Tuesday, June 15, 2010

For Construction Workers On Bridge & Police

Two men came up behind me, construction workers and I heard one spit, no big deal, but when I turned, I didn't like the aggressive approach of one in a blue head scarf under his hat. It concerned me. I figured he was the one who spit but he looked mean and intimidating so I just dropped my empty can of Red Bull behind me walking straight ahead, nonchalant. I didn't like his approach. It was sort of threatening, it felt. So I walked on, nonchalant, and just dropped my can behind me to show I wasn't afraid.

Then the two passed me as these other 2 walked torwards me and it just seemed strange. But after the guy passed me who came off as mean, his phone randomly just fell out of his pocket and was dangling and he had to retrieve it.

I told them all, that they might want to double check their equipment that night. The other guy who'd been behind me looked at me, sort of afraid, maybe for me or for a situation. I didn't feel anything bad about him. I didn't say to double check bc I'd wished something or intuited anything, I just saw the way the cell or CB all the way out randomly and thought more could follow. I've been noticing, sometimes, that this sort of thing happens if someone is rude to me lately but I am not wishing or thinking of anything. Things just occur, even if really small. His CB was not on the outside of his jacket. It was all the way inside and somehow it came out and fell and dangled and his buddy noticed. Looked sort of spooked but it wasn't like I did the "old-1-2-drop-the-can-and-watch-things-fall" trick.

And I have nothing against blue bandanas either, for the record, so if it's one of those color things again, I don't know what's up.

There were a bunch of new people in town again, and police all over, and escorts.
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Then, I called 911 bc this cop thought everything was just hilarious, and kept driving by so I didn't have minutes left and wanted to at least document this, normally I would NOT...however, when I have cops following me to my rape scene and waving at the rapist, and then doing the exact same thing after Alvaro left, I have a reason to be wary of these police. They followed me to a scene and knew I was over the limits and knew the guy, in 2005 and then after Alvaro left, a bunch of cops followed this guy who tried to pick me up to go dancing, who blew into a breathalizer first and waved off and kissed some blond woman first. Then he wouldn't leave me alone and I had to take a taxi home. The police have followed a lot of things and are "in on" a lot of things around here. Which is why I do not trust my son is safe if there are not a ton of checks and more than one person making sure he's okay and that doesn't mean there's not technology shit going on.

I guess some of the highest ranking former military retired in Leavenworth and others are very active here. Some good and some very bad. And there are a lot of medical and other trials without consent over here, that affect adults and children.

Now that I think about it, police were following and going to the house of another guy they must know, by the name of Joran. There were 3 cop cars there for no reason and with papers out staging a drama. So actually, I can think of at least 3, and maybe 4 situations, wait, 4 situations where Wenatchee and local police have followed me en masse and because of some guy they knew that they hoped was going to get lucky.

This town hasn't wanted me to have my own apartment. They've wanted to make me vulnerable as bait in the hope that I might service their men.

Real nice guys out here. The police refuse to take my reports, but want to get their buddies into my pants.

They don't give a SHIT about me or my son. They want me as a piece of ass for one of their buddies and that's it. The "christian" guys don't want me in housing for other reasons, because they haven't wanted me to have my son back or have any kind of stability and that's one good way of ensuing this is impossible and trying to do favors for my aunt and uncle, when they don't support single mothers in this town and definitely not me.

1. Followed me (2 cars at different times) to the location where I was raped in 2005
2. Followed me, waving at the guy, gleeful, when my ex left--at least 4-6 cop cars (I didn't do anything with him). May 2009.
3. Followed me and made a big deal about my dating Chris Rozollo, even though Rozollo couldn't care less whether I went to jail for FTA (failure to appear) or not. July (?) or August 2009.
4. Were waiting at the house of Joran, on Stella Rd, 3 cop cars with no excuse for being there. (didn't do anything). May 2010.
5. Tried to force me to get back with my ex and denied me housing on my own if I wasn't with Alvaro (jail guard and other landlords in town).
6. Last person I lived with claims he's good friends with Mike Harum and other police.

7. Their kids have been instructed to harass me--children of officers in town.
8. Some (not all) of the officers have obstructed justice by covering up or destroying evidence.
9. Police refused, to this day, to send in a rape kit for analysis when I was the victim of assault before my son was taken, which I was trying to make a complaint over. Additionally, person photos disappeared from police "evidence" of private parts, to prove assault. They also refused to put a restraining order out and I had to do this through Women's Resource center, where I was told what happened to me by Portland FBI (in 2004) was actually crime and should be reported.

I could go on.

It would seem to me, that some police and military think I'm their communal sex slave and that if they work together to keep me out of housing, they have better chances of trying something with me or having me in a desperate situation. Then too, some wanted this just to create an appearance of instability and trashiness when I did all I could to get a normal job and housing here.

"Christians" have gone along with putting me in this kind of situation, when they claim hypocritically, that a certain life should be led and something is my fault when it's not. They contribute to the vulnerable position I've been in, having to rely on people I shouldn't trust because I have been forced out of other options.

I'm not going to go out and "date" and forget about my son. I had someone say I was more desirable without a child as if that is what my life revolves around.

I want my son. I have grounds for a massive civil suit against many state and govt. individuals and all I have requested is normal things--like not getting bullied and forced out of normal housing and unemployment or anything sustainable.

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