This is how CPS and these Department of State included people have abused the Avilas...and made fun of my family by mocking and degrading us...
One example:
My cousin Ivory.
First of all, in 2005, there was no problem. I was friends with Ivory more than other cousins probably and she and I had some things in common--we both liked to go out to music concerts (outdoors) and wanted to do a triathalon. Then, I was tortured and things got worse. I noticed a few times too, zero support from them and they all quit talking to me in the middle of horrible things. It wasn't because I was nuts, they said "You ask too many questions". Then, a few times I saw my Aunt and cousins driving away with Oliver and mocking me while they drove off. Other times, mocking me while passing.
However, here is one of several things these dirty cops and Dept. of State and state and CPS workers and religious criminals colluded on. They wanted to punish me for having sued anyone before. They also, by the way, wanted to take and steal any documents they knew I had between me and the monks after I broke up with Alvaro. They stole all of my evidence, as far as I know. On top of this, all of a sudden, my Aunt and Uncle were being told to do weird things, and I was being tortured after meeting Chris Rozollo.
Then my cousin Ivory shows up with a beard.
She doesn't normally and naturally have a beard. Hirsutism (her-suit-ism) does not run in the family. When I first met my cousin, nothing like that was going on with her face. After I broke up with Alvaro, she later showed up with a beard and mustache.
No one in my family knew this hair growth is called, in "medical terminology", "hirsuitism". I didn't know there was another word for it until last term when I took medical terminology and that was one of the words: "Hirsuitism", (Her-SUIT-ism).
While I was trying to appeal and find a way to file a lawsuit for torture and kidnapping after I broke up with Alvaro, I was mocked about "lawsuits" all the time. "Sue". Here comes "Sue". No one would know the pun of hirsuitism except the Wenatchee (or other) medical professionals or someone with medical background. Most likely, nurses and doctors.
It wasn't just a few whiskers. She has always had darker hair and plucked maybe her eyebrows, but her entire face had more hair on it. It was thicker hair down all over her face. And then she had this beard and mustache that was fully visible and she was early 20s and young. She didn't do anything about it. I saw her at random times, and for months, she had a beard and mustache.
If Ivory had a choice, she would shave her face or wax it off. She is not vain but she would NEVER just walk around in public like that.
I saw this and knew it was to humiliate her and the family and that some group was responsible for ordering this to be done. I knew then, it was about trying to "humble" my family.
I feel, based on seeing her face, and seeing that it was all over, it was medications or something someone gave her. And then someone must have told her not to do anything about it.
I found out, 2 years later, this "condition" is called "hirsuitism". When I found out what the word was for, I knew this was someone connected to the medical community. They are the ones who would "get off" on doing such a thing or enforcing it or wanting it done. They would be the ones to laugh at the symbolic meaning.
I could tell my cousin Ivory didn't like having it on her face and yet she didn't remove it. I knew then that something was wrong and someone forced her to do this and caused the condition, and then after doing terminology, I figured out, "This is something that was enforced and driven by a person with connections to the medical field."
You know, the same medical groups that I was trying to sue for my medical injuries from childbirth. The same medical group that got someone to go out and cut out a piece of my son's skin to remove evidence that proved I was not nuts as they claimed then. It was proof that my son had what I had, "tinea versicolor" which they claimed couldn't be given to a baby. It was, because our thrush was not treated and then it mutated to tinea when we lived in a moldy house. The doctors lied about me and said I was mentally ill and a hypochondriac to say this about my son. They said I was paranoid about his health and that I believed he had yeast when he didn't, and other things. There was proof right there on his face and I mentioned this. At the very next visit, it was cut out of his face. They CUT my son's face, just to remove evidence that proved I wasn't nuts--my son had evidence of the same skin disorder that was there only because of malpractice and malicious malpractice at that.
So my cousin comes down with "hirsuitism", and evidence of my son's medical condition is cut out of his face. Then CPS began cutting out visits with my son to mimimize what I witnessed. The group responsible for scheduling visitation monitors was directly tied to the medical community. All the women are wives of doctors.
FBI. Rick Baken's wife Claudia is a nurse.
Why so little protection when the FBI is so close? These people are all working together. The police covered up evidence of bruising on my son.
The next time the Judge decided to enforce an order that I not be allowed to take photos, my son came to the visit with a solid black eye like he was punched hard. He was. He told me so, and then he was punished for telling me.
My cousin was seriously dating someone when she was walking around with "hirsuitism". When she first told me about him, there was nothing wrong with her face. And when I saw her before, nothing wrong. He lived out of town. There is no way my cousin would walk around with a mustache and a beard unless it was out of being told to do it or endanger a family member.
These are professional FBI, CPS, and medical community people: nurses and doctors. Some bad church people too.
While my cousin Ivory walks around with "hirsuitism" for a couple of months, my son is brought to me with cyanosis and blue-purple genitals from electrocution and microwave torture by the DOE and DOD. It was his fingers too. It was the same discoloration that happened to me when I was fried by less-than-lethal military weapons. They did this to Oliver. They tortured him this way, and tortured him how we were tortured in E. Wenatchee, they bruised his legs and possibly he bruised his own legs sometimes from acute distress, they kept him confined in a carseat and in small spaces at the daycare, and someone cut out his face to remove evidence that was only incriminating or threatening to medical professionals. They also knocked out and chipped off his tooth, punched him in the eye, and pulled on his ear so much, it permanently stuck out. Then they hypnotised him, and had all of his personal notes read and heard by the entire community but my own public defender wouldn't get the records for me.
They tortured me while they did this to my son to make it impossible for me to investigate better. The police stole my camcorders and deleted evidence, knowing it proved my own innocence.
As for my cousin, I don't know what is going on except for the "hirsuitism" that was done to make a point to others.
Is this how my family is supposed to "humble" themselves?
I want to know whose egos we're feeding besides medical professionals.
Then, I didn't go to the wedding, but I saw a photo of my son from the wedding. He looked sick, extremely thin, and unhappy. This is what Washington State did to Oliver Garrett. Thanks U.S. Marshalls--you're really doing your job. In fact, I remember you laughed at me when the police told me to call you in Seattle.
I then saw the engagement photo and first I just noticed my cousin's eye was droppy but then I noticed it was his eye too. Both of them had one droopy eye in their engagement photos. We don't have a "droopy" eye genetic thing in my family. It's happened to me after being targeted in the head by military-energy weapons. Not only that, it wasn't just my cousin, who is a relative. It was her fiance too. He also has a droopy eye in the photos.
This country is torturing my family.
And even if some of my family have different things happen than others (I don't know), or deal with it differently, I want my son returned to me.
He needs to be with me, he will thrive with me, and it is the only possibility.
That said, I am trying to take classes and instead of being able to finish something, and submit it on time, I was tortured all day and night and had to write this instead.
I am not filing for disability because this is not a disability. This is torture.
I am tortured, and that has NOTHING to do with physical disability or mental illness.
And if someone wants to get up there and make a lot of noise about "ruining" someone, why don't you "Ruin" the people who are criminals.
Saturday, June 30, 2012
Interference with Academics & "Bethel" Department of State crap
I have been tortured all day, and I've had it.
It has interfered with every aspect of my life and is prejudicial to me and unfair when other students are not tortured at all.
Who in their RIGHT MIND tortures their U.S. students and then allows others to mock them?
The FBI does, that's who.
FUCK YOU
You're going to jail.
And I'm tired of the Department of State and CIA assholes who go along with all kinds of CRAZY experiments on other citizens and get away with it, while they live without any kind of damages, or problems, or anything done to them.
This church in Redding, California, called "Bethel" is a Department of State hook-up. It's like the church over here in Coquille, with a pastor who literally beats up my own Dad and tortures people, and all he is, is 20+ years military.
These people, like the Bethel pastors, are nothing more than theatre show people who work for the Department of State.
My parents took their "vacation" to a bunch of DOS (Department of State) and military bases, because that's where they were told to go.
No one is returning my son, they are TORTURING me and then acting like I'm supposed to "work through it" as if nothing is happening when it affects my entire life.
First they STOLE my vehicle and LIED (the Portland FBI and other police) to tow my car away, then they brought a bunch of criminals who work for the govt. into my life deliberately, and then the forced me out of court through FBI and corrupt Judges.
This idiot preaching about God tonight, in New York, is nothing but a UK crackpot. I have to sit there at my parents house and listen to him give his great dramatic speech, while he works it for the Department of State. The entire "Bethel" group is CIA and State run. They're not the first to run tell the media what's really going on, because THEY are involved. Just like these people at the church my parents have to go to over here, with the pastor that came into town, and brought in CDs with Chris Dabney sound-alike sound bites on it.
How does he know what Chris Dabney sounds like unless he's been to D.C. himself? or knows the same government people Dabney knows.
And you can say you're a game changer all you want, and that nothing is impossible, and at the same time you don't even have enough faith to believe your own daughter COULD be an astronaut if she wanted to be. Over and over, he's talking about eating bread for breakfast or something. And then he's literally talking about how he wants people to be RUINED. completely ruined so that if they thought they had nothing now, they really have nothing later. He wants, he said, "You to be so ruined you have nothing left but God".
And then supposedly it's all about "God" and how if our lives are "ruined", as my life and my son's life are, then we can go out and "win souls".
Like THAT'S what he's about. He's about winning bisquits for the UK team is what he's about. Sniff.
This is a guy who acts like nothing is "impossible" and inspires hope, and then at the same time he's talking about going after Goliath and "climbing the mountain" (nice touch, did you stop at a monastery first and talk to an Anglican priest who talks to a Benedictine priest for that one?), at the same time he's saying this, he's going over and over about how "I WANT YOU R LIFE TOTALLY RUINED" (for God).
So let's do nothing about torture in the U.S., because that's right, you work for the State Farm team, and not the normal one. So let's make it sound like "being ruined" is a good thing so the FBI doesn't worry so much and Kate Middleton doesn't have to bite her nails.
If God wanted people to be tortured and robbed and beaten up and "ruined" for "Him" then um, your songs are great and you're very inspiring. In fact, I sensed someone was praying too, and there was some good energy from somewhere. However, you're worshipping The Devil, not God.
If you want tortured lives and more torture and more ruination, then you're a Satanist, because that's what the Devil wants and then he wants to make this look like a 'blessing'. Lucifer disguised himself as an Angel of Light just as half of these CIA-run churches do.
You ruin lives and then you want to make it look "appealing" or like "it's what God wants", and "this is what God needs." It's what the CIA and FBI want, not God. Don't mix up GOD with your State Farm.
The CIA and military and other religious hedonists think it's great to steal everything from someone and to "break them" and they definitely hope to traumatize kids and ruin lives. Then, they think they will torture people or "ruin their lives" and give them little "snacks". A treat here and there and then fill these people who they stole everything from, with a little encouraging pep talk.
Where's the ACTION.
Where's the person with the evidence, bringing it to the attention of the public. I don't need a song and dance. We are tortured, and I don't appreciate how your church capitalizes off of it. Take your pick. Church of Department of State & DOD in Coquille or in California.
My son Oliver, isn't looking for a feel-good snack. And I will never believe, like some total idiot, that I am on the James Middleton Train of Self-Sacrificial Pretense. I also don't need YOU to tell ME to be stripped of everything I have.
It's easy to pick and choose how you sacrifice when you're not tortured. I'm sure Kate has made some amazing "sacrifices". It all looks great, until you realize, there was no real sacrifice at all. She's not Job. Job lost everything, was mocked, and diseased, and he was not going around telling people in a suit, "Your lives need to be ruined!"
You can "give up rights" to your own child and it can look like this great sacrifice. Oh, how amazing.....! she gave up her child to be raised by someone else, all for the LORD.
Let me gag.
That is not hard. I can list about 50 out of 100 women who are more than willing to do that with their own kids, and anyone who wants kudos for it, is a banshee. Hannah, by the way, was not tortured you fricking idiots. It is not like she was tortured by the government, and her child was tortured, and then she voluntarily gave her child as a "gift" "to God" by claiming sneaking the kid off to be raised elsewhere was a noble or religious idea. Any mother who is tortured does not give up her children. Not to anyone. Why? Because if she knows she and her child are tortured by her own government, why would she be stupid enough to think that is "God's plan and doing"? and she is concerned about their safety.
Any mother who tosses her kid off to boarding school or some other place, with the idea that it's a sacrifice, has less faith and trust in God than a mother who takes the gift God gave her and accepts her responsibilities as a woman and mother and nurtures that life.
Kate Middleton is a monster.
I'm tired of having everything in MY life ruined while assholes who are in on it, want to throw in little encouraging sermons here and there as if that pep talk is making up for anything. And I'm tired of the military and criminal FBI agents and officers in CIA who try to mask actual damages from torture with spirituality. It's the "let's pacify the victims and the robbed with religion" trick.
I don't BUY IT. NOT JOINING. NOT CONVINCED.
The United States Department of Justice and White House needs to get a grip. If you do not do something about your criminal allowances, you will not have a country to pay your salaries with any longer.
And healthcare for all is great, and it works at times, when the rest of the country is stable and balanced.
WHERE is the balance?
I get healthcare but no civil rights or normal justice system? What's the point. The balance is OFF and the entire civil rights and human rights structure is already ruined. You want ruined? Take a look at the Judges and lawyers running the show. They're ruined as in corrupt and ruined. This country is ruined.
Is that supposed to be "glorifying to God"? You don't look at a house, and level it and then say, "That's really to the glory of God, right there." Maybe if you build a beautiful house, then you have something.
You don't take people's LIVES and try to twist and turn TORTURE into some kind of "refiners' fire" excuse and tack on a spiritual meaning.
This ENTIRE NIGHT and DAY I have been TORTURED and I am still being tortured right now. They are frying me.
Fowler, God damn you and your NY "family" to Hell. As far as I'm concerned, you and your pastor friend over here who you already knew, are both going to Hell.
Gregory Fowler, the current Portland, Oregon FBI chief, was sent over here from New York and he's former military. U.S. military.
And again, I do not have anything against normal military--so it's not to ruin their own personal morale, but it's undeniable that there are leaders with power in the military who are torturing people.
Gregory Fowler is U.S. military. He was sent over here almost the exact same time the new pastor for this community church was sent over here, the one with 20+ years in the military. Right after both Fowler and this pastor arrived, and I mentioned something about the boy who had been taken in Brooklyn or Bronx or wherever, the Jewish boy, my parents were tortured. Then I wrote about it, to the UN and it got worse.
These people are all connected to government. From my former friends who were connected to government, to then people who got close to ruin my life, to then torture, these people all have ties to FBI, CIA, Department of State, Pentagon, and Department of Energy. They use people in their own religion for this.
There is nothing more I can do with God, that would make a difference. Nothing. I have already done everything and know where I am with God and not one thing would make a difference or change my relationship with God. It's not about God. It's about the U.S. Government.
For the last 10 years or even longer my country has tried to "humble" me by ruining my life and torturing me, trying to kill me and hoping I'd kill myself, or leaving me in the open and festering hate in the hope that someone else or some other group could be persuaded to kill me.
I just put up photos of myself, joking with a stick to my teeth, not because I'm nuts, but out of humility. What else was it? Did you imagine it was your "lucky day", sent from God, that "Cameo just humiliated herself" or put myself in a light that wasn't typical? Lucky you then, to point at something and then try to say it's bipolar or mental illness. No, it's not. For your, since you started torturing me and my son when I first blogged and pissed you off because I sounded too normal, I threw in a joking freebie for your sad sorry asses that get jealous over a dog going to one side of the room instead of the other.
You who hate me have panicked any time I ever come across as normal, or pretty, or sing nicely, or show gifts of intellect or otherwise.
The FBI in fact, is in on the hate and jealousy and has women in their own departments that are responsible for hideous crimes against me.
I was being defamed internally by the Portland FBI and by medical professionals, church leaders (Jewish and Catholic), and insurance people. They all wanted to smear me. When I started writing my blog they hated it because I came across too normal, and as interesting, and a threat to them and their internal memos about how crazy I was when I wasn't.
My blog was threatening to them because it showed I was not some kind of drug-addict, system abuser as they were trying to get across to people in Wenatchee who didn't know me. They tried to ruin my reputation in Wenatchee just so I couldn't get ahead of the smut and defamation they smeared me with in the Portland FBI offices, and police records and Willamette Week.
It had nothing to do with military intelligence. It had to do with hate.
The minute I started sounding normal on my blog and was getting my point across and trying to explain what was going on, then my son and I were tortured FT, day and night and especially all night.
Since then, it's been one convenient excuse after another for covering up the original crimes.
Then I put up a few photos again and was joking around and I'm still being told, by my mother, maybe it has to do with something about "humbling" myself.
There are 2 times people speak up and do not sound humble:
1. they feel inferior or want to toot their horn, or
2. they are being minimized to 1% of who they are and finally have to speak up for themselves and then risk sounding "immodest".
I never talked about myself before. Why? because I do NOT feel a need to build myself up or draw attention to myself. When you start TORTURING someone, that goes out the door because then you are FORCED to speak up, in an attempt to have it stop.
My mother said something about Nebeccuznessar (totally msp). I already know the story and it has nothing to do with me and my mother knows it. She says these things because all of us already know our houses are bugged. It has no relation to my life and situation at all, except that this guy was truly nuts and then one day he wasn't. A king. My entire family knows I am not mentally ill and I know the same. I am tortured. So there is no comparison. My being tortured because some group wants to "humble" me for years and then imagine some idea of my "climbing a mountain" to fulfil their own wishful thinking is nothing but hate crime.
I'm not saying I'm perfect or that I think God thinks this. I have to go back and clear up swearing for other's sake, not God's. I don't have a problem in my relationships--I have a problem with being perpetually tortured and the FBI getting away with it.
I said tonight, "If someone spoke up and published evidence, everything would change." It would all change. It would have to change. My reputation would be restored and everyone would know yes, we were tortured. I would have 100% validity and any claims of mental illness would be gone. Aside from probably some PSTD from being tortured and having my son kidnapped to be tortured more. My son would have to be given back to me. If someone brought out evidence, our torture would come to an end. It would be impossible to keep torturing us if these groups were exposed.
"Change"
change change change.
How about some evidence, and then everything will change. How about exposing these groups for violating the law and torturing citizens while claiming other countries are "bad" for doing the same thing.
I think this is Patty too. She was the one who flipped out over the Bronx Jewish boy and my blogging something about it. She then took my mother out to Roseburg and brought her back fried and with black eyes.
They are doing the same thing Chris Rozollo did when I was with him, by frying me through accessing my laptop lithium battery and other signals to find me and target me. Rozollo is local police for Washington state and he is also Army.
It is a police officer that is one person who terrorizes the Avilas and my son, and an FBI agent. The others include the housemates from Steve Mays house, the woman and her husband, and Steve May's teen sons. There is also a white Army teen girl that is involved.
This is how CPS and these Department of State included people have abused the Avilas...and made fun of my family by mocking and degrading us...
One example:
My cousin Ivory.
First of all, in 2005, there was no problem. I was friends with Ivory more than other cousins probably and she and I had some things in common--we both liked to go out to music concerts (outdoors) and wanted to do a triathalon. Then, I was tortured and things got worse. I noticed a few times too, zero support from them and they all quit talking to me in the middle of horrible things. It wasn't because I was nuts, they said "You ask too many questions". Then, a few times I saw my Aunt and cousins driving away with Oliver and mocking me while they drove off. Other times, mocking me while passing.
However, here is one of several things these dirty cops and Dept. of State and state and CPS workers and religious criminals colluded on. They wanted to punish me for having sued anyone before. They also, by the way, wanted to take and steal any documents they knew I had between me and the monks after I broke up with Alvaro. They stole all of my evidence, as far as I know. On top of this, all of a sudden, my Aunt and Uncle were being told to do weird things, and I was being tortured after meeting Chris Rozollo.
Then my cousin Ivory shows up with a beard.
She doesn't normally and naturally have a beard. Hirsutism (her-suit-ism) does not run in the family. When I first met my cousin, nothing like that was going on with her face. After I broke up with Alvaro, she later showed up with a beard and mustache.
No one in my family knew this hair growth is called, in "medical terminology", "hirsuitism". I didn't know there was another word for it until last term when I took medical terminology and that was one of the words: "Hirsuitism", (Her-SUIT-ism).
While I was trying to appeal and find a way to file a lawsuit for torture and kidnapping after I broke up with Alvaro, I was mocked about "lawsuits" all the time. "Sue". Here comes "Sue". No one would know the pun of hirsuitism except the Wenatchee (or other) medical professionals or someone with medical background. Most likely, nurses and doctors.
It wasn't just a few whiskers. She has always had darker hair and plucked maybe her eyebrows, but her entire face had more hair on it. It was thicker hair down all over her face. And then she had this beard and mustache that was fully visible and she was early 20s and young. She didn't do anything about it. I saw her at random times, and for months, she had a beard and mustache.
If Ivory had a choice, she would shave her face or wax it off. She is not vain but she would NEVER just walk around in public like that.
I saw this and knew it was to humiliate her and the family and that some group was responsible for ordering this to be done. I knew then, it was about trying to "humble" my family.
I feel, based on seeing her face, and seeing that it was all over, it was medications or something someone gave her. And then someone must have told her not to do anything about it.
I found out, 2 years later, this "condition" is called "hirsuitism". When I found out what the word was for, I knew this was someone connected to the medical community. They are the ones who would "get off" on doing such a thing or enforcing it or wanting it done. They would be the ones to laugh at the symbolic meaning.
I could tell my cousin Ivory didn't like having it on her face and yet she didn't remove it. I knew then that something was wrong and someone forced her to do this and caused the condition, and then after doing terminology, I figured out, "This is something that was enforced and driven by a person with connections to the medical field."
You know, the same medical groups that I was trying to sue for my medical injuries from childbirth. The same medical group that got someone to go out and cut out a piece of my son's skin to remove evidence that proved I was not nuts as they claimed then. It was proof that my son had what I had, "tinea versicolor" which they claimed couldn't be given to a baby. It was, because our thrush was not treated and then it mutated to tinea when we lived in a moldy house. The doctors lied about me and said I was mentally ill and a hypochondriac to say this about my son. They said I was paranoid about his health and that I believed he had yeast when he didn't, and other things. There was proof right there on his face and I mentioned this. At the very next visit, it was cut out of his face. They CUT my son's face, just to remove evidence that proved I wasn't nuts--my son had evidence of the same skin disorder that was there only because of malpractice and malicious malpractice at that.
So my cousin comes down with "hirsuitism", and evidence of my son's medical condition is cut out of his face. Then CPS began cutting out visits with my son to mimimize what I witnessed. The group responsible for scheduling visitation monitors was directly tied to the medical community. All the women are wives of doctors.
FBI. Rick Baken's wife Claudia is a nurse.
Why so little protection when the FBI is so close? These people are all working together. The police covered up evidence of bruising on my son.
The next time the Judge decided to enforce an order that I not be allowed to take photos, my son came to the visit with a solid black eye like he was punched hard. He was. He told me so, and then he was punished for telling me.
My cousin was seriously dating someone when she was walking around with "hirsuitism". When she first told me about him, there was nothing wrong with her face. And when I saw her before, nothing wrong. He lived out of town. There is no way my cousin would walk around with a mustache and a beard unless it was out of being told to do it or endanger a family member.
These are professional FBI, CPS, and medical community people: nurses and doctors. Some bad church people too.
While my cousin Ivory walks around with "hirsuitism" for a couple of months, my son is brought to me with cyanosis and blue-purple genitals from electrocution and microwave torture by the DOE and DOD. It was his fingers too. It was the same discoloration that happened to me when I was fried by less-than-lethal military weapons. They did this to Oliver. They tortured him this way, and tortured him how we were tortured in E. Wenatchee, they bruised his legs and possibly he bruised his own legs sometimes from acute distress, they kept him confined in a carseat and in small spaces at the daycare, and someone cut out his face to remove evidence that was only incriminating or threatening to medical professionals. They also knocked out and chipped off his tooth, punched him in the eye, and pulled on his ear so much, it permanently stuck out. Then they hypnotised him, and had all of his personal notes read and heard by the entire community but my own public defender wouldn't get the records for me.
They tortured me while they did this to my son to make it impossible for me to investigate better. The police stole my camcorders and deleted evidence, knowing it proved my own innocence.
As for my cousin, I don't know what is going on except for the "hirsuitism" that was done to make a point to others.
Is this how my family is supposed to "humble" themselves?
I want to know whose egos we're feeding besides medical professionals.
Then, I didn't go to the wedding, but I saw a photo of my son from the wedding. He looked sick, extremely thin, and unhappy. This is what Washington State did to Oliver Garrett. Thanks U.S. Marshalls--you're really doing your job. In fact, I remember you laughed at me when the police told me to call you in Seattle.
I then saw the engagement photo and first I just noticed my cousin's eye was droppy but then I noticed it was his eye too. Both of them had one droopy eye in their engagement photos. We don't have a "droopy" eye genetic thing in my family. It's happened to me after being targeted in the head by military-energy weapons. Not only that, it wasn't just my cousin, who is a relative. It was her fiance too. He also has a droopy eye in the photos.
This country is torturing my family.
And even if some of my family have different things happen than others (I don't know), or deal with it differently, I want my son returned to me.
He needs to be with me, he will thrive with me, and it is the only possibility.
That said, I am trying to take classes and instead of being able to finish something, and submit it on time, I was tortured all day and night and had to write this instead.
I am not filing for disability because this is not a disability. This is torture.
I am tortured, and that has NOTHING to do with physical disability or mental illness.
And if someone wants to get up there and make a lot of noise about "ruining" someone, why don't you "Ruin" the people who are criminals.
It has interfered with every aspect of my life and is prejudicial to me and unfair when other students are not tortured at all.
Who in their RIGHT MIND tortures their U.S. students and then allows others to mock them?
The FBI does, that's who.
FUCK YOU
You're going to jail.
And I'm tired of the Department of State and CIA assholes who go along with all kinds of CRAZY experiments on other citizens and get away with it, while they live without any kind of damages, or problems, or anything done to them.
This church in Redding, California, called "Bethel" is a Department of State hook-up. It's like the church over here in Coquille, with a pastor who literally beats up my own Dad and tortures people, and all he is, is 20+ years military.
These people, like the Bethel pastors, are nothing more than theatre show people who work for the Department of State.
My parents took their "vacation" to a bunch of DOS (Department of State) and military bases, because that's where they were told to go.
No one is returning my son, they are TORTURING me and then acting like I'm supposed to "work through it" as if nothing is happening when it affects my entire life.
First they STOLE my vehicle and LIED (the Portland FBI and other police) to tow my car away, then they brought a bunch of criminals who work for the govt. into my life deliberately, and then the forced me out of court through FBI and corrupt Judges.
This idiot preaching about God tonight, in New York, is nothing but a UK crackpot. I have to sit there at my parents house and listen to him give his great dramatic speech, while he works it for the Department of State. The entire "Bethel" group is CIA and State run. They're not the first to run tell the media what's really going on, because THEY are involved. Just like these people at the church my parents have to go to over here, with the pastor that came into town, and brought in CDs with Chris Dabney sound-alike sound bites on it.
How does he know what Chris Dabney sounds like unless he's been to D.C. himself? or knows the same government people Dabney knows.
And you can say you're a game changer all you want, and that nothing is impossible, and at the same time you don't even have enough faith to believe your own daughter COULD be an astronaut if she wanted to be. Over and over, he's talking about eating bread for breakfast or something. And then he's literally talking about how he wants people to be RUINED. completely ruined so that if they thought they had nothing now, they really have nothing later. He wants, he said, "You to be so ruined you have nothing left but God".
And then supposedly it's all about "God" and how if our lives are "ruined", as my life and my son's life are, then we can go out and "win souls".
Like THAT'S what he's about. He's about winning bisquits for the UK team is what he's about. Sniff.
This is a guy who acts like nothing is "impossible" and inspires hope, and then at the same time he's talking about going after Goliath and "climbing the mountain" (nice touch, did you stop at a monastery first and talk to an Anglican priest who talks to a Benedictine priest for that one?), at the same time he's saying this, he's going over and over about how "I WANT YOU R LIFE TOTALLY RUINED" (for God).
So let's do nothing about torture in the U.S., because that's right, you work for the State Farm team, and not the normal one. So let's make it sound like "being ruined" is a good thing so the FBI doesn't worry so much and Kate Middleton doesn't have to bite her nails.
If God wanted people to be tortured and robbed and beaten up and "ruined" for "Him" then um, your songs are great and you're very inspiring. In fact, I sensed someone was praying too, and there was some good energy from somewhere. However, you're worshipping The Devil, not God.
If you want tortured lives and more torture and more ruination, then you're a Satanist, because that's what the Devil wants and then he wants to make this look like a 'blessing'. Lucifer disguised himself as an Angel of Light just as half of these CIA-run churches do.
You ruin lives and then you want to make it look "appealing" or like "it's what God wants", and "this is what God needs." It's what the CIA and FBI want, not God. Don't mix up GOD with your State Farm.
The CIA and military and other religious hedonists think it's great to steal everything from someone and to "break them" and they definitely hope to traumatize kids and ruin lives. Then, they think they will torture people or "ruin their lives" and give them little "snacks". A treat here and there and then fill these people who they stole everything from, with a little encouraging pep talk.
Where's the ACTION.
Where's the person with the evidence, bringing it to the attention of the public. I don't need a song and dance. We are tortured, and I don't appreciate how your church capitalizes off of it. Take your pick. Church of Department of State & DOD in Coquille or in California.
My son Oliver, isn't looking for a feel-good snack. And I will never believe, like some total idiot, that I am on the James Middleton Train of Self-Sacrificial Pretense. I also don't need YOU to tell ME to be stripped of everything I have.
It's easy to pick and choose how you sacrifice when you're not tortured. I'm sure Kate has made some amazing "sacrifices". It all looks great, until you realize, there was no real sacrifice at all. She's not Job. Job lost everything, was mocked, and diseased, and he was not going around telling people in a suit, "Your lives need to be ruined!"
You can "give up rights" to your own child and it can look like this great sacrifice. Oh, how amazing.....! she gave up her child to be raised by someone else, all for the LORD.
Let me gag.
That is not hard. I can list about 50 out of 100 women who are more than willing to do that with their own kids, and anyone who wants kudos for it, is a banshee. Hannah, by the way, was not tortured you fricking idiots. It is not like she was tortured by the government, and her child was tortured, and then she voluntarily gave her child as a "gift" "to God" by claiming sneaking the kid off to be raised elsewhere was a noble or religious idea. Any mother who is tortured does not give up her children. Not to anyone. Why? Because if she knows she and her child are tortured by her own government, why would she be stupid enough to think that is "God's plan and doing"? and she is concerned about their safety.
Any mother who tosses her kid off to boarding school or some other place, with the idea that it's a sacrifice, has less faith and trust in God than a mother who takes the gift God gave her and accepts her responsibilities as a woman and mother and nurtures that life.
Kate Middleton is a monster.
I'm tired of having everything in MY life ruined while assholes who are in on it, want to throw in little encouraging sermons here and there as if that pep talk is making up for anything. And I'm tired of the military and criminal FBI agents and officers in CIA who try to mask actual damages from torture with spirituality. It's the "let's pacify the victims and the robbed with religion" trick.
I don't BUY IT. NOT JOINING. NOT CONVINCED.
The United States Department of Justice and White House needs to get a grip. If you do not do something about your criminal allowances, you will not have a country to pay your salaries with any longer.
And healthcare for all is great, and it works at times, when the rest of the country is stable and balanced.
WHERE is the balance?
I get healthcare but no civil rights or normal justice system? What's the point. The balance is OFF and the entire civil rights and human rights structure is already ruined. You want ruined? Take a look at the Judges and lawyers running the show. They're ruined as in corrupt and ruined. This country is ruined.
Is that supposed to be "glorifying to God"? You don't look at a house, and level it and then say, "That's really to the glory of God, right there." Maybe if you build a beautiful house, then you have something.
You don't take people's LIVES and try to twist and turn TORTURE into some kind of "refiners' fire" excuse and tack on a spiritual meaning.
This ENTIRE NIGHT and DAY I have been TORTURED and I am still being tortured right now. They are frying me.
Fowler, God damn you and your NY "family" to Hell. As far as I'm concerned, you and your pastor friend over here who you already knew, are both going to Hell.
Gregory Fowler, the current Portland, Oregon FBI chief, was sent over here from New York and he's former military. U.S. military.
And again, I do not have anything against normal military--so it's not to ruin their own personal morale, but it's undeniable that there are leaders with power in the military who are torturing people.
Gregory Fowler is U.S. military. He was sent over here almost the exact same time the new pastor for this community church was sent over here, the one with 20+ years in the military. Right after both Fowler and this pastor arrived, and I mentioned something about the boy who had been taken in Brooklyn or Bronx or wherever, the Jewish boy, my parents were tortured. Then I wrote about it, to the UN and it got worse.
These people are all connected to government. From my former friends who were connected to government, to then people who got close to ruin my life, to then torture, these people all have ties to FBI, CIA, Department of State, Pentagon, and Department of Energy. They use people in their own religion for this.
There is nothing more I can do with God, that would make a difference. Nothing. I have already done everything and know where I am with God and not one thing would make a difference or change my relationship with God. It's not about God. It's about the U.S. Government.
For the last 10 years or even longer my country has tried to "humble" me by ruining my life and torturing me, trying to kill me and hoping I'd kill myself, or leaving me in the open and festering hate in the hope that someone else or some other group could be persuaded to kill me.
I just put up photos of myself, joking with a stick to my teeth, not because I'm nuts, but out of humility. What else was it? Did you imagine it was your "lucky day", sent from God, that "Cameo just humiliated herself" or put myself in a light that wasn't typical? Lucky you then, to point at something and then try to say it's bipolar or mental illness. No, it's not. For your, since you started torturing me and my son when I first blogged and pissed you off because I sounded too normal, I threw in a joking freebie for your sad sorry asses that get jealous over a dog going to one side of the room instead of the other.
You who hate me have panicked any time I ever come across as normal, or pretty, or sing nicely, or show gifts of intellect or otherwise.
The FBI in fact, is in on the hate and jealousy and has women in their own departments that are responsible for hideous crimes against me.
I was being defamed internally by the Portland FBI and by medical professionals, church leaders (Jewish and Catholic), and insurance people. They all wanted to smear me. When I started writing my blog they hated it because I came across too normal, and as interesting, and a threat to them and their internal memos about how crazy I was when I wasn't.
My blog was threatening to them because it showed I was not some kind of drug-addict, system abuser as they were trying to get across to people in Wenatchee who didn't know me. They tried to ruin my reputation in Wenatchee just so I couldn't get ahead of the smut and defamation they smeared me with in the Portland FBI offices, and police records and Willamette Week.
It had nothing to do with military intelligence. It had to do with hate.
The minute I started sounding normal on my blog and was getting my point across and trying to explain what was going on, then my son and I were tortured FT, day and night and especially all night.
Since then, it's been one convenient excuse after another for covering up the original crimes.
Then I put up a few photos again and was joking around and I'm still being told, by my mother, maybe it has to do with something about "humbling" myself.
There are 2 times people speak up and do not sound humble:
1. they feel inferior or want to toot their horn, or
2. they are being minimized to 1% of who they are and finally have to speak up for themselves and then risk sounding "immodest".
I never talked about myself before. Why? because I do NOT feel a need to build myself up or draw attention to myself. When you start TORTURING someone, that goes out the door because then you are FORCED to speak up, in an attempt to have it stop.
My mother said something about Nebeccuznessar (totally msp). I already know the story and it has nothing to do with me and my mother knows it. She says these things because all of us already know our houses are bugged. It has no relation to my life and situation at all, except that this guy was truly nuts and then one day he wasn't. A king. My entire family knows I am not mentally ill and I know the same. I am tortured. So there is no comparison. My being tortured because some group wants to "humble" me for years and then imagine some idea of my "climbing a mountain" to fulfil their own wishful thinking is nothing but hate crime.
I'm not saying I'm perfect or that I think God thinks this. I have to go back and clear up swearing for other's sake, not God's. I don't have a problem in my relationships--I have a problem with being perpetually tortured and the FBI getting away with it.
I said tonight, "If someone spoke up and published evidence, everything would change." It would all change. It would have to change. My reputation would be restored and everyone would know yes, we were tortured. I would have 100% validity and any claims of mental illness would be gone. Aside from probably some PSTD from being tortured and having my son kidnapped to be tortured more. My son would have to be given back to me. If someone brought out evidence, our torture would come to an end. It would be impossible to keep torturing us if these groups were exposed.
"Change"
change change change.
How about some evidence, and then everything will change. How about exposing these groups for violating the law and torturing citizens while claiming other countries are "bad" for doing the same thing.
I think this is Patty too. She was the one who flipped out over the Bronx Jewish boy and my blogging something about it. She then took my mother out to Roseburg and brought her back fried and with black eyes.
They are doing the same thing Chris Rozollo did when I was with him, by frying me through accessing my laptop lithium battery and other signals to find me and target me. Rozollo is local police for Washington state and he is also Army.
It is a police officer that is one person who terrorizes the Avilas and my son, and an FBI agent. The others include the housemates from Steve Mays house, the woman and her husband, and Steve May's teen sons. There is also a white Army teen girl that is involved.
This is how CPS and these Department of State included people have abused the Avilas...and made fun of my family by mocking and degrading us...
One example:
My cousin Ivory.
First of all, in 2005, there was no problem. I was friends with Ivory more than other cousins probably and she and I had some things in common--we both liked to go out to music concerts (outdoors) and wanted to do a triathalon. Then, I was tortured and things got worse. I noticed a few times too, zero support from them and they all quit talking to me in the middle of horrible things. It wasn't because I was nuts, they said "You ask too many questions". Then, a few times I saw my Aunt and cousins driving away with Oliver and mocking me while they drove off. Other times, mocking me while passing.
However, here is one of several things these dirty cops and Dept. of State and state and CPS workers and religious criminals colluded on. They wanted to punish me for having sued anyone before. They also, by the way, wanted to take and steal any documents they knew I had between me and the monks after I broke up with Alvaro. They stole all of my evidence, as far as I know. On top of this, all of a sudden, my Aunt and Uncle were being told to do weird things, and I was being tortured after meeting Chris Rozollo.
Then my cousin Ivory shows up with a beard.
She doesn't normally and naturally have a beard. Hirsutism (her-suit-ism) does not run in the family. When I first met my cousin, nothing like that was going on with her face. After I broke up with Alvaro, she later showed up with a beard and mustache.
No one in my family knew this hair growth is called, in "medical terminology", "hirsuitism". I didn't know there was another word for it until last term when I took medical terminology and that was one of the words: "Hirsuitism", (Her-SUIT-ism).
While I was trying to appeal and find a way to file a lawsuit for torture and kidnapping after I broke up with Alvaro, I was mocked about "lawsuits" all the time. "Sue". Here comes "Sue". No one would know the pun of hirsuitism except the Wenatchee (or other) medical professionals or someone with medical background. Most likely, nurses and doctors.
It wasn't just a few whiskers. She has always had darker hair and plucked maybe her eyebrows, but her entire face had more hair on it. It was thicker hair down all over her face. And then she had this beard and mustache that was fully visible and she was early 20s and young. She didn't do anything about it. I saw her at random times, and for months, she had a beard and mustache.
If Ivory had a choice, she would shave her face or wax it off. She is not vain but she would NEVER just walk around in public like that.
I saw this and knew it was to humiliate her and the family and that some group was responsible for ordering this to be done. I knew then, it was about trying to "humble" my family.
I feel, based on seeing her face, and seeing that it was all over, it was medications or something someone gave her. And then someone must have told her not to do anything about it.
I found out, 2 years later, this "condition" is called "hirsuitism". When I found out what the word was for, I knew this was someone connected to the medical community. They are the ones who would "get off" on doing such a thing or enforcing it or wanting it done. They would be the ones to laugh at the symbolic meaning.
I could tell my cousin Ivory didn't like having it on her face and yet she didn't remove it. I knew then that something was wrong and someone forced her to do this and caused the condition, and then after doing terminology, I figured out, "This is something that was enforced and driven by a person with connections to the medical field."
You know, the same medical groups that I was trying to sue for my medical injuries from childbirth. The same medical group that got someone to go out and cut out a piece of my son's skin to remove evidence that proved I was not nuts as they claimed then. It was proof that my son had what I had, "tinea versicolor" which they claimed couldn't be given to a baby. It was, because our thrush was not treated and then it mutated to tinea when we lived in a moldy house. The doctors lied about me and said I was mentally ill and a hypochondriac to say this about my son. They said I was paranoid about his health and that I believed he had yeast when he didn't, and other things. There was proof right there on his face and I mentioned this. At the very next visit, it was cut out of his face. They CUT my son's face, just to remove evidence that proved I wasn't nuts--my son had evidence of the same skin disorder that was there only because of malpractice and malicious malpractice at that.
So my cousin comes down with "hirsuitism", and evidence of my son's medical condition is cut out of his face. Then CPS began cutting out visits with my son to mimimize what I witnessed. The group responsible for scheduling visitation monitors was directly tied to the medical community. All the women are wives of doctors.
FBI. Rick Baken's wife Claudia is a nurse.
Why so little protection when the FBI is so close? These people are all working together. The police covered up evidence of bruising on my son.
The next time the Judge decided to enforce an order that I not be allowed to take photos, my son came to the visit with a solid black eye like he was punched hard. He was. He told me so, and then he was punished for telling me.
My cousin was seriously dating someone when she was walking around with "hirsuitism". When she first told me about him, there was nothing wrong with her face. And when I saw her before, nothing wrong. He lived out of town. There is no way my cousin would walk around with a mustache and a beard unless it was out of being told to do it or endanger a family member.
These are professional FBI, CPS, and medical community people: nurses and doctors. Some bad church people too.
While my cousin Ivory walks around with "hirsuitism" for a couple of months, my son is brought to me with cyanosis and blue-purple genitals from electrocution and microwave torture by the DOE and DOD. It was his fingers too. It was the same discoloration that happened to me when I was fried by less-than-lethal military weapons. They did this to Oliver. They tortured him this way, and tortured him how we were tortured in E. Wenatchee, they bruised his legs and possibly he bruised his own legs sometimes from acute distress, they kept him confined in a carseat and in small spaces at the daycare, and someone cut out his face to remove evidence that was only incriminating or threatening to medical professionals. They also knocked out and chipped off his tooth, punched him in the eye, and pulled on his ear so much, it permanently stuck out. Then they hypnotised him, and had all of his personal notes read and heard by the entire community but my own public defender wouldn't get the records for me.
They tortured me while they did this to my son to make it impossible for me to investigate better. The police stole my camcorders and deleted evidence, knowing it proved my own innocence.
As for my cousin, I don't know what is going on except for the "hirsuitism" that was done to make a point to others.
Is this how my family is supposed to "humble" themselves?
I want to know whose egos we're feeding besides medical professionals.
Then, I didn't go to the wedding, but I saw a photo of my son from the wedding. He looked sick, extremely thin, and unhappy. This is what Washington State did to Oliver Garrett. Thanks U.S. Marshalls--you're really doing your job. In fact, I remember you laughed at me when the police told me to call you in Seattle.
I then saw the engagement photo and first I just noticed my cousin's eye was droppy but then I noticed it was his eye too. Both of them had one droopy eye in their engagement photos. We don't have a "droopy" eye genetic thing in my family. It's happened to me after being targeted in the head by military-energy weapons. Not only that, it wasn't just my cousin, who is a relative. It was her fiance too. He also has a droopy eye in the photos.
This country is torturing my family.
And even if some of my family have different things happen than others (I don't know), or deal with it differently, I want my son returned to me.
He needs to be with me, he will thrive with me, and it is the only possibility.
That said, I am trying to take classes and instead of being able to finish something, and submit it on time, I was tortured all day and night and had to write this instead.
I am not filing for disability because this is not a disability. This is torture.
I am tortured, and that has NOTHING to do with physical disability or mental illness.
And if someone wants to get up there and make a lot of noise about "ruining" someone, why don't you "Ruin" the people who are criminals.
Torture Today and Marks On My Parents (Dad was whacked on head)
I'm being tortured today and it started while waiting for the library to open. It was from about 10-11 and was the laser-burning feeling.
Then I went inside the library and the same librarian who is hispanic was there, who always said bad things. I logged off the computer and should have been able to log in and the library computer blocked me out with a message:
"you're out of time."
There was no reason for the library computer to do this. If you log off and haven't used your time, you can log back in at any time. Instead, they forced me to get up and go to their desk to tell them and then fixed it. I'd used about 1 minute of my time, and had plenty of time left.
The entire time I've been here at the house, I've been tortured, mainly to my heart and jaw. Basically, something jabbing at muscles under my jaw with the same regular throb that they caused metal in my teeth to radiate and hurt. The burning is while I'm in front of the computer.
Is there a reason we haven't seen Alvaro Pardo lately? I mean, this country thinks they can move him in and then whisk out all of his photos and everything that belonged to me? like everything else they've stolen?
I saw someone that looked like a cop from Nashville, TN in town today driving but it might not have been him.
My Dad showed up with a mark on the side of his neck and jaw and face and it's new. I said what happened and he said, "I got whacked over the side of a head with a pipe a couple of days ago."
He was whacked on the side of the head with a pipe.
And then today, it looks like something new as well.
Then my Dad asked if I'd seen the fawns. There are supposedly 2 new twins.
Then I went inside the library and the same librarian who is hispanic was there, who always said bad things. I logged off the computer and should have been able to log in and the library computer blocked me out with a message:
"you're out of time."
There was no reason for the library computer to do this. If you log off and haven't used your time, you can log back in at any time. Instead, they forced me to get up and go to their desk to tell them and then fixed it. I'd used about 1 minute of my time, and had plenty of time left.
The entire time I've been here at the house, I've been tortured, mainly to my heart and jaw. Basically, something jabbing at muscles under my jaw with the same regular throb that they caused metal in my teeth to radiate and hurt. The burning is while I'm in front of the computer.
Is there a reason we haven't seen Alvaro Pardo lately? I mean, this country thinks they can move him in and then whisk out all of his photos and everything that belonged to me? like everything else they've stolen?
I saw someone that looked like a cop from Nashville, TN in town today driving but it might not have been him.
My Dad showed up with a mark on the side of his neck and jaw and face and it's new. I said what happened and he said, "I got whacked over the side of a head with a pipe a couple of days ago."
He was whacked on the side of the head with a pipe.
And then today, it looks like something new as well.
Then my Dad asked if I'd seen the fawns. There are supposedly 2 new twins.
Lavendar Seeds Experiment: Part III
It's still part III because I don't know the results yet.
I looked up photos of lavendar seedlings because I'm not sure what I have. I have something new coming up.
There was this tiny little start of something where I planted my #2 seeds (# identifying what was done to the small batch). I wrote about that. I thought the normal one came up. ? but I knew I had to wait to see if it's a weed or lavendar.
Then! this last night? I saw a new little sprout coming up and it's different. It was just a sprout.
Then this morning, I looked closer and it's hairy. It's sort of hairy-like around the edges. It's the #4 hydrocloric acid (high solution) treated one and it's very solid looking and sort of light green. Then, I looked again today and it opened up more and then another one of the same opened up in dark green in the #2 or #3 section (have to check). The only difference is that the leaves for the first hairy one are chartreuse or light green and then the leaves for the one that matches this one are darker green.
I don't know if it's 2 new weeds or what it is yet. If that is the lavendar (I didn't think lavendar was hairy), and if the normal one isn't lavendar, the hydrochloric gets it going maybe, and sort of bleaches it out (the pigment a little). If they're all lavendar (I don't think so) then one is small and the other two are like giants.
I actually think they slightly resemble raspberry starts and if so, I don't know how raspberry seeds got into the lavendar experiment--they're at totally different ends of the porch-deck (the raspberry is, from the lavendar experiment). They have a very downy light rasp. colored stem and little tiny rasp colored feelers or hairy edges around the leaves.
I have to wait and see.
UPDATE 7/1/2012 11:07...I still don't know what it is. There are a couple of things. Will find out and write about it in a few days.
I looked up photos of lavendar seedlings because I'm not sure what I have. I have something new coming up.
There was this tiny little start of something where I planted my #2 seeds (# identifying what was done to the small batch). I wrote about that. I thought the normal one came up. ? but I knew I had to wait to see if it's a weed or lavendar.
Then! this last night? I saw a new little sprout coming up and it's different. It was just a sprout.
Then this morning, I looked closer and it's hairy. It's sort of hairy-like around the edges. It's the #4 hydrocloric acid (high solution) treated one and it's very solid looking and sort of light green. Then, I looked again today and it opened up more and then another one of the same opened up in dark green in the #2 or #3 section (have to check). The only difference is that the leaves for the first hairy one are chartreuse or light green and then the leaves for the one that matches this one are darker green.
I don't know if it's 2 new weeds or what it is yet. If that is the lavendar (I didn't think lavendar was hairy), and if the normal one isn't lavendar, the hydrochloric gets it going maybe, and sort of bleaches it out (the pigment a little). If they're all lavendar (I don't think so) then one is small and the other two are like giants.
I actually think they slightly resemble raspberry starts and if so, I don't know how raspberry seeds got into the lavendar experiment--they're at totally different ends of the porch-deck (the raspberry is, from the lavendar experiment). They have a very downy light rasp. colored stem and little tiny rasp colored feelers or hairy edges around the leaves.
I have to wait and see.
UPDATE 7/1/2012 11:07...I still don't know what it is. There are a couple of things. Will find out and write about it in a few days.
Oliver's Kittens & Habeas Corpus
I'm told my son got 2 kittens.
I said when was this and I was told it was "either yesterday or the day before".
I said "I had an impression of an animal nose but it was a puppy not a kitten." My mother said sometimes your impressions are not right and I said, "No, I know it was a puppy and it had a little black nose. And then I blogged about it and I was brutally tortured after I wrote about it." I added, "It wasn't a kitten nose. It was a puppy nose and it was a puppy."
It was light when I saw the puppy nose, where it was. It nudged the person, whose eyes I saw through as if it was me, and it seemed to be on a bed and was definitely at eye-level.
I guessed he named them but who knows how much that was his own choice.
He doesn't even draw things of his own choosing all the time, and I saw that from his work.
This country gives me glimpses of how they are manipulating and torturing my son and then if I say something about it, they refuse to let me have any communication about my son at all. They blocked off 100% of my contacts with my son.
I never got a response for the habeas corpus I filed. The last thing I got, was an attempt by a non-Judge to change my petition and alter it. And I asked for a Judge, not a Magistrate. I haven't heard from them since. I don't believe the court served any of the persons on the petition either.
So I have to find out what happened and if I have to refile and make note of the obstruction of justice with the first habeas corpus, and how it impaired my preliminary injunction to protect my right to halt the appeals process pending habeas, that will be made an issue with international courts.
It will be yet one more proof of torture during a petition for habeas corpus, while trying to keep in college to secure livlihood and income, and while trying to appeal for my son. It's impossible to make any appeal when this country illegally uses Judges to cover for FBI criminals and then the FBI covers for these Judges by refusing to investigate judicial felony.
They are working together.
The FBI is supporting and aiding and abetting criminal Judges. In return, the criminal Judges keep doing things for the FBI and Department of State and military to torture my son, support hate crime, and use my family for research.
My son doesn't want kittens. He wants a dog.
If he's getting 2 kittens, that's military and CIA grooming and forcing shaping, and it has nothing to do with what he wants. I asked him myself, if he could have any pet he wanted, what would it be? I listed all the options. He said, "A puppy" and then he said he'd name it Scoobydoo.
I had to ask if I could get my own son a puppy as he wanted, for his birthday when I still had visits with him and I, his mother, was told no. I was not allowed to choose for my son, with his own natural interests in mind. They wanted to choose for him. I mean "they", the government. The Avilas would not care if he had a puppy or kittens, it's the same to have either.
I'm glad my son got kittens. That's great. That's something that will hopefully be fun for him, that he can take care of and grow to love and play with. But that's not what he wanted for himself.
Then, I was told he got a black and white spotted one and a calico spotted one and they're boy and girl and he wanted to name the black and white one "scoobydoo" (the boy) and then supposedly, as my mother told it to me, my aunt was trying to help him with a rhyming duo or some kind of duo, "Like Sonny and Cher" or something that rhymed, and when he said scoobydoo, velma is the woman from the scoobydoo show. However, as it was explained, in hispanic culture it's not very acceptable to name a dog or animal after a person's name because then the person feels offended maybe (that's velma the dog). So then, it wasn't explained to me how he "came up" with this idea, but "he", my son, supposedly named the girl kitten "marbles". So it's not a "duo"--it's Scoobydoo and Marbles. I said, "I don't think Oliver chose that name himself. I can just see it now. He loses "Marbles" and then that's exactly the scene that others want to play off of and make fun of."Or I said something like that, like yeah, and then "Marbles" is going to be "lost, accidentally" and either Oliver lost his Marbles or "Scoobydoo lost his Marbles".
So then my mother said, "Okay, that is the last thing I ever tell you about Oliver."
Basically, this country manipulates ME, then if they don't like how I turned out, or if they feel threatened (or some other group does) in any way, they go after my whole family and my only son, and keep me from having a normal life with anyone of my own choosing.
THEY tried to set me up with Alvaro.
The FBI colluded with other criminals, and protected them, to barricade me from college and block me from restoring my own reputation. They didn't do that to Kate Middleton did they. Since that bitch works for the U.S. anyway, it's not an irrelevant question as to why the U.S. is so interested in ruining their own land-locked citizen and then supports and gives money to HER.
I had my entire life ruined and violently disordered, because of the FBI. When I filed my lawsuits, it was not for something stupid and frivolous and petty such as not wanting a photo of me in a tennis skirt published. The point was principle--that they were asked not to photograph, and they did, but the entire thing, up against what the U.S. did to ME, is disgusting.
I was portrayed as someone completely different than who I was: as seducing a monk, when I didn't. As wearing seductive clothes, when I never did. As being a criminal, and violating ordinances and 'trespassing' allegedly and made to sound I had been cited for things I wasn't.
Allegations that falsely imply criminal activity is DEFAMATION. Allegations that I was sexually harassing someone or was seductive when I took great pains to be modest and was, is DEFAMATION. False allegations that I was mentally ill, and labling me with disorders when I was fine and never had a diagnosis, is DEFAMATION.
Filing a lawsuit to "enforce" a request, of not taking a photo, was nothing more than a U.S. prop to make her "shine". It's what Lorraine Rose would have wanted.
They dragged me through the mud, forced me out of any normal life, FBI and police worked together to keep me out of court when it was extremely important and necessary to my safety to validate my defense and protect my repuation against the kind of smears they made. They waved a red flag about me hoping every single bull from Washington to Oregon and beyond would see it and tear into me. Then they ruined my son while they propped up this bitch Kate, who is not a Catherine or a Kate and nothing besides a cruel bitch that managed to do nothing specactular besides keep her mouth shut. And anyone can keep their mouth shut if they are not being tortured, and forced to talk about at least something, and anyone who is a power and gold digger would do it.
I don't even care about HER as much as what the United States has done by allowing some group to support her or use her, to redirect attention away from the crimes they are committing against me and my son.
Then, they block us from all these things, and TORTURE us and steal my son from me.
Why in the world is the United States promoting "revolution"?
They are torturing us, and then they jump off of their own platform and problem in the United States, to ask for "revolution" in other countries.
Anytime I write about this country torturing their own U.S. citizens, they take another stab at the Middle East. They act like they are great humanitarians, and use up military men and women to go enforce "revolution" in other countries, and get sponsored with money and diplomatic meetings and other White House funds, to go "make the world a better place" and then they do this, while they are allowing me and my son and family to be tortured. When I made a petition to the UN about what gross violations against Geneva Convention are being committed against my family, all of a sudden, they wanted to bring up Iran.
Iran-this, Iran-that. The FBI and CIA refuse to face reality and deal with their internal mental illness. They continue to steal and traffic kids for themselves, and this is illegal. They could have left me alone and instead they allowed others who hate me to POUR money and power into getting me out of court so they could stick the defamation to me. After that, they only cared about making their story fit so they started creating evidence later for themselves, to make it look like they were right about me when they were always liars and criminals.
The military and the CIA have always known my family. They've always known where we were, who we were, and others did as well, who write cables for international groups. The FBI have done nothing but collude with police to allow crimes by the DOD and DOE to continue against us.
They programmed my son after they stole him from me and tortured him. They used him for a project and they are still using him. This is my son.
They shouldn't do that with any kid, but they allowed us to be tortured out of hate and revenge. They didn't start torturing me and my son after I wrote to the military about volunteering for a project. They were torturing us FIRST, which is why I was desperate enough to wonder if they'd quit if I did this. They brainwashed me, and then used an email I sent them to legitimize crime they had already commenced without my consent. I was also on narcotics for not just painful childbirth, but for the torture they had already started against us.
If the Colombians don't have any problems with me, which is what Alvaro always claimed, then why don't they publicize what this country is doing to me and my son?
They knew enough to know something was going on, and they were involved enough to use their own powers to have it stop. This guy Alvaro, medicated me when I was with him. It was illegal. And then knew we were tortured and if Alvaro got to Wenatchee and realized he thought my situation was "impossible", then he knows why.
It was "impossible" because of who? what department? why?
Alvaro Pardo and the Colombians know, just like Mossad knows, WHY it was "impossible". They already knew and know, as does Washington D.C. FBI, this has nothing to do with me inherently or that I'm mentally ill. They all know I'm not. It's not about being "impossible" because I made it impossible.
It's only "impossible" if the U.S. is using people in high places to control and fix everything, from FBI to Judges to CPS to military to CIA.
I do not think Mossad is my friend.
Anyone who thinks I think Mossad is looking out for me and Oliver, is wrong. If they have "the best intelligence" as probably they are high enough in the ranks, they know what's going on and allow it to further their own motives and interests, which most likely include Middleton.
Chris Rozollo is probably connected to Mossad. He's supposedly Catholic, but then all these guys who were talking about Jewish intelligence were telling me how great Mossad and Jewish intelligence is. If it's so great, where's the defender?
David Slader is a slosh.
I grew up, my whole life, believing in the Jews, as "God's Chosen People", as part of a sidebar to christianity. The Jewish people cannot be forgotten...God will bless those who bless them....It wasn't my parents--it was all of the christian churches, saying the same things. The Catholics went to the other extreme of saying they were "out" because they denied Christ so the true "inheritors" of faith are only those in the Roman Catholic Church (according to them). Basically, to the RCC, Jews get to be bastards and anyone who is Catholic, if not by birth, is "adopted" in. Other Protestant churches mainly held/hold to the idea that the Jews were God's original chosen people and then that they are still blessed later, even if they don't become christians. They're more to be pitied for being blind, like the boy walking as if he was blind in Brooklyn. (Hey! It's Will! on the way to the altar!). So Jews were sort of pitied as the "blind rich friend we do business with and bless". Not in my family, again, but according to what you get from church theology. You overlook their ignorance or unwillingness to accept Christ and pray for them and in the meantime, they are allies to protect and work with.
"How's that working for you?"
These Jewish people I've known do not know what the Holy Spirit is. If they did, that Holy Spirit would have compelled one of them to publicize what was done to Oliver and me. Instead, they publicized smut and defamation about me.
The Jews, as a community, have colluded against me and my son and terrorized us. Instead of using their "great intelligence" to bring out evidence of the crimes against humanity committed against us, they relished in my rape by one of their own. To them, he is probably a hero. Then they even colluded with Catholics, who traditionally in the past killed them and ruined their lives, to collectively seek to ruin my life.
They haven't published evidence of crimes against us, of torture committed by the U.S. against us. They published defamation about me, that has ruined my life on every level and then sought to keep this defamation going. There are only maybe a few small groups of actually decent Jews. The rest are secular hounds working for Mossad for their own interests. They want the U.S. and me, to defend them and support them about the holocaust, but what has Mossad done for me and my son? Where is the great "cause" and champion of civil rights when they don't even take it to the top?
They don't take it to the top, when they HAVE the information, because they were part of the reason I was dragged down to the bottom and then told to "keep swimming".
Then all of these Protestant churches just tow the line with the same ideas, and most of these people that I hear on the radio sound far more political than religious. Some sound sincerely christian, as if they do believe in a higher power. Then others, just seem to have infiltrated to be another part of the dissinformation system we have with media.
I have sympathy for Mossad for being a small intel group, like other smaller countries. I don't have sympathy for the Koch people, that ruined my case for my son, and contributed to its being ruined, I don't have sympathy for the Jewish editor of Willamette Week, and I am quite sure Mossad was involved in ruining my singing voice.
I once remember trying to pray for Israel and feeling blocked, like God wasn't going to hear anyway. Then later I was able to pray a little and wondered what had changed. I found out a woman who was Jewish who presided over the entire Planned Parenthood, that's murdered millions of unborn babies stepped down but I don't know that that was it.
Mossad does know who is responsible for torturing me and my son. The Vatican knows and Mossad knows and neither of these "faith-based" countries or groups is talking. Even if Mossad isn't faith based and is secular, they have a responsibility to bring evidence to the front.
The Catholics might claim they are no longer "bound by the law" of the Old Testament. Still, even in the NT it says to confess publicly.
With the Old Testament, it says over and over and over, that whoever knows of a crime and does not speak up, or who allows others to bear false witness against another and does not speak up, is violating the law. Do not bear false witness. And repeatedly, it talks about not allowing others to bear false witness and of not allowing crimes to occur and remain silent.
You are commanded to speak up.
Or you lose God's favor.
Catherine is not favored in any way, by God--she has been favored by a group of politicians and schemers. I really don't care. But since my son is involved, it's my business to know why this country pays so much attention to the Middletons and does nothing for their own born-and-bred.
Any Jew that claims any kind of religious identity to Judaism is required, by law, to speak up.
I have waited on someone to do that and so far, politics have meant more than God or the law you claim to obey and respect.
I said when was this and I was told it was "either yesterday or the day before".
I said "I had an impression of an animal nose but it was a puppy not a kitten." My mother said sometimes your impressions are not right and I said, "No, I know it was a puppy and it had a little black nose. And then I blogged about it and I was brutally tortured after I wrote about it." I added, "It wasn't a kitten nose. It was a puppy nose and it was a puppy."
It was light when I saw the puppy nose, where it was. It nudged the person, whose eyes I saw through as if it was me, and it seemed to be on a bed and was definitely at eye-level.
I guessed he named them but who knows how much that was his own choice.
He doesn't even draw things of his own choosing all the time, and I saw that from his work.
This country gives me glimpses of how they are manipulating and torturing my son and then if I say something about it, they refuse to let me have any communication about my son at all. They blocked off 100% of my contacts with my son.
I never got a response for the habeas corpus I filed. The last thing I got, was an attempt by a non-Judge to change my petition and alter it. And I asked for a Judge, not a Magistrate. I haven't heard from them since. I don't believe the court served any of the persons on the petition either.
So I have to find out what happened and if I have to refile and make note of the obstruction of justice with the first habeas corpus, and how it impaired my preliminary injunction to protect my right to halt the appeals process pending habeas, that will be made an issue with international courts.
It will be yet one more proof of torture during a petition for habeas corpus, while trying to keep in college to secure livlihood and income, and while trying to appeal for my son. It's impossible to make any appeal when this country illegally uses Judges to cover for FBI criminals and then the FBI covers for these Judges by refusing to investigate judicial felony.
They are working together.
The FBI is supporting and aiding and abetting criminal Judges. In return, the criminal Judges keep doing things for the FBI and Department of State and military to torture my son, support hate crime, and use my family for research.
My son doesn't want kittens. He wants a dog.
If he's getting 2 kittens, that's military and CIA grooming and forcing shaping, and it has nothing to do with what he wants. I asked him myself, if he could have any pet he wanted, what would it be? I listed all the options. He said, "A puppy" and then he said he'd name it Scoobydoo.
I had to ask if I could get my own son a puppy as he wanted, for his birthday when I still had visits with him and I, his mother, was told no. I was not allowed to choose for my son, with his own natural interests in mind. They wanted to choose for him. I mean "they", the government. The Avilas would not care if he had a puppy or kittens, it's the same to have either.
I'm glad my son got kittens. That's great. That's something that will hopefully be fun for him, that he can take care of and grow to love and play with. But that's not what he wanted for himself.
Then, I was told he got a black and white spotted one and a calico spotted one and they're boy and girl and he wanted to name the black and white one "scoobydoo" (the boy) and then supposedly, as my mother told it to me, my aunt was trying to help him with a rhyming duo or some kind of duo, "Like Sonny and Cher" or something that rhymed, and when he said scoobydoo, velma is the woman from the scoobydoo show. However, as it was explained, in hispanic culture it's not very acceptable to name a dog or animal after a person's name because then the person feels offended maybe (that's velma the dog). So then, it wasn't explained to me how he "came up" with this idea, but "he", my son, supposedly named the girl kitten "marbles". So it's not a "duo"--it's Scoobydoo and Marbles. I said, "I don't think Oliver chose that name himself. I can just see it now. He loses "Marbles" and then that's exactly the scene that others want to play off of and make fun of."Or I said something like that, like yeah, and then "Marbles" is going to be "lost, accidentally" and either Oliver lost his Marbles or "Scoobydoo lost his Marbles".
So then my mother said, "Okay, that is the last thing I ever tell you about Oliver."
Basically, this country manipulates ME, then if they don't like how I turned out, or if they feel threatened (or some other group does) in any way, they go after my whole family and my only son, and keep me from having a normal life with anyone of my own choosing.
THEY tried to set me up with Alvaro.
The FBI colluded with other criminals, and protected them, to barricade me from college and block me from restoring my own reputation. They didn't do that to Kate Middleton did they. Since that bitch works for the U.S. anyway, it's not an irrelevant question as to why the U.S. is so interested in ruining their own land-locked citizen and then supports and gives money to HER.
I had my entire life ruined and violently disordered, because of the FBI. When I filed my lawsuits, it was not for something stupid and frivolous and petty such as not wanting a photo of me in a tennis skirt published. The point was principle--that they were asked not to photograph, and they did, but the entire thing, up against what the U.S. did to ME, is disgusting.
I was portrayed as someone completely different than who I was: as seducing a monk, when I didn't. As wearing seductive clothes, when I never did. As being a criminal, and violating ordinances and 'trespassing' allegedly and made to sound I had been cited for things I wasn't.
Allegations that falsely imply criminal activity is DEFAMATION. Allegations that I was sexually harassing someone or was seductive when I took great pains to be modest and was, is DEFAMATION. False allegations that I was mentally ill, and labling me with disorders when I was fine and never had a diagnosis, is DEFAMATION.
Filing a lawsuit to "enforce" a request, of not taking a photo, was nothing more than a U.S. prop to make her "shine". It's what Lorraine Rose would have wanted.
They dragged me through the mud, forced me out of any normal life, FBI and police worked together to keep me out of court when it was extremely important and necessary to my safety to validate my defense and protect my repuation against the kind of smears they made. They waved a red flag about me hoping every single bull from Washington to Oregon and beyond would see it and tear into me. Then they ruined my son while they propped up this bitch Kate, who is not a Catherine or a Kate and nothing besides a cruel bitch that managed to do nothing specactular besides keep her mouth shut. And anyone can keep their mouth shut if they are not being tortured, and forced to talk about at least something, and anyone who is a power and gold digger would do it.
I don't even care about HER as much as what the United States has done by allowing some group to support her or use her, to redirect attention away from the crimes they are committing against me and my son.
Then, they block us from all these things, and TORTURE us and steal my son from me.
Why in the world is the United States promoting "revolution"?
They are torturing us, and then they jump off of their own platform and problem in the United States, to ask for "revolution" in other countries.
Anytime I write about this country torturing their own U.S. citizens, they take another stab at the Middle East. They act like they are great humanitarians, and use up military men and women to go enforce "revolution" in other countries, and get sponsored with money and diplomatic meetings and other White House funds, to go "make the world a better place" and then they do this, while they are allowing me and my son and family to be tortured. When I made a petition to the UN about what gross violations against Geneva Convention are being committed against my family, all of a sudden, they wanted to bring up Iran.
Iran-this, Iran-that. The FBI and CIA refuse to face reality and deal with their internal mental illness. They continue to steal and traffic kids for themselves, and this is illegal. They could have left me alone and instead they allowed others who hate me to POUR money and power into getting me out of court so they could stick the defamation to me. After that, they only cared about making their story fit so they started creating evidence later for themselves, to make it look like they were right about me when they were always liars and criminals.
The military and the CIA have always known my family. They've always known where we were, who we were, and others did as well, who write cables for international groups. The FBI have done nothing but collude with police to allow crimes by the DOD and DOE to continue against us.
They programmed my son after they stole him from me and tortured him. They used him for a project and they are still using him. This is my son.
They shouldn't do that with any kid, but they allowed us to be tortured out of hate and revenge. They didn't start torturing me and my son after I wrote to the military about volunteering for a project. They were torturing us FIRST, which is why I was desperate enough to wonder if they'd quit if I did this. They brainwashed me, and then used an email I sent them to legitimize crime they had already commenced without my consent. I was also on narcotics for not just painful childbirth, but for the torture they had already started against us.
If the Colombians don't have any problems with me, which is what Alvaro always claimed, then why don't they publicize what this country is doing to me and my son?
They knew enough to know something was going on, and they were involved enough to use their own powers to have it stop. This guy Alvaro, medicated me when I was with him. It was illegal. And then knew we were tortured and if Alvaro got to Wenatchee and realized he thought my situation was "impossible", then he knows why.
It was "impossible" because of who? what department? why?
Alvaro Pardo and the Colombians know, just like Mossad knows, WHY it was "impossible". They already knew and know, as does Washington D.C. FBI, this has nothing to do with me inherently or that I'm mentally ill. They all know I'm not. It's not about being "impossible" because I made it impossible.
It's only "impossible" if the U.S. is using people in high places to control and fix everything, from FBI to Judges to CPS to military to CIA.
I do not think Mossad is my friend.
Anyone who thinks I think Mossad is looking out for me and Oliver, is wrong. If they have "the best intelligence" as probably they are high enough in the ranks, they know what's going on and allow it to further their own motives and interests, which most likely include Middleton.
Chris Rozollo is probably connected to Mossad. He's supposedly Catholic, but then all these guys who were talking about Jewish intelligence were telling me how great Mossad and Jewish intelligence is. If it's so great, where's the defender?
David Slader is a slosh.
I grew up, my whole life, believing in the Jews, as "God's Chosen People", as part of a sidebar to christianity. The Jewish people cannot be forgotten...God will bless those who bless them....It wasn't my parents--it was all of the christian churches, saying the same things. The Catholics went to the other extreme of saying they were "out" because they denied Christ so the true "inheritors" of faith are only those in the Roman Catholic Church (according to them). Basically, to the RCC, Jews get to be bastards and anyone who is Catholic, if not by birth, is "adopted" in. Other Protestant churches mainly held/hold to the idea that the Jews were God's original chosen people and then that they are still blessed later, even if they don't become christians. They're more to be pitied for being blind, like the boy walking as if he was blind in Brooklyn. (Hey! It's Will! on the way to the altar!). So Jews were sort of pitied as the "blind rich friend we do business with and bless". Not in my family, again, but according to what you get from church theology. You overlook their ignorance or unwillingness to accept Christ and pray for them and in the meantime, they are allies to protect and work with.
"How's that working for you?"
These Jewish people I've known do not know what the Holy Spirit is. If they did, that Holy Spirit would have compelled one of them to publicize what was done to Oliver and me. Instead, they publicized smut and defamation about me.
The Jews, as a community, have colluded against me and my son and terrorized us. Instead of using their "great intelligence" to bring out evidence of the crimes against humanity committed against us, they relished in my rape by one of their own. To them, he is probably a hero. Then they even colluded with Catholics, who traditionally in the past killed them and ruined their lives, to collectively seek to ruin my life.
They haven't published evidence of crimes against us, of torture committed by the U.S. against us. They published defamation about me, that has ruined my life on every level and then sought to keep this defamation going. There are only maybe a few small groups of actually decent Jews. The rest are secular hounds working for Mossad for their own interests. They want the U.S. and me, to defend them and support them about the holocaust, but what has Mossad done for me and my son? Where is the great "cause" and champion of civil rights when they don't even take it to the top?
They don't take it to the top, when they HAVE the information, because they were part of the reason I was dragged down to the bottom and then told to "keep swimming".
Then all of these Protestant churches just tow the line with the same ideas, and most of these people that I hear on the radio sound far more political than religious. Some sound sincerely christian, as if they do believe in a higher power. Then others, just seem to have infiltrated to be another part of the dissinformation system we have with media.
I have sympathy for Mossad for being a small intel group, like other smaller countries. I don't have sympathy for the Koch people, that ruined my case for my son, and contributed to its being ruined, I don't have sympathy for the Jewish editor of Willamette Week, and I am quite sure Mossad was involved in ruining my singing voice.
I once remember trying to pray for Israel and feeling blocked, like God wasn't going to hear anyway. Then later I was able to pray a little and wondered what had changed. I found out a woman who was Jewish who presided over the entire Planned Parenthood, that's murdered millions of unborn babies stepped down but I don't know that that was it.
Mossad does know who is responsible for torturing me and my son. The Vatican knows and Mossad knows and neither of these "faith-based" countries or groups is talking. Even if Mossad isn't faith based and is secular, they have a responsibility to bring evidence to the front.
The Catholics might claim they are no longer "bound by the law" of the Old Testament. Still, even in the NT it says to confess publicly.
With the Old Testament, it says over and over and over, that whoever knows of a crime and does not speak up, or who allows others to bear false witness against another and does not speak up, is violating the law. Do not bear false witness. And repeatedly, it talks about not allowing others to bear false witness and of not allowing crimes to occur and remain silent.
You are commanded to speak up.
Or you lose God's favor.
Catherine is not favored in any way, by God--she has been favored by a group of politicians and schemers. I really don't care. But since my son is involved, it's my business to know why this country pays so much attention to the Middletons and does nothing for their own born-and-bred.
Any Jew that claims any kind of religious identity to Judaism is required, by law, to speak up.
I have waited on someone to do that and so far, politics have meant more than God or the law you claim to obey and respect.
Friday, June 29, 2012
God Damn America for Damning Oliver and His Mother
God damn the people responsible for stealing my son's life.
GOD DAMN all of you.
I am restarting habeas.
You people are CRIMINALS. The FBI, Department of State, Washington State, CPS, the Wenatchee school system, you are ALL criminals.
I just photos of his homework and someone deleted a bunch of the photos I took and then I noticed, right after noticing his teacher Tina is a bitch (again, which we already knew).
His homework, half of it, was done at school when she was the only one around to force him to write things a certain way, or color a certain way or draw things. She was a manipulative teacher and seeing what I can see from this, she probably had something to do with my son's belongings being stolen from him at school as well. I would not doubt she did some of the theft herself.
My son clearly is suffering still from trauma of being away from his mother. GOD DAMN THIS COUNTRY. He is drawing smiley faces on any face or circle or "O" that looks like it doesn't have one already, because this is one thing I did with him in our visits. So now he does it for everything. I hate this GOD DAMNED country. Your leaders are full-blown criminals and the courts are nothing but a sham. It's like having a japanese paper curtain up and calling it a dividing wall when all you have to do is push it over or barely press it and the paper caves in. I hope Assange and others have someone who can get the evidence I need to me. And keep your god-damn fucking helicopters away from this house. 5:57 p.m., we get a helicopter flying low over our property, just now. I hope that someone gets evidence into the open about what this country is guilty of with Oliver Garrett and his mother.
The FBI sold my son and I to be tortured by CIA and military and they've done most of the internal defamation on their end.
I am making sure Habeas Corpus is accepted and processed as it is supposed to be processed and I'm also not giving up the UN petition.
This country is just guilty of gross terrorism against its own citizens.
Just now, at 5:59 p.m. then the helicopter went out of range but it's still nearby. It showed up at 5:56 p.m., was loudly over the area and now is in the background.
GOD DAMN all of you.
I am restarting habeas.
You people are CRIMINALS. The FBI, Department of State, Washington State, CPS, the Wenatchee school system, you are ALL criminals.
I just photos of his homework and someone deleted a bunch of the photos I took and then I noticed, right after noticing his teacher Tina is a bitch (again, which we already knew).
His homework, half of it, was done at school when she was the only one around to force him to write things a certain way, or color a certain way or draw things. She was a manipulative teacher and seeing what I can see from this, she probably had something to do with my son's belongings being stolen from him at school as well. I would not doubt she did some of the theft herself.
My son clearly is suffering still from trauma of being away from his mother. GOD DAMN THIS COUNTRY. He is drawing smiley faces on any face or circle or "O" that looks like it doesn't have one already, because this is one thing I did with him in our visits. So now he does it for everything. I hate this GOD DAMNED country. Your leaders are full-blown criminals and the courts are nothing but a sham. It's like having a japanese paper curtain up and calling it a dividing wall when all you have to do is push it over or barely press it and the paper caves in. I hope Assange and others have someone who can get the evidence I need to me. And keep your god-damn fucking helicopters away from this house. 5:57 p.m., we get a helicopter flying low over our property, just now. I hope that someone gets evidence into the open about what this country is guilty of with Oliver Garrett and his mother.
The FBI sold my son and I to be tortured by CIA and military and they've done most of the internal defamation on their end.
I am making sure Habeas Corpus is accepted and processed as it is supposed to be processed and I'm also not giving up the UN petition.
This country is just guilty of gross terrorism against its own citizens.
Just now, at 5:59 p.m. then the helicopter went out of range but it's still nearby. It showed up at 5:56 p.m., was loudly over the area and now is in the background.
Applicable Christianity (Program on Mind Control projects)
. This is a great program.
I happened to turn to the christian station and this man is describing all the mind control projects that are going on right now.
Which is important and relevant because the U.S. is torturing my family for hate crime and then tried to make it into a research thing.
He's talking about how thoughts are being read by machines.
He's talking about how scientists and militaries are already able to "read" thoughts by energy waves.
Examples he gave are that in China, they have t.v.s now that will change stations without anyone pressing buttons but only by thought signals.
Then he said the U.S. Army is doing the same thing, with using helmets and energy waves to transmit messages through thoughts. It's under the heading of "mind control" which sounds weird to some, but that's what it is. It's controlling the mind or using control of the mind to control information.
Now he's talking about moral stuff, but first it was all about factual science.
So he said these countries are applying their technologies on others to be the first in a global race of controlling people.
He was saying they figured out if machines can read thoughts, and be able to pick up on brain waves, to read thoughts so that it causes technologies to operate. So they are trying now to figure out how to transfer human thoughts to a machine, like robots that have a kind of human consciousness.
He added they have programs which will allow thoughts to send messages to machines across the nation and cause artificial limbs to operate.
So he said they're trying to create the ultimate "soldiers".
He listed different agendas on the table with these programs, and described some group in the U.S. called the Jasons. I think they are
Dr. Chuck Missler, on his new series called "Angels", is what it is. From KHouse 1, is the name of the radio station. He said order through KHouse 1. And he's with koinaneia house and his name is Jeff. It said it's CSN radio, through Twin Falls, Idaho.
So anyway, this group in the U.S. is "highly classified" and deals with this specific kind of project and they're called The Jasons or Adjacents but I think he said The Jasons. He said it's a group of 30-60 scientists and members and that the next "information age" is about the age of "hybrids".
He said the Age of Hybrids is where countries are combining genetics, robotics, nanotechnology, and artificial intelligence.
He said, one of the objectives is:
"unenforced lawlessness among privileged few."
Other objectives are for self-replicating machines, and for transfer of consciousness.
So he was saying they are all in a global arms race to design these things and the main thing is mind control and application with technology. They figure whoever gets ahead first has the ultimate advantage to control the world.
My Photo Response To Will's Photo
. Hmm. Well, I need my other laptop back bc this one doesn't take decent photos. The other notebook, my little Acer, had the webcam removed when I got it back from the computer shop and I still have to go back and ask them to add it back. So I used this one. I am taking photos of my son's homework today so was already in the mood.
I ended up braiding my hair differently for some reason. Usually I braid it simply, all the way around in a circle but I french braided it back and forth and then wound it in the back and then there was this bare spot so I had a piece of fern in a vase in my bathroom and I plucked it out and put it there to cover the spot. I did crownbraiding and french and regular and then at the end there was a bare spot and a circle. Instead of pinning the circle of hair away, I left it (you can barely see it on the right side of my head, but I left it thinking of my son) and the fern feather went next to it). I didn't know how it turned out until the end because I didn't check the back and just kept braiding. I went across to the right then flipped the braid to go left and braided-in that way then back the other way and kept going until I had a little strand left, to wind around. It was a surprise 'do. Then I thought I would take photos for my son. And then I took more, laughing and thinking about Will's photo.
I sort of liked how my hair turned out, with sort of a feather underneath the braid idea and then when I stuck the fern there I thought, it is sort of like, and I already had dressed, and was wearing my torn jeans which I tried to stitch up with thread (it has blue, green and tan thread). Anyway. I took them very fast and have a ton. Maybe that means I'm a ham or maybe it means I'm an extrovert. Anyway, I'll put them up and then take most of them down. I'll put up the bad and the good ones.
I'll put up 2 from my lab that I did for science the other day too (we have to include this and I'll show the two that I included, maybe at the end).
(I have to figure out how to upload with this...so it might take a minute)
(I don't eat honey but I saved what I had left when I went vegan, bc it made me think of my son)
I am debating on whether to upload a couple of copies of Oliver's work to prove someone at his school has been manipulating him. It's not the Avilas. I am not sure, but it is possible that now if the State (and my enemies) who took my son after torturing him, think the option for my getting him back is out, they're trying to go after Avila's now. Saying he's skinny or something after the State tortures him, and takes him from his mother. I'm going to put his homework response from me together and then I'll think about it.
My son needs to be returned to me. I did not sign up to be "drafted" and my son is not government property. He is mine, belongs to me, and was tortured with me and then kidnapped from me while several U.S. government agencies were aware that we were tortured. They had no legal grounds to take my son, at any time. They violated interntaional law and continue to violate domestic law. They torture me to prevent my ability to even appeal or enter evidence into court. That makes the courts worthless. It means the court and justice system in the U.S. is good-for-nothing and that obstruction of justice is occuring at high govt. levels, to prevent me from even finding any remedy. This is why I filed for habeas corpus. Then they ruined my habeas corpus and didn't notify the people required by law. I have to be here, trapped, because college is my only income and then I have U.S. coordinated persons and malicious groups trying to obstruct college. The minute they force me out of court, they quit torturing me so it looks like there's nothing wrong, when I'm in college. So if I try to get Oliver back or go to the courts or Judicial Commission, I'm tortured. If I drop it, they quit most of the torture. Then they commit extortion on top of this? If I can't access the COURTS and am blocked from appeal because of torture and crime, that is FBI responsiblity. Instead of doing their job, they slandered me themselves, many of them, and someone with a lot of control has ruined and tampered with the internal file and has been calling shots. I hope Alvaro Pardo and his entire group get what they deserve. They know what is going on, the Colombians do, and what have they done for Oliver? Did any of them speak up? Not ONE of them has made a formal report or exposed the U.S. for torturing my son and this means they are accessories. I don't need an accessory around my neck, like Alvaro. I also don't need some kind of FBI accessory to crime or a military one. I'm really not into accessories. The U.S. "investigates" liasons between federal workers and Colombian women in Colombia, and have done nothing to return the illegal torture of my family and kidnapping of my son.
I ended up braiding my hair differently for some reason. Usually I braid it simply, all the way around in a circle but I french braided it back and forth and then wound it in the back and then there was this bare spot so I had a piece of fern in a vase in my bathroom and I plucked it out and put it there to cover the spot. I did crownbraiding and french and regular and then at the end there was a bare spot and a circle. Instead of pinning the circle of hair away, I left it (you can barely see it on the right side of my head, but I left it thinking of my son) and the fern feather went next to it). I didn't know how it turned out until the end because I didn't check the back and just kept braiding. I went across to the right then flipped the braid to go left and braided-in that way then back the other way and kept going until I had a little strand left, to wind around. It was a surprise 'do. Then I thought I would take photos for my son. And then I took more, laughing and thinking about Will's photo.
I sort of liked how my hair turned out, with sort of a feather underneath the braid idea and then when I stuck the fern there I thought, it is sort of like, and I already had dressed, and was wearing my torn jeans which I tried to stitch up with thread (it has blue, green and tan thread). Anyway. I took them very fast and have a ton. Maybe that means I'm a ham or maybe it means I'm an extrovert. Anyway, I'll put them up and then take most of them down. I'll put up the bad and the good ones.
(I have to figure out how to upload with this...so it might take a minute)
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