Showing posts with label pedophilia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pedophilia. Show all posts

Saturday, February 1, 2014

FBI Promises To Ruin My Life When I'm 4-7 Years Old (Info on Katie Middleton The Criminal)

Read the last post for more information, but I was 4-7 years old when the FBI and a bunch of doctors, and Paul Cassell (who they later utilized as my 'public defender') went to the basement at Granny and Grandpa's with a cadaver they'd brought over from University of Washington in Seattle.  They brought it in through the front door of the house, in a zipped up body bag and carried it downstairs.


The FBI was involved in mafia and government militia oaths and vows against me, and in making promises to ruin my life.


I was only a small child when they were promising to punish me my entire life by forcing me out of math, science, and anything to do with a career, or being a doctor.


They interrogated one of the Dicksies and told me to cut into the cadaver to help them with a surgery and then after pretending to do a surgery the whole time, with Paul Cassell also standing there with them, they started making vows and promises, "You will NEVER be a doctor."  and "WE WILL MAKE sure you are NEVER a doctor"and telling my mother, "She will NEVER be a doctor."


They had some military with them as they said this, promising to ruin my life and making these promises when I was very little, like I said, between the ages of 4-7 at the very most.  They held up knives and made threats and then at one point the Dicksie had tears in her eyes and was trying not to cry.


I'm not sure which Dicksie it was or why she was crying, but at the time I'd thought she was crying because she'd hoped I would be a doctor and they were saying they were making sure I never was and would do anything in their power to block my success in America.  They had United States military, senior ranking, in uniform standing by to help them and to nod in agreement that they would ruin my life. 


My impression had been that I wasn't to go along with them because they weren't real doctors, but some of them were.  The rest were FBI and they not only threatened and made promises about harm to me, they had Secret Service there too.  Mostly it was FBI.


However, prior to that, I was cut up viciously and repeatedly when I was even younger, by a Robert and Dicksie, with Barak Obama there (whose Dad was NOT dead then and who was a teen) standing around watching.  It's possible his entire idea of blaming for "killing" his Dad, which I didn't do, was based on his assumption that I remembered him watching me be cut up by Robert and Dicksie and standing there doing nothing about it.  In fact, they were coaching him along, and a group was telling him, "Okay, you can tell them when to quit or not".  So he stood around just watching me get sliced and cut up while they did this to supposedly "get confessions" from my "real parents" who were supposedly NOT "Robert Garrett jr" or "Dicksie".  Obama saw me looking at him so he probably thought I had helped coordinate his Dad's death out of revenge for him and that group cutting me up for days, for hours out of days and weeks as he stood there and didn't do a thing.


Is that what the CIA wants when trying to 'formulate' their idea of what a "future President" should be?  A torturer, child rapist, and murderer?  If it wasn't the CIA it was MI5 or Mossad, and regardless, they've all worked together.


I think the idea of blaming me has had a lot to do with covers for those who were torturing me as a baby, toddler, and little kid when I'd done nothing wrong.


When the FBI and U.S. military is making promises and threats like that to ME as a young kid, when I was around 7, what do you think they're doing with Oliver?  I think I was around 7 but the problem is, I remember reporting Charles to police for pedophilia before the FBI did this to me.  And I was talking with them and conversing as they wanted me to.  It was therefore a possible additional attempt by the FBI and military to punish me for reporting crimes when they were responsible.  They also had "other baby-making" plans in mind for ways to get rid of me and undermine me.  I don't even think I am actually biologically related to my family, though usually I think it must be the case, it's possible I am not only not related to one but not related to either.  Why else have another girl who looked just like me around in case they wanted to kill me and have a shoe-in?  What was the


Oliver is not safe. He's been tortured and is being tortured.  He is not safe with any part of the Baird or Garrett family anymore than any of the corrupt groups in Wenatchee and elsewhere who participated in making oaths of harm to me and promises to block my success my entire life.  I've been tortured out of retaliation for someone who is not Robert and Dicksie, unless one of the twins did something the other didn't know about.


When you have the FBI, military, and doctors around threatening me and promising I would never be a doctor and they'd make sure, and promising to ruin my life, how appropriate was it for the FBI to have Paul Cassell as my "public defender"?  You know, for the CPS case of my son that is supposedly "legitimate".


Well, if you're kidnapping a kid, and it's NOT legitimate, you really have to rally the massive forces that the FBI has been cherry-picking for decades don't you?  They are torturing my son and they've been torturing him since he was 7 months in the womb.


Why 7 months?  You know, why SEVEN months exactly, before they started torturing my son with remote technology that was bad enough to send me to the hospital?  How about thinking about how the FBI, CIA, and U.S. military colluded to have me RAPED in a house by Barak Obama that had a house number I remembered as summing up to "7"?  And how about the fact Robert Garrett jr. always said his favorite number was "7"?


So the U.S. military chose the 7th month of my pregnancy before torturing my son, just to let others know yeah, they're "in control".  And where was my son first tortured and who was he around?  It was a BBQ with a COP and a U.S. Army man who married an international who worked at a Dam that has walls which resemble the ones "Tiggy Legge-Bourke" was having William and Harry climb when she was their nanny.  Who was present at the house where I was raped with the number 7 sum of the house numbers?  Diana Spencer and Middletons and Tanzers.  Not to mention Bill, Laura, and the others who came over to do "clean up" of the bloody rape of a child.


At one point, after I had met Julia Thornton in Chicago, she and one of the Dicksies took me out to a remote wooded area and beat me, forcing me down to the ground and had "Christopher" also assault me.  That was when Julia Thornton was FBI.  So in addition to having me electrocuted in FBI offices with FBI around to watch, they were also targeting me in more than one location, privately.  The other person they had out there was James Middleton and Carol Middleton.  I am not sure if possibly William of Wales was there as well, because I couldn't always see everyone.  They basically said we were just going for a walk in a wooded area and once we were out of sight from most people, they forced me down, cut me, beat me up and twisted my arm, and while this was done to me, they said, "You're CURSED!" and kept telling me how I was the one who was "cursed" which was, I suppose, their idea of revenge for not being able to tolerate a young girl telling them, or once telling William, he was cursed.  So Julia Thornton wanted me to pay for it and assaulted me.  They switched Dicksies out there in the woods too, I think.  I'm not sure but it's possible because I thought I noticed something different later, and one of them seemed vicious and then the other one was sort of upset.  They also pulled my pants down on me.  So literally, the FBI went out there, had me exposed with my bare rear end, to be assaulted by kids they had with them.  Why James or William would be there, along with Harry, is not really hard to figure out, but Christopher?  Why did the FBI have Chris assaulting me in so many different locations?  When we were driving out to the location, which was wooded and remote, Robert Garrett Jr. kept calling Dicksie and she didn't want to talk to him.  He kept calling and saying "Where are you going?" and she was saying, "I'm busy".  I knew something bad was planned because of how determined the Dicksie was acting, quiet, and resolute.  However, once we were out there, one person at least, not the kids, was shocked or noticed something bad about it.


From what I recall, it is possible either Laura Laughlin or Julia Thornton made a trip to England at one time as well, because a U.S. FBI agent actually flew to England to assault me there in the woods once, not just in the U.S. Well, it may have been a remote part of Georgia when I was trafficked and taken into Georgia, but royals showed up, along with U.S. FBI, and they assaulted me in the same way there.  They did this to me once over in Europe and then one time in the U.S.   As to that, I'm not sure which one but the abuser in the woods was Julia.  It is possible that because there was a U.S. FBI agent in the Europe location and one FBI agent in the U.S. location, that Laura was the one in Georgia or England and Julia was the one in the U.S. (or vice versa). or it could have been Julia both times.


They had royal kids assaulting me and their parents around, in the Europe location.  Then it was Christopher for the other location.  So does the U.S. think Chris is their own royal?  or is he just the son of someone who is a freak.


Katie and William named their son "George" after that incident.  Not for any other reason.  They cherished the memory of having me assaulted, in, I believe it was, Georgia.  They even had a helicopter out there.  It was a very large sort of white or light colored helicopter.  It was a Robert Garrrett jr. who pulled my pants down in front of people and assaulted me in the woods, with others participating, and calling me "cursed" in the Georgia location, and at the U.S. location, it was a Dicksie.


They cut me on the bare rear end at one location, the way I was cut prior to the "christening" for Kate and William's baby.  At the other location, they put something into my rear end, sodomizing me with an object.


So let's see.  I was attacked in Georgia and in the U.S. by U.S. FBI, royals, Chris Dabney (who has been used several times to assault, rape, and attack me and who I failed to recognize in D.C.), Robert and Dicksie, and Carol Middleton  and others with the Middleton kids, Tanzer kid, and Chris Dabney and royal kids around, along with some of Fergie and Andrews kids.  Then when I was in Wenatchee, forced to live with more U.S.-Canadian people, I was watched through a computer webcam by some of the same royals.


I was recently assaulted again, by having someone break into my house while I was sleeping, and somehow chloroform and drug me to keep me from waking up, and my rear end was sliced with a razor the same way I was cut in the other location as a kid.  They did this to me the "celebration week" for Katie and William's son's 'christening' who they named "George", like "Georgia".  They also did this the day or two before his 'christening' when Christopher Dabney was also participating in an assault of me in the woods, in the same way.


Then we have Time magazine interviewing Prince Charles who stated "This is what it's all about", meaning his grandson, and it's mentioned after the christening, William was being taught how to wield a sword for "knighting" people without grazing an ear.


So, OH MY GOD there is a reason people are not going to live very long.


And do you really think the FBI is not KISSING ASS?  Which country, exactly, is the FBI interested in working for?  Or did the royals just decide to switch their policing over to the U.S. FBI because the FBI was torturing kids better than their own police?


FUCK YOUR MONARCHY
You illegitimates.  And Curse the FBI that have harmed me and my son.


So let's see.  Robert Guy Garrett jr. and the FBI were in Europe, pulling my pants down so I could be humiliated in front of royals and then more FBI and a Dicksie did this to me in the U.S.


Are you people out of your fucking minds?  I think you really, really are.  I think none of you should be royal-anything or touching a dime of any taxpayers money because it doesn't even belong to you.


I own everything Katie Middleton has ever worn, had, or received.  Having the FBI steal from me to give it to her, doesn't make it hers.  Forcing me to work for the U.S. government and then cutting checks to her, doesn't make it hers. 


And who is Chris Dabney, to be that motivated to stalk me in so many locations, for so many decades, and then to rape me, impregnate me, fire me knowing he was putting a hit on my unborn, and then sticking me with a hospital bill that is the responsibility of the FBI and CIA?  Is someone claiming Chris Dabney is one of Robert and Dicksie's kids?  or one of the "royals" kids?  because why did they have HIM around to assault me like one of the royals?


Is he one of the U.S. 'brands' that ended up trying to be a 'secret weapon' for the CIA or royals?  Or what.    He is also the kid who stole my jacket from me and ran off into the orchard with it when I was being water-boarded at my Granny's house one day.  I thought it was my cousin Rory at first, but no, they were saying "Christopher" and they were smearing me with "Crisco" and burning me when I was greased up with it too, around the same time Chris was around.


Why was Robert Garrett jr. so excited to show Katie Middleton my bare rear end and how they'd assault me?  "It's all for you Katie!"  Because like the song says, with the white cop and the black cop, from Lethal Weapon, "It's Probably Me"?


I'm tired of their white trash stealing my money.
Why didn't the CIA just go ahead and shoot me from the helicopter?  because then it would have looked like I had "mattered" to someone and not like an accident?  Because I shouted out "Dad!" 


Maybe someone was worried about the idea that I had yelled "Dad" and that much could have gone to the NSA.  "Her DAD????"


Yeah.


Maybe that would have snuffed out someone's secret plotting to do even worse things, tipping someone off to the fact that..oh.  There is something really weird going on here and it's not adding up.

So how many FBI contacts did Katie Middleton have by the time she was 5?


Several.


Katie Middleton had more hook-ups with the FBI than anyone in England.


So basically, Julia Thornton already knew Bob and Dicksie who already had promised to ruin my life to some other couple and then picked me up in their arms and carried me off after cutting into me, for example, and Julia knew Tina who was "inspired" to make a complaint to CPS about me where a former kiddie porn's niece Michelle was waiting to take a call, along with a Judge's wife I witnessed involved in a cocaine deal, and a Jewish woman who didn't like me simply because I am not Jewish.  Katie Middleton knows Julia and Laura from England and also because they helped arrange for me to be raped by their mutual friend Barak Obama.  She knows Michelle through the military and FBI.  For one thing, Chris Dabney was part of that group, and knew Middleton and my family and was connected to the FBI when my son was kidnapped from me.  His motives towards me, every time in the past, have not been good.  He's part of a Jewish-FBI group that has been determined to ruin my life and made vows to do so for decades.


Having Michelle already know Chris Dabney was not to my advantage.  It's like CPS was stalking me all the way to D.C.  Not to mention the fact these are military-CIA-and FBI based pedophile groups that took my son in the first place.


It's like someone got pregnant with some enemies kid and then took it out on me to get "even" with some enemy my entire life.  I'm sure only the craziest countries do that, deliberately impregnate themselves with a child they plan to torture to "get at" someone or another country and to try to force them to do what they want.


Dick Baird, "Roland", was sexually assaulting me and torturing me when I was a kid, but before he thought I'd remember anything, to "condition" me.  At least one of his brothers did the same to me.  I am not sure about the other one.  I was afraid of him until I was about 5 years old.  I remember officials from Wenatchee who came over to assault me with him.  They forced me to give them oral sex in the living room for one thing.  There were also men who were not from Wenatchee who showed up there.  I know for a fact British men visited that house that Granny and Grandpa own and live in.  So did Irish, telling me I was 'lucky'.  The British mocked that and repeated the same thing.  There was also a Russian official and two from Canada.  Basically, a semi-representation of the "United Nations" (mostly European) showed up one day to force me to oral sex.  It was all 100% oral sex, not faked, and not just masturbating though a couple chose to do that instead.  They faced a wall as they did it and later what was there was replaced with photos.  There were torture restraints connected to that wall which were removed.  The oddest part was that it was in the living room, not a back room somewhere.  I mean, not many people are using torture restraints from their front living room.  Sometimes, if they wanted to or requested, they took someone into the side room that had a bed, if for some reason they wanted to do something else.  Mostly, the ones who did that were senior military officials, a relative, and I remember Prince Philip.  He visited the house.  I don't recall his doing anything in the room specifically, but he sat there.  It makes you wonder how many of the Baird daughters had British men visiting them, and military, and other types, or if it was just me being singled out for hate crimes.  None of them said nice things to me--they were there full of hatred and animosity.  The presidential eventuals and CIA showed up.  George Bush II was there at the house and used the side room as well.  I do not remember him in the basement like James Comey and Kerry, but he was upstairs, and used a side room on request as well.  Who was HIS Dad working for?  The CIA.  Many men, retired military, visited from Leavenworth, and some fly in from the Pentagon.


They had my Uncle Loren pretending to be Prince Charles when I was younger too.  I knew the difference, but he would try to tell me he was Charles anyway.  He tied me up, gave me backrubs, and forced me to have my feet together.  There was a lot more than that and most of it occurred upstairs lying on the carpet.  So then he became a "carpet-layer".  Later, when I was slightly older, once a man with an English accent who sounded like Prince Charles and looked like him and appeared to be him, did the same thing to me, and it was upstairs in Granny and Grandpa's house.  I tried to report it.  I also tried to report my Uncle and I was tortured over it.  They were putting something into my anus when I was forced to be upstairs on the carpet with my feet tied together.  I suspect this is also why my son is showing he crosses his feet--because he's been molested and assaulted by Wenatchee hypocrites and "family" that probably isn't even related to him at all.  Loren, for one thing, is a pedophile, and he wanted to adopt my son and then was asking to babysit him.  Loren has been working with CPS-connected people for years.  Raul Bujanda and Alvaro Pardo also did this to me, upstairs on the carpet.  I  remember now, or again, they also showed up one time and took turns forcing me to be face-down on the carpet upstairs, with my feet tied and they assaulted me to the anus.  Raul watched once, drinking a coke with a straw as he watched another Hispanic basically sodomizing me.  All of this was prior to being assaulted outside on bridges at different locations.  Alvaro hated me and then looked guilty and like he was going to get caught.  They were there the same time the man who was supposedly, and seemed to be, Prince Charles was there.   One of them I fought and hit or bit and they started to bleed at the corner of the mouth where I had bit and then they whacked me and beat me in punishment for refusing to "accept" being raped and held a knife at my throat.  Just like all good Jewish boys do.  One of the assaulters was Christa Schneider's Dad, "Robert".  What all the last few did to me, that I mentioned, was done upstairs with me forced on the carpet.  You can be 100% positive they did the same thing to my son Oliver and it is because the FBI wanted it to happen.  The FBI was involved in doing that to me, and they kidnapped my son from me to do this to my son Oliver.  They've done it because I've seen the evidence.  Alvaro saw me more than once there.  Raul was also there more than once, but downstairs getting blow jobs instead of upstairs all the time.  I was being tortured and sexually assaulted after I got back from Colombia, for saying I thought Raul and Robert Garrett jr. were "rats", as in, cops or informants.  Raul hated my guts because someone forced him to kneel to me so the FBI and CIA and military brought over a bunch of people and Raul's mafia, and assaulted me.  That was before I was a pre-teen and going to college at OSU or anything.  I believe Armando Garza was there possibly and I recognize Roberto Gonzales, or one of the former military directors as one of the men who showed up there to sexually assault me.  There were no women invited or around other than "family" members when the groups of men showed up.  There was maybe one time a couple of women also arrived and stayed downstairs, but it was mostly men.  For example, some of Raul's girlfriends and relatives showed up and they mocked me when I was brought downstairs after being sodomized upstairs.  They were almost completely Hispanic, mafia bitches.  Three of them together.  Another time, three white women stayed downstairs while I was assaulted upstairs.  On three different occasions, a group of 3 women, or once 4, but with 3 of them grouped together, waited downstairs while they knew their men were sexually assaulting me, degrading me, and sodomizing me upstairs.  That's what jealous bitches do, not real women.  When I was brought downstairs after being assaulted and led over to the group of women, one of them wiped the side of my mouth while I stood there and said, "You have frosting on the side of your mouth."  Then I was sneered at and the women stood there looking at me with hate and like they were triumphant for forcing me to go upstairs with men they knew were going to sexually assault me.  The groups that showed up later were different from the ones when I was very young, as barely older than a toddler.  Most of them.   There was also Gary Erickson, Michelle Erickson's Uncle, who showed up with another Erickson and brought Michelle one time when she was very young or a baby in a car carrier, and they assaulted me downstairs, not upstairs.  They wanted blow jobs and at least one of those times, they brought Michelle Erickson with them.  They showed up more than once, almost always actually, now that I think about it, with Michelle with them.  Maybe that's part of the reason she's called "blow job Michelle", because she was brought along to all of the blow jobs I was forced to give to her relatives.  Her own Dad may have been one of them, but there were 2 Ericksons involved.  Of course, the pedophiles all knew each other so it's not like her relatives never knew Alvaro Pardo went upstairs to sexually assault me.  Alvaro lied for the government when he was with me in D.C. and I didn't recognize him, and said he was younger than he is.  So now that I think about, this is a main way he and Michelle Erickson already knew each other and it was through pedophilia.  So all of them knew exactly what was happening to my son Oliver.  All of them.  Marie Scanlon's relative was there too, because Scanlon was one of the last names.  Marie was never there herself, except for one time, when they were toddlers and the Scanlon and the Erickson brought both of them over and they played while I was assaulted.  It was one time they were around each other and they were maybe 1-3 years old.  They had play dates together and their parents stood there and talked about their play dates and their futures, like nothing had just happened to me to harm me, and they really hated me.  Those people hated my guts.  Rick Baken stood there and talked with them one time they were over.  It was possibly one of his kids that played with them once too but he didn't like me either.  I believe it was Marie Scanlon's mother who didn't like me and her "aunt" who had been some kind of "Apple Queen".  Another time, Michelle and Katie were both in the same room with Michelle's parents and Carol and Mike Middleton there.  They've known each other for decades.  While all of these local people and Middleton's were around, talking together, and bringing their younger kids to play with each other, they were sexually assaulting me and torturing me and not once did anyone bring a kid around who was my age for me to play with.  The Middletons and Ericksons talked together like they had always known each other.  I started wondering if Katie was related to them, biologically, because they were so involved with each other's lives and I sensed something very bizarre was going on.


It was like some kid, was part another family's kid, not the one it was actually living with.  I asked my parents if Michelle and Katie were related once and said I thought one of them was related to someone else.  Michelle's mother was gushing over Katie and Carol.  Carol had the Wenatchee people wrapped around her little finger.  They fawned over Katie and Carol like she was the Queen.  I literally said that to my parents.  I said, "You'd think Katie is the Queen the way those Ericksons and Scanlons acted about her. ON and ON, like real butt-kissers" (I think I said, "Brown-nosers").


These same people are harming my son and lied about me because they work with the government.


There wasn't any reason I knew of, why Scanlons and Ericksons would be gushing and falling over for Middletons.  I thought it was totally, incredibly annoying and bizarre.  So guess who else was there to fawn over Katie and brown-nose with Carol?  Alicia Nakata baybee.  She is real hootch.  She had totally different hair then and because of this, I'm thinking it was maybe Nakata's mother, not Alicia.  It was a Nakata though and she was part of the Scanlon-Erickson-Middleton gang and another person who snubbed me.  I was seriously wondering why she'd shown up there (more than once). 


So when it comes down to, do I have a right to accuse Michelle Erickson of corruption?  the answer is yes.  And were Middletons involved in kidnapping my son?  Yes.  One time I said something that shocked Nakata's mother.  She was always mean to me and one day I said something and she acted like I'd read her mind so she was shocked.  She had chin length to top of the shoulders hair.  She and Carol came and left together.  It's a big reason, I'm sure, why Katie has an Asian pal at her beck and call.  Most likely, it is someone connected to people who know Nakatas.  Carol and Nakata were very good friends, Erickson and Scanlon sort of fawned over Carol but Nakata acted more like an equal with Carol.  You really have no idea how big their circle of corruption is and how badly it's affected my son. 
I mean, they set ALVARO on me like a Doberman, to cover their own tracks.  They used him to force me into a house where I was promised a room that was private and it was locked and I was forced to stay in his bed instead.  They are all disgusting criminals.


One of the people who showed up at the house from Canada was Ross.  Immigration Ross but I didn't know he was "immigration".  One was Walt, who I only saw a couple of times, and then there were one or two Canada border cops who were Canadians.  Bruce was one of the Canadians and there was a guy named Mike from either Canada or Bonners Ferry, Idaho border.




I saw Alicia Nakata there too. She was coming over to pick up money from my grandparents.  She got it out of the drawer in the bureau in the entry and she was there often.  She would knock on the door, open it without anyone there, say, "It's Alicia," take money out of the bureau and leave.  When I was around, maybe once a week.  She used to smirk at me and I thought it was because she knew I was being tortured.  Once she said, "Thank you" in a snide way because I saw money being given to my grandparents after I was sexually assaulted and it was put in the drawer to go to Nakata, who either used it herself or took it to someone.  She was friends with Rick Baken too, who was FBI, and obviously, her mother was good friends with Carol Middleton.  Granny quit bothering to go to the door all the time but she first greeted her when she showed up when I was there, wearing a long coat.  She was going to law school and I don't think she was out yet.  I had a feeling she was getting money from my being raped to put her through law school, or she was giving it to her Mom who gave it to Carol for Katie.


A few times she would say something to Granny about "Dennis" and my guess was that he was involved in this money exchange.  She was friends with Dennis as far as I know, because she always brought him up.


You know?  Oh boy!  oh goody!  Maybe I can WORK with these criminals! and marry a sexual assaulter they all know!  How much FUN it would be to work for the God-Damned government and if I do, maybe they'll give me my kidnapped son back.  Ohh...sniff sniff...it's ....too late?  Reeeeaally.  Oh that is SO sad.  I am REALLY SORRY I missed your fucking boat.


What did corrupt Judge Nakata do?  Well, first of all, she became a lawyer.  Then, a Judge.  Then who was telling me not to tell anyone about Michelle Erickson???  You know, criminal "Blow Job Michelle"?  Judge Nakata, the nasty woman who was taking money from the blow jobs I was forced to give to those men, was banning me from telling anyone about it.  Not only that, she had corrupt guards in the jail keep me from wearing a bra to court, and sexually harass me.  What did Alicia do to me?  She banned me from leaving the state of Washington when I needed to leave and obstructed my travel.  She also put a false harassment charge on my record knowing it was false and knowing she is a corrupt liar.  She also refused to give me even the standard 1 month allowance to obtain the evidence that showed Michelle Erickson is a liar and perjured herself in court as a fucking Pedophile Supporter and Trafficker and then they made sure I had no way to appeal by getting cops to throw me into a mental ward and drug me with Haldol.


What is TOO LATE Nakata?  YOUR own boat to China?


I want my son returned Bitch.















You figure out a way to scrape up some of the child trafficking money you took, and figure out how to get some of it back from Middletons, and you fucking fix your shitty hair.  After you fix your hair, you find yourself a phone, get on it, you call who you need to call, and I want to see my son on a plane to visit me.  Do you HEAR ME BITCH?  You are going to fix your mistakes if it takes you longer than it will ever take to fix the Fuckajima nuclear mess. 


Her mother, by the way, had Alicia first meet me when Alicia was not even an older teen yet, and she (her mother)  smirked at me and raised her nose in the air as she had Alicia start to hand a doll to me and then take it back and leave.


Maybe, Alicia, you need to find a Comey?   WhatEVER would give your mother THAT idea?  Carol the bitch?  Or did your Mom come up with that one on her own?


Don't you ever think I don't remember you fuck-ups.  You had better return my son or you are seriously going to pay.  My son is NOT going to be part of your corrupt trafficking chain-gang, and YOU all tried to have me marry a pedophile I had forgotten about, just to stick my son with him or with Avilas.  You didn't care--as long as you had control of your cocaine, diamond smuggling, pedophile, torture and trafficking government militas.  Like you weren't connected to Barak Obama.  You were taking money from my being sexually assaulted and sodomized to go to law school just as he raped me with FBI coordination and went to law school.  You needed some fucking "minorities" to feel better about themselves or something?  So that's how you do it, to be like the "white people"--rape kids?  lie about kids?  block their parents from protecting them?


FUCK YOU NAKATA and MIDDLETON


Why is it, if I didn't marry your mutual pedophile friend, you and Judge Hotchkiss thought it was a good idea to block me from seeing my son anymore?  Hmm?  It was fine, if I married the man who sexually assaulted me, YOUR protector, but suddenly I wasn't a good parent and I was "suddenly" mentally ill, if I didn't marry him?


So you kidnapped and tortured my son.







Let's see, who was in on holding me hostage with Alvaro in D.C.?  Chris Dabney, FBI contact and military contact.  Michelle Erickson, CPS and pedophile sponsor.  Scanlon--Middleton and pedophile sponsor.  Julia and Tina Thornton--Middleton and pedophile sponsor.  Hotchkiss--pedophile sponsor.  Raul Bujanda--Middleton and pedophile sponsor.  Barak Obama.  George Bechtold. Roses.  The list goes on.


So the FBI promises to ruin my life, telling me I'll never be anything, and then they sexually assault me, torture me, and kidnap my son to leave him in the exact same environment I was forced into as a kid, which all of the above already know about.


Blow Job Michelle who was taken to child torture sessions of me.  Fat Michelle.  I will say whatever I want Nakata and fuck your moral code which amounts to nothing.  It is true.  If you don't like the TRUTH you shouldn't be a fucking Judge.  Pedophile-Sponsor Michelle.  Rapist-sponsor Michelle.  Katie-Middleton "lookalike" Michelle who is also, strangely enough, friends with Katie Middleton.  Military torture sponsor Michelle.  Carol Middleton Ass Kisser Michelle.  Child Traumatizer Michelle.  Michelle who has a Swedish background just like Katie Middleton Michelle.  Michelle with Snotty Auntie Pam.  Michelle who triple-majored in Pedophilia-U.S. Navy-Social Work.  Michelle whose first job and first reference for any future position was with the U.S. fucking Navy in Seattle where she sent me telling me no one from the state would pay for the transportation of a "required service" when HER pedophile SHITs were responsible for the torture and kidnapping of my son from a political asylum request to begin with.


Michelle who got "married" to another corrupt employee.  Michelle who knew the cops Alvaro knew as I drove with him to Dryden with one of the corrupt ones driving down. Michelle who got Alvaro to be her informant after using him to hold me hostage in D.C. to degrade me.  Michelle who was getting her other military friend Theo, to degrade me and spy on me for her.  Michelle who got a bunch of black friends she had to attack my son.  Michelle who worked with Tony, the CPS Italian who was in the basement at Granny's when FBI was there telling me they'd make sure I was never a doctor and that they promised I'd never amount to anything.  Michelle who stole all of my son's necklaces I bought for him, to give to someone else.  The same Michelle Erickson who I thought had something wrong with her family for them to be so involved with Katie Middleton and Carol Middleton, as if Katie was related to them.  Maybe the U.S. just hoped Michelle could be a double for Katie until she blew up to a size 29XXLarge.  They were even comparing them when they were babies.  They were the same age and looked alike and they had government people comparing them and having them socialize with each other.  What are they?  Twins separated at birth?  Will we see Michelle moving into the big house in England anytime soon?  It's not like Katie hasn't dirtied the soil of Wenatchee.


The U.S. gave Alvaro, her fellow criminal, a fake ID and everything.


Other torture done to me is I was tied at my ankles with rope and hung upside down in the upstairs where I was sodomized on the carpet.  They would leave me there for long periods of time.  They also did this to me at the U.S. military base in Moses Lake.  They also repeated, at the U.S. base, what they did to me at the England base, by lying over me and making humping motions with 4-5 different men and then they brought a woman in.  She said, "I like women" and I believe it was possibly Shirina Edwin, one of them, because although I didn't recognize her later, her appearance had changed.  There was also an FBI woman present.  At one place a woman who looked like Janis Wilson was there.  When I was in England, Mary Del Balzo and Lisa Thebault were possibly there, women who looked like them.


When I was even younger they put headphones on my head and tied me to a medical chair that was like a cushioned dental chair but smaller and they played white noise as loud as they could, a droning  constant noise.  I believe it was an attempt to brainwash me, and there is a reason for that "term".  Whenever they got a doctor or scientist to sexually assault me, or a senior military person, they were quick to insist on the whitewashing machine which was large ear headphones and the noise was extremely loud and unpleasant.  They would play it so you couldn't hear anything else for 3 hours or more and then say things in between turning it off and on.  They would ask what I remembered.


Mike Middleton was there and struck me across the face and sexually assaulted me right there in the office, Bruce from Canada was there, Larry the black man was there, or his other black friend Ben (one had a British accent),  there was also Ben a Jewish man, and Emmanuel Rose (with Lorraine in the room with him, saying he wanted her there too), and possibly Johnny (Edward) Spencer.  The person who didn't expect me to remember his being violent was Mike Middleton and Emmanuel Rose.  He struck me across the face and then told the others "She won't remember it."  Every single royal they had came in, one or two at a time with Spencers going in together, and they all either assaulted me or sat in front of me saying things like "You will never be queen.  Your life is going to be ruined and we will do all we can to support that.  You are going to fail at every career you try for" .  The women mostly took on this kind of verbal abuse of me, until I cried.  In between all of them, I was brainwashed with white noise that was played loudly for a long time and then they would bring the next person in.  The Queen Elizabeth, Anne (who was cautious and nervous), Fergie and Andrew, Diana with her sisters and brother, a Dicksie, and then the one I started crying at was when they brought in Johnny and he hit me and insulted me and I cried from the shock he would do that to me.  He had pretended to be a friend and mentor up to that point.  Francis was there and didn't want to do much.  Barak Obama was there.  At least 2-3 black men were there and a black woman watched once.  Edward Howard was there.  Philip.  They gave one man, who was crying, a chance to talk to me and then said,  "Just remember, whatever you have to say to her, she won't remember."  He was crying a lot and said to listen carefully and read a letter to me or parts of it out loud.  They had stolen letters from him or someone else and not given them to me and I was told the people who had written them were dead.  He said my name was not my real name and my birthdate was not my real birthdate.
  He also said I was not a citizen of the United States and said I had been born in another country.  I am not completely sure who he was but he cried and maybe he was acting but the others were mocking saying, "Just forget about it.  She won't remember" and then after he was done, they took him back further away from me and shot him in the head.  I was strapped to the chair and restrained.  They had told him he could give a last statement to me before they killed him.  He said it one language, and some of it English and then after he was shot someone took the letter and supposedly "translated" it.  But he was definitely killed.  One of the things he'd said to me was "We are doctors".


I do know at one time, once, maybe not that time but another time, or that time, some doctors tried to investigate for allegations of torture of me and crimes against humanity. 


Someone had sent them out to talk to me and then I was meeting them at a location and they were kidnapped, bound and gagged.  They took photos of extreme bruising, cut scars and wounds from being tied, that went around.  Maybe someone acted that out later to confuse things with this man who said "We are doctors" but what the one man told me, who others wanted killed, was that they were collecting evidence.  They really did shoot a man and then they whitewashed me and brainwashed me and I had known he was trying to help me and they killed him.  It was indoors in a facility of some kind.  It was all white around on the inside.  There was some kind of a room partway and to the side and someone could go around the corner and still be in the room but listen in.  There were no windows or none open.


Other men who assaulted me upstairs at Granny and Grandpa's house on the carpet, were two Jews.  One was Ben Affleck.  There is no mistake on my part about his name.  Not only has the Secret Service made recent comments to me about him using his name, my entire family (Levi, Dicksie and Robert) went to see one of his movies together and didn't invite me and acted secretive about it.  They said it was a good movie and I wondered why they acted weird, but I'd forgotten about being beat up by Ben.  Ben Affleck is violent.  He didn't just sexually assault me, he beat me with his hands and forced me down.  I'm sure his friend Jew Josh Gatov took some tips from his Jewish friend Affleck, who was one of several men who beat me and used weapons and threatened my life to force me to lie still as I was attacked. 


I am not saying all Muslims are wonderful.  Everyone knows that.  I know that.  I know I've been scared of some and cheated.  I've almost been killed.  I've had one work with CIA knowing how I was getting set up for harm.  However, Muslims will tell you, Mossad and some of the Jews are the most vicious, mean and violent criminal offenders in the entire world.  They like to claim it is the only way they 'survive' because they're few in number and persecuted.  However, they are responsible of crimes against humanity and do not deserve special consideration or treatment, anymore than a "gay" or "black" just because of claims of "minority" status. 


Ben Affleck sexually assaulted me upstairs and he was one of few of those men who beat me until I couldn't move.  Then he looked back at me just to see what effect he'd had.  His other Jewish friend was with him and I don't remember as much about him but he looked like Josh Rose.  He was shorter and younger and then there was one other Jew with him and it was the same person who used the name "Chris Rozollo".  He was blond and taller and sort of the same physique as Ben Affleck.


At that time I never heard one thing about movies or what Ben did for a living or who he knew.  All I knew about him was his name and that he hated me enough he had a whole reserve of violence for beating me with that he couldn't control.  The others were just as bad, forcing me down by various means and threats and weapons, but I remembered Ben because of how much he hated me.  You can be absolutely positive Katie gets funded by movies.


I never think about Ben or connect his attack of me and who he is, until I replay the specific event and remember "oh yeah, that was his name, face, and everything."  He ended up getting involved with Mexican Jo-Lo which is no surprise because he was connected to Mexican mafia and knew Raul Bujanda and other Mexicans involved in assaulting me and now my son.  My brother "Levi" tested me once in high school to see if I remembered who Ben Affleck was and I told him no.


Having Detective Brian Gross cover for rapists like Josh Gatov is something Gross is profiting from personally.  I'm sure his kids have all kinds of promises being made about their futures because the Jews reward handsomely for covers for their rapes.  They're Jews--after all, poor, discriminated against, persecuted Jews accused of being long-nosed women rapists in Europe and swindlers and tax collectors..so don't DARE accuse one of being a violent criminal.  They use their victim 'status' to their advantage and meanwhile, they've been part of a conspiracy to have me sodomized and raped because of their hatred.  At no time did I drop my report of rape by Gatov, and that rape report is still active because of the continuation of crimes against me and the history of how many crimes are connected to it.  Portland Police have no good cops and Det. Gross is a lying raping pedophile himself to have colluded to cover up two rapes of me by Gatov and Bechtold when I made timely reports to him.  What do Gatov and Bechtold have in common?  The FBI, the CIA, and illegal diamond smuggling and drugs.  And, oh yeah, Middleton and Goldsmith laundering.


For one thing too, Chris Dabney knows a "Ben" and probably he knows both of them but the one I saw at the CIA was not Affleck.  It was another Ben (larger and more Caucasian looking--lt brown hair not dark).  The one who sexually assaulted me at the Baird house in Cashmere, was Affleck and I'm positive.


I knew of 3 "Bens" when I was an older kid (between age 7-11):  a black guy named "Ben" who worked with Middleton and others and was a big guy; Ben Affleck, who sexually assaulted me and beat me up; and an older white or whiter looking Jew,  "Ben" who was at the CIA.  Ben Affleck was also possibly at the CIA because I saw several people there and I know I recognized him as one of them and I knew at the time of seeing him, it was the same one.  I used to say out loud to my family, "That one attacked me and I know he works for the CIA".


Regardless of who he works for, what I noticed about him was how much he hated me.  I also have known that for some reason "Jenny" Lopez has hated me and my son. I don't know what her motive is other than drug industry because I hadn't ever said anything bad about her and I thought she was very good in her first movie.  However, she has a massive problem with problem with me and it's not hard at all to imagine her and Ben living happily ever after in their House of Hate.  I think when he knows about her crimes, he's covering for her, and then she doesn't want his sexual assaulting and beating up of kids to reflect on her career so she covers for him.  Part of Katie Middletons Mexican mafia is coming from her group.


I've also seen Afflect in this town I live in, in Coquille, Oregon, in the last couple of years I've lived here.  There are look-a-likes, but at least once I knew it was him.


I think, looking at the "Argo" summary, he imagines himself to be a Jewish hero and tried to write a movie about himself or his friend "Chris Dabney".  It's about a filmmaker who is a CIA agent going undercover to save 6 people from Iran.  How clever.


What a fucking asshole.
Maybe, wink-wink, it's his little story about saving a bunch of fucking Mossad rapists, 6 of them, including some in my family perhaps, from reports made by me by slandering me and targeting me for violence.  The rest of my family has some connection with Mossad and I don't think they've been raped by them either.  I don't trust Robert, Dicksie, or Levi with my own son Oliver because I know who they've worked for in the past and what they've done to me.  Carmen Wilson, the woman my "brother" married (and Levi, by the way, told me he wasn't my brother when he got back to a house on an island after being away from me.  He was also quizzing me about Ben Affleck then too, to see if I remembered and then wouldn't say anything) was in the U.S. Army and I believe she is also Mossad.  I have believed this ever since I witnessed her bizarre reaction to my one comment about Mossad, at my house in E. Wenatchee right before my son Oliver was taken from me and while he and I were being tortured.  She did weird things before that with Levi, like telling me to be in her wedding, at a black church where the pastor is good friends with Jew Supremacist Emmanuel Rose, and then refusing to give me even one photo from the wedding, saying, "You'll have to pay for one if you want one."


Both Chris Dabney and Ben Affleck were seen by me at CIA offices, in the "covert operatives" section of their cafeteria when I was hired to be part of the "Russian division".  They are rapists.


Also, some of the other men who physically assaulted me and didn't just sexually assault me or lay on top of me were Rob Schneider and Alvaro Pardo.  The FBI wanted to ask me in 2009 if he'd ever hit me just to get "no, he didn't" on the record when they knew he'd hit me earlier when I was a kid and I didn't remember him.  The FBI and Barak Obama were setting me up with the same individuals they knew had assaulted me, and even gave them fake IDs for it.  All of these men that came in one time were lying on top of me, pushing me down with their weight and sexually assaulting me or just saying bad things and pushing me down, or trying to force me to kiss them.  They were saying they were giving me a "pin".  This is after I was asked what kind of jewelry did I want and Jewish man wanted me to say I wanted a big ring or necklace or something and all I would say I would like was a "pin".  So they all assaulted me.  When I tried to fight them off, they beat me.  I bit Alvaro Pardo and he whacked me with the back of his arm and then Raul Bujanda was also bleeding from the side of the mouth because I tried to claw him.  A couple of white cops and a lawyer, who were there, beat me over it.  My Aunt's husbands, Valentine and Pablo, also laid on me to 'pin' me.  I am actually going to write about Holly and Pablo because they should not be raising my son or be anywhere near him.


It wasn't like I was just lying there saying this is great.  I tried to get all of them off of me and I fought them, clawed, screamed, bit them, and tried to push them off and whenever I did they tortured me and beat me up.  When I clawed Raul and Alvaro the white cops grabbed me off of the ground, and one held up standing up in one place as the other used full force to punch me in the stomach.  One of the men who punched me that way was Rob Schneider, and I didn't recognize him as the same person when I met him again years later because I didn't expect to see him in another situation.  Another one who punched me, was one of the white cops and I believe it was Austria.  Sgt. Austria is in Portland, Oregon now and he was the person who picked up my complaint against Raul Bujanda and Garza because he was there beating me up and assaulting me.  They had Austria in charge of "Sexual Assault" division for the Portland PD when he was a pedophile assaulter himself and was a criminal obstructing justice to cover for FBI crimes against me.  I knew his name and recognized his voice on the phone but I didn't realize it was the same Austria until much later.  


The FBI and police rewarded his corruption by promoting him from Sexual Assault to being the head of the Murder Unit.  To me, this says he must have murdered people too, because why else would they promote  him there?  He is a sex offender and had tortured me when I was a kid, and they used HIM in their Sex Assault division, so why wouldn't they then use a murderer for their Murder division? 


The FBI and cops had it all planned out.  They made sure to have a bunch of corrupt sex offenders and criminals in every single department they thought I might go to at a later date. 


I'm sure that since Christa was dating Ryan Barnes, who was fluent in Japanese, her Dad Rob Schneider had a good contact to Alicia Nakata's mother.


So basically, the FBI had Bujanda approach me, when Christa and her Dad knew I was going to a courthouse at a certain time, and then when they sexually assaulted me, and I tried to report it, the FBI used a woman who had already assaulted me and helped arrange for Frank and Barak Obama to rape me, Julie Thornton, and they made sure a cop who had assaulted me was in charge of sex crimes unite, Sgt. Austria; and they made sure that Don and the guy from NY were people who had prior records assaulting me; and they had it covered.  The FBI then defamed me, Christa had a "last time dinner" with me, and then they stole my car from me to force me out of college and three lawsuits I had filed:  one against federal employees and Judges; one to defend myself from slander which was harming my ability to get work; and one for cop harassment and section 1983 and infliction of distress.





Then they knowingly used a man who was part of that assault ring, and gave him a false birthdate and ID, and set me up to marry someone who the FBI already knew was involved in harming me, who even admitted to me he worked for them, and who was then trying to get into a job with the Department of State.


This is with Barak Obama as President of course, who is part of the same group of criminals.


He was also the man who killed the person who said they were "doctors".  Barak Obama is.  He was the person who pulled the trigger and then I looked back and saw Dicksie was around, but it was Barak and then he said to me, "Now we're even."


He then (Barak) continued to target me, because the next time I saw him after that, was at Stanley Ann Dunham's house and he raped me and electrocuted me.


This other black man was there, Ben, and he wouldn't do it.  Barak did.  So I witnessed him murder someone who said they were a doctor, inside of a government building.


If he said "Now we're even" when his entire claim all that time was "You killed my Dad" (when I didn't), he obviously thought he was murdering someone who could have helped me.  The last thing the man said before he died, was he shouted, "It's HOWARD".  The last thing my Uncle Howard said to me before he died, was about Michelle and Barak Obama.

Sunday, January 12, 2014

Angela Merkel's CIA (CIA Asset?), Trump, Marla Maples and FBI Donnie Brasco

I think the wiki on Angela Merkel is incorrect and missing information. Most likely because of the U.S. CIA. This page on her states she did not enter politics until 1989 and that is not true. I met her at a statehouse, not a "University" (to my knowledge) before 1989. There was a campus of sorts I suppose, but it looked like an official political house to me. I suppose I could look up her University, but there was nothing in the inside that looked like a college or chemistry place.

I looked her up because I remember how she was later in the news calling someone from the U.S. up or complaining she was being spied on. The U.S. papers and wiki page are claiming she began making these allegations in 2002 and she was making them much earlier than that. She was claiming her phone was "bugged" a very long time ago and contacted the U.S. about it. I remember because I met her in Germany and didn't forget her name or face and wondered why she was in the newspapers on the front page or news. I hadn't thought a lot of people in the U.S. even knew who she was, so I always remembered it.

I met her after meeting Vladimir Putin in Russia, which is interesting considering she was fluent in Russian. Since she took my necklace from me that I had last been wearing in Russian, I had wondered then if she knew him. Well maybe that's a given because possibly both she and Putin are CIA operatives.

She said, "Did you get it?" and then eyed my necklace and smirked. It was my heart necklace. It hurt my feelings she took it from me, as if I had no attachment to it and it made me wonder what kind of a spy she was, to steal my necklace from me like it was secret information or something to pass onto someone else instead of me. She is either a fantastic actress or she was really hateful about me. I mean, she was cordial I should say, when I was in her house or place of business. At the door when she first saw "Cameo", for the first time face-to-face, her expression was of hatred. I thought "Who is she and why does she hate me when I don't even know her?" There was nothing inside the necklace. Believe me, it was just a necklace but I think it was the idea of giving her "my heart" as in, getting the heart of Snow White to take to the Queen kind of thing. This is sort of a theme they had going. I think it's why I was given schizandra berries to bleed into a bowl and have the bloody bowl taken, carried, like a bloody heart or something into another room for "Katie Middleton". Regardless, it was my jewelry and they were stealing from me. It was valuable actually not just junk or costume jewelry and then she stole it and gave me some cross instead.

I thought about her after finishing an assignment for a class at OSU which I remember from the 80s. The data assignment is exactly the same and it's about weather and climate. I was taken to a news station afterwards and met weather channel people and they said maybe you could work for us but it was a lie. One of the women was Asian and I still remember she didn't like me. Those news people also got a drop-off of money. I can't imagine why news weather people would take a money drop unless it was just bribe money for the entire station or media in the area, in preparation for me to be raped by Barak Obama, and possibly, insurance money against any attempt from me to contact media after I was sodomized by CIA and officials on bridges.

After my class at OSU in climate change, which I am taking again and is taught by Karen Shell with use of a Cambridge book, I was in Seattle with the adults talking about "energy" and heating and cooling costs after I'd done this assignment about heating and cooling rates in the State of Oregon. They went on and on about their air conditioner. I didn't forget it because I thought why are they going on about the air conditioner so much and making references to my class that I was in?

I had even signed up for a chemistry course through Pearsons and hoped to at least still use it on my own, when I wasn't going to OSU because I was bribed not to go, after I started the second term. I never did anything with it after being traumatized by the premeditated rape and electrocution of me and then the shock of having my "Dad", Robert, sit there with Obama to masturbate into socks.

The man who gave me the heart necklace was Donald Trump. I am not talking about the locket I received from Johnny Spencer, which I was forced to give to Middletons and which was engraved. I mean later, I met Donald Trump and he had given me a heart shaped pendant.

The diamond I had picked out, when Prince Charles asked me what I wanted for a wedding ring, a secret one, when we went shopping, was in the shape of a heart. It was a regular diamond, not a colored jewel, and it was brilliant. It was a first class diamond but some didn't like it because they thought it was childish maybe, that I'd choose a heart design. It was what I wanted and what I thought of to represent "love". I did have some peculiar or particular tastes, but like I said, it was a brilliant diamond. I did not realize how expensive but I really wanted it because I thought this really says love. I guess I just said that. So anyway, some of the particular tastes I remembered when I saw Charles' tie for the Time cover. I noticed the pattern and how it makes the eye move and remembered how I didn't like stripes that were diagonal because they felt too 'one-sided'. I don't know if it was a programmed taste or not, because I was programmed to "scan" with my eyes looking left and right quickly to access both parts of my brain. I'm not sure what it was, but give me anything but diagonal stripes on a tie. Now I don't mind probably but it came up again after I found myself scanning his eyes even in a photo and then looking for a tie for my son and having this aversion to all things diagonal. The other weird thing I noticed that night was I was sitting in the tub reading with a candle there and I looked over and saw this egg-carton mattress was folded up and had the same pattern as his tie. From my angle that way it was more of a squished diamond shape design that egg-pattern. Not only that, I had been thinking about FBI director James Comey and had a bag of guinea pig pellets next to the mattress and could see the words "Wild pig" on it from where I was and thought about Comey and his whacked up torture of me at Charles' house. Then on the floor the only thing there I noticed was some odd scrap that was a "K" and a Roman numeral of VI next to it and I thought, "Oh. It's like being at Birkhall all over again." Anyway, I had liked designs that had more even to even balance at the time. I appreciate asymmetry now and see a counter-balance in it, but not then. I felt very obsessive-compulsive about some matters of "order" and "just-so". The U.S. wanted to turn me into a slob and have me look like a lunatic.

I wonder what I did as a baby that was so scary to them. I stared at them with my "radar-eyes"? Something must have happened that looked miraculous or was, aside from the horrific torture they committed against me. I would love to know how I defeated the enemy as a baby. What did I do to spook them? Did objects move around a room on their own when I was mad? Did I fall into a pool and swim my own rescue out? Whatever it was, they marked me.

I have a right to know who my real parents are.

I guess to sum up this post, and I realize my last several posts have several topics and are not all titled and divided as they should be for clarity, but I have a serious reason to believe it's possible both Vladimir Putin (Russia) and Angela Merkel (Germany) have been CIA assets. I liked Putin, mostly for not completely molesting me, even if he touched me. However, because everything my parents (Robert and Dicksie) did was state-sponsored from the U.S. and because they were transporting me to all these places, I believe the reason the "Iron Curtain" fell and Berlin Wall fell is because the CIA infiltrated these countries and bribed and blackmailed officials and tortured me as well, to get what they wanted.

Every single person who did anything bad to me, the CIA and FBI rewarded with huge sums of money or got into one of the highest positions in the country. Think about it. How did Angela Merkel go from being a chemistry teacher to Chancellor of Germany? I met her at her "chemistry" phase and she stole my necklace that Donald Trump gave me and rises to be what is basically the President of Germany? These "assets" were all sponsoring Katie Middleton as well, so it is no wonder she has CIA welfare and support generated from more than one country. I witnessed Mike Middleton and what appeared to be one of my parents killing a military man while in Merkel's place who wanted me to work for him. The U.S. didn't want me working for anyone and getting out of their sadistic grip. They killed this man when he saw evidence I was sodomized and molested. She was also at the table where he was saying "Tell me what you know about the CIA" and I did't know anything but I talked about their offices and some training because it was open-knowledge. I was AT the headquarters and trained in some things there, but I wasn't hired by them or I didn't sign up for anything I should say. I had no secrets to give away--it was all routine exercise stuff that anyone could obtain by looking at their training manuals. So there was Angela sitting there the whole time, smiling.

The CIA also attempted to use these individuals as a buffer internationally for the crimes they were committing against me which they knew were bad enough to involve war crimes panels and the UN. At one point, to make a point to me about how I'd never get anywhere, I was flown to the UN headquarters and not everyone was there but a few were and they made fun of me. They got money too. I saw the money being given to those UN individuals when we got there.

The U.S. spent billions upon probably trillions. "Where did the money come from?" you ask. The U.S. had the largest share in the cocaine market I answer. The U.S. had a ton of money "unaccounted for". They could have paid off the entire national "debt" with it and instead they got the money through black arms negotiations, cocaine and drug trafficking, human and pedophile trafficking, and spying. That way, if anyone was "auditing" the Treasury records, although some money was laundered to people through "job promotions" and increased salaries (a form of bribe or reward), much of the money was coming from off-shore accounts, and cold hard cash, diamonds, and other valuables and hidden vaults and boxes. The U.S. was picking up all of the drug addicts money as well, and using it to fund Katie Middleton and torture of ME and to pay off people and the UN from being honest. This is why it's really hilarious to me Katie chose a "drug addict" and cancer of kids charity for herself because she is part of the reason there are addicts and broken families, and is also part of the reason some kids were tortured and killed along with their families. Not just her of course, I mean, she wasn't the only CIA asset the U.S. was putting into place internationally with the FBI.

I was literally in that big room where the UN holds some of their conferences. Like I said, not "everyone" was there. What is sort of weird, which I vaguely remember, is first there was a smaller group and money was given to them. Then there was a big group, like a lot of attendees. I don't know why I was there but all of these international people did see me there. I never got anywhere with it.

At another hearing in the U.S., I was involved as a kid in some way and the Judge cut it off when I was trying to testify in a closed-court sealed hearing of some kind. He said we had to go to chambers and when we did, the Prosecuting attorney and the state attorney suddenly revealed they were the same team and MONEY was exchanged. They had actually used the excuse of having a hearing for an excuse to be together in a room privately with briefcases (legal attaches) that were PACKED with dough. By "dough" I mean money, and it's a term I used as a kid because that's what some of the mobsters called it: dough. Like Homer Simpson saying "DOH!" and Donnie Brasco was one of the men who called it "dough". "Putting bread on the table" is like another way of saying "dough". "You got the dough pizza man?" The UK and Canada also funneled a ton of money to the U.S. and others to distribute because the royals and their government didn't want me talking about pedophilia and electrocution either.

Then when the Judge and lawyers got out of the meeting, or hearing, they all pretended like nothing had just happened, even though I was there as a kid to witness the whole thing. Not only that, one time the Judge was also given a manila envelope and it had photos I think. The lawyer said, "You wanna have a look at this?" and I think it was blackmail pics, maybe of himself in a compromised position, like naked with a kid or something, and he had one look and said "Okay" and then cut everything off and came up with excuses to rule the way the blackmailers wanted him to rule, which was against me and against my human rights.

The U.S. was so paranoid about the assets they had and how they wanted to break down the world to serve them, the pedophile torturers, they literally went to the UN and bribed the UN. I was in front of them at one point, and it's possible someone took me or got me there somehow, thinking maybe I had a chance to get out from under, but instead, it was like an exercise in futility. International people DID know I was severely abused. They did not know maybe, that it was quite as bad as it was.

As for the heart diamond ring I had picked out with Charles, I was told it was saved in a vault for me for later. All of my jewelry around that time was hearts. Edward Spencer gave me a heart locket, and I wanted a heart diamond ring because I thought it meant love, and Donald Trump gave me a necklace with a heart. Diana said she wanted to be the "Queen of Hearts". One time she was upset and took me out on horses to a tree and said you see that? and showed me a carving into a tree and said, "Charles and Camilla". However what I remember is that Charles went out and I watched him carve a heart and that he loved me on a tree himself and Diana was upset over it.

I think Donald Trump and Marla Maples may have had something to do with helping organize Barak Obama's rape of me. I say this because Marla was trying to set me up with the U.S., and I visited Trump in Chicago around the time I was visiting Julia Thornton and my parents were going back and forth with Barak's friend "Frank", the Italian guy who drove the getaway car for Barak after he raped me in Seattle. I would have to check because I also was having to hang around the FBI's Donnie Brasco either in Chicago or New York and I was taken to a pizza parlor mob meeting where I think the FBI hoped I'd be killed in cross-fire because they had a full-blown shoot-out. I thought, "Why did Donnie take me to this meeting and put my life in danger?" Why? Oh, well, no one knew he worked for the FBI then did they. After he got me there I told them he was an FBI "rat". The FBI tried to murder me. Donnie was no friend of mine. He tried to have me killed and killed the mobster who knew he was a rat like I did. The FBI and Donnie claim he wanted to be a "made man" and kill someone to look legit to everyone but the FBI thought it was too risky and that's not true. He killed people and I saw him. The FBI likes to murder others and then try to keep a "good guy" image while their cops are dragging bloody bodies across red and white checkered tablecloths. He had the man killed who knew he was a rat and who agreed with me and then he attempted to have ME killed. Then the excuse was some macho idea of "Nobody insults Donnie". The Italian who was murdered had also said, pointing to me, "THAT's the boss." The FBI didn't like it. I don't know what I was going to be the boss over but a main boss had decided in that meeting I was the boss of something and they killed him. Who didn't want me to be the boss? The FBI because it was Donnie Brasco's rats who were trying to murder me, use me, and ruin my life. Then Donnie's excuse was to make himself look like an more macho man by claiming he was defending his honor, and this gun fight broke out and then they were dragging bloody bodies and rolling them up inside of long plastic tablecloths.

One of the hearings that involved a corrupt Judge, was over Donnie Brasco The Fucker. Donnie and the FBI are fucking liars and corrupt assholes. They got a Judge to give them what they wanted, because the FBI fucking blackmailed the Judge with photos. JUST like the FBI I've always FUCKING known. The FBI was also trying to degrade me with their hooker Julia Thornton, who they were putting into position as a "psychologist" and were going to use against me in the future.

The FBI electrocuted me in their offices and premeditated raping me. They were mad that I had correctly identified their 'asset' Brasco as an "FBI rat" and I remember Robert Garrett jr. didn't like the idea of my being the one designated as "The Boss" either. So they killed the older Italian who said I was the boss from there-on. He still had his eyes open when he was dying after being shot and he looked at me. He said "Oh my God" and something like "Your Dad" or something about shock over what he'd just realized. It was a whole long dining table length of Italians--supposedly bosses or mafia family or something. They had the one who said I was the boss killed, and tried to kill me there and I escaped by shielding myself and calling 911. They didn't expect me to get to a phone and it scared them off. It was a corded phone and then after I called, someone tried to strangle me with the cord and I said, "They're already on their way." They had too much to do in a short time cleaning up their mess before cops got there than to create another mess.

After I had "exposed" the FBI's "asset" "Brasco" the FBI tried to call me mentally ill. They also retaliated by torturing me, plotting with Frank to rape and electrocute me with Barak Obama, and tried to murder me. Then the rest of the Italians actually fell for the idea for awhile that Donnie was really one of them. My exposing the FBI asset was another reason the FBI used Alan Springer to electrocute my brain. They were trying to fry me so I didn't have the ability to use psychic gifts against them.

Laura Laughlin was involved because she was hired to work involved in mafia and she and Julia were friends and Julia had tried to call me mentally ill and attempted to have me be a lesbian for her. Robert Jordan was hired later for Portland and his name was like a joke because they knew a Robert Garrett had an interest in Katie Middleton who lived in Jordan for awhile. At one point, one of the Roberts had me videotape him telling his message to "his daughter" and I didn't realize "He's not talking about me". He thought he might die so he wanted a recording of himself which I heard was going to Katie about how he tried to do all these things for her and at one point I said, "Why are you calling me "Cam?" I think it was for CEM: Catherine Elizabeth Middleton. He got irritated and mad for asking and he said, "That's your name" and I said, "No, you never call me Cam so why are you calling me Cam and talking to Cam in this video you want to make?" He was giving sort of his life story in it like something to pass on to his daughter if he died and then I was sitting there realizing, "He's not acting like this is even for me or about me but for some other kid." He had this made before I was taking to the mafia blow-out where I was supposed to be murdered with Donnie's help and then I was being raped and electrocuted by the FBI and Barak Obama. He was saying in the video how he did everything for her, and loved her. It was like "Everything I do, I do it for you" (bryan adams) and "It's probably me" (lethal weapon song featuring black man and white man cop--i.e., Barak and Robert jr.).

That's great. Who's my real Dad.

This man, would harm my son just because he is my son, and so would most of my non-family. The FBI kidnapped him.

The other people they got involved to frame me and work against me at that point, were Donald Trump and Marla Maples. Possibly Ivana as well but I'm not sure. They all claimed Donald and Ivanka divorced because Ivana caught him with Marla but that's not really true. I'm not going to say it was a completely agreed-upon ménage-a-trois, but they already knew each other and I saw both Marla and Ivana in the same Donald trump house. He was also a pedophile but he didn't do very much or go very far with it, with me. He did have me sleeping with him and in nightgowns. He said he wanted to work with me, with my image and have me cleaned up looking and professional and I thought he was going to work with me in business. He made me his "assistant" for a short time and showed me architecture plans for buildings and he was the one who told me about the "Seven Wonders of the World." I clicked with him. I did have a good sense for business in fact, and I thought he was exactly, concise and smart, which complemented my brainstorming and creativity, and I was frugal too. I thought we were intellectual equals and I liked his no-nonsense but he could cut to the chase and I didn't have to hear incessant rambling. He tried to teach me to make decisions because I liked exploring options more and I did some research for him and he also asked my opinion about things. However, I think it was a set-up because it turned out Ivana, his wife, and Marla, his mistress, were maybe working with the FBI. Ivana came into the house one time, seeing me and wide-eyed as if scared and then Marla was always Ms. Perky Tits. Marla always had her shirt off. I thought "Why is it that Marla feels she needs to have her shirt off all the time?" and in the house, even if she had a cooking apron on, she kept her shirt and bra off so she was topless 100% of the time. Ivana never did that. Donald told me more than one time he didn't like it when I wore clothes and preferred to have the women in his house nude. I felt too self-conscious and said can't I wear something sheer or something, and my underwear? and he said okay.

Katie being topless out in the ocean is like a nod to Marla Perky Tits. Marla tried to frame me with the U.S. and asked me to spy for her but I thought she meant just investigate some things personally like personal investigation stuff...keep an eye out about so-and-so and tell me such-and-such. I didn't have a problem with that because even a house employee could do that much and I was working as Donald's assistant (so he said). She had her son or relative there and they taped my agreement and then they kept the tape and tried to blackmail people with it. She said, "Call me at this number" and gave me a phone number, after Donald Trump had given me a heart necklace from Tiffany's, and then when I did, police showed up and said, "We got a report of telephonic harassment from Marla Maples. Are you HARASSING MARLA MAPLES???" The cops were all dirty and corrupt and wanted to try to get anything on me after the FBI fucked up big.

I was totally shocked. I called her one time and she had sent the police out. Then I was in Russia later and Putin saw my necklace but didn't steal it from me and then I met Angela Merkel and she stole it from me. She said, "Did you get it?" and had this horrible glare and smirk at me and the only thing I had done in Russia was sign some document Putin gave me for a visa of some kind to be in the country. It's possible she was referring to that document maybe, but she stared at my necklace like Ursulla the Octopus from The Little Mermaid.

Marla knew, and had been on safari with Janet Bechtold's traveling mother and her women friends (OSU professor connected and otherwise) who liked to ride elephants, etc. She tried to ruin my standing at OSU as well as socially and it is very possible since Ivana did know Marla, that all of them were involved in trying to ruin my life. Marla was also partly involved in being in that location for the diamond industry (Africa or whatever). She was having illegal diamonds delivered to her. One of Barak's cousins was helping her with that. They all had links to Barak Obama and FBI. Obviously. There were a few black people who were nice and saw through what was being done to me and they acted like they wanted to help me but it is possible they just expected others to use me and get what they wanted. The same African relatives who were hunting in the woods to murder me with a Robert jr. around, were also helping Marla Maple finance Katie Middleton, and it put all of them in a position of having motives to defame me and try to kill me, and they didn't care if I was degraded and raped or electrocuted by the FBI either. I had to go to a diamond mine with them and everything. They chained me up and forced me to work like one of the slaves there, "looking for diamonds". Literally. In a full-blown African diamond mine. It was like another way to degrade me after I'd picked out a heart-shaped diamond ring for myself with Prince Charles. They all decided if I was reporting pedophilia, they'd make me suffer and punish me every way they think of.

The FBI thought it was great to electrocute me over Donnie Brasco. They claimed it was to get confessions from others, but it was a lie. The FBI just wanted any excuse to torture me. They were also mad at me for not agreeing to be flown to other countries to obtain DNA samples secretly and bring them to the FBI without a warrant.

So...let's think about this one shall we? Barak Obama's family was smuggling diamonds out of Africa for the U.S. and Middletons, and what job did FBI agent Rick Baken have? Diamond expert. How fucking convenient. So basically the FBI's Julia Thornton, who was taking pedophile photos of me in Chicago and knew Barak Obama's friend "Frank", knew Laura Laughlin who knew Donnie Brasco and mob circles, and they already knew Rick Baken who knew where the illegal diamond industry came from--Barak Obama and his family and some Marla Maples and Bechtolds.

Like my son and I had a chance with those fuckers who also support the British royals, the Middleton drug runners and some of the Ukraine-Russian German interests, not to mention a few French and Canadians. So when I was forced to work in a diamond pit, I was chained up, given a pick-ax, and no water or food. That was Barak Obama's family's idea of revenge.

So what doctor does the full-body MRI of me in Maryland and which Barak friend takes me to the black woman doctor who orders it for Barak and the FBI? Alvaro Pardo. Alvaro Pardo, Barak Obama's personal friend, who got me into a hospital after being assaulted by U.S. military technology, to bleed without stopping, and then made sure the doctor was a black woman who knew Barak and who would work with the FBI to again invade my privacy and order full-body MRIs from head-to-toe when I was under anaesthesia. Alvaro Pardo thought maybe he'd just duck out then, after having a look. The same FBI that assaulted me and did full-body MRIs of me as a pre-teen, did it again when they were using Pardo and all of them know Barak Obama and what illegal businesses he's been in and they maybe thought they'd just "check" to what? Make sure I didn't have any 'diamonds' tucked away in my body somewhere? This is after they implanted me with microchips and began torturing me by remote access to them and tracked me.

Did Katie get her video tapes about how Robert Garrett jr. did everything for her and loved her and everything he did he did for her?

How about Charles.

The U.S. obviously has my son thinking and looking like he's working in Obama's fucking diamond pit. Who else is involved in the diamond industry and has been torturing me? Jews. Why would Chris Dabney mock me with a whole Charles routine, and say "I love you" when he was lying and try to have me killed--why do all that as the (gen.3) abuser unless he already was related to the (gen.2) abuser and connected to FBI and those trying to murder me. One of the individuals who stood over me and mocked me when I was at the African diamond pit was George Bechtold.

After I was in Donald Trump's house, living there as his assistant for a short time, and with a Dicksie once showing up there having to go without a bra too because that's how he wanted it, I was then forced to be in Dan Gatti's house. I think it was really possibly Dan Gatti. It was smaller and darker and I was told the same things and I said I wanted to at least wear a bathrobe.

As for one of the Judges who was bribed, even though I met him later under other conditions, I think ONE of them was possibly Erik Lund's dad, which is strange because Robin Bechtold's family was not exactly on his side potentially. Erik and Robin ended up best friends with their families as best friends and yet I think it's possible one of the Judges who was blacklisted had Bechtold working against him. The other odd thing is that he died shortly after I was introduced to him when I was older, when I was 16 or 17. A few years later, he was dead.

Robin Bechtold was really excited that the Iron Curtain and Berlin Wall fell, like his own family had taken part in a personal triumph when his Dad was a criminal and Robin was trying to assault me next. They'd tried to murder me as well as helped Barak Obama, Bushes (I and II, which is why Robin loves living in Texas), and Clinton. What a good feeling he had to take me with him to the OSU campus when I was older and parade me around knowing how his family had screwed me over, and go to offices there to get recommendations for college.

With Donnie Brasco it says John Connolly worked with him and that's an Irish name. I met both of them. They had me staying in their apartment and it was Connolly who introduced me to Brasco because Connolly knew Whitey (James Bulger, another FBI agent). Connolly called me "Good Luck" and said it was "good luck" to have me there and Brasco was more of a bully. They had me sleeping there overnight and in their beds and then wanted me to pretend to be someone's underage girlfriend and serve drinks. The FUCKING FBI used me, and put my life in danger deliberately, because they thought it would give THEM a better cover. I used to sing, get this--I sang "Somewhere Over The Rainbow" there for this FBI American-Irish punk Connolly and then the FBI, when they didn't kill me, had me raped by Barak Obama and then they were taking me to a Boston Sox game after I was forced to be the electric bridge between Obama and Robert Garrett, and were ejaculating into socks.

The Irish and FBI Italians worked for Katie fucking Middleton and Obama. Bush was completely involved as well, through Bechtolds and others. Gary Middleton gave my Dad posters, one with a rainbow design on it, after I was raped and electrocuted and this is all after Robert decided to make a "just-in-case" video life story tape for Katie Middleton. Going into the big pizza parlor Katie. I just want you to know I love you. Going to be around lots of Italian bosses Katie, for the fucking FBI that serves your shitty white ass, but I want you to know I do everything for you. Maybe he gave the tapes to Laura Ingraham so she could send them over. It was where we went after he made his "CEM-Katie, everything I do I do it for you" tapes. I believe they were in the bag with the money he dropped off for Laura and that location was in Iraq. He made it look like he was going there so I could maybe get "help" from a reporter and instead it was an excuse to deliver tapes to Middleton through Laura Ingraham at a U.S. Army base, and she (Laura) later participated in having me raped and electrocuted.

The other person connected to John Connolly and Joe Pistone (who was "Donnie Brascoe) was Josh Gatov.

He didn't just start saying "Cam" or "Cem" in the tapes. He started out with something like "This is for Kay-,ahem, I mean CEM" and then he gave sort of a nod like he was talking to a little kid and letting them know he was trying to make a secret cover. Then the whole time he wasn't even talking to me. When I said why are you calling me Cam when you never do, he wanted to ignore my question and then he got irritated. Basically, what the message turns out to be, is all of his ejaculating all over my back was for Katie Middleton. All of his passing me around to get "married" to other men with Mike Middleton was for Katie. Having Seamus Hainey come to my house to assault me sexually and tell me he was writing a translation of Beowulf, was for Katie. All of the electrocution of me was for Katie. Having me constantly tortured through U.S. Army contacts, was for Katie. Having FBI set me up to be murdered was for Katie. If he died trying to kill me in a mobster house, it was for Katie. Chaining me to a bed and having people electrocute me while I was chained up, was for Katie. Trafficking me and cutting me and breaking my legs and neck and you-name-it, it was all for Katie. Don't tell me he was making a video series about his life and what he was trying to do for "Cem", all for me, when he was degrading me with masturbating all over me and having other FBI and police and military do the same. So if that was all for Katie, what he and some of my family did to me, with 3 generations of assaults against me and U.S. conspiracy to harm me and degrade me, don't tell me they care about my son Oliver. Any abuse to him is also "for Katie" and maybe to reduce my son so Katie's kids can look "better" and have "better chances".

The FBI all the way around, set up rapes and murders and you're going to tell me, when every person that tries to expose this is murdered, they're good people?

I was brought around Rick Baken when he was working in the diamond industry in Vegas as a diamond dealer because of fucking Barak Obama's illegal diamond trafficking with his relatives. Rick Baken's family already knew my mother's family because his father was an FBI agent before he was. Every person involved in trying to defame me over Bujanda and Garza was FBI connected to this and to prior Donnie Brasco and Connolly and Whitey events, and they'd already attempted to use me and then murder me. I also saw some of the illegal diamond industry going to Israel. Which figures, doesn't it? Since Katie Middleton is a Jew and her uncle is a Jew and Robert Garrett jr. is a Jew, and Barak Obama is a Jew. Goldsmith (Gary) and Daniel, his friend, were hands-on in illegal diamonds. Daniel was a professional illegal diamond-dealer. They were telling Africans and blacks if you send us the diamonds, we'll promote people to high positions and give you favors back. I heard that in negotiations so many times I once said it to someone myself after escaping from being chained up in the diamond pit. They had left me there. I was working all day in this fucking African diamond hole. That is also when they started calling me "A hole". I had a padlock around my ankle and a chain in a chain-gang line-up and only one person had the key. So basically I was both locked up as a slave to work without food or water in an African diamond pit so royals and Barak Obama could feel avenged for my reporting pedophilia, and then they had me locked up at the ankle and forced to either let U.S. government and other men be around me in a sexual way or I had to stay locked in a closet.

If you think the U.S. was not really trying to assassinate me, hmmm....did they really try to electrocute me and rape me and sodomize me? Well they did try and they succeeded, so don't ever think it was just a "test" or a "joke" or "a spy exercise" that they tried multiple times to kill me.

Maybe we could all ask why I was being asked to French-kiss Diana Spencer and then French-kiss FBI agent Julia Thornton. It wasn't a cordial kiss, it was tongue-in-mouth French-kissing and then in a CPS visit with my son Oliver, I gave him a kiss on the cheek to see him and he pushed me over to the ground and I thought he was playing and he got over me and started French-kissing me. Who would teach my son to do that, in front of the FBI's Anne Crane?

The fucking FBI.

It started out with Diana Spencer saying, "Do you think you could show me how Charles kisses you?" and I said what do you mean and she said, "Well, kiss me the way he kisses you and I'll tell you if it's close". So I did since she called it "acting" and just pretend and she said that's pretty good and then she started teaching me how to do other things. I thought, "I'm not exactly sure what she is doing." Then the next time was with FBI's Julia Thornton taking kid-porn photos of me and wanting me to kiss her and then they had my mother French-kiss me in China after we were both given high doses of opium and that was with Robert Mueller, who became FBI Director, and James Comey, who also became FBI director, there.

I'm not a fan of the FBI's Pedophilia Training at Quant-I-cum. The FBI is 100% responsible for ALL damages done to my son Oliver. The other woman who was involved in French-kissing was Carol fucking Middleton. She and Diana wanted to know how I thought Mike Middleton kissed differently from Charles. Carol was as mean as all-get-out. By the time I met Donald Trump I started wondering if the women topless and French-kissing ideas were for having lesbians around some of these men and I was never into that. Even though I showed them, for pretend, or when drugged, I wasn't a lesbian and I didn't want to be in lesbo-mix-up circles like the FBI wanted me to be in as a kid. Yeah. As a KID. Then there were the CIA Jews who worked for the CIA as it turned out and they had been trying to have me photographed and noticed at "swingers bars" they went to, to make me look trashy too.

I had extreme levels of talent and the U.S. decided they felt jealous about that and couldn't let me turn into a professional because they wanted to degrade me into looking like nothing but a slut that could make money off of.

Then they kidnapped my son and had him throwing up in visits, showing up with mutiliated and discolored genitals, black eyes, teeth knocked out, ear problems, shoes too tight for his feet, shoes on backwards, smelling of permanent hair solution from his breath, and pushing me over to French kiss me in front of people, with no care that people were watching him French kiss me. That says the FBI was using him for more of their fucking, disgusting "ejaculate all over kids" kid porn. They also wanted me to see him beat up and harmed and not be able to do anything about it. They had Michelle Erickson, whose family has been in the U.S. military kid-porn business for decades, lying about me, along with other visitation monitors who did the same. Sue was involved in forcing kids into dog cages with the CASA worker Susan and bondage and torture of children, and Anne Crane participated in electrocuting me with a metal band that conducted electricity around my head, inside of Seattle FBI offices. All of them, abuse, torture, sodomize, rape, and photograph children naked. Wenatchee's CPS ring is like one of the FBI's pedophile-training hubs where they kidnap kids and use proven and tested criminals to torture children and cover for each other. Who is doing the so-called "background checks" of all future Presidents? The FBI. So the rest of the U.S. makes sure they get FBI directors in who are known pedophiles and murderers first.

The other thing about diamonds and Katie Middleton. I was told to pick out a diamond ring for myself, but it was after I had reported Charles. I'm pretty sure it was afterwards and not before. So I did like the heart one but I had Robert Garrett jr. programming me at my house in Moses Lake extensively first, to choose one like it. So where Elizabeth and some others suggested maybe a smaller one or less expensive one, I had it programmed into my brain that the heart one was the important one, that meant "love". Well, it was purchased and put into a vault for "later" but then later, one day someone said to me, "It's not for you anymore." I said, "It was bought for me and I was the one who was told to pick it out" and it was Diana Spencer who stood in front of the vault and said, "It's not for you anymore." She didn't say it was for Katie but I think others were planning that way. It was bought for me as a gift. I was told, "It's yours but you can have it when you're older." Then, like I said, one day Diana stood in front of the vault because I sometimes liked to look at it. She and some others had a key and they would take it out and allow me to look at it occasionally but one day she wouldn't and I had this feeling, "Is Diana going to take it? or did Robert want me to pick it out to give to Katie instead?" I wasn't sure. I wasn't able to look at it anymore though, and the last person I saw in front of the safe guarding it was Diana. I kept saying I wanted to look at it and she said, "You can't look at it right now." I said, "What do you mean?" First she was saying I couldn't look at it right then, and then when I kept saying I wanted to see it she said, "Come back later and look at it" and I said, "But I want to look at it now." Finally she said, "It's not yours anymore" or something and I was confused because I thought, "If my diamond ring isn't in the safe where is it? What does she mean come back later if both of us are standing by the safe right now?" I thought, "Is Katie looking at it?? what's going on?" Well, I guess she didn't say "It's not yours anymore". What she said was come back later and she acted nervous. She was the one who had the key usually but sometimes the Queen did and she said, "If you come back later Elizabeth (Queen Elizabeth) will get it out for you." So supposedly I was supposed to say "Okay, I'll come back later" but I got more demanding saying, "I don't WANT to come back LATER when you are here with me NOW! Why do we have to wait for the QUEEN? when you always have the key?" They had said to me that day, "If you want to see the ring, pick a time and come over and we'll get it out." So I realized, "Okay. These hoo-doo voodoo sunsign people want me to pick a time and it's going to be some meaning and symbol over the hour I decide to show up." They were like that sometimes. Signs and wonders and all. So I showed up in the morning. When I got there, Diana was sort of shaking. Like, trembling and looked...hmm, like gusts of wind and little birds were flittering around in her eyes. Slightly nervous or shocked over something. I thought, "What is the big deal today?" Other days it was no big deal. She said, "Come back this afternoon because Queen Elizabeth will get it out for you." That was when I said, "I just came all the way over here and want to see it and now I have to come back later?" Like I said, I was slightly obsessive-compulsive. If there was a time, I was there. If there was a date, I didn't like people moving it around. I stuck to my guns and I didn't like "come back now, come back later, yes now, okay in a little while, now this afternoon." Of course Mt. Angel Abbey knew this too or their HR woman wouldn't have done the same thing to me. So who was her advisor who knew how I responded to Diana really? They just kept records around or something? for eons?

Also, I remember Janet Bechtold's mother and her friends from Africa, including Marla, were looking at a whole bunch of illegal African diamonds. All loose ones. They had this excuse of being "world travelers" when really they were trafficking illegal diamonds.

At one shop in Israel I think (this was way before working at a mall) I was trained to look at diamonds through a scope. Not fully trained, but I was asked what I thought. It is where I met Gary Goldsmith's friend Daniel. I mean, aside from any kind of superfluous hijacking or something. At the very start he was somewhat okay and then I realized, "He hates my guts". He wanted to ask questions and he didn't like my answers. He started talking about the holocaust and what did I think about Jews and I gave an answer that infuriated him. I remember I was coached to say it the way I did too and I later thought, "Did someone coach me to sound so bad so he could ask and then pretend to get mad and tape record me as 'evidence' that I was discriminatory or something?" I thought, "Is this more hate crime inciting work?" Sure enough, he was involved in the rape and electrocution of me. I thought, however, he acts like he was expecting and waiting for this so he's not the one getting mad over it as much as he wants to use it against me with someone. I still knew he hated me and wanted an excuse.

Tonight, several decades since I was attacked on bridges and raped by Barak, I was putting something together and realized out of all the magazines I have (tons) and papers, the ones that happened to be out when I was finished working on a project, were the almost exact same ads as were out almost 2 decades ago. One was by "wayfair" with the line "Make your house a happy one." I noticed it when I walked back into my house after setting some things up and I realized, 'oh my gosh, that is the same ad that I showed a Dicksie and talked to her about before they were trying to kill me with a note in my shirt that said, 'be happy'." I had had something sort of interesting happen and because I was around Diana and some of those people who always talk about signs and symbolic things, I thought, "I have to show my Mom" so I had her go in and I was chatting away about this and that and then said, "And look, then I saw I didn't even try to put it there, but Mom, after I was praying, there was this ad there I saw and it says make your house a happy one (or it said "be happy") and also, I had been thinking maybe I'm not very pretty and was telling God and then I saw it says wayfair and I thought well maybe God is saying I'm pretty after all." I remember I had thought it was so significant and had been praying and then saw a random display of things and it was completely random. So my Mom just got a firmer look on her face and nodded. I am not sure if I said something like "I was asking God which one of us he thinks is best--me, Camilla, Diana or Katie and then I saw this and wondered..." I mean, I have no idea if I possibly could have (I think I may have) said something like that. which would sound horrible but because I was in competition with some of them and they had all this crystal ball stuff going on, and knightly kind of talk (fair Elaine and Lancelot, etc) I was maybe in that mindset. I saw my mother firm up and bristle. I didn't know why and I still don't know. It was almost like she hated hearing me say I'd been praying even.

The next thing I knew is I was being repeatedly sodomized and raped. Also, I had the assassination attempt rock-climbing after the rape by Barak Obama.

Well the weirdest thing is, I know a lot of people deliberately try to recreate and replay events. I've seen it a LOT. What was odd tonight was that I was not praying first at all, but just doing some things and Charles did come to mind when he usually doesn't because I don't think about him, but I was pasting some dahlia flowers into a box and one was lavender and sort of similar (not exact at all) to the flower on his lapel. Well, and then I put part of a Chinese dragon thing with cards into the back because it was just sitting out on the table. I didn't pick it out, it was just there from a New Yorker magazine and I put it in the back and it made me think again about the flag and being under it--that one dance we did. So I went outside in the dark to put up a sign and went back in and that's when I noticed what was facing me from my couch: "Make your house a happy one" and "wayfair". Again. I mean, this is decades later and I wasn't even using that magazine for pasting. I was using it for putting papers down for guinea pigs. So there it was, the same wayfair ad facing me when I was thinking about Charles again briefly for the first time in dozens of years and Dahlias photos by it. what is even more bizarre is that I had gone through and torn out many flowers and sent some to my son and put some in the box and some went on the ground for guinea pig papers and of all things, the one that my eyes fell on was the same one, I believe, from decades ago: "enchantress." Well I just looked at it again and it's from 2010 so the other one must have enchanted or something. It was almost a same idea of a name and I had shown my Mom because I thought the whole thing in my house was so strange. As for the wayfair ad it was wayfair or another ad that said both "fair" on it and something about be happy. I remember it as wayfair and being exactly the same or almost exactly because I remember what I told my Mom. I have to put this in another post because it doesn't go with the rest of this. The thing is, the first time if someone heard me talk, not my Mom, they might think I sounded like I was reading too much into something. My Mom thought it was serious or she wouldn't have acted how she did. However, for the exact same scenario, dozens of years later when I have about 50 magazines in my house and just happened to have these ones out, after rummaging randomly though my house looking for something I thought I'd lost, it's a very strange reoccurance. There were several kinds of flowers out of course, and on the other side of the wayfair ad was a swan island dahlia order form. No other magazines were around and then a half of an orange dahlia which was also there dozens of years before, somehow, randomly, and then I had numbers out and one was an orange 1 and the other was a black O.