definition of luck

I think some group thinks I'm at the end of my luck or something. Really interesting. I am not prepared to say my luck is at an end.

Then someone came in--nice guy. We talked for a little while and then I said I needed to find an outlet and he looked for me and said he thought I was out of luck. I asked God where outlets would be and found them. Two on the far wall under a painting. I said, "Not yet--spy eyes"
and then he was leaving.

It's some painting of a stag by a stream. It's actually not bad.

I went to this one place, a train station, and some acted like this was a bad thing. I had had someone tell me they were hiring. So it was no big deal that I went there today. If I have people intentionally messing with my internet connection so I'm unable to apply online as I should have been able to, of course the logical thing is that I will go to the local station.

What is so great about that?

I swear, there are people who really are psychic or who are blessed by God and then there are bona fide cheaters.

Then I went to the cafe I always go to, which is again no big deal when it is logical that if I have a habit of always going to the same place, I would go there. People who see me every day over here have a strong advantage in predicting where I will go at any given moment. I'm on foot, so don't travel far, and then have predictable habits and needs.

So I am always surprised when some act like the clouds have parted and The Son has smiled in their favor. It's not a miracle. It's not anything big. It's normal.

So anyway, then I was at the cafe and suddenly all these people are wearing black and orange like the colors of the train station. Which I am so weirded out by.

The people all in the cafe were Gonzaga lawyer people and some others so I left. When everyoone came in wearing black and orange, I was ready to leave. I didn't have the feeling at all they were on my side.

I think maybe someone thinks that I have no chance to get my son back or something. Because it is this very weird vibe and thing going on in the town. If anyone thinks I am just "out of luck", I would watch for the unexpected, because just as someone is telling me I am out of luck, I am finding the hidden outlets in the wall in one snap second.

All of my exes were connected to eachother in some way, and they are all gone so there really isn't anything I am going to do about that.