can be pretty but I would imagine myself with my hair braided around my head and roses and laurel or something tucked in strategically.
If I had nice jewelry, either pearls, diamonds, or a combination but probably mainly earrings.
I am not sure what culture I'm recalling with my idea of the dress. Maybe ancient greco-roman, maybe it's irish, maybe it's russian, german, early american, english, italian...maybe...I have no idea. Maybe it's just sort of old fashioned. But mainly solid satin that is very good or a sturdy silk.
If I had all the money in the world I would still have this idea, not that it's what I'd go with in reality if I ever get married but I like this sort of idea. Probably no necklace depending on the neckline. Just earrings and possibly bracelet(s) depending. And long enough that my shoes didn't show. Something blending the classical with nature, and sort of symbolic or mystic. Conservative in its own way and traditional but mystic. For some reason, an idea of stirring a bowl of water or a small fountain or pool. Something about a large bowl of water and I don't know what. I have no idea why it comes to mind bc I've never seen it before. Just have this impression. Sort of swirling with hands. Not with an object. I'm looking things up to see if this fits anything.
Then, either a morning wedding in a beautiful garden or next to water (with a garden) with a great brunch, or an evening wedding in a church with lots of candles.
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I found something about stirring the waters in the Bible: John 5:4. The angel stirred the waters and those who were diseased got in. (healing).
It would be a nice ritual or symbol for health then.
I am also finding stirring in old ancient rituals and in blessing of some waters I think. Don't know. But I have this idea of it. there is also mention of a special cup tradition with Persia and then probably something with jewish maybe? but I don't know.
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