small image & lucky guess

I was saying a small prayer about things in general, and had a very quick flash of someone and I think it was actually William of Wales but don't know why he would flash up. I wasn't thinking or praying about anything to do with them at all. Just praying protection for my family and son to return to sender anything bad. That sort of thing.

And if it wasn't him, it was someone that looks like him, but I had the impression him, yet his hair looked blonder and he was in a van I think or some vehicle, and driving to the right and bright blue shirt on. I saw this color shirt on another guy today and I don't know that this has anything to do with recent times or not. I didn't get that the vehicle was beige, like a beige military van. It was white, or a standard car color, but not, for example, camo or beige I don't think. He had both hands on the wheels and was leaning forward and laughing or smiling and surprised or something.
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I had a lucky guess this morning at a woman's place, and he was wearing a plain shirt but it was his color and I said it looked good on him and he said he got it from his Dad. I then had this impression of his Dad traveling to all these tropical places, and so I asked him, "Did your Dad do a lot of traveling?" and he said, "in the past." and I said, "Like a lot of different places? like different countries not just U.S.?" and he said, "Yes, he was in the Navy" and I got "military" but didn't want to say it and assume bc I mainly just saw traveling in tropical places. So I then said, "A lot of tropical places?" and he said "Japan, you know, Vietnam." I said, "Oh, I didn't know bc I wouldn't know if it was WWII or Vietnam" (really didn't). But I guess I was right, however I sort of was getting S. American places too, for his Dad, and I didn't ask but maybe I will another time.
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Then, I saw this older man, walking by today and I thought "Is this the same guy?" because last night at one point I did get an impression of some older man with tubes up his nose and when this man walked by, i saw him carrying a respirator and it looked like the same face, but I didn't see anything in his nose. Then he got closer and it was just so clear I couldn't see. I was thinking he had the tube in his neck somehow, but no, he DID have it in his nose! So he walked by and I said, "I know THIS guy has to have been military" and he grinned.
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RIght after I posted this much I lost my connection to the wifi and started getting a very bad connection to something else. BAD vibe.
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So I was trying to finish, I went up to this older man and I don't know that he's friend or foe at all, but I know he figures in my life somehow. And he was wearing a hat that said "Buchannon" on it and white and blue and then I said was he in military and he said he was, Navy. I said he must be intuitive or have a psychic ability or worked in intel and he said "I don't know what you're talking about". I said what did you do and he said, "Clerical" and I said, "As a cover!" and he grinned. That was it. I don't know for sure that my image last night was of THAT guy but I thought it was very close, if not. I saw the things up the nose.
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As for the other guy's Dad maybe I thought S.America because I saw tropical and jungle stuff. But more than one place. His name was Aaron. The guy whose Dad did this.
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I have a bad feeling about something. I think it's connected to my son too. This other kid came along and I had this weird feeling that he's picked on MY son before or something. I don't know what. Maybe not. He was really cute but he was dancing like my son and then when I shook his hand, I shook the right one and then his left one, never done that before but I noticed he had been, in that very minute, using his left hand, but his left hand had all these white lines from cuts on his wrist. Like a cutter would almost, but he was only 7. And when I left, for some reason, I had a very, very, bad feeling. About 10 minutes ago and right now it is 3:43 p.m. PST and I was at the State offices.

There was this other guy in there too, white, who I had a bad feeling from. He looked fine but he was up to no good. Asked if I liked my laptop or where I got it, and his friend had been asking the same thing and how my connectionn was at the same time I lost it.
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I feel I need to discontinue my disability benefits too.

I found out that this letter I was told would NOT go into records, DID go and that WAS being covered up yesterday! and it went in, per the supervisor's instructions, those of Donna Titleman, the one who I saw putting papers in her desk or something and something red. The date stamp on it was the 22nd of April.

They said I could take it out so I did, but I don't know how this is affecting other things. I am told my unemployment claim will still be processed but I have to make sure. I also don't know how anything and everything affects my son, bc I would rather take no money at all until he is with me, than take a little bit and have some group winning some bet or who knows what...having it affect my son in any way that is negative at all.
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I had an image this morning, when I asked about something that happened last night and this morning, early, I asked God and I got "snail". Snail? So I thought computer but that wasn't what it fit in what I was asking. I had asked God a specific question and I got snail and then remembered this snail that someone put on my locker when I was in jr. high. It was a magnet. So I don't know if it's code or not for something--still figuring out how I get what I get and why.
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I will write more later. Trying to get more done today first.
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I haven't specifically prayed for my son today or anything but need to. The sun is shining nicely right now and it's not very hot out.

I sort of got a few more impressions...testing it out. First I sat next to this guy, after a server told me the red cup was too small and not to take that one and it made me think about peple read everything I write and even on the East Coast and I can't remember even where I put all of my writings but I didn't mean everything I wrote--some of what I wrote, I wrote, pissed off or knowing people, including that person, was accessing what I wrote, even if it was under a different name.

So then I was sitting by this person and I figured he was from Seattle and asked, "where are you from?" and he said "Seattle". I knew he wasn't from this town. Then I asked if he spent time in Portland, Oregon. I had this feeling, he knew someone who used to know me. Then I had the name Sarah come to mind and asked if he knew "a Sarah" and he said he knew 2. I asked if he was close to one in particular. He said his buddy's girlfriend was "Sarah" and I said, "So what's the deal? you have the hots for your buddy's girlfriend?" and he said No and shook his head but he started to BLUSH. He kept blushing. Then I said, "You're blushing" and he kept shaking his head. I asked if he was going to a music concert in Portland and he said he used to go there all the time for music and that he was going there tomorrow. For a car show.

Then, I went to the bookstore and this woman came in looking sort of weird so I figured she wouldn't care if I was weird and asked her a random question out of the blue. I asked if she knew a Karen and she said she knew of 3 karens, one who became Karen Garrett. She then was talking about stuff and her work and her favorite job and after she'd talked awhile I said, "What about a Patricia or a Pam?" and I got a "Pam" or "Pamela" first but then second guessed and thought maybe she knew my aunt Pat. She told me Pam was the one who got her the favorite job she'd just been telling me about, and she'd been one of her best friends for over 30 years.

Finally, after this, I decided to pull over this guy who works at the bookstore whom I've never really talked to and never heard anything about. He was telling me later though, that he knows a 7 yr. old girl who can guess the right card from a whole stack of cards, 50% of the time, whether it's spades, queens, hearts, diamonds, whatever. Because I asked him if he'd allow me to try to guess something about him. So he said sure and after I asked how right I was and said 50% at least? and he said I was pretty much right about most of it and then brought up this girl.

But the first thing is I asked him to just randomly start talking about something and when he did, I looked at his name tag and it said "Zeb" and I said, "Jeremiah. Do you know a Jeremiah?" and he said no and I said, "Because I looked at your name tag and then thought Jeremiah" and he said, "My full name is Zeboriah so that's pretty close." Then the next thing I got, was this sort of impression, but not like an "image" like I get, but an impression of an older woman in a nursing home. I thought maybe his mom even though he is pretty young. I said, "Was your mom in a nursing home?" and he said no and she works at Home Depot and I said, "Hmm. Nursing home or home depot..no, I thought it was a nursing home. What about someone else, a grandma or someone here?" and then he said his grandma had been in a nursing home in Longview until last summer when she died. I said did he go there or ever see it? and he said no, and I said, "Did you mom?" and he said his mother was there for the last 2 weeks of his grandma's life. Then I had "starsky and hutch" come to mind and he said he knew it was a series and movie but he wasn't really into it. I said it must have been a crossed wire bc I didn't know why this came to mind. He said a lot of people were looking at movies, so maybe. I said, what is it about again? and he said it was about 2 cops. He said one was by the rules and book and the other was sort of a hippie and into women. I said oh, and didn't know why that came to mind at all. Then, I asked if he'd done any sting operations involving liquor like underage drinking stuff but I knew someone who did this so didn't know if that affected me. He said he caught people when he worked at the 76 station so sort of but that was it and he never sold to underage bc you can lose your job over it.

Then I said, "Have you seen a lot of James Bond movies?" oh, I asked this before the liquor sting thing. He said he'd seen most of them. Then finally I thought I got something about zebra stripes so I said, did anyone ever give you zebra stuff? and as soon as I said this, I thought about his name, which is Zeb, but I saw the pattern rather than getting a nickname for his name. So he said he had a good friend he knew for a long time who called him Zebra but he couldn't remember being given anything that was Zebra or Zebra stripes. So I said thanks, and he told me about the girl. And that was it!

But fairly interesting. THe one guy at the sub plave wnated to know why I asked, and I said I knew it made me sound strange but I was working it out, and then would go back to "normal" or sounding normal. But you have to ask questions and it's not fishing either. If I hadn't told him name tag and jeremiah, he might have never told me about the full version being zeboriah. And I saw his Mom in a nursing home but might have gone nowhere with it if I hadn't continued to ask about others and then we discover his mother was in a nursing home, but it was for his grandmother.

So, I have heard about "fishing" and I know about general stuff too, but it helps to clarify why certain things are coming to mind. Sometimes, it's so precise, and other times, pretty general and then and now I feel I get something from "out there" somewhere and I don't know where or who it's coming from all of the time. I just know it's not a hallucination and I know I'm not mentally ill because I have these impressions...it's just different and I don't always know myself, all about it and wouldn't know, unless I was able to talk to someone about it maybe and get a confirmation. And probably, I'm sure now and then I'm wrong or it's something coming from somewhere else. This blond woman walked in when I was talking to Zeb and I got "Andy" and I asked if he knew an Andy or Andrew and he said no and I said it must have come from somewhere else, maybe the woman who walked in, or who knows.