Tuesday, May 4, 2010

My Dream Last Night

I had dreams last night and slept well.

I had one dream about my son and case and some kind of worker. It was actually a positive dream, that I was getting my son back and actually, someone was looking at me with this look like, "I'm going to figure out a way to do this."

And then at the end I had a separate dream of a woman, young woman, crying. It was unrelated to my custody part of my dream. It was more like she was crying and it had something to do with me somehow.

When I put up the sketch I felt sort of so-so vibe like someone didn't like it but it wasn't wrong. Then, I wrote about some young woman crying or getting my son back, and it's all very strong good energy. Just sort of new. I left the computer to make sure it wasn't something from this and it's not.

In my dreams about my son and the case, I was walking in and for the first time, there was this look of knowing and frank, "I know" and a complete understanding that I wasn't nuts and didn't have ANY "barriers" to parenting at all. But I didn't recognize the man exactly--don't know who it was, but I turned and said, "I really want my son back" and said, "Do you think it's possible...?" and he turned to me after being very go with routine and then revealed what he really thought. Maybe he represented someone else but he was older, about 40-65 years old.
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I had the idea, but it might be wrong, that the young woman crying had brown hair and it was straight and longer than chin length at least but I don't really remember that part right.

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