Check On Oliver--(ammended)

I need some reliable people to check on my son.

I encountered such a tremendous amount of harassment just through being driven through town, I have cause to be seriously concerned.

Some of the harassment and mockery came from a Chelan County sheriff's deputy, car with plates to the effect of 80316 or something to that effect. The man driving was tailing and then harassing. He had very short hair or bald and was younger. He was driving through downtown Wenatchee.

It was at about 7:45 p.m. today.

Something very bad is going on.

I don't trust these Chelan County deputies either. They're the ones who have access to the Avilas house and who patrol that area. They are also the ones who tried to conceal and cover up anything that happened with my son. And it is their guys who are up there and have jurisdiction over that area, which means if my son isn't protected, that's partly why.

I am personally having issues with a number of groups. I don't know who the good ones are anymore. I have had a lot of people who are Jewish be very rude and mock me and go out of their way to track everything I do, which would be great if things with my son were going well and instead it's been like a game and I have more bad happening than good, so far. Then I have a few things happening with others, whether white or spanish or whatever, as well. But more recently, in the last several months, really rude things from some who are Jewish and a few on the East Coast weren't on my side either. So it makes me wonder what is going on.

I deleted the part about C.R. because I don't know for sure. I don't know for sure about the jacket. I also only questioned why he wasn't more concerned about my going to jail when I thought I might go for a failure to appear. That was my only thing. I think things were good for my son sometimes and that is very important.

As for interest in my son, possibly, he really cared. And it seemed like others thought it was a good day for me, for some reason, if things went a certain direction.

I know there are some who are good. And of course, who are Jewish too. I know there are some in my family line who must be, from the past, too. But lately, I have had some come out of the woodwork to, it seems, just stymie me and mock me. And I'm tired of it. If there are some who are good and decent, that would be great to know who they are. Because instead, it seems like I cannot get away from people who are only pretending in helping me but have a motive to be close to me and want to have me miss a step or be screwed over.

For my parents sake, I hope that this doesn't continue.

If I don't have some with old issues over me, from church litigation stuff or just other harassment, it's other things and other groups. And they do not all have the same motive for messing with me.

One group seems to care about one thing, and another group seems to want to get at me for another reason.

I don't have anything against any group in particular, at all, but I am sorry if I am picking up on patterns, because I need to know why these issues continue and I have to know this in order to protect myself and my own son.

I have no desire of getting close to a group to just get info on someone, or to mess with them. I am trying to find people who are just nice people and can help me and my son as much as I want to contribute in right ways. Where my place is exactly, I don't know for sure. I'm still figuring things out. I don't know for sure where I belong but I am interested in other cultures because it seems like a fresh start to me, or maybe more removed from issues here.

That is not always the case, so I hope there is a measure of patience with me as I genuinely try to find out where I fit in. I am trying some things out and if I had hard facts and knew more, I could make better decisions, but I am still figuring things out. I have zero motive other than to do what is best for my life and my son's life. That is it. I have no objective otherwise.

There are a lot of things going on right now. Some of it I cannot get a handle on. If I could, I would do my best to fix things.

I am tired of being harassed and feeling my son or family is unsafe.

Michelle Erickson just walked in and approached me. This is the same Michelle Erickson who has claimed I stalk her and who tried to get a restraining order on me to keep a 100 ft. distance. She is now walking out and giving me a look. She already knew I was here. She saw me, walked up to me, to a table where I was, a foot away, and picked up a calendar that said September and then walked by.

I guess this is to show me that she and anyone else will do whatever they want and nothing will be done about it.

If my family really knew what was going on...

They believed Michelle, who has done nothing but lie.

Why this guy who is connected to Michelle's friend wants to screw me over is a mystery. Justin Titus and that firm. Titus intentionally blocked me from getting things in and done.

I wish I knew more.

I know I am working on some things and have grounds to get my son back. It shouldn't be difficult if people just quit harassing me and left me alone.

I have no motive, political or otherwise, to do anything with or about anyone else's lives. I don't care. I have no agenda, no motive, no strategy.

My life and my son's life would be best served if we were allowed to move forward where I am able to get work and keep it (not in this state) and proceed from there. I have no desire to get involved with other matters from there. It is the best way for me to be able to get on.

Another strange thing happened just tonight. I will write about it later.

Just leave me and my son alone and allow for reunification. It's simple.

I do trust that my Dad and Mom care about things and I feel they are hopefully trying.

Ever since I said something about C.R. or made this post, or maybe before, where I didn't have the burning from the laptop before, now I do again.

I don't care what religion or other kind of group someone is with, if there are no motives. My motive, is to do what I can and just be at peace. If I knew more, I would know how to fix some things. Who to apologize to, who to avoid at all costs, who to get closer to, and on.

I have good associations with yellow (loose term and inside) in the sense that there have been fewer problems when people are bringing things up, and also, it seems, sometimes things are better for me.

I think my parents are trying to help out where they can. I am trying my best as well and feel I've found some nice people who are really trying to help. I want to do my part.

Right now, I am rightly confused and have a hard time knowing who to trust. I don't want to make mistakes for myself or for others. I am sorry for anyone who is trying to help sincerely who I misread.

I just don't know enough. I wish I did and then I feel I could make better choices and decisions. I am sorry to anyone who I mess it up for.