Tuesday, April 1, 2008

My Son Losing Bond

What is sick about this CPS case is that my cousins, who don't even know my son at all, get to spend more time with him than me, and have bonded to him more.

My son seems to be losing his bond for me and CPS doesn't care and does nothing about it. He is young and they just don't care.

Still, he watches me, and no one else, when my aunt takes him away. He focuses on my face the whole time, and first gets a sad and confused look. Then he just watches.

For my son's sake, they are not even thinking about how it will be to return him to me, at all, ever, and how the transition should be made by keeping our bond intact so he's not confused when he leaves my aunt's family. But I don't think they want that. They have already proven to me they have zero interest in ever returning my son to me. They wouldn't let him see me for weeks after I asked, and have done several other things to try to screw up my ability to even MAKE it to visitation. Nothing is about my son's best interests. They want only to have their way, and to make me pay they only way they think they can.

Personally, I hope and pray to God that those responsible and in charge, who have exerted their "power" and "authority" for their own (check your motives) personal satisfaction, pay dearly for this. I pray to God that they are made to pay for this and what they continue to do to me and my son.

I also pray for strength to write about everything, with clarity, and to not lose focus that my best way of getting my son back is not to fold, but to publicize all that's happened in my past, and how it has led to this. Right now it's about me, because no one knows differently or knows what has been involved and who has been involved and why.

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