Saturday, March 6, 2010

Sad Vibe

I have felt a pretty good constant vibe for awhile and then tonight something is sad. I think I'm picking up on someone else's mood, but it makes me wonder if I am right too, with what direction I'm thinking of.

I also felt sorry for my son because I called over there and he was really happy to hear from me and then my aunt took the phone from him when he wanted to talk to me. She said he gave her the phone but I could tell that wasn't the truth. She took it right out of his hands when he was happily announcing to everyone that it was "mama". He sounded so happy to hear my voice!

When my aunt lies like this, I really start to wonder. I heard some man in the background but it wasn't my uncle. It was some other man laughing and it wasn't my cousins either. I know how they sound and it wasn't any of them.

I guess I just felt sorry for my son again. My love for him drives me to consider every possible option for finding a way to get him back, even if through unorthodox but legal means. I absolutely love him and know that it is possible, perhaps through a combination strategy, to come up with what I need to do.

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