I Want My Son Returned (youtube to follow): UPDATED

I want my son returned. I asked my parents if anyone had talked to them about this. They said no. Which goes to show, why would anyone try to negotiate with my parents anyway? instead of talking directly to me? This is what the U.S. has done with me, even when I was in jr. high living with my parents. Always using my parents. I want my son returned. So I asked if they thought a hunger strike would do any good. They said no, you'd be locked up. I said, "Not if I first showed the world how I really am, normal, on youtube." They said my blog makes me sound bad but I said, "You can't judge someone by a blog. That is a piece of writing at one point in a day, that has nothing to do with talking to someone in person and finding out if they're normal or not." So I said maybe I will just put myself on youtube to the entire world, "Not showing implants with a scarf and scary (to some) music, but me just talking, and then after I establish there is nothing wrong with me, I will go on my hunger strike and publish it to the world, day by day." I guess I could add more CTs first, possibly, or, given the distress I've been in for almost a decade, and most importantly in the last 7 years, I could go on youtube beginning very soon. I want my son returned. My son and I were tortured, this country has tried to use me and my son as bait, and we are still being tortured. My son was kidnapped from me and this country concealed evidence of all the crime that led up to it. The entire CPS case is a fraud. ************** I tried making a video but I have to do it over. I've never talked to a camera before and it feels unnatural so I kept looking at other things and forgot to look into the lens. I looked into the lens only a couple of times, so it's not good for eye communication. I will upload something later. The weirdest thing I noticed, was that I kept thinking, who do I remind myself of? It was so strange--I don't even watch a lot of Hugh Grant, and it was like I was his own sister. Mannerisms, facial expressions, everything. I've never even cared for him that much. I mean, yes, I like him, and he's very good, but I wasn't like some people over him. I watched myself and it wasn't my Mom, or anyone in the U.S., UK or elsewhere except for Hugh Grant and then I noticed my son picks up on one of my mannerisms. How I got Hugh Grant I have no idea--I've seen his movies (repeated or not) maybe 4-8 times total?