Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Abuse of Oliver in Wenatchee: Jacob and Greta, Steve Mays

Some of the individuals abusing my son were staying with Steve Mays.  He wore a hat with two strings hanging down on either side, and it was one of those knitted hats.  They are not the only persons who abused or assaulted my son.  People connected to Tancer did as well (Mike Tancer, Forrest Tancer, Joy Sterling)

After I was drugged with a date-rape drug and sodomized by Floyd, Floyd set out a variety of knives on the countertop where I could see them, after I saw my son's cut face.  I ran.  All of a sudden, I was then given federal housing, and with that federal housing, the U.S. federal government used a man they were already familiar with to continue the abuse against me.  His name was Steve Mays, and I believe he works illicitly for the CIA, because I haven't seen any evidence of business with the U.S. Army.  I later found out Steve Mays IS, however, related to a next-door neighbor I had growing up, who was Swedish, named "Hermann Danielson".  Mr. Danielson did have a position with the U.S. military, and I was surrounded by him, the Coombs, and then Springers. 

Even though I did not know who Steve Mays was, there is higher than average liklihood that he did already know who I was, because of his family having lived next to me most of my childhood in Moses Lake, Washington.

When I was at Steve Mays house, the same thing that happened to me with Floyd happened to me there.  With Floyd, I believe it was a date rape knock-out drug.  With Mays, it was possibly a fumigation or chemical substance of some kind.   I remember I woke up with the same odd feeling one day, and feeling molested when I hadn't been with anyone (that I remembered).  I could also, a few times, smell an odd chemical smell but it wasn't extremely strong.

When I first moved in, I was told another woman was moving out of an adjoining room.  I took a peek inside later and she had set out a full suit of baby clothing on her bed.  I found out later she had been used for multiple rape and sexual abuse by people in the community.

One time, I started to wake up from the chemical or drug I believe, because I suddenly saw a young man in my room.  He was next to my head, where I was sleeping and when I woke or broke out of a fog of some kind, he crouched down to the ground.  I saw what he was wearing, it was a zip up sweatshit with a hood and an irregular black and white pattern.  After he crouched down low, even though I had seen a man in my room, I fell asleep or went unconscious again.  Basically, he was up close near my head and then scooted backwards quickly as I saw him, and kept low to the ground.  But I saw him get up and back back, further away from my head at the time.

Although Steve May was the owner of the house and I believe he was involved, it was a young man that was in my room and he was about the same size as the housemate staying there.  I think his name was Chris, and he had a hispanic girlfriend.  I had felt sorry for them, because of their baby, and then I later surmissed they had taken part in going to my Aunt's house or wherever he was babysat, and tortured him.  The style of things my son was saying to me in visits was like Jacob style of talking to me.  I think that if Jacob was sexually molesting me and drugging me, he would have a motive to harm my son, as part of the U.S. government corruption circle.  His girlfriend, Greta, hated me.

Even though I was waking up feeling drugged and molested, I had a hard time understanding or believing why it would happen twice.  How likely was it, that Floyd would do this to me, and then have it happen at Steve Mays house?  Where were they getting chemicals?  Floyd had Canada contacts, Seattle and California, and knew U.S. military.  Steve Mays was not military to my knowledge, but family to U.S. military that lived next to me for over 10 years where I was grew up in Moses Lake.  And how would a young man or anyone get up the nerve to sexually molest me.

I mentioned it, but I couldn't be sure until I was out of Wenatchee and living with a bunch of women at a shelter.  When I woke up and noticed it wasn't happening anymore, and I wasn't "molested" or having evidence of such, I realized that yes, it was actually happening to me in Wenatchee.

This is the level of degradation the U.S. forced upon me.  Canadians were also involved.

And how fascinating that it leads back to Moses Lake, Washington again as well.  This means, if the Maiers and Karin Whittemore (from Canada) and others were involved in some of the abuse and knew Mr. Danielson or Springers or Coombs, it's going to Middleton again as well.

After I began to wonder if I was being drugged at the Mays house, I decided to stay up later and spot it out.  I thought maybe I was being chloroformed or drugged or something, gassed, whatever, after I was asleep.  So one night instead of sleeping in that room, I moved out and underneath an area nearby and after a certain time of night, the door opened to the downstairs (which was my exclusive area) and someone was going down the stairs and then they looked and saw me and went back upstairs. 

There was some minor repair-work being done to the downstairs, which was an excuse Steve Mays used to keep it open or as an excuse to be near my room, if he wanted to be.  However, the man I saw that one night was not Steve Mays.  Anyone coming downstairs at that time of night, had no reason for doing so, not even Mays.  He didn't work on it at night, but during the day.

So basically, this helped to confirm for me that someone was waiting until they thought I was asleep to do something to me.
Others who knew Steve Mays were Chris Rozollo, who also knows Judge Hotchkiss.  Chris Rozollo was former U.S. Army and a cop.

Monday, April 29, 2013

(Photos) Scars from Knife and Razor Wounds (Updated)

I traced some of the scars that are on my arms and feet today.  I am not showing you the belly button slash, but it's there.  The scars are not all obvious in daylight, but at an angle, or under different lighting and close exam, you can see the traces of them.  So I didn't include chicken pox scars and at one point I used a rubberband as a tourniquet to see if it drew some of them out better.

I almost passed out several times.  There was no blood and before I even got a tourniquet, when I had a pen and was tracing the cut, I kept getting sick and dizzy.  I think it is from my subconscious remembering what happened.  I had a bottle of cleaning ammonia next to me, which I sniffed vapors of every few minutes because I was worried I was going to black out.  Sick, sick, sick to my stomach and dizzy.

When I put the tourniquet on and was tracing the stuff closest to my wrists, where the arteries are, is when I felt the sickest.  So I discovered I had "bracelets" cut into my arms.  And a bunch of "y"s.  Which made me think of Nancy Kerrigan getting whacked by Tonya Harding and crying, "Why?"  "Why?"  "Why me?"

I didn't trace them all and might show more where there is better lighting.  I didn't outline the cuts on my face either.  But I am showing you where some of the cuts and scars are showing up on my arms, wrists, and feet. 

Well, I actually think I'm having a minor panic attack now because I can't breathe very well, so I'm going to have something to eat and will post those photos as soon as I'm feeling okay.
It's not an "S", it's 2 arrows.  Rt. Hand.
Basically, what I realized by the time I was done locating at least a few of the scars, is that the United States government was working on "sleeves" for me as a kid, but they weren't tatoos.  They were carving the shit out of me.  What is also made clear to me, is that the FBI's agents, like Bujanda, already knew about my personal history before he took me out.  He knew I was abused in MKUltra and this is why he got Michelob Ultra and it's why he told me he was thinking of getting tatoos with a full wire around his arm.  The U.S. then obstructed my lawsuits, defamed me, and the entire time they knew they were guilty of crimes against humanity and concealment of these things.  Rt hand.
This is before I finished finding some of the scars for the day.
Left hand

 Left hand
                                                                     Left hand

Left hand
                                                                       Left hand
                                                                       Left hand
Rt hand
Rt hand
                                                                        Right hand
                                                                       Right hand
Right hand 

                                                                       Right hand
This is rt. hand and I added the outline of the scar by my thumb
Rt hand
Rt foot

Left foot
I'd like to see a photo of Mike Middleton's signature.
There's more.  I have more scars than this and tomorrow I'll add to what I've done.  Below is a photo of one of the scars before I put black pen over it to mark my arms.  It's horizontal, on the rt. arm.
Christa Schneider is the one who set me up to have Raul Bujand and Armando Garza approach me.  That is the Department of Justice connection and Karin from Canada knows her and knows the Middletons.  Bujanda, Garza, Bechtold, work for Mike Middleton.  Eminem, I'm told, whose cousin went to my high school, is also FBI.  All of these people colluded together, knowing already that I had been cut up, tortured, raped, and then this country deliberately obstructed me from lawsuits that protected my life by protecting my reputation.  They obstructed me from 4 lawsuits and 6 potential lawsuits.  I had pending, when the FBI and Department of Justice obstructed me, with U.S. military:
1.  Archdiocese of Portland in Oregon case, including, Mt. Angel Abbey, Oregon and local police (protected my reputation)
2.  The Willamette Week.  How clever WW, to match my MM.  This was a defamation lawsuit including Mt. Angel Abbey, WW, and others.
(protected my reputation)
3.  Farmers' Insurance Company.  I had a personal injury claim for a hit-and-run which was a premeditated hit-and-run.  I had to have a bone graft because of it and was supposed to receive the full $50,000 PIP, which wasn't much, but it was something then.
4.  Obstruction of Justice.  This was a federal lawsuit against Judges and the Department of Justice.
(protected my rights and reputation)
5.  FBI Misconduct (a potential case for collusion using their agents and federal employees to obstruct my lawsuits).
6.  Rape.  I had a case pending for rape by Robin Bechtold and Josh Gatov.  I was also being date-raped by others that they knew.
So it was actually about 6 cases that the FBI and military illegally obstructed through defamation of my character, lying in internal records, and using military/NASA technology to torture me (which is something they started in 1992)
Additionally, at least 6 of the federal employees who raped me are directly connected to and/or working for Kate Middleton.  I didn't even know she existed.
Updated:  4/30/2013...someone asked me how many of these tracings are from childhood and how many are possibly from car accidents or other injury.  All of the ones I traced are from childhood torture, and there are many more than this but I didn't want to go through more of them without seeing them in different light.  I might have to give it a day if the rubberbands left marks, because I need to see what's actually there.  I'll see what else I can do.  I know it's not from car accidents bc I know what parts of my body were injured and it wasn't the insides or outsides of my forearms.  Ever.  I also never had an injury to the insides of my hands.  And my feet, I've never injured in any accident or known injury.  I have a thumb scar, for example, from when I was older and I remember this and how I got it and I had stitches and went to the hospital.  All of the other scars were made against me when it was known I might be too young to remember.  It was done at a time it could be gotten away with, before kindergarten.  The FBI has not been forthcoming about what they know.  They gave me a scrap of evidence about MKUltra knowing it was decades late and almost one full decade from the time of my repeated requests.  In the meantime, people have known about what was done and they've made fun of me over it.  What kind of sick, sick, country does this?  This country is worse than N. Korea.  I never want to hear about some other country's horrible actions ever again, after knowing what I know about the U.S.   They can't take the plank out of their own eye before accusing someone of having a sliver.  Then they encouraged more rape of me, which basically proves it has been rape all along and gives motive for torture and assassination attempts.  They also repeated this entire cycle with my son, as his "guardian".   There are more scars.  Some are intricate little squiggle etchings but most of them are just slasher wounds.  I have been sniffing ammonia all night because I feel sick thinking about it.
There were a few spots, that I almost passed out over, just finding them.  They must have done something really horrible to me at the same time they did this.  I think they kept me awake for some of it, because if they hadn't, I wouldn't be having this kind of reaction.  What happened to me was done from my being born as a baby (possibly some of the internal injuries), to age 4.  My guess is then, most of this is Moses Lake work.  Not to say internationals weren't involved, but the site or location was probably, mostly Moses Lake.   This is why my Dad gave me the nickname of "pumpkin" and this is why Kate Middleton got engaged on Halloween.  I'll bet Mike helped pick out the date.
Also, I looked up the address area where a dog was let out of the yard to cross into my path and trip my bike over, and it was off of "Ashcroft".  My name is Loree.  Loree "Ashcroft".  Yeah.  Ring a bell?  Lots of people getting rich off of great entertainment but no one ever willing to speak up about torture worse than anything that's ever come out of North Korea.  North Korea is a sacred shrine compared to this country.  This country has NO right to talk to anyone about human rights.
Some of the torture against me was probably done in Wenatchee and Cashmere, right before we left.  I was photographed wearing short sleeves as a baby until about 6 months of age.  Then there are no photographs until I am four years old.  I am also shown wearing short sleeves in kindergarden, first grade, and second grade school and class photos.  The Samaritan Hospital in Moses Lake, WA had already seen my scars by the time I arrived in their ER for my broken arm as an 8 year old.  It was no new surprise to anyone.  I believe that hospital was possibly a place where I was tortured as a child.
I never had any surgery for a deformity or genital or anatomy "anomoly" and I was never hospitalized formally or given a surgery as a baby or up through kindergarden.  The reason I believe the hospital was possibly a place I was tortured, is because of the reaction I remember having when I got there.
   I was hysterically crying, and sobbing and saying "I'm sorry, I'm sorry.  I'm sorry.  I'm sorry I disobeyed."  Not even around my Mom or Dad was I ever scared like that, or sobbing and worried about "disobeying" over anything.  It was that hospital setting that brought it out.  I kept saying this over and over and crying.  The first thing they had done was take out a pair of scissors and I still remember the woman's face who did it.  She was mean and she was sadistically happy to be cutting my shirt off.  When I said no, don't cut my shirt! she then smirked and took scissors to the middle of the shirt and cut through it.  She had brown medium length hair and she wasn't particularly attractive.  She basically cut through the center of the rainbow that was on it, in the middle.  Then she smirked and cut more pieces and pulled it off.  After this, I went into shock and saw knives and began to say "I'm sorry" and I was begging them not to hurt me.  When my parents came into the room, because they were not there when the shirt was cut off of me, I was pleading with them, saying, "I'm sorry.  I'm sorry.  I'm sorry I disobeyed."  Most of my traumatic reaction was from being around medical people who were using sharp objects. 
When I went over to see my Dad just now  I asked him and he said, "Nothing happened."  I said then why do I have scars all over my arms?" and he said, "You don't have any scars." 
Well, I admit the one photo I put up, of the horizontal scar is not easy to see, but I can't help it if I have a bad camera.  I was able to prove there was a scar on the pad of my hand by my thumb because I got some of it to show up in the photo.  Believe me, I have scars.  So with my Dad saying I have none, it's like CIA and U.S. Army routine.
I believe they forced me to keep my eyes open when I was being cut and I do not believe I was given painkillers or medication.  I think their entire purpose was to traumatize and dissociate me, so the U.S. deliberately forced me to witness and feel the pain, but did it before I was of an age most kids can remember. I also think it's possible some Mexicans were involved later here or there, because mafias work with federal employees.  My Mom's scar on her face, is from Patty Otterbach and Debbie Sweetwater-Burt, and supposedly Kate Middleton was involved.  They attempted to conceal evidence when I tried to report it.  Also, my Dad has scars on his body from assault.  The scars on my Mom's face are new because she had plastic surgery and laser surgery which removed anything that was there.  She had no cut wound to her face until she and my Dad moved to Coquille, Oregon.  So it's bad when you have to work for the people that tortured you and blackmail you.
I think the reason my mother had a bracelet that wound around the arm and had a snake head on it, was to symbolize what was knifed onto my arms in 'bracelets' which the FBI already knew about.  If my Dad told me, when I was a kid, that one of his scars was from "running into a barbed wire fence" as a teen, it probably meant he had run into police and government took him for a live capture.  If he'd tried to run to Canada, they would have returned him because they are paid by the CIA for MKUltra participation.  He also once told me, when I was a kid, that there was a Mexican woman he knew, when he going to school in NM, who was very pretty and a gang of New Mexico kids attacked her and cut her face up with a knife to punish her for being beautiful.
At various times I have noticed the U.S. getting someone in media or medical fields to try to create "alternate" theories to detract from the truth.  So one of those lies has been to suggest I just had some abnormality or anomoly with my body as a kid, and that's why I "appeared" raped.  I had no surgery and no anomoly.  Any difference or trauma to my body was due to deliberate torture of a baby and a toddler.  The FBI and federal government encouraged their employees to "explore" this anatomy and to talk about it.  It was a conquest to them to reintroduce rape of me and then joke about it.
I remember being cut once and I was awake.  So it was done when I was older and was probably a small cut.  There are photos of me as a newborn, and after I showed some of them to kids at high school, when we had to do an autobiography thing of ourselves, the government kids were all uncomfortable.  They didn't like looking at baby photos of me where I had expressions of trauma  or looked "out of it".  After this, I took the photos home and then someone was stealing them out of our house.  There were photos from my birth up to being an little older as a baby and then there are no photos of me when I'm 2 years, 3 years, or 4 years old.  Actually, when I'm about 4, there is one or two.  I was a flower girl at a wedding and I wore short sleeves to it, at age 4.  I think they were still cutting here and there because I remember, but I think the most of it was done from age 1-3.  At the MKUltra Senate Hearings, the U.S. made a claim MKUltra was "abandoned" as a program in 1975.  This is  a lie.
Supposedly, according to the U.S., they quit the program in 1975 and then they didn't destroy records of victims they had been using until 1977, when the hearings came up.  The program continued and they used the same kids wherever it was possible.  The cutting they did to me was mostly after 1975 and they made sure there were no photos of me from this time period of 75-78.
I also believe it is possible they cut my brother, but I didn't witness it.  I did witness that he had a lot of band-aids being put on his body but I don't know that they cut him and raped him violently, as they had me.  He got so many band-aids, I was always saying I wanted one too.  He was also getting sick with a "fever" all the time and constantly had a thermometer in his rear and was getting medicine, and I remember all of that.  The vaseline and the thermometer and I used to ask why it was going there and it gave the most accurate reading.  Most of his childhood, as a toddler, he had a fever.  I had wondered why he always had the fever and was being checked, when I didn't.  But of course, if he was being tortured, some of it was done at that age where he wouldn't remember but I might.  No one could get away with torturing him the way they did me through, because I was old enough to notice.  So probably the U.S. goes after first-born kids and only kids the most. 
Right guys?
Updating again, later today (4/30/13)...I added tracings of scars and there are more.  On one where it is a vvvvvvvvvvvvv shape, it is following that exact etching.  There are other areas that look like acid burns which were later covered up..the scarring is different.  Again, on both arms, the insides of my arms were never harmed in any auto accident.  I also traced something that showed up, and I couldn't tell if it was an actual scar or not, or what, and it did extend from where I broke my elbow....on the left arm.  However, because it was an odd shape and was standing out whiter than the rest of my skin when I took some niacin, I traced it.  I think it's a scar but I'm not positive.  I am missing some tracings and not completing others bc they are hard to see.  A few of the very fine etchings are a contrast to the gash wounds.  It is like different sized knives and instruments were being used.  Pretty clear, actually.    The finer marks I felt more intimidated to try to trace out but the vvvvvv was one of many.  When I say some spots look like acid burn scars that were attempted removals, it is because of an irregular surface kind of scar and is exactly like what I saw on my son's finger before it was removed--basically, totally erased in his case. I have no idea, aside from incurring trauma, what the U.S. had in mind.  If they supposedly discontinued their Monarch program for MKUltra and then other ones cropped up, they just kept changing the names and making adjustments case by case.  So here are photo additions.

detail of a dip of some kind on otherwise straight lines (paralleled, like 2 m)
Right arm

                                      Left arm (more squiggles on this arm but didn't note all)
Left arm.  This elbow was broken and there are scars from it on the outside of arm.  A line coming
from this scarring, however, showed up pretty white when I took niacin but I couldn't tell what kind of a scar or mark it was.  It's the \/\  .  It is on the same arm where I had a weird rectangular shape show up white higher up on the inside of this same arm.
I found more to the "M" shape that was by my wrist on the left hand and traced it so here's that:
This is the left arm.

This is the wrist of the left arm.  It is the wrist and hand that was broken by a cop in TN.  I was reminded of this because after I put the rubberband around my arm, up a little higher, it caused the broken area at my wrist to swell up and hurts.  Anyway, there is a scar that makes a complete figure and then has a line extending out from it.  Both this and the above view are if my arms are down to my side and you are facing me, looking at them. 
I can also find very faint outlines of where I had some chicken pox, but I haven't traced any of the circles bc I think most of them are from that and I don't want to detract.
Since 1977, no one, no Senate Committee, no journalists,  and no government group has come forward about continued torture and use of U.S. citizens in government programs.  The wiki link here states a U.S. soldier given LSD without their consent could not sue the government, but this is only for military, because they sign a contract that says they are government property.  There is probably a way around that, by pointing out war crimes or use for anti-competition or hate (note...rape in the military...is it "impossible to sue" the government even if there was no consent?).  For any citizen thrown into a program as a kid, and blackmailed or not told about it, they have great odds with a lawsuit.  The biggest problem, is "where are the lawyers?"  The fact that the legal profession became part of the "state" through the bar associations, is probably a contributing factor.  Then, in my case where I tried to file lawsuits, the U.S. used military to torture me and law enforcement to obstruct me??? Is that what this country does now, to any lawyer to might attempt to bring a case to court?  And then we realize most of the Judges are appointed by politicians who work with government in keeping secrets, not exposing them.
Another thing that scared me as a kid, aside from seeing knives or razors and box cutters (exacto knives), was when we went to a church with people speaking in tongues and raising their arms in the air.   We went to a quieter church and then the first time we went to a church where people were "speaking in other languages", and all raising their arms in the air, I got very scared and I wanted to leave.  I kept asking my parents if we could leave.  Also, I think it's odd, now that I know about government cutting my arms, that Theresa Vice would attempt to force me to raise my arms in the air for "prayer" at the New Song Church prior to a missions trip.  Her husband, Tom Vice, was U.S. Army.  She screamed at me, "Get your arms in the air!"  She also decided that I was the one to hold a whip to slash and whip "jesus" across the back and torture him and I didn't want to (for a skit).  Basically, they had me revisiting trauma done to me and then wanted me to pretend like I was hurting others.  I mean, actually, very sick.  I think the fear I had around knives and scissors and doctors might point to one thing and that my subconscious reaction to "people talking in other languages" and some of them sort of crying out, while raising their arms in the air, or my view of "seeing arms in the air", indicates I was awake when the U.S. government tortured me.  I started to have a panic attack, as a kid, and said nervously to my parents, "What are they doing? why are they all raising their hands?  I want to go home.  Can we go home?"
Also, Sidney Gottleib's real name was Joseph Schneider, or that is the pack he came from and why was a Schneider family getting into my business later in my life?
This morning I took more photos of knife scars, which are traced over with ink pen.  I looked at my shoulders.  It sort of looks like there is possibly an entire "wing" on the rt. shoulder and I traced the line of it that stood out the most and was clearly scarred. I'd have to look in other lighting later.  On the right upper arm I also found 2 more straight slash lines.  On the left shoulder there is a short incision wound the size of the top of a staple and it's very straight

                 My left arm.  There is more to this cut I think but I traced this for now.
My rt. arm

A 1-2 inch incision slash on my upper rt. arm and a smaller one at the inside of where I've had blood drawn.  I have a few marks from needles from blood draws, but this was a line the size of a staple again.
More slashes I found on my right arm.  The circle was not a scar exactly but some kind of impression into my skin so I think it's from chicken pox.  I decided trace it, even if I'm not doing this mostly with round marks.
A small precise incision the size of a staple top on my right shoulder.

I just found another scar on my rt. that connects to the others I found.  The circle there is possibly a chicken pox impression but I decided to trace it because it showed sort of a "burger king crown" idea, which is a place my Dad worked at after I got the chicken pox.  So whatever scars I already had on my arms, the chicken pox added to that and mostly went away.  My wrist is to the lft. of the photo and my elbow would be right--this is the outside of my arm.  There is a LOT more on this arm on the outside but it's harder to see and I will look more later.  This is the one I never broke.  The other one, even though I broke it, it was only injured or cut at the elbow on the outside.  I didn't have any scratches and things anywhere else.
I was thinking, if I was afraid of arms in the air, it was possibly from a religious group, but more likely, from seeing a bunch of soldiers lined up making salutes.  People at airports also do this sometimes and at that base, it was military.  The other possibility is from seeing my own arms or arms of others as they assaulted me.  But seeing a bunch of raised arms and having a panic attack, was possibly from military exposure.  Likely, CIA-related.  The fact I was afraid of hearing languages I didn't know, all at once, might mean I heard other languages or accents that I didn't understand, some of the times I was being tortured and cut.  This could have been Japanese, or Mexican, but since MKUltra is UK and Canada based as well, it was possibly European or even other languages as well.  They could have used a "church" or an airport or military base, and they could have used private homes as well.  I may have witnessed someone being raped too, because after this kid "Patrick", from school, decided to do this action of "humping the ground" like a "snake" he said, I ran away from school.  I think what he was doing triggered my reaction to want to run away.  I ran that same day.  I believe his parents must have been working for the U.S. government and instructed their son to do this, to traumatize me again.  And I ran away from school "to go home" an hour or two later.


UPDATED: Canadian-Wenatchee Assembly of God Sodomist

A man who was teaching "Royal Rangers" for the Assembly of God church in Wenatchee, WA is a pedophile and a sodomist.

Any child who has been around him has been exposed to a pedophile that may have attempted to get access to abusing them.  I am publishing this again, with more information, because if a parent wants to protect their child, they need to know the Wenatchee Assembly of God employed a pedophile who had access to some kind of "knock out" drug that prevented you from remembering anything and just made you extremely groggy and not clear-headed the next day.  I had no alcohol on the night I was drugged. 

I have to make a police report about him but it was delayed because I kept asking Assembly of God for his last name because I didn't remember, and they wouldn't give it to me.

He used a drug with me to commit an act against me that I have refused to do with anyone.  I don't necessarily believe it was with his own private part and may have been done with an object of some kind, but it was done.  I was given a drug that prevented me from remembering anything, and I know of several possibilities of people connected.

I also know he is a Canada man.  He had been regularly commuting between the U.S. and Canada for over 2 years because his girlfriend was Canadian.

I tried to bring it up earlier, on my blog, but I was embarrassed to fully disclose how serious it was.  He is part of the MKUltra scheme because after he did what he did, he took me to retired U.S. military who had senior status.  He also knew Ryan, a U.S. Marine from Boston.

I am positive he is connected to Kate Middleton and I will explain why.  I also know Alvaro Pardo knew who he was and what he was going to do to me and I believe it was filmed.  Another person who I figured out knew about it is Shannon Borg, a Mormon from Seattle who is in the wine industry.  One of the photos Floyd (the pedophile) showed me was of his Canadian girlfriend, with a friend of hers and both of them holding glasses of white wine and wearing white.  He told me his Canadian girlfriend had moved to Northern California or some part of California from Canada, in the time I was forced to stay with him, and he was still in touch with her when I was there.

The reason I believe the act was filmed or recorded, is because I noticed something that happened with Sarah Fergusen's kids, who wore the same color of sleeping bag I was in the next day to church.  When I saw the photo, and based on things Floyd was discussing and what I had discovered on his computer, it looked like they had been shown a live or recorded video of me in my surroundings there.  Because it was after I was sodomized, I believe that act was possibly what was sent to one of them.  It did not occur until his Canadian girlfriend was in California. 

I believe that rather than Fergie getting a preview, or her daughters, it is possible it went directly to Middleton, including Kate Middleton.  The reason why I say this is because she is the one, and her family is the family, that is connected to the people who knew Floyd, who was encouraged to sodomize me.

After what he did, he put a bunch of knives out around the house with the blades extended.  Judge Hotchkiss made an order to block me from documenting abuse of my son and from taking photos and that same day Floyd set out knives around the house that afternoon, I had seen my son in a visit with a section of his face cut out.  Judge Hotchkiss was involved. 

I have never, in my entire life, wanted to be sodomized or have sex that way.  I have said no to even those I ended up being in a relationship with (Chris Dabney and Alvaro Pardo), even if these relationship were forced to some extent.  Chris Dabney went to the point of telling me he thought Princess Diana had had anal sex and that "reportedly" she liked it.  He had knowledge of her sexual habits and experience.  When I continued to refuse, later at work he then played the song by Meatloaf "I would do anything for Love, but I won't do that" and joked, around me and Nikk, at The Post Pub, that he thought it was about not doing anal sex.  He played this song all the time aftter this, and always made the same comment.

I will try to write more tomorrow but I can't sleep because I've been thinking about this and I thought if I published this now, I might be able to. 
When Floyd first showed me the photo on his cell phone of the two women, they were both wearing white and held wine glasses with white wine in them.  It was kind of a "cheers" posture, towards the person holding the camera (or cell)--him.  I had a bad feeling when I saw the photo because what I read from it, was they were involved in something they knew was wrong and celebrated anyway.  He showed me this after I had first stayed at his house without being assaulted in any way.  It was the same kind of wine and glass that Kate Middleton held a few months later in photos right after she announced she was engaged (where she is wearing a pale green sundress and joking with a brunette man) while holding a glass of white wine.

After I was sodomized, I was too shocked to completely believe it, and went to church with Floyd.  I also went dancing when I met someone he knew named "Kari" from Seattle, but it was a few days before I was drugged and sodomized.  After he had done this to me, the next evening he said why don't you sleep in my bed and I won't touch you, so you don't have to sleep on the floor.  I had been sleeping on the floor the entire time and I declined.  After this, on the next visit, a Wednesday, when I saw my son Oliver at CPS buildings, I saw his face cut up.  Judge Hotchkiss and Anne McIntosh had been careful to get an order from the Judge to block me from taking a photo of the evidence first.  Then when I got to the house after this visit with my son, there were knives laid out everywhere and I left.

I don't know if Floyd was actually a protestant or not.  He said he was, but I wondered how he then knew Ryan, who was an Irish Catholic from Boston, MA, next door.  They knew eachother and exchanged looks several times.  Also, Alvaro had called me when I was at Floyd's house and he was smirking about it.  I could hear his tone of voice and he was telling me I should just stay with him.  This was after I'd told him to fuck off when I was at Ryan's, next door, immediately prior.  I wondered how Alvaro had gone from telling me maybe I shouldn't stay at Ryan's, who was a U.S. Marine (who stole things from my bag and gave it to Mexicans who knew New Mexico contacts I'd made when I was picked up by Mark, the truck-driver with Canada connections from Boston, after I called NM FBI) to telling me, in a smirking tone, that I should stay with "Floyd" after I told him Floyd had a Canadian girlfriend.  I don't mean "stay" in a relationship sense, but to live there, but Alvaro was suggesting I should be his girlfriend and I said I wasn't interested.

Floyd kept referring to a movie that he had set out in front of the others, called "Serendipity" and I said maybe I'd watch it but I never did, or skipped through it.  After I was sodomized by Floyd, and the U.S. federal government gave me housing through "The Recovery Act" it was at Steve May's house, where Shannon Borg later called me and talked about "how serendipitous" it was that I was there, and when I had first met her, after being locked out by Mykal Holt when I told Alvaro to leave, when she met me she called it "serendipity".  She used the word "serendipity" repeatedly.  She is the one who was married to a man born and raised in Canada, who traveled back and forth from Canada, and who had a job in the medical field in Seattle, WA.

Floyd told me he had lived and worked in Canada for 2 years because his girlfriend was there but then he moved recently to the U.S.  After I talked to Alvaro over the phone, Floyd told his Canadian girlfriend was moving to California and she moved there.

After I was scared to leave Floyd's house because of knives being set out all over, I was invited to the Assembly of God church again, by the woman who had a Japanese boyfriend in Seattle, who had approached me to have coffee with her at the time Alvaro was still in town and we lived at Holt's house.  When I showed up, she wasn't there and I was told to wait in the lobby and a Jewish man was walking out with a yamaku on his head and smirking at me, talking loudly.  He saw me and I didn't get a good feeling.  He seemed to think something was funny and was talking about "being clean" and a couple of people who had been there were saying he was an invited speaker whose message was about how to "purify yourself" and "cleanliness" from a Jewish perspective.  I remember I felt, at that point, that it was somehow known by others, from the inuendoes, that I had been sodomized and I didn't know why Assembly of God people would know, although Floyd did take me to see U.S. retired military who went to that church after what he did and then the next thing was the assault of my son within 1 week, and intimidation of me by then having extended knife blades all over the house.

People connected to Floyd, who sodomized me, using a date-rape drug were:

retired military
Canadian government
Canadian girlfriend (Julie, who moved to California)
Alvaro Pardo
"Kari" from Seattle>worked for FBI, from what I was told, along with her regular job
Mike Tancer (indirectly, through Shannon Borg)
Shannon Borg's Canadian husband (indirectly or directly)
Ryan (military and Boston, MA)>connected to Mark (truckdriver from NM and Mexicans there)
Mykal Holt (or her brother, or the place of establishment was used at least)
Kate Middleton
Mexicans and a couple black guys (in the background, when I was going around with Floyd)

I didn't blog about how I confirmed I was being drugged and sexually assaulted until I left Wenatchee and was in Nashville, TN.  After I blogged that now I was positive about it because the same thing was not occuring while I stayed with a bunch of women, I was then being set up to be assaulted with Haldol for over a week and interrogated about FBI.  Shannon Borg contacted me a few weeks before this happened and said she could mail my property and after this was done to me, she and her Canadian husband decided to keep it, and the next time she talked to me or wrote was after Kate Middleton's wedding, and she said, "We don't have it anymore."

Floyd told me he had been accused of being a pedophile before, by a former girlfriend.  He said she just wanted to ruin his reputation and it wasn't true, so I believed him.  He said his Canadian girlfriend supported him.

Sunday, April 28, 2013

FBI Obstruction of Clergy Sex Abuse Claims and Medical Care

The FBI is guilty of obstruction of the claims of victims of clergy abuse.

The same abuse and "legal problems" that clergy sex abuse cases were over, impacted the Department of Justice because they were, and have been, and currently are, trafficking and using children for government programs where the sex abuse is part of the program. 

MK Ultra and like programs, allow government to "pick" out kids for sex abuse the same way as a priest "chooses" a kid from a parish. 

This is why the FBI was involved in the clergy sex abuse cases and why they are still involved.  It impacts them and their agencies, and the Department of Justice directly.

Whatever rules and law is laid out for parishes as "collective" parts of a "larger institution" or not, is how a Judge would then decide whether local police offices and various agencies, involved in sexual abuse of kids, is going to be placed as vicarious liability with a larger agency.  It then affects their little "pot o' gold" and how much they claim they can compensate victims for.

Basically, let's assume a Judge in Portland, Oregon had ruled the cover-up of clergy sex abuse by the Roman Catholic church was collusion and could be tried under RICO.  If it had, the same theory then applied to the U.S. government.  What RICO would have said, was that the actions of priests from local parishes and archdioceses was under the control of not just their region, but the Vatican.  Not only would it have then made an outside country liable for injuries to kids in the U.S., as collective participants, a more generalized rule of thumb would have made the seniority group that covers the U.S. region responsible. 

So which properties could be included, and what departments could be named as having "agency" and being under supervision of a larger group, also determined how much victims could receive for compensation.

When people wondered why the U.S. didn't prosecute priests as criminals, it's because they are raping kids themselves, right now.  They are guilty of raping kids going back to MK Ultra, which never discontinued, but even if one were to suppose it "ended in 1977", people like me who have scars from torture and cuts all over their body, and evidence of rape and being forced into MK Ultra, could collect compensation in a class action lawsuit.

Which would mean considerations of which federal employees could still be prosecuted was a major concern for the U.S. Army, FBI, and CIA. 

Of course the FBI stole my vehicle from me.  They were getting hot.  Of course the U.S. Army and U.S. government tortured the living daylights out of me and obstructed justice by forcing me out of lawsuits.  I was going to win, and the U.S. did not want me to win because information that I had with me, impacted their agencies and showed the public how the entire thing was being run and directed by the FBI and Department of Justice.

They colluded with the Catholic church, and other churches that felt they could be liable later for similiar things, and committed crimes, to the point of using FBI agents to date rape me and assault me, to obstruct me from court.

There I was, in federal court, and they were trying to disinclude me, saying, "You weren't sexually abused...your claim is about defamation and emotional distress and police corruption".  They sat there, smirking as they know I had, in fact, been sexually abused.  By United States federal assholes.  I was not only sexually abused, I was tortured with slash wounds and cuts all over my body, and probably acid burns which is something they did to my own son later.

The FBI withheld evidence from me for over 8 years, that they knew I could have used to not only protect myself, but get back into the 'legal game' with and they didn't want that.  They wanted a solid 8 years of laying down bricks in legal cases that they planned on using for pretext and "case law" for any claims against federal agencies later.

Additionally, many of those priests who sexually abused and raped kids in the Catholic church, had a military history with the U.S. federal government.  So the U.S. didn't want any liability connecting them to churches that were contributing to their kiddie porn funds and "programmed kids".

It also meant that the Department of Justice was interested in protecting themselves from lawsuits by MK Ultra kids in the United Kingdom and Canada.  MK Ultra was being paid for by the CIA and U.S. Army.  So that's U.S. intelligence and military.

If victims of clergy abuse could sue not just the priests in the U.S., but jump across the border of countries to the U.S., to the real "supervisors" in charge, who had the money, at the Vatican, or assign any form of liability to them, it meant victims of MK Ultra should be able to sue not just Canadians and the Canada government, but the U.S. CIA and Army.  Canada had already had some class action lawsuits against their own government, for MK Ultra abuse.  I haven't heard of anything like that in the UK, but the UK kids were also involved (Scotland, Ireland, England, Wales).  The U.S. had seen a few MK Ultra cases but not many.  Most of the cases were confined to the country of origin, but if case precedent had made the Vatican liable for what happened in the U.S., the U.S. FBI and Department of Justice was well aware of how that could impact them.

It meant Canadians, and anyone else outside of the U.S., that discovered a program of abuse had been set up against them, could sue the U.S., not just their own country for allowing it, participation, and taking money for it.

I knew Raul and Armando were not just interested in me for a personal reason.  They were there, on behalf of the Department of Justice, to fuck with me and ruin my case, because the FBI wanted me out of their way.

They prefer people like Kate Middleton, who sucks FBI dick, and knows kids are being tortured as she is sucking it.  Kate Middleton is not going to create a "ripple effect" in the justice system on behalf of victims.  She is going to hold the standard and tow the party-line for rapists, torturers, and government employees.  What important lawsuit did SHE file.  She is connected to Bujanda and Garza and Bechtold, and all along, the FBI knew it.

The U.S. and UK also knew the legal game worked against or with them as well.  If priests could be connected to the Vatican, abused kids in the U.S., if they discovered the UK or Canada was involved in their abuse, could connect those abusers to lawsuits.  It means I could have sued the shit out of Middleton from my yard.  Or any other Canadian or UK official or government "actor" that was part of, or received money from the CIA and U.S. Army for harming me.

When I told Julia Thornton about hate crime against me and that I believed FBI agents Bujanda and Garza were involved with people that were my adversaries in court, she cut me off from putting this into a report against them. 

Later, every time I tried calling the FBI or going to their offices, the employees were making a point to deliberately harass me the same way the Mt. Angel Abbey personnel did.  I remember I was so shocked because I had thought the FBI was an "equal treatment" government agency that served the public equally, regardless of background.  My next thought, after repeated treatment of this nature, was "Are they all Catholic?" and now I realize, no they are not ALL Catholic, but they deliberately treated me like they are, and most of them are.  The ones who are not, are in business with them, and then I realized too, they have been involved, as an agency, with the church sex abuse cases all along. 

And the reason they went after me, was because I not only had a claim against the Catholic church and police for abuse, and against a newspaper for defamation and deliberate infliction of emotional distress, I literally had a sexual assault and torture claim against the U.S. government for what they did to me as a child in MKUltra and what they've done since.

The FBI lied to me when they said they had nothing to do with my lawsuits.

The FBI had lawyers of their own in those lawsuits and they followed every single case with an agent that had an interest in representing for the FBI and Department of Justice.

The reason is because the exact same things clergy were being accused of, publicly, were things the FBI, Department of Justice, Homeland Security, Pentagon and CIA were doing.  They have made rape and torture part of their own industry so they were motivated to obstruct me from court and that is what they did.

The U.S. government that is supposed to uphold laws and rights, obstructed them.  They did horrific things to me and my son, all the while with the high-handed knowledge of things about my history that they refused to share with me.  Instead, they encouraged premeditated gang rape against me by their agents and other federal employees.  They encouraged my being poisoned and assaulted, and they directed me to be held hostage, drugged to the point of death, and interrogated.  While they later said it was "prescribed", that's not how it happened, and they lied in their medical charts so it had nothing to do with actual "prescriptions".   I made repeated requests to the FBI for FOIA for 8 years and they stalled so that my life was ruined first.

Then they told me, recently, to "see a doctor" when I asked for an investigation into kidnapping of my son, and when I do, it is with a woman that works with them and they cancelled my appointment and harassed me first.  For no reason.  In addition to this, while the U.S. lied about me, telling everyone I was "mentally ill" as they withheld aggregious information that made them liable for crimes, I was refused counseling at every single federally funded clinic I went to. 

The FBI's solution was to tell me to fuck one of their agents and be like them.  If I married him, they might give my son back.  That is what they did to me.

ALL OF THESE PEOPLE WHO KNEW and who ever talked about it or told me.  All of them were Allys, like Alison Springer, blindfolding us and leading us around the house, deliberately running us into furniture.  It was Alison who did that part, not Kara.  Perfect.  The "Allies" who colluded to keep us blind, and drag us into harm.

I was covered from head to toe with knife and razor scars and this FBI encouraged federal employees to rape me, repeatedly, and lied about me.

God damn you to hell.  Yours is the first building that should be blown up if there is ever a war.

Discoveries of More Cuts

On my left hand, on the palm, I also have a line in a curve that is a cut.  I thought I only had dot scars all over, but there is also a curved line scar.  The dots are lined up in one place like ............  basically about that many dots or more, in a line.  Then there are more next to it.  I will probably draw a diagram of the cuts I've discovered so far, and how they are in places I've never had injuries from car accidents.

I also see one now, in natural lighting, on my right arm, straight across the middle, in a 1-2 inch thicker straight horizontal line across the inside of my forearm. It's my right arm, not my broken one. I have never had an injury there needing to be cut across with a knife or did this to myself.  So someone did this and hid it under my shirt sleeve.  The only scars which could not hidden were to my face and to the insides of my hands.

Lots of people have cuts to their belly buttons, I'm just sure of it.

Keep lifting up your shirt Katie, so we can see how you are unscathed.

Robin Bechtold was instrumental in trying to convince me to have a belly button piercing for years.  He kept trying to pressure me to get one, and using my interest in him as a way to try to persuade me.  I guess if I'd ever had a piercing, it might take away from the fact I have an abnormal scar there from being tortured by the U.S. government, which he works for.  He brought it up one day.  He became obsessed with the idea of telling me to get a belly button piercing.  He has always done favors for the government.

In high school after Tony Roos tried to assassinate me, some of the guys applauding him (not saying why or guessing I had seen who one of them was) started calling me "Rosie Palmer".  I have scars from cuts all over my hand, from before I was age 5 and these Sherwood High School guys who stole some of my clothing and jewelry and gave it to UK Middletons, were calling me "Rosie Palmer".  Then they changed it and made it into a joke about "going to see Rosie Palmer" meaning self-masturbation.  They talked about this after I was already in a group setting, not like I started or joined conversation like that.

I asked my mother today where I got the scars from and she said what scars.  She said any woman who is 40 is going to have scars.  I said, "No, I have a lot of them, and to places of my body that I was never injured from car wrecks."  She said "Where" and I showed her one on my foot.  Then she said, "You call them scars" and I said, "They are scars, here's another one and you can see it" and I showed her the scar across my hand that I photographed.  Most of them are harder to see.  She said so you never noticed them before?  and I said, "I did, but I didn't notice how many and I didn't realize it they were all before I was age 5 or so" and I said, "I didn't realize they were all in places where I wasn't in car accidents or injured."  I said, "Can you explain to me why I have tons of cuts all over my face, my hands, and my feet?" and she shrugged and said no.  She said anyone could get cuts from different things and I said, "They're not jagged, it's from a sharp razor or knife" and I said, "Why do I have a cut to my belly button?" 

And she didn't like this part and looked away.  She didn't say anything.

I said, "How could you not see me bleeding and not know?"

She kept ignoring me. 

I then brought up rape.  "And then this doctor told me there was evidence of violent rape.  So why was I being cut?  to keep me quiet about rape?  Was I cut every time someone raped me?"  It's "party pieces" time.  BYOK.  (Bring your own knife) or BYOR (bring your own razor).

She said if I thought that they did this, I could leave.  I said, "I didn't say you did it.  I'm saying someone did and there is no way you didn't see me bleeding."  She said "It's the same thing as saying we did it" and I said "No it's not" and then she said, "If you think we would do this then maybe even we should feel endangered by you."  I said, "Are you admitting you would have a motive for feeling threatened by me if I believe this?"  I said, "Because that might mean a motive for wanting to kill me if you thought I 'knew something' or 'remembered' something you didn't want me to."

Anyone involved would have this motive.  They would want to potentially kill me before it "got out" that "I remember" or I started noticing things.

I have over 50-100 cuts on my body, from what I've found in scars that I know are not from my auto accidents or those locations.  I am like a 100 piece puzzle.  I might be a 1,000 piece puzzle.  I have noticed about 50-100 individual scars that look deliberate and are not injury-related--straight line incisions (usually matching on either side or similiar, and between 1/4 inch to 2 inches long), deliberate shapes carved out (heart), dots, arrows, and loops.  There are fewer shapes than straight line incisions...I've found maybe 4 or 5.  The rest are all like incisions somone would make that is trying to commit suicide or alert someone (like 'cries for help', which Shannon Adams said she was an expert at).

If I had ever been injured enough, or had piercings, the scars would have been concealed or excused as "scars from accidents".  If I had died, my mouth would have been shut forever and my body could have been cremated or destroyed.  No one was going to speak up for me.

The individuals who have tried to kill me are U.S. Army connected, CIA connected (Canada, UK, and US) and federal employees and those with federal contracts.

Either I was cut to keep me quiet about sexual abuse and rape by federal employees, or it was punishment to a child for something someone did as a "spy".  Or to put more of their federal "markers" on me.

Here's another thing.  Princess Diana knew about MK Ultra.  Either she cut herself on the plane, in a bathroom, and smeared it on the walls, or someone did this to her.  She chose planes as a site for cutting.  She also made it public what she'd done.  I don't think the MK Ultra people liked that.  It's possible they were worried she was trying to tip someone off about where government officials were cutting people or was industries were involved.  Aerospace defense.

What was Middleton doing?  working "flight control".  They can be proven to be involved with MK Ultra by their CIA and U.S. Army connections and who they knew in UK and Canada that was involved in MK Ultra.  I also lived in a town where there was a military airport and base, that was international.  Some of the sites used for abusing kids, if it's not a private home, are federally owned.

When I was about 6 or 7 or so, I had a kitten named "Mittens".  I was allowed to have her in my bedroom, and if she accidentally scratched me, I picked her up, took her to my closet, and shut the door.  Why would I put a cat that scratched and drew blood, in a closet, in the dark, unless I had the idea because someone did it to me and it was my trained reflex?  I remember then I'd feel bad and sorry for the kitten, so I let her out.  Small scratches weren't a big deal, but if it was a big scratch I'd say "NO!" and put her in the closet, which was the size of an airplane bathroom stall.  I loved my kitten, and yet what I think this shows, is that I was trying to exert "control" over being scratched, when I had not had it when federal employees and military cut me.  I did to my kitten, what they had done to me, locked me in a closet.  When I tried to hide while being held hostage in 1996, I grabbed my friend and dragged her into a closet to hide with me.

The U.S. then later tried to reinforce trauma with a combination of federal date-rape against me, showing me knifes and razors, and then putting me into jail on false charges, into rooms the size of closets, alone.  It was their way to trigger a response after they had failed to assassinate me or destroy evidence of their crimes against me.

When I had this horrible, bad feeling, when I put the kitten in my closet and waited and heard her mew, I let her out and would say I was "sorry" and pet her and play with her and "make it up" to her.  Either someone was doing that to me, or they were telling someone to cut me and then taking them away to a holding place like a cell or closet and locking them in.  To then release them and play a game of "sorry".

This is learned behavior and it proves the United States federal government fucked up big time.  It was the same kind of conditioned and learned automatic response to something done to me, that I've described earlier. 

When we first moved to Moses Lake, I was 1 year old.  So abuse prior to age one was done in Wenatchee and Cashmere.  Abuse after age one was in Moses Lake.  We first lived on Canterbury Lane, which was a block from the District Court and 2 blocks from Samaritan Hospital.  We lived less than 1 mile away from the Navy, Army, & Air Force recruiting, which were across the street from U.S. Bank (where I banked later).   The State Police offices  were a few miles away, near "Lewis Horn", on Pritchard, with some residential area around it (Lupine, Sage, etc).  The Grant County International Airport was several more miles away and is a compound that shows up on a map as a giant X.  Kind of like the flag of Scotland is in the shape of a giant X.  It is a square boundary, with an X that looks like arrows joining together and with one side looking (on a map) like the handle of a sword (to the left, if you look at it birds-eye). 

William basically married someone his mother knew was a criminal and part of a criminal family.  I believe she had evidence against Middletons and a number of other families, which is why she is dead.

After we lived on Canterbury Lane, we lived off of Potato Hill Road.  I lived on Canterbury Lane, next to Cherry St (where there were people we knew) from age 1 to approximately age 2 1/2 or so, maybe age 3.  My mother always said, when I was a kid, it was until age 2.  But who knows. After this, we were closer to the Pennisula, which is where a lot of federal employees, and the Maiers family lived.

A pen knife is also something you pull out from a sheath, like a sword.  So maybe "X" marks the spot.

I've said something like that before, but not in connection with cuts all over my own body.  If she is alive, Princess Diana, and hiding out in the U.S., I would say my theory goes out the window maybe, because I wouldn't know why she would ever approve of Middleton.  I think if she is dead, she is rolling in her grave.

We always had a yard stick standing up in the kitchen of our house.  I believe most of the cutting occured at the airport yard when I was a baby or toddler.  It also made it easy for international MK Ultra people to fly in.  The entire idea of taking me to see "a clockwork orange", by Josh Gatov, when I had been cut across my navel, and he had used a knife to intimidate me, points to his knowledge of what had been done to me when I was a toddler.  So he was most definitely working for the U.S. government.

I thought something was wrong with my belly button when I got pregnant and had severe pain there, but I didn't notice there is a cut across it and that I have suffered from some damage, until now.  I had it right away and it wasn't herniated or any kind of natural problem but I dismissed it as a pregnancy thing, even though I thought, at the time, I think I had an injury here once.  I never checked or looked for a cut or scar.  So why would anyone cut my belly button.  It's not a cord cut.  It is like the cord was cut at birth,  I had a belly button, and then later someone decided to make a very incision across it, which scarred.  I know something bad happened too, because I remember as a kid later if I touched it, it hurt so I never looked underneath a part until I was in college, before I was raped.  I mean, I never really examined it until later and had an aversion and I noticed that it was painful and hurt there but I didn't see the scar.  I was never looking for scars on my body.

Erickson & Torture to Stomach and Back & Bain?

The torture to my head quit earlier today and I was fine until I started looking up Michelle Erickson.  Then the U.S. began torturing me to my lower stomach and back, the way my son and I were tortured in Wenatchee.

She has worked, in the past, for the U.S. Navy.

I decided to look her up because she's had too much of an arbitrary interest in ruining the case with my son.  Also, she and Kate Middleton look exactly alike.  Michelle is overweight, but she and Kate Middleton have all of the same facial features, type of hair, and some of the same expressions and manner.  There is no reason why it is NOT possible, with some of the Middleton's other US connections, that Michelle and Kate Middleton are related.  Aside from Phoenix, Arizonas Lynda Carter (some Carol Alt semblance), Kate looks like no one else more than Michelle.

The fact that Japanese Judge Alicia Nakata was trying to protect Michelle, when I had a right to speak up about crimes committed against me and my son, is not comforting, especially with the Tony Roos assassination attempt next-door to a Nakata relative in Portland, Oregon, when the Roos' moved on to be Department of State ambassadors.  Discomfiting, when the Roos family is connected to the Middleton family.

Kate Middleton looks swedish.  She doesn't look English at all.  She looks like a cross between "something" and a Swede.  Erickson, is a Swedish name.  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eriksson
Michelle Erickson also looks like a Swede.  And so far, I'm finding out I'm pretty close to right, so then I was being tortured tonight as I did the research.

The U.S. doesn't like to be caught with their pants down, ever. Imagine Michelle with her pants down at Seychelles Island with Justin transfering some money from another island to Kate as a wedding present.

Also, Alvaro Pardo already knew Michelle Erickson before he met her.  How would he know her if his only other employer aside from a construction company was the FBI?

I just looked at some things and found a couple of connections with Michelle Erickson and others..will get into that later.  However, the other odd thing I found was a Bain connection that says it is a relation of hers.  Bain, as in Bain Capital.

So then I found some Canadian "Bains" that settled in Boston, and some in Seattle, and then the guy who started Bain Capital, William Worthington Bain Jr., and his first wife was Janice Louise Denny Bain.  She died in 1997 and he remarried.  She was cremated.  So then I found something else that said her mother's surname was Roach, and these Bains all live in Nashville, TN, supposedly, or were born there, and I was being called "A Roach" at Logans in Tennessee.  "You're just a roach.  You're a ROACH.  Do you know what I do with ROACHES?  I step on them."  This is the kind of thing they were saying to me, "You're just a cock-roach".  That's what this man named "Jordan" said to me almost every other day there and he's someone who didn't want me serving police officers.

Well, Michelle's Bain looks Canadian, not TN, but this is something to check out.  It might present a very serious conflict of interest (there is more than one of those).  There is also an Erickson that was a Thompson and my parents know Thompsons who went to England and took advantage of my parents while they were visiting.  I met their daughter who told me she didn't think I should go to England, and she may be related to Michelle.  They aren't friends.  Most of the "Ericksons" coming up are Northern European.  Also, Galbraith is coming up as a relation to some of them, along with Bennett, with Lipscomb living in the same town.  There was a "Mary Galbraith" spying on me in Nashville.  There's also an Olson that is an Erickson and had an orchard there.

It also says, but I'm not sure yet, that the Bains in TN married in with the Sarah Spencer family. 

For Hotchkiss it says there was a Mrs. Bill Hotchkiss visited by Bernice Beck, a Jack Hotchkiss selling a house on Fairview, and a Hotchkiss in Colorado that was with the USGS for water and went to England in 1982, to Oxford, to visit a Carlos Plummer.

Saturday, April 27, 2013

Twin Bobs say "Get Out of Here"

Something must be going down because my Dad said today, "Get out of here!" and got upset because of things I've been talking about.  He said, "And then you want to act like nothing is wrong, and expect things to be fine."  So I said, "I've been lied to every day of my life, and you (and others) act like nothing is wrong, and it's the same thing."

I saw both Bobs today.  First it was the one Bob and then it was the bigger one.  The smaller one (not by much, just a slightly different face) has really recessed and indented eyes from torture right now.  His voice is fine--he's not sick.  The other one, the bigger Bob, had red eyes but not indented like from surgery or torture today, but his voice was all scratchy and hoarse.  He is sick.  I know he's not faking being sick because I was starting to get sick too and had a sore throat and had to gargle with salt.  But he is sick.

So I saw both of them.

I went to the house to take a longer shower because my place has a much smaller water heater.  So I walked in and saw Bob and we talked.  My Mom said make it quick! and I went into the bathroom locked the door and took a shower.  Then the one Bob walked by saying "Hurry up!" or something like that and then I heard steps going upstairs.  When I got out, and went to the living room, it was the other Bob.  Or I think so.  The face and eyes were different and not as recessed and small.  And when he opened his mouth to talk, his voice was scratchy from being sick.  I thought it was maybe the other Bob before he even talked though.

And I found out my Mom was on a walk.

I feel my Dad agrees with me, because he didn't look disappointed when I said, "I've been lied to every day and expected to act natural, ..."  We have all been lied to, by the man, in every way.


So anyway, did anyone know I was given a set of Bobsey Twins books when I was a kid?  Oh no reason.  Just twins.  and twins.  and more twins.

The Bobbsey Twins books are about 2 sets of twins.  Which is what I have in my family.  2 Dicksies (or 3 I've sometimes thought) and 2 Bobs.  Both are identical twin sets but they have some small differences about them.

UPDATED: Killing Judge Hotchkiss

UPDATED:  I'm updating this because of a couple of questions I had about it and to be clear, no, I'm not saying I would kill someone.  That's not what I'm saying.  What I'm saying is, how easy is it for someone to kill a Judge, when a Judge can torture and sponsor torture of a child?  So, when the U.S. makes it this easy for a number of individuals to harm my son, and when I discover evidence of being cut and traumatized for MKUltra (CIA and Army) on my body, going back to when I was a kid and after, why would someone make it hard for those who take lives, to defend themselves.

I want to know how easy it would be to kill Judge Dennis Hotchkiss.  He deserves to die for what he has done to my son, Oliver Garrett.  I wouldn't do it and I have never wanted to kill anyone, but I would like to know, how easy would it be for someone else to kill him, and why is he still alive when he is a felon, a pedophile, and participates in collusion to torture a minor, and traffick a child.  Dennis Hotchkiss went to high school with my Dad, so he knows all about the military and government work and what my Dad can do.  He assumed he'd step over my authority and throw it to the government.  I want to know why he is still alive.

He is responsible for torturing my son, and for concealing evidence of torture to my son.  He is also involved with the military as well as the mafia and is (or was) part of a motorcycle gang.

Please see my previous post about all of the scars from cuts that I have found on my own body, and the kind of games this country played with it, as I went through school.  Government shit.

I was forced to witness the repeated assault and torture of my son Oliver, and I brought it to the attention of Judge Hotchkiss, who was already a fucking witness.  Judge Hotchkiss ordered me to keep evidence of torture of my son out of the public record.  He obstructed justice, and facilitated the abuse, sexual and otherwise, of a minor.  He is also responsible for the illegal trafficking of a minor from outside of the country.

He also knew Alvaro Pardo ahead of his arrival in Wenatchee, which means Judge Hotchkiss is involved with the FBI.

I believe the Catholic friends I saw him leaving "Red Robin" with one day, who made a point of drawing huge Catholic church medallions out of the insides of their shirts to display to me when they saw me, are connected to Pamp Maiers Jr.s Roman Catholic wife.

Judge Hotchkiss went to Soap Lake High School, with my Dad.  My Grandfather probably wiped the snot from his nose.  He knows Christa Schneider's family.  Christa suddenly wanted to "study" at "Denny's" after I told her I was going to move to Washington State or commute back and forth.