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I am still getting weird yahoo messages on ads and their greetings. Extremely weird stuff. I started feeling concerned I guess, when I walked out tonight. Yeah, I was thinking about going in to see if someone would give me at least a few Valium for over time because I am not disabled and yet I have no other way to pay for things.

I went to the clinic, and on the way, I don't know. Weird stuff with people passing again. I feel I'm doing something wrong. I'm very afraid of jeopardizing someone who is a good person. I worry someone made too much about what I wrote about ama and I just worry. I worry about things. I want justice from God's doing, not mine or anyone else and to just have my son back and no more harassment.

I really don't know. I sensed something good and feel peace but also feel this unknowing. I think where it comes to regular people, I don't have an issue, or don't need to press anything unless someone has directly hurt me or my son.

Today I heard this song my Dad played for my mom all the time and it worried me to think about my parents. Even though I don't agree with a few things, and don't understand, I still love them and worry about them.
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I went to the clinic but my computer started overworking a little, where it affects my health, and then I also couldn't get onto their network--it said limited or no connectability and yet the strength was excellent. People were fine, and nice, but I didn't want to stay unless I was able to blog or contact someone if needed. I really just need this reassurance for my own protection, in case, without a witness, something weird happens or is said, or who knows.