Friday, September 30, 2011

Another Murder By U.S.A. & Fox News

They murdered another man in Pakistan or wherever. This cleric. There was nothing wrong with him. I just saw a clip of him from the t.v. and I got a good vibe from him. Nothing bad or mean-hearted about him. I don't know anything about him, but the feeling I had just by seeing him for a few minutes, was that he had a gentle and careful personality. I mean, he looks like someone who would never deliberately torture another person. Maybe he would kill to defend himself or his family, out of self-defense, but he's not a torturer.

It's like there is no war, and the U.S., or someone in the U.S., is just finding random excuses to be putting all time and energy into hunting down people who are not that bad, and were probably people the U.S. supported for a long time, and knew.

I think what's happening is war crime.

Just because someone calls for a jhihad from another country, and makes one statement or a few, isn't an excuse to have the entire military putting all their money and resources into hunting people down one by one.

There are so many other things to do, and bigger dangers, and many of them INSIDE of our country and they're not Muslims, they're regular U.S. citizens getting away with torturing people like my family. Muslims are not torturing my family. I'm not saying a few wouldn't, or might be bribed, but they are not the ones who are into torture.

I didn't think that man they just killed looked bad at all. And again, that's not saying I know anything about him, but of all the horrid, mean people in the world, why exactly are we spending money to go after people like him?

So what's the deal...someone from another country calls for "revolution" against the U.S. and we put a hit on them? If someone from France, for example, has a bunch of U.S. soldiers occuping their own houses, and they won't move, and leave them alone, and they say, "It is our moral responsibility to defend ourselves, our land, and our religion", that's an excuse for the U.S. to KILL them?

How about this scenario...Let's say the U.S. tells this Frenchman, "Hey, we know this English guy is trying to kick your entire family off of your own property, when we know it's yours." The frenchman says, "Yes, and they want to take a lot of our property and other things too..." so the U.S. says, "Well, we don't believe the English should be raping your people or trying to steal you from your own houses, so we're going to give you arms so you can protect yourselves okay? and we'll give you training too. Because we can see that you are defenders of women who are raped and children who are suffering from war..."

So the frenchman says, "Yes, thank you. That's all we want. We didn't try to take THEIR land, we just want to protect what's ours already and maybe, what do you want if you help us?"

The U.S. says, "All we want, is good trade with you. You have good property here and if we keep the English out, we would like to have a good trade if that's okay."

The frenchman says, "Thanks be to God, that you have come. We are happy to work with you, and honored to have you help us as partners. Consider us to be your friends. Children! come meet this good American man and his whole group of people who are going to help us and want to work with us maybe!"

So the U.S. helps the French to fight off the English, just to help the French protect what they already own and not get killed off. And they are friends, the French and the Americans. And then all of a sudden, one day, the Americans that were helping the French say, "We decided we're going to stick around."

The French say, "What do you mean? you don't like the housing we have provided for you and shared? is there something wrong with our food? did we offend you?"

The Americans say, "No, not at all, we're just going to live here for awhile and talk about our trade ideas."

The next thing they know, the Americans are bringing over women from America wearing skimpy shorts and tops. And then journalists are going over to France and flying back to the U.S. to report "horrible treatment of women" after the French just teamed up together to defend all these women who had been raped by another group.

No one in America does this kind of thing for their own women, in their own country. When is the last time a bunch of American men went together to protect all the women from being raped? We have police officers who sit and laugh about it and smear the women instead.

So these noble men who are defenders of their people, who have a gentle demeanor and have been friendly and worked with the U.S., and offered hospitality and jokes and who fought together at times...all of a sudden, they're being made fun of, and called terrible men. Terrible men who "oppress women". Then it gets worse and worse and still the U.S. isn't leaving. They're hanging around and the French are saying, "We are so thankful to you for our work together and we are your friends. But we would like to use the land you're on now and we want to protect our own people now. Some of our values are different and we respect you, but we want our people to be raised with our beliefs.

Then, tensions get worse. Someone is stirring up more trouble. More and more trouble. And everyone gets defensive. All of a sudden, with all this bad news about them, they say, "We want you to go now." The friends, the American friend, doesn't leave.

"Nah, we need to stay here."

Finally, after a decade or more of being harassed and pushed from their own territory and having their religious views being mocked by the U.S., they say, "It is our moral responsibilty to defend our people and our beliefs."

This is the same thing any normal group would do.

And then the American friend says, "We are going to kill them now."


The American friend says, "We are going to kill them because they SAID they should kill us if we don't leave their land. So, we don't WANT to leave their land. We want to stay (even though it isn't ours). Instead of letting them talk about killing us, we're going to stay on their property which we just said we were helping them get back for themselves, and then we're going to kill off all the people who want to defend themselves."

Oh, and even though there is no real war, the American friend tells all the other Americans that they must put hits on all these guys over there because if they don't, we'll all be obliterated.

It's almost like when a bad lawyer tells everyone that if they don't torture a family, the family might sue and everyone will be penniless and in jail for life, scaring people to get them riled up against an innocent group.

So, if we don't put hits on these guys, they'll kill us? What about the part where we said we were going to help them get their property back and then instead, we have people who refuse to leave?

All they wanted is for the Americans to not occupy their territory. They thought we were friends.

How many days until a guest is a pest? 3. That's according to the Old Testament at least, or Miss Manners. The point is about not wearing out your welcome.

If you're helping a country, you help them like you said, and then give the property back or let them take it back and then you open the doors for friendly trade.

Is there any reason the U.S. needs to stand on the oil ground? If the trade negotiations are friendly and they are helping eachother, why does the U.S. have to occupy a part of their land?

It would be like someone inviting you over to help chase off people who are torturing your family on your own property. Maybe it's just 5 acres. You want them off your property and they're trying to take your whole house and they're vicious. So you accept the offer from a neighbor, to help you defend yourself. All of a sudden, this neighbor puts a tent on your land. You say, "I thought we were going to trade apples for oranges but you just put a tent? right in the middle of my farming plot? this is where I was going to put seed to grow food for my family. And you brought that woman to your tent and I don't want my children seeing a woman going in and out of your tent wearing things like that. It's not good for our beliefs."

The American friend says, "Maybe you should cover your women up more and be more religious than before and no one will attack you again. Maybe if you are super religious, everyone will leave you alone and you won't have any problems. If I were you, I'd put a sack or some kind of garment over the woman's whole body and then, you see, you don't have to worry about troubles of rape or lust."

The Frenchman says, "Really? Hmmm. maybe we SHOULD be more religious. You're right. Maybe WE created the problem, just like you said, by not covering up our women more."

The American friends says, "Yes, it's a very good idea and then we would like to take photos of your women in burkas so we can show America how hard you all try to be good and pious and why we wanted to help you."

The Frenchman says, "Okay, that's a good idea maybe. Just don't show a photo with our whole burka and the woman's name okay?"

American friend says, "Yeah, don't worry. We want to help you. Really."

Frenchman gets the paper and sees the news and it's all about how horrible they are. But they still think they might be doing something right. Then they get violent, because, well, something really weird is going on now in France.

The men are becoming violent after feeling some kind of weird symptoms and they think it's bad health. These were peaceful, kind people and kind men, and they're turning into aggressive men. For one thing, they're being mocked. For another thing, the American friend pitched a tent in the middle of the land he was going to feed his family with. And finally, it's kinda weird, because no one is feeling good anymore. They don't know what it is, but they're having strange feelings and pain and don't know why. One gets a big zap to his head and thinks he's having a bloodclot in his brain. another one starts having severe pain in his lower back. And then some are getting viruses and other things. Some of their kids start doing weird things too. Finally, after the American friend doesn't leave and their country starts to insult them, they protest. For protesting and not wanting occupation, they get tortured by military technology.

The technology makes the men feel violent when normally they are not violent men. It was never their aim to invade the U.S., the U.S. invaded them! after being so nice! and they really want to not fight at all, but why can't the U.S. give them back what they own?

Give me back my son. He's not yours. You took my son and created a lie for an excuse for taking him and you tortured us.

Give us back our land. It's not yours. You took our land and created a lie for an excuse for taking it or occupying and now you're torturing us.

Give me back my son. He's not yours. You have made all these people think my family is something their not and you've defamed us and pushed us to do things we wouldn't even do normally, just to try to find a way to keep our family together and not be tortured.

Give us back our land. It's not yours. You have made all these people think my family is something they're not and you've shamed us and pushed us to do things we wouldn't even do normally, just to try to find a way to keep our family together and not be occupied or tortured.

Why don't we compromise? why are you stealing my son from me and lying about me and torturing us? If you want compromise, I'll even let you say I'm crazy, just to have my son.

Why don't we compromise? why are you stealing our land from us and lying about us and torturing us after being our friends? If you want compromise, we are willing to negotiate. We only want what's ours to begin with.

The American friend says: "Kill Them All". The American friend whispers to another group and says, "They say they want to negotiate but we'll make more money from contracts if we put hits on them. The other ones, we want to keep occupying because we make more money from that too and we're doing research as well. We can't start our research over in another country. We need to do it here."

Someone Smart says, "What is this over? they already SAID they'd trade with us and it's almost like you've intentionally tried to create a ficticious enemy. The only reason they're reacting is because their autonomy is not being respected."

A different American friend says, "This is wrong. What we are doing is wrong. We are showing the world that we create friendships to only destroy them. The objective is peace, not war and it's like someone forgot what this was about."

The American friend admits to his wife, "I suppose I've become greedier. But you see, Joe says that if we put a contract on that guy, he'll give me a 20% split on the profit, and it's good for the business too."

Friends says, "How much per head?"

American friend says, "Um, at least $100,000 and some of these guys we're making them worth more. If we make them sound more dangerous, the price on their head will go up. And then we get a cut out of the profits, so seriously man, think about it. Do you know how much money we could make off of this?"

Friends says, "What are we doing with the rest of them?"

American friend says, "We make money off of it. I mean, seriously, they get mad we killed one guy and then we have an excuse to put in more money and pay more to defend ourselves when they react."

Friends says, "Okay, good plan. It's all good!"

A different American friend has a few other friends and these Americans all believe what is happening is wrong. They knew these guys and they were generally good people. And they know what's been done to them. And they want to stand up for them because they know none of them deserve to be tortured or killed for wanting to protect and defend their own family and children in their own land.

"But!" says someone, "They'll kill you all! they want to bomb us and guess what?! YOUR NAME is on THEIR list."

A different American friend says, "I know that's not true because I am one of the few left that's tried to be loyal and not screw someone over after working with them and being friends."

By the way, they said they want to negotiate and have a talk about ending the conflict. They, the victims are the ones who want only what's theirs. And yet for some reason, the government is dragging it's name through the mud by wanting to torture and attack.

I guess people like me, who try to take advantage of the right to free speech, get tortured for saying the truth.

My entire family is tortured in our own country, and exploited, and made to look foolish and undignified, and we are blocked from normal income and even from having our family together.

My opinion here is only my opinion. My parents disagree or I guess I've never talked with them about it. But this is my feeling about things and I think I can be fair and impartial when I try to take a look at what the problem is.

Sometimes, there is no war. Sometimes, some guy in the military thinks if they don't create a small war they can contain, they and their guys will be molding vases at the pottery wheel. Since they can contain a small "conflict", they pursue this and make money off it, and leave the big wars alone, knowing that's the real danger, but they're too focused on making personal profits they forgot to look out for the best interests of the whole country.

The real war is inside the United States. The U.S. is torturing us. It's happening tonight as I write, right now. I am being tortured by the U.S., with U.S. military technology.

That is the problem. When U.S. officials think they can steal children from families and use them for research and to punish people they don't like, that's the real danger. It means something bad is brewing inside the country.
And with that someone lasered me for a full half hour and then stopped just before O'Reilly (from The O'Reilly show) said, from the t.v., at 6:30 p.m., "Let not your heart be troubled." And then it went to a commercial break.

That's from a scripture verse, "Let not your heart be troubled, if you believe in God, believe also in me; for in my Father's house are many mansions, I go to prepare one for you, and if I go, I will come again and receive you unto myself, so that where I am you may be also."

So anyway, who is using technology to fry me at will, just turn it on and then turn it off? sort of coordinating with the O'Reilly show comments tonight even. And of course he knows nothing about what is happening to my family, even though we've all been tortured since I wrote about him and Laura Ingraham and how they have an inside line into what is happening with my family.

"Let not your heart be troubled..." Sure it's not about the IRA which is funded in part by FBI?

It's like, okay, U.S. military controls this technology and they, what? let Bill O'Reilly know when they're turning it off or on?

Now some interesting commercials. One about something getting cold, and that's sort of what happens after you're tortured with a laser and then it stops. You get chills. Now, the second commerical about cold stuff. And one in the middle about buying "America", wild horses in Wyoming. Which reminds me of a place this one Irish guy wanted me to visit, in Wyoming--a horse ranch. It was an Irish guy I met in Blaine, who took my papers that I had where I wrote out a code language for myself.

I wonder if you can buy torture with $2 million a year.

Am I supposed to be afraid? or am I supposed to ask questions and hope some group helps me catch those who are torturing us?

They now have an ad about World Vision, which I used to donate to. About how someone gives all her food to feed children instead of herself and, oh, sponsoring a child from Zambia too. He talked about food, clean water, and something else and I saw my mom try not to flinch at the "clean water" part, about sponsoring a child to have clean water. I think the idea of "World Vision" as an insult is also significant when my mother has people lasering her eyes and trying to ruin her vision. Debbie Sweetwater-Burt had some newsletter on her desk the other day, that had a heading about World vision of some kind. It's Sean Hannity now.

He sat there and talked about children with a woman. He started saying he needed to step back and breathe with his kids and then she said, "Yeah, it's good to take the extra beats before going to work." (This said before 7 p.m.). Her comment about extra beats before to work seemed out of place, esp. when my Dad is being beat up before work or before I see him. Then he threw a football at the end saying see you Monday and made a flinching movement about 5 minutes after I wrote what my mom's reaction was.

Wouldn't it be, like, totally crazy, if someone were to find out, like, someone knew my son was being tortured and exposed to toxins and that my family was being tortured but they like to joke about it on public t.v.?

Debbie Sweetwater-Burt also had a lockbox sitting on the edge of her desk the day my parent's house was broken into when my mom was home. It was the same color as our door and was smudge with a substance that matched what was on the door and had this broken look to it, which is how the door was, it wouldn't close all the way anymore. This break in happened and then the next morning I went with my mom to the office and saw this sitting there, along with a copy of the World vision type newsletter. That was one day. On another morning, I went in with my mom and someone had let a dragonfly into the office to greet my mom, a huge one, flying around, and then had Asian people in SUVs parked around the corner, less than a block away, laughing. I said to someone, "Who DOES this?"

Do you want to meet real terrorists? Do you know how innocent some of them appear to be? You would never guess what a true terrorist looks like, and there are some women even, right here in Coquille.

I wonder what's going on that I don't know about. It's a great choice of commercial selection tonight.

My Parents: MK-Ultra Victims of Military & CIA

That's it.

I am tired of seeing my parents come home every day with some new mark of torture on their bodies. If they want to lie and say nothing is happening, they can go ahead and lie while their enemies force them to pretend to be "friends" and use them.

My Mom and Dad knew exactly why the U.S. took my son Oliver Garrett.

They used me and my brother in research for the United States, and they've been using my Mom and Dad for decades, since they were kids.

Someone found out, and started blackmailing them, or it was just that power changed hands and some group in the U.S., CIA and military, had my parents stand to the side as tell them to do whatever they wanted them to do.

The Catholic church and some of the Jewish DID want revenge. Mossad is most likely part of the reason Diana is dead, and I don't necessarily think it's the Israeli branch as much as their CIA connections in the U.S.

All of these people swarming around me at church, at work, at my house, and at college, after 1997, were Jewish. Some Catholics hated me from 1990, over this Robin Bechtold, at least his mom did, and then I had a lot of problems. Canada was always on our tail for some reason too, because I can think of different Canadians for some odd reason, that were in the periphery, but I didn't know why. I think Canada is great, parts of it. The other parts are still prejudiced against Protestants and did favors for the Catholic church and reform jews that had a problem with me.

My Mom and Dad have been used, by the federal government, since they were children. Someone figured it out and killed their firstborn child. Then, they decided to possibly assault me when I was a baby. They've used force and torture to control my family and these things started in Washington state, which is why MY son should NOT be there.

Patty's nothing new. She's part of the continuum from the 70s. She's been working for the same people since the 1970s and then added on a new line of credit. She's a horrible, horrible, person and she is someone who tried to sidle up to my mother and then told my Mom not to have anything to do with me, just like Barb Greenman did. Probably, because they guessed or knew, with their sick jewish friends, that I would be the one to expose them for what they are.

All that the U.S. military cares about is their own bottom line. They don't care about anyone else. They don't care about mothers and babies and they don't care about the people they've used in research since the 1950s.

Why would the U.S. care about ME and Oliver Garrett when they hold hundreds of Taliban and Al-Quada in detention centers for human medical experimentation? The jewish community aren't speaking out against it. Where's the big jewish rally call against "torture"? It's not there. Why? because torture done to THEM is "bad" and torture done to the Muslims or people who want to occupy Israel, is "good". They justify torture just to keep their territory, and it doesn't matter if it's right or wrong.

Which is why they bumped off Princess Diana and moved Kate and the Middletons into the house. It had nothing to do with Camilla, if you ask me. Camilla was always there and she wasn't going to go away. They had the Middletons lined up and the Middletons are connected to the Goldsmiths and the jewish side and as for Catholic stuff, I really don't know. All I know is that all of a sudden, there was some big "peace pow-wow" with the ushering in of the Middletons, so there is likely to be something there as well.

I don't think Diana had many, if any, real friends. She had people to laugh and talk with, but were they really friends? She felt sorry for Queen Elizabeth and thought she had no friends and really, the Queen just faced the facts straight on, which is what I have to do, and say, "fuck 'em".

The problem is, it's easier to say that when you're in a better position than I am. But at least the Queen knew, there is really no point to making friends when you can't trust anyone. Diana had this tag-a-long group that just wanted to pomp up their own appearances. Not ONE of the "friends" Diana had, ever did anything responsible with the "dossier" Diana gave them. I don't think she only gave it to Simone. If I were Diana, I would have given copies to more than one person and made it confidential. I wouldn't entrust something to just one person, a crackpot psychic, to be the keeper. Was Simone her best friend even? So, why have we not heard a peep from Brazil and Goldsmith about any dossier? they claimed they never got one? just the crackpot psychic gets the "Government Dossier." Diana was not a total idiot. Some of her so-called friends are lying.

Not all of the "gays" are good either. I met some very, very mean ones in Tennessee, with ulterior motives. Who they worked for, I don't know.

If Diana fired her entire staff and thought the police there, or government in UK, was "corrupt" they probably were. Just like when I say the government in the US is "corrupt", the U.S. continues to make my own point.

A corrupt government tortures people in their own country for no other reason than jealousy and pride.

The United States deliberately allowed me and my son to be tortured. It is THEIR responsiblity and they are accountable for what is happening. They let some horrible and cruel people who decided they hated me and my family, to turn an old "research program" into a maccabre plot of revenge, blackmail, and experimentation and torture of us.

To the public, the U.S. citizen thinks it's not possible in the U.S. They think harassment or revenge is possible, but they don't think mothers and babies get tortured by the military and CIA. Not in America--that's what we do to others, in the middle east or elsewhere, if it happens.

What they fail to notice, is that if you have enough people from the U.S. who have enough sadism to repeatedly torture others in other countries, it's all flesh and bones to them.

They don't distinguish between Grade U.S.A. Flesh & Bones and Grade Middle East Flesh & Bones. What they see, is a depersonalized body or target zone and they think nothing different about torturing U.S. flesh than they do any other kind.

If you like to fish, and you don't feel sorry for the fish if they're snapper, why would you feel differently about rainbow trout?

You don't. It's all fish to you. One suffering gaping mouth belonging to a trout doesn't make you reconsider after you've been killing and watching snappers gasp for air for years.

If someone says they want to do research in the U.S. in the same way it's done in detention centers or elsewhere, is it really that hard to find recruits? No, it's not.

They've seen plenty of women and children killed before and did nothing. Kept their mouths shut, so why would they speak up for Cameo and Oliver Garrett or her parents who live in the U.S.? They don't care. They don't see real people and they don't think about anything other than their paycheck and promoting their own families.

I've been reporting evidence, physical evidence of torture, and posted a few photos to prove it, just some of it, and what has been done?

I have tried to save my own son, and what did the U.S. do? Spend billions covering up their crimes. They have no legal grounds for keeping my son. At all. How much money has been spent making a cop out with a fraudulent CPS case? where the State and government has carefully assigned specific attorneys to my case, and paid them off to have the record bare and then lose.

Meanwhile, the U.S. imagines, with great delusion, that the "bond is broken" and no harm now is done. They are torturing my son. Or they think that I will skip the country and they can follow me around and try to spy through me (not with my consent) or use me somewhere else. I had someone tell me the entire reason the U.S. government decided to let me go back to live near my parents was because, "They want you to write a book."

If they want me to write a book, they only want me to write things from their side and they would never publish it or give me any money here. So it seems like what they really want, is for someone else to document U.S. military experiments for them and not pay me and then, of course, to then steal what I write, just as they stole my medical records and everything else. Then they could claim it was just my "crazy" testimony and writing and they don't have to admit it's documentation of military and U.S. government research.

The other way they get around getting what they want, is to have visitation monitors like Anne Crane, pretending to just be with CPS and nothing else. They get her to be able to document things like my interactions with my son after they tortured us both separately and wanted to see how we'd interact together.

It is the United States.

The United States took liberties to research my family and then when I made a few people mad, those people took advantage of this, and got their friends in charge and then tried to obliterate us.

I want my son back. My parents really didn't seem to care very much if I had my son with me or not, when I was first back here. They acted like no big deal, but then even worse happened and has probably been happening for my son.

Whoever tells my aunt to write email to me, has her writing things she would never write and Pablo wouldn't tell her to write this stuff either. It's things I talked about back in Oregon, when I was in litigation. They're now having my aunt write to say my son doesn't know any names of friends in school, and that his favorite class is P.E. That's not my son, and that's not what my aunt would write either. It's what someone like Chris Rozollo, or Goodman, would tell my aunt to write, or a kid or a gangster, trying to make my son sound dumb. And Goodman is not good. And neither was anything that happened last week.

Someone needs to sit down and talk about handing my son back over to me.

And by the way, Patty is completely tied to U.S. government and I was writing about her last night and started to write something out and then she called this morning and said something to my mother that had to do with it, which she wouldn't know unless a friend of hers monitored what I wrote on my blog in the middle of my writing it, before it is ever published.

The U.S. federal government is the responsible party for the torture of me and my son. It was their technology when we lived in East Wenatchee, and it is why I sounded crazy when I wasn't. They used this as an excuse to take my child from me. No one else does that. It was the U.S. and they knew about it and that's why they didn't want me to have any analysis done at their military labratories. They deprived me of my only son and wouldn't even do testing of what had happened.

It's like what they did in Knoxville, TN. They tortured me, and knew I was being tortured, and then when I called 911, instead of helping me, they threw me into a detention center, and THEY lied, and said I made an improper call. They then used this to their advantage to do research on me, in the detention center.

They lied about not having anything to do with torturing me and my son in East Wenatchee and did the same thing...blamed ME, knowing I wasn't mentally ill and that I was not to blame, and then they STOLE my SON from me and started using him for research and used me separately.

It's the exact same thing.

The U.S. has shown everyone that it thinks it can just randomly torture any given family, and then use this as an opportunity to take children away or the victims, and use them for even more research. It's a crime and they have been getting away with it because they are doing this by using the name of the United States in vain, for their cover.

They ruined my Dad's hands recently, knowing he uses them to play piano and play guitar, one thing he enjoys The U.S. already ruined my voice, knowing I could sing well and had a beautiful voice and that I liked singing.

They are destroying my family.

My mother had nothing wrong with her facial skin and then recently, they've been torturing her so her skin around her eyes will never be the same. My body has laser marks all over, courtesy of the U.S. My son and my mother, I've both witnessed them being forced to remove evidence of torture and forced to lie, or be tortured worse.

My aunt won't even tell me if my son's daycare provider is a protestant christian or not and if she's not telling me, then it means the provider is not. It means CPS forced my aunt to place my son in the home of someone whose religion is not my own. I have been very specific about my wishes for my son's upbringing and everything I would do for my son, has been undone and then they try to psychologically harm me by forcing my aunt to send email that makes my son sound like he doesn't remember any names.

My mom and dad have come home and sounded drugged, in the last few weeks, on a couple of occasions. Not like they were doing drugs, but like they'd been given Haldol or some other drug and haven't been themselves.

The U.S. military gave me all kinds of drugs and medications and allowed others to dope me up so it was impossible for me to attend to any of my college or legal matters. They weren't doing "new research". They already knew what the effects of these drugs were. They already knew what Haldol does, and already knew what effects other drugs would have on me and how I wouldn't be able to defend myself.

So it wasn't even an excuse of "new research". They just targeted me, with old techniques they already knew worked so they could protect their friends from having to deal with my paper defense for my case, and to steal my son from me.

Last night I wasn't even allowed to see what condition my parents were in. I was just told, "GET OUT!" when I was in for a short while and I didn't get to really see how they were doing. I don't think they were in very good moods.

I think the U.S. is trying to break my parents down to have them go crazy or is trying to make them self-destruct. All they've done is torture their own daughter before their eyes, torture them individually and show them no one will help them, and they've tortured my son and let my parents know about it.

I was in the house today and looked at a box that is my mother's and she used to keep jewelry on the top and important documents about genealogy on the bottom. I think it was this box, but it might have been a different one, but I think this one is it. It's cream colored and has gold etchings of a fleur d'lis, a lion pawing while standing on back legs, and a crown. Three different symbols and then the inside is a cornflower or powder blue. Sort of a french blue. Very pretty. She's had it ever since she was a teenager and I was a little girl. The top drawer had jewelry and then you removed the top part and underneath it was a bunch of papers and old black and white photos of Granny and Grandpa and even older photos than that. The last time I saw the genealogy papers and the photos, was when I lived in Moses Lake, Washington or even earlier.

I sat on the bed and looked at everything and asked what the papers were about and it was a detailed account of our geneaology and some important people we were related to. It had the information about Lady Godifya, and George Washington, and the native american ancestry, all of it, and how much of each thing and where each person was from. And then it disappeared, along with a diary from my great-great-great grandmother McQuery/McQuarry.

The last two days when I've gone out to see my Dad, all these horrible people have driven by and making terrible comments and making fun of me and my family, my Dad even, as a dog. And then I looked in this box and in the compartment where the papers and photos used to be, were matchbooks my mother would never buy for herself or pick out. I know my mother, and I know what kinds of things she'd buy for herself, and she would never purchase these items that were there unless she was being coerced and told to, and then told what to do with them.

They were matchbooks of dogs, and dog pins and things. Like, the joke was that someone stole my mother's genealogy papers and forced her to put things about dogs there instead. And then there was one, that I knew someone terrible picked out and it was of a man with another man hammering over the shoe saying, "I'll MAKE it fit!" like someone was forcing a shoe onto someone and being cruel. My mother would never choose this. And my Dad wouldn't think it's funny either. Neither of them has that kind of taste.

What's even worse, is that aside from taking away papers, diaries and photos that were important, and replacing it with mockery with dogs and some kind of characteture of a cinderella slipper, is that when I was visiting my son in Wenatchee, people there were forcing him to wear shoes that didn't fit him. They forced my aunt to do it and then Anne Crane, this Catholic visitation monitor, was putting my son's shoes on him backwards too.

They've made fun of my family and gotten away with torture.

I realized, someone has been stealing from my Mom and Dad since Moses Lake, Washington, at least, because that's when the diary disappeared, and the contents of the box. And we didn't leave Moses Lake, WA until I was 15 years old and some Canadian family moved in at the same time we were moving out. I was 13 years old when I found the diary. Then it disappeared, and then we moved when I was 15.

The box is cream colored, with the 3 different symbols, and then it's criss-crossed in a diamond pattern in gold.

When I went to Patty's car the other day, when she dared to drive over here after I reported her for harming my mother, I only looked in on her side. I didn't see what she was showing my mom that bothered my mom so much. So I went back out to look and see what my Mother was looking at from that angle and it was a huge bag of dogfood called "Diamond Dog" and then a bag next to it with a shoe poking out, like a ballet slipper style. I don't know what the rest of the contents were. However, it seems to me that Patty's knows what's in the box that belongs to my mother, what's there now. She was certaintly the one with my mother when my mother went for a "day away" with Patty and bought corn cob holders that look like dildos, which my mother would never, ever, buy. She put them on the ear of corn she was forced to buy, after her eyes had been lasered and were glazed with shock, and I later found out the brand she'd been told to buy was called "Super Sweet". Super sweet, just like Debbie Sweetwater-Burt, accomplice. As sweet as what Kathy Hathaway brings for my mother to drink.

What's becoming obvious, is that Patty has been through all of my mother's things (as a friend, right) and then has allowed others to socially mock my mother while she and her friends play games and then torment us all.

She's not a good person. She's not. Nothing will ever, ever, convince me otherwise. I don't care if someone told me she has never been catholic, has no one jewish in her family, and is straight out of generations of protestants. If that were the case, I would say after knowing someone like her, I can fully understand why someone wouldn't want to have anything to do with christians, if people like Patty were their first experiences of meeting one. She's hiding something though. More than I know, but she is definitely hiding more than my parents even know.

This diary disappeared when I was 13 years old. I saw it when I was 13 and read it, and remembered everything and it's what inspired me to keep a diary myself. But it was only a few weeks later, after telling people about it, about this diary I'd found, that it disappeared. My mom said it was put away somewhere else but for some reason I knew it was gone. And it never resurfaced, ever. I had sort of made fun of it, laughing and saying how she shot a lot of rabbit, and game and things, and I remembered I looked over at my Mom and her feelings were sort of hurt because it was part of our heritage, the Irish part. (I used to think Scottish but it was maybe Irish because she wrote about the Irish in Wenatchee later and maybe she was Irish, not sure). But then I wanted to see it again and it was gone and no one ever saw it again. It was the first time I ever remember anything significant disappearing into thin air, that belonged to our family. My mom kept saying she had put it up or somewhere else but I knew it wasn't true and then it never showed up. She wouldn't show it to me because it was gone.

My mother showed up at the house after being with Patty and Patty's friend, and they had tea I guess (supposedly) and talked. My mother was apparently given a couple of magazines, one "simple and delicious" and the other with a tag from "Carole Campbell".

I think maybe someone didn't like what I saw about the man being shot in the back. Y'think? because my mother's eyes got lasered around that time. Right after I said this. And then my mom came home and licked her fingers, which she never does. That's clearly something someone has instructed my mom to do because it's nothing she's ever done as long as I've known her.

I asked God to show me something about Patty and I'm sure He will, in time. One thing I got, was Patty leaning over someone, behind them, with her hands on their head or neck, and I think they were throwing up. She looked mean and she was standing behind the person, not in front, and they were on their knees or bent over or something.

She's getting protection from corrupt police here. Any officer here who says he knows my parents, is not someone I trust. If he knows my parents, he wanted to get close to them and just they are left to be tortured. So what's the motive in knowing my parents at all?

I also realized the mean woman's face I kept seeing, that looked like Christine Gregoire might be either her, or Patty. When Patty had her sunglasses on and was driving up the drive, and smirking at me as she left my mother with dark eyes again, I thought, "That's the face".

Crude Conversation at Library

Every single day I go to the library, after I'm here for a few minutes, people start coming and in making conversation with the librarians here. Today they are talking about:

"The bull gets it the fastest" and "There will be CHUNKS blowing out and just blasting" and "Yeah, and the heart can just explode and there's nothing you can do about it." That's the librarian named Jordie Lindegren.

She and Elizabeth have been the ones to talk loudly about all these horrible things. Now Jordie said, "Yeah, okay, hit me." and Elizabeth responded with, "We need to take a machete to them."

Yesterday, they talked about exploding hearts, people dying, how horrible it was to kick kids around, and on and on about electrical currents and how people can die with very little warning.

On of the librarians is Elizabeth Rivera. She approached this Spanish man who was sitting next to me the day before yesterday, who is always here, and after they started talking about how there was a man they knew that was going to have problems with his heart and the pressure wouuld be so bad he would need a hospital (right in front of me), she then started talking about how if they say anything, well they know people who can just lock them up and put them in jail. And then when I made a comment, Elizabeth continued and said next week was going to be much worse for this man. I asked what church they went to and they both said it was the Catholic one in town or that they were raised Catholic.

When I walked into the library after finding out about Debbie Sweetwater-Burt, Patty Otterbach, and Kathy Hathaway being part of a team that's been torturing my mother, she looked afraid of me, as if I might know more but I haven't talked to any of these people. I just sit here minding my own business and trying to work and they start talking about all kinds of horrible things.

It's not just normal library talk about books. These 2 women, in particular, have gone out of their way to be verbally harassing in the library while I'm there and then approach people who come in and talk with them about horrible things in front of me. They're not talking about normal administrative stuff and different books. They're harassing and it borders on being threatening or intimidation.

After I said something in response, in front of the Spanish guy Elizabeth had been talking to, the next day, which was after I reported assault against my parents and the cop McNeilly was on duty, my Dad's hands were all gnarled and red from being tortured.

And this woman Elizabeth was standing there saying it was going to be "worse" next week, for this man.

There is something wrong with these people.

I have done nothing rude or mean back. I finally said something the day before yesterday, as an aside about how how exploding hearts can almost be as dangerous as being sedentary at the library and that was it. They were going on and on about how people can just bleed out, from hearts that explode under the pressure and I said, "Yeah, sort of like how some people can bleed money when there are lawsuits and that sort of thing."

I haven't ever met any librarians that have carried on like this before, with no thought or care at all, about who hears them. They don't even care what they sound like. And then other people they know, I guess, have been coming in to make bizarre conversation with them at the same time.

This is the kind of town my parents are trapped in.

Now the Spanish guy Elizabeth chats with about tortured men has arrived and I'm not staying.

Right To Reasonable Representation

right to reasonable representation

Friday, December 19, 2008

Cassel and Wellbaum Refused To Mail Me Court File

I still have not received any discovery from either Cassel or Wellbaum, even though I asked BOTH of them to mail me my case file and copies of everything they had for my case.

I got a box from CPS, and nothing, absolutely nothing, to this day, from Cassel and Wellbaum, even though I sent each of them multiple emails.

I didn't have copies of my case file prior to any Contested Sheltercare hearing and I didn't have copies of my case file prior to Fact Finding, even after I repeatedly asked them to mail me the records. I have a right to copies of the case file, and neither Cassel OR Wellbaum gave me my file.

It was never mailed to me at any address, and I never got an email from Cassel or Wellbaum, indicating they HAD mailed me my case file.

They didn't even make an attempt to let me know one way or the other, if they were trying to send me the file.

I was told to go pro se, last minute, and I was without discovery from CPS and I was without my own case file from Cassel and Wellbaum. I had no idea what the allegations and medical records contained because I didn't get copies. Long after the case was decided in favor of the state, I finally got a box from CPS, but nothing from the public defenders.

Thursday, September 29, 2011

New Evidence Of Torture on My Mom

My mom left to "work late" and she never does. She came back and I am not sure but the skin around her eyes looked even darker than before.

I need to clarify something. I'm not talking about "dark circles" under the eyes, like you see from lack of sleep. This is a specific outline, on the inner skin and by the nose. It is the same color of brown as the laser mark that I photographed which occured on my arm and has permanently damaged my skin.

It never went away and it's still there, on my arm right now. Part of my skin is pinkish white and lighter than normal and the other part is darker brown, from the laser mark. It wasn't "the lime juice".

Not only that, from what I can tell, as my mother's face has been swollen a few times, it has also looked like someone has done something to her nose but I don't think recently.

Her nose is different than it was though.

Google & The CIA

Google is owned by the CIA.

I swear, if there is any search engine or company that has more spies than the igloo in Langley, it's Google.

I tried to type in something for "CIA deep underground, coquille" and it's like every game that's been played in this town today came up as an option, having almost nothing (or barely anything) to do with my search request.

Before I paste what was offered for this request, they first gave me this for my request for "coquille, deep underground": "The Phantom of Coquille..." It had nothing to do with deep underground.
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Other Evidence Of Torture & Most Wanted

I just noticed my Dad's eyes are altered too. I didn't think they were, on the insides, because I only noticed the dark skin pattern outline that my Mom had first. But now his eyes are also thickened and lined on the inside, in the whites of the eye. There is a visible line and it curves with the eye.

They never had this before and I noticed it on my Mom after it happened because it was so drastic and her eyes are larger and it's easier to tell. But on my Dad, I just noticed it today. The inside whites of his eyes are altered.

I am noticing a lot of things about "Whitey" and Irish stuff lately too. It's like someone thinks my parents were in on reporting him or had something to do with something. I know they didn't. I was the one who wrote something after 9-11, because after that time, I was so afraid of what could happen to the country, I read all the most wanted posters, for everything from Top 10 Most Wanted to all the stuff about kids, about missing persons, and smaller crimes. I went to the website every single day and read all of them.

That was in 2002-2004.

Every single day, while I was filing my lawsuits on my own and going to college and working a PT job I started for myself, and socializing, I also squeezed in time to read all the Most Wanted profiles, every single day. I clicked on each one and read all the info.

Then, because I read the top 10 everyday, I one day saw a man who looked very much like Mr. Whitey. He was overweight, this other man, but had the same face. I didn't have anything against anyone and wasn't looking for anything in particular. I just thought, "That looks like..." and guess what? I wasn't going for a reward either.

You get it? I a "gold digger"?

If I was, I would have latched onto one of many rich men who dated or wanted to date me. I didn't latch on because I like my independence and wanted to be financially secure in my own right. This has been an obstacle because it doesn't "fit the plan" that my enemies have for me.

If I was a gold digger, I might have written or called about "information and I want a reward.." and I didn't.

I just randomly called or wrote the Portland FBI and said, "I think there is a man in the neighborhood right now and he looks a lot like __________." They said really, and what location.

And then nothing ever happened and I thought it's probably the wrong person. He looked so overweight, and was wearing a white t-shirt, just like my Dad has been forced to wear for the last several weeks while he and my mother are tortured.

What do you think about that?

Do you know who would remember the white t-shirt thing?

The Portland FBI.

The location was Portland, Oregon and the people who went out to check it out were FBI agents and what they would have seen, is a tall man in a long plain white t-shirt and sweat pants, jogging. Sort of balding, about the same age, and with the same kind of face. Right there, across from my house in a wooded neighborhood by the park. Just a hop-skip away from Bujanda's house even (come to find out later). I don't know what field agents went out to spy on the "Most Wanted Man", but it was probably more than 2.

Little did I know...the FBI worked WITH him. Which just made me a target of the FBI and of Bulger's Mafia wherever it was. Nice, huh? Yeah, that was in, um...2004, before Bujanda and Garza visited me and before my son and I were ever tortured, even if I was harassed with my property vandalized.

As it turns out, Mr. Whitey wasn't just working with Irish or doing whatever he did (and I didn't know what that was exactly and had nothing against him personally at all--at that time in life I just believed police if they said this is a bad man, and now I don't believe everything.). He was on the Most Wanted list but he was actually sort of working for the FBI and most didn't know it.

I guess one man IN the FBI went to jail for like 10 years for tipping him off about what was happening and telling him to scram. Honestly, if Mr. Whitey was working with the FBI for a short time, I don't blame the FBI person who was trying to keep him from going to jail when he'd been trying to do a lot of good in some way (so we would hope).

Meanwhile, here I am, sitting out in Portland, with problems already starting in 1997. I will go back to that later because I remembered some things...

So yeah, I made a phone call and didn't ask for money either. Which I could have done, since it was something like a million to turn him in or something. But I don't remember ever asking for that, I just thought I was being a good neighbor and a good citizen, and called to say, "I don't know, but there's this man and I read the Most Wanted's and he looks a lot like this guy you have on there named Whitey."

I'm trying to recall whether I said something about Whitey first or I was asked on a date by Bujanda first. I think...yeah, okay, I remember. I called about Whitey first. I lived near the wooded park at that time and then I met Bujanda when I had moved to a different apartment.

But sure, I maybe got put on some FBI man or woman's hit list right then and there, more than I already was. If there are people working in the FBI on something, they're also working on the outside with people who are not FBI and guess what. If someone working with a mafia doesn't like you, isn't it possible for the FBI guy to try to stir up the mafia to attack you? And then what they'll do is be your back up.

Same thing with military. You're FBI and you need someone to sound crazy? Got a high ranking friend in military? Or, if you're military and you need coverage so you don't get in trouble for torturing people, you're going to seek out the most corrupt FBI there are and the ones you trust the most. Probably someone who goes to the same church or is connected to the family by marriage in some way. You're not going to trust a friend as much as you'd trust someone in your own family or connected to your family.

All someone needs, who doesn't like your family, is an excuse and back-up.

So I never found out if it was him, but I always thought probably not because what would he be doing in our neighborhood anyway? and that was it. It was the last I heard of it. No one contacted me and I don't remember calling again either. If I did, to try to find out, I don't remember but I don't think I did. I think I went on about my own business and thought I'd done my duty.

I remember though, that Mt. Angel Abbey people thought I'd reported on one of them for something. And I never did, but I knew they thought I'd reported on Whittemore or Kaempf or one of the monks or something. I know because I told Christa Schneider over the phone that I had reported something to FBI but couldn't comment on it. And I never told her what it was and she sounded panicked. The only thing going on at that time was my litigation stuff, so reasonably she might have assumed, and told others, I had reported one of them or someone who had been following me around vandalizing my things. Or maybe a Rabbi thought I'd reported him and his family...I have no idea. But no, I didn't.

The only things I reported were:
something about a shell company for the Oregon attorneys liability fund (which is great when you realize later that the FBI lawyers belong to that fund themselves). I thought it was fraud to the public to say it was for one thing when really it was for another thing. And I called once about Whitey, not having any special interest at all, and then I reported the FBI agents who said they were considering hiring me and it turned out to be a scam to get into my house, to wrongly defame me as having illegal prescription drugs in my house, and to sexually assault me.

I didn't tell anyone other than FBI that I'd reported anything until I was living in Wenatchee, WA already and I told Christa Schneider over the telephone but wouldn't reveal what it was.

For my good citizenship, my entire family gets tortured and used by the U.S. military and CIA and the FBI thereafter defamed me to all police everywhere and set me up, and my family up, to be harmed.

I wasn't a drug user. I didn't commit any crime or misdemeanor. I did...OHhhh....ah, but now I see why they wanted to have Alvaro tell me to cut my hair? because they wanted still make it sound like I used weed and stuff? when I didn't? I don't know.

But yeah, I started getting, on the record, ticket after ticket after ticket from police after I reported the 2 FBI guys.

After my son and I were tortured, Chris Dabney, in Washington D.C., said, "Don't go after the need someone on your side." He was really trying to persuade me to drop any complaint against the FBI and try to make them my friends. As if it had been MY fault some of them were my enemies and I didn't even know it. He didn't say be friends, he just said, when I was talking about all the things done to me and how Canada thought it was the FBI, he said, well you don't want to be against everyone.

Yeah. Right. Like, look who is helping my Mom and Dad right now. FBI? I mean, yeah, if you guys think you can manage to do something, and get rid of the ones who are already in on torturing us, that would be great.

No one in my family is FBI or police or a spy, even if we've been used for research or experimentation. I do think the military and CIA forced my parents to be part of something maybe at some time, like, for research, because they're still all over us and not helping us, invading our privacy and allowing others to harm us.

After that though, the FBI in Portland, Oregon really did defame me huge. I don't even know how badly yet because they always refused to let me have records, and when I last sent my money and paid for fingerprints, they stalled and then said no, I had to send my request in all over again.

Why would the FBI be the ones acting like "the bad guy"?