Sunday, February 7, 2010

images (skilled survivor)

I had one phrase run through my mind, and pertaining to myself, but I don't know where it came from. Maybe it was me, thinking about me. It wasn't out loud, like radio, it was in my mind. But I wasn't really thinking about myself and it just popped up.

"skilled survivor"

In reference to me. That I am a skilled survivor.

This phrase and thought has never come to my mind before. I haven't thought of myself in those exact terms. But when I got that out of the blue--skilled survivor, I thought about myself and what I've survived and while I'm proud of myself and my strength, I also have to give so much credit to God for helping me and without my faith, I do not believe I would have survived.
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I had a kind of "find" if it wasn't an image. I think it was more of an idea that just came to mind. I cried and in that moment of emotion, I asked God to work through it and use it by transforming it into strength and power for my prayers. So I prayed for a few things and then something came to mind. I don't want to say, but an object and then I asked what part of the Bible I should read and got Hezekiah and Haggai but I felt this was more my imagination that came into play and then I waited and got Amos and I asked which book and got an answer. So I opened up and that book referred to the same thing I saw or which came to mind, and then, coincidentally of course, a program came on television which also had the same object in it. So it was kind of interesting. I liked getting that because it was kind of personal and private confirmation which I was able to verify on my own or was verified for me, without needing someone else to verify because it was for them.

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