Psychiatrist

The only thing that flashed to mind about this guy, just now as I was writing, was "baseball" and he doesn't even look like a baseball player and I can't imagine it's a popular sport in Texas.

I wasn't tryng to get anything for him though. It might have been something else passing through. I also saw a lot of wires, when he was in military service. Tying up or twisting or doing something with lots of wires. But that was without focusing or trying to do any mental clearing or praying to get insights possibly.

Someone like him, who is into computers and goes into military, if he's going into psychiatry, probably got to a point where he was interested in figuring himself out.

If I were to guess, not as a psychic, but to make wild natural human guesses, I would say his mother was a big influence on him and his father wasn't around as much. His mom is probably a big deal in some way. whose mom isn't?

artillery came to mind but i think of artillery people being taller and thin, so they can slink around. i don't know how tall he is, but shorter would be good too i guess, less noticeable.

anyway, unless i really feel inspired, or pray first (which i've not done) i think it's dangerous to try to make wild guesses about a psychiatrist bc if i am mistaken, even once, even if i'm usually or most often right, i'm screwed in their eyes bc they don't believe it.
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randomly, not having anything to do with him, dionne warwick comes to mind, cadmium to mind, cinnamon rolls, jeep cherokee.

anyway, just ideas i could use for a poem i think...brainstorming, free thinking...
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On one hand, I wouldn't want to do PET scan because of the radioactive tracer, but now, the more I think about it, the more I believe it would benefit me, from a historical perspective. Because it would be a hard copy record of objective evidence and if today they're saying it eliminates or proves mental illness with 80% accuracy, in 10 years, they could look at the same scan and have better knowledge and experience and interpretation and say, "Now we have learned more, we see that there is zero evidence of mental or chemical imbalance or disturbance and therefore we can effectively exclude any kind of mental illness and now realize what this woman was writing about was not delusional or imaginary. She was telling the truth and doing too good of a job at it."

Ugghh...getting a migraine today. it's been several days since my period ended and it just kicked up today so I'll probably have to go in for a shot. my period went onto a different schedule...maybe the woman upstairs is the dominant one and my periods are now aligned or matching hers. who knows but they're on a different course now. i hate migraines. you know what else i hate? i hate liars!