I was sitting in the back of a bookstore reading about Edgar Cayce, hopefully, in peace.
This man and woman came by and the woman started talking about "fossilized hamsters" (when my son wants and talks about getting a live one) and then she went on to bring up hummingbirds (which my son and I talked about at length at our last visit) and then she was next onto the "insectopedia" when I have all this insect stuff goind on.
So they actually seemed nice, and I didn't have a bad vibe from him, but really, I was more than annoyed. So, thank you God, God gave me the insight they drove a sedan/a car.
I didn't know them at all. There are more trucks and SUVs in this town than anything it seems. I didn't see their keys. I just knew they drove a car so to get rid of them I said, "Oh, do you guys have a sedan?" and they said no. I said, "Really? You don't drive a car?" and then they said, "well yes, a black 4 door car." Duh. A sedan. That's what I meant by fucking sedan. A car with 4 doors.
So I said calmly, "I just wanted to let you lknow that about one or two minutes before you came over, someone asked me if I drove one because the lights were left on so maybe you'll want to check."
The man looked at me and said, "I know I didn't leave lights on."
I wanted to add, "Well, that's not all--there was a slashed tire too" but I didn't.
They lingered about so I left. I didn't think they had their lights on, it's broad daylight. I just knew they had a car and wanted to psych them out so they'd at least leave to look and maybe stay distracted and do their book hunting somewhere else.
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I know my son wants a hamster and I told him I'd get one. But when it comes down to a very small amount of money for my records to prove these state assholes are assholes and never had a right to take my son, and getting my son a hamster...I'm going to use the money to get the records so I can get my SON back. Having my Son back is more important than getting a hamster right now.
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I sat by the window to see which car they left in. It was the black 4 door sedan I thought it was, which I faced. Washington plates 194 URJ. An Asian man and short brown haired woman.
Maybe THEY would like to do something nice for a 4 year old, and buy him a hamster themselves. If they know how to track his mother down, I'm sure they could figure out where to send their donation. Or, they might want to put in a word to others who want to keep my son from me..."Ummm, NOT a good idea folks." I got their car just because God helped me out when I was just annoyed a very little bit. Imagine what I might get help with if I am very angry--or maybe some of what God has done on my behalf has already been witnessed. I really would not test God on this. And I say God because I am not going to take credit for the gift He blessed me with which he can increase or take away at any given moment, a fact I am well aware of.
As far as I could tell, they left without buying anything.
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A good passage from this book, "Edgar Cayce: My Life As A Seer: The Lost Memoirs" is on bottom of 269-270 which talks about Saul, how he was blessed to hear from God but then it was taken away. Cayce has a nice discussion about it.
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And then too, it is not that all have this ability or that it means favor with God all the time to have the gift. There are different sources and someone could be gifted with an amazing gift that is just totally different. There are all kinds of gifts and Gods everyone some ability at something and everyone can ask for more too. And I also believe in natural human untapped ability as well, and there is nothing wrong with that.
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The man seemed to have nice eyes, who was here.
The thing is, yes, I said I would get my son a hamster and I am still working on finding someone who will give him a pony ride. But right now, having my son with me, means this is the best thing I could give to him along with the gifts I will be able to give him later.
I'm the one who has signed him up for a bunch of activities and scholarships all around town and he's not been able to take advantage of any of these things.
I am not giving up. I'm not getting out and it will be a very big mistake to proceed on the course of keeping him from me.
Oh, the other person who came to mind was an Anne-Marie. Some Anne-Marie working against me. I thought about the AG and she is a Mary Anne. I don't think it's Anne Marie.
I don't know who Donovan is. I don't know that I've met one. But not working with me and against my son too I think. Not to say all Donovans are bad, so there must be one in particular with this as a first name or maybe last. I got it mainly as a first name.
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