Friday, June 5, 2009

Mixed Reactions...And More Work

So, gauging who is stalk-driving past the house waiting for me to leave (and how do they know when I'm leaving my house anyway? what is this anyway? the twitter twerps?)...and, who I drive by in passing...I am getting mixed reviews.

Love-Hate.

Not much inbetween. Maybe those inbetween are those with the sad and worried looks on their faces. Others are triumphant and waving and nodding and tapping their hand up looking me directly in the eye with a smile. Then, I don't know it is with some of these women. Sometimes, some of the younger women are the worst.

I've got a lot of plain jane types--plain in either beauty or brain, driving by with the gleeful mockery I've become accustomed to, and they're the ones stalking around the house it seems. I get a few men like that but they're more sarcastic, or usually, pissed at me for some reason.

Wow. Editors' "Munich" is the absolutely perfect song for the weird-reaction crew. What I don't understand, is why they are even interested in me at ALL. I mean, if I were them, I really wouldn't even be wasting my time on someone I don't like, or believe in, or who has insulted me or my friends or family or coworkers. I've just never stalked anyone I didn't like or who offended me. I always just want to stay away.

I think it comes down to the blisters, figuratively speaking. Some of these people have blisters and wounds they want to nurse. I don't know how to explain. Other than sadism, I can't think of any reason to be around at all, except that in some way, watching me or tracking me and laughing collectively about me, helps them to deal with their injuries. Which is good, actually, if it helps to heal them.

I found a couple of jobs. I spent an entire month or more in Wenatchee, to no avail. And then, with not too much effort, I got some fairly solid job leads and job offers. I have one to start at this evening and then I looked around more and met up with a woman who is fairly sophisticated and whom I liked right away. She was going to turn me away and after asking me a few questions, decided to skip past protocol and have me interview right away, to begin work pretty quick, at a good place with a

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