images--language

I got back to my house to write after having to deal with that woman, and these Charter people, and a phrase or word sounding like "shamel when" or "sham-el wen" or something came to mind. I'm looking it up.

Yesterday I tried to allow for other languages or just whatever, to randomly come to mind. Just closed my eyes, tried to remove all mental blocks, and allow something to flow in and I got a couple phrases but I don't know if they even make sense in any language or which one. I looked up some words and they make sense, and have meanings, but I haven't figured it all out yet so I'll write it down after I find the right translation.
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An image came to my mind that there has been a miscarriage. I'm sure they happen all the time, and to the good as well, and to those who are good to me and my son, but one to those who have not been good to me and my son.

I would have no idea who because I don't even know anyone who is pregnant that is also among those who have been horrible, and half the time I don't know who is a friend or foe (though I'm figuring more of this out), but I just got the insight or message, in an image way, that one has happened. I don't even know, though, if it's in town or out of the area altogether. I'm not totally sure, but I think it happened yesterday. That's the impression I got but I don't know why I got this today so at first I was thinking it might have happened recently, today. All I know is that it happened to someone who was an enemy of me and my son and who would know this on their own and who will read this entry.

I will ask for more detail or information to see if I get it, so it's more specific. Also, what came to mind as I was sitting drinking coffee, was that there is going to be another one before 12 O'clock midnight tomorrow. I don't know what the cause will be.
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I just prayed and asked for names of women and some came to mind but I don't know if they are for miscarriage or just women who are hateful or whose husbands have purposefully constructed things against me and my son. I got some impression that possibly one miscarriage was from lack of oxygen. I also got the impression there would be 3 stillborns.

I got some kind of impression about "a bet", zachariah (maybe the biblical story), oceans 11, and disregard for my and my son's life, liberty and pursuit of happiness.

I then decided to see if I could do the medium thing, and asked God if it was right to call on someone in the spirit world but I didn't get anything either way. So I just waited and I decided to focus on Diana since I have thought of her so much and I got "they stole my earrings" (but I don't know how relevant this is because I'm sure there are lots of instances of this), and something about "they have a book" and I don't know for sure what kind. I want to say a diary with poems in it but I'm not sure. Just some book. Also, something about Jeff. But I was uncertain about all of it except for an actual flash of an image that I got, which was unexpected, and she was to the left in the scene as if I looked straight in, and I think boys to the right but didn't see anyone else, just her, and and she was playing a tambourine and laughing. I don't feel she was "there with me" as in, how some psychics speak of someone talking to them. I wonder if I just caught a couple of glimpses of something that was from the past. Her hair was sort of shorter and thick, kind of feathered and gold colored, sort of late 80s or 90s. It didn't seem to be a straight tambourine, like it had little bells or something off of it, but maybe I'm wrong. It sort of seemed to be some non-traditional tambourine, like, more colorful than usual, or with tiny tassels or tiny little bells on the outside, but maybe a hide or tan type surface?. It didn't look, in the flash I got, like a regular plain tambourine. I felt very strong and powerful energy when I was thinking of this. Probably for the first time today.
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names of women. I guess I'll mention, but it's not that these women will miscarry or have something bad happen, but the names came to mind, and there are others whose names are probably not included and who might have something happen, but I got a Lauren, Jaqueline, Amber, Kathleen or Katherine, Moriah or Mariah, Christina, Cynthia, Estelle, Veronica, Isabel, Sarah. I have absolutely no face in mind with any of these names and didn't get a face at all, or age, or anything. I didn't pray anything for these women one way or the other, they just came to my mind. I don't know and couldn't think of the name of the woman who miscarried yesterday or earlier today and I have no idea who it's supposed to be by midnight tomorrow.

I don't see how I will ever know, either, because some miscarriages happen at home and not in the hospital and miscarriages are not usually published, and I don't think stillborns are either?

Later, an old friend's name came up, which starts with Bee, and I thought to pray for her.
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After I posted this, I did a quick search on something, and something which came up really surprised me bc something had come to mind earlier, in connection with miscarriage, but I thought it sounded weird and unrelated so I didn't write it down. The word was "thrombosis". I was thinking that has to do with varicose veins and figured it has more to do with the fact I was reading about clotting disorders the other day. But I learned something new bc apparently, this is a common cause of miscarriage.http://autoimmunedisease.suite101.com/article.cfm/antiphospholipid_syndrome_aps

The other thing I remembered, was one part of a dream last night. I had a weird series of dreams but don't remember anything except for this one scene where a man and a woman looked normal and then they turned and both were horrible--attractice, but vicious people and both had white jackets on, like doctors jackets and I thought they were both doctors but the woman's jacket looked like a chef's coat. It was weird but I don't think it meant anything. On the man's ID card, hanging around his neck, I saw the whole name but could only recapture his first name which was "Wid". Haha. I don't know what the last name was. I think it was a culmination of the weird things I have to deal with, and in the dream, it was like he was Wij but it was Wid. I can't remember what the man looked like, but healthy, not very old, and decent looking. The woman was blond, with newsreporter hair, and a regular American woman type face. They were in their mid 30s-50s maybe.
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