Retraction & Clinic

I should erase what I just wrote, about my son, because the last visit, while there were a few things like his being tired, he didn't seem as brainwashed as usual and seemed fine. I am not going to guess anything like scent on his breath, unless it's really obvious, and the one time it was and this last time, should say nothing.

I wonder too if he's on any medications and the state and my aunt haven't told me. There are a lot of things that should have been done for discovery that these lawyers I've had, haven't done.

In general, I prefer the clinic and there is no difference really, because the same doctors that work here, work over there. It's not like it's all different people. They're all the same. And at least Dr. Freed said if I wanted to be a nurse and do practicum there, I could, and the other hospital never even responded to my inquiry. If I were going to work somewhere, it would be at the clinic, because I have been given more grace there. I've had some crazy things happen there but I don't blame it on the clinic or director.

There have been just specific individuals at either clinic, who make it harder for everyone else.

So I went to the other clinic, to just get electrolytes and CBC or bloodwork done. The nurse took me in and I wanted to undress myself, in private and she said, "Okee-doke" and left but then came in and said they'd do the labs. I figured at least I don't have to worry about the color of my bra going all over town. I took it off in private and stuffed it in my bag.

Do I think I'm dying? No, but I have had a history of both anemia and of abnormally low potassium and if something is off, I need to know how to correct it before it's worse and then it really becomes a major issue.

They put me in roomm 12 with a big turquoise magazine cover and Cindy Crawford.

On the way from one clinic to the next, I stopped at this new place for toys for kids, which I had promised my son I'd do. I told the owner I would a blog post about it so people know about it and where it is. It's a library of toys for kids, where you can check things out and then return them, which is a great idea. I thought it was free though, and it's not, but got information about it at least. It's not really expensive either, so I'll write about it. I saw this maze puzzle I wanted to take for my son but I'll have to wait a little bit.

I also saw some guy pulling out of the parking lot in a gold colored car, as I was walking from the other clinic to the bookstore and wondered who it was bc they kept a hand to the side of their face while passing. Not a bad vibe at all and I was just curious.

Musings...I've been thinking still about being Welsh. Not much to think about but I've been wondering if I AM related to the same Davis's that Diana was related to. Who knows. Then thinking too about this Brown guy, who I pulled up when I was trying to find info on that name but in no connection, I got Queen Victoria too and she was an outstanding artist. I never knew this. I guess artists run in the family. The wiki page had her drawings of Mr. Brown & horses. I don't like the furry pelt thing over the groin so much (in photos). My eyes widened. I also started to wonder about this New Hall thing. The place is amazing...I wonder if there is still any right to it! Probably not since it's no longer an inherited thing and now it's a hotel. Somehow, I guess, Mary Margaret was in line to it. I looked some things up and found a Sutton or two, but don't know how to do it in order. Of course, with the Hoover guy I wondered if we're related to Herbert Hoover or Edgar!

I've met some people lately who are also into genealogy, which is sort of fun. It's fun to see if ancestors had the same interests as the living relatives today.

When my blood was drawn, it looked really really dark. Darker than I usually see it coming out when it's been drawn lately. Which I guess, is good. There were times it came out SO bright red though. Very weird. This time it was very very dark, pretty fluid and then it had a foam. No bubbles, but a foam on the top. Which I haven't seen before.

I'm tired now, and going to rest a little bit.