Waste Of My Time & Good Guess Again

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I'm pissed, about the total waste of time it was to be involved, in any way, with Exxon. I don't hop around in relationships and this one was shitty to begin with and then I attempted to make something of it and found myself trying and then feeling involved even though he did some really bad things. I don't care if he's a prince or not. The sad thing about royalty, is that it SEEMS, they have a problem with fidelity. Not unlike most men, but perhaps the idea of privilege or position and of course, the availability, makes it more of a challenge.

As boring as it sounds, I want someone who is not promiscuous and who is ABLE to be faithful. Not every man can DO that and if not, there is someone else for him who will tolerate it. I need a one woman man, period. I am loyal and I deserve the same.

I just spent time talking to a bartender who admitted my story makes me sound paranoid schitz and he recommended lying to the psychologist. How in the hell do I find a psychologist who believes and understands me and knows these people and situations are true? I'm not working for intel, so people wonder why I come into proximity with such a varity of individuals. I don't know. I'm not even especially beautiful. So i don't know. People are curious??? I don't know.

I made some more accurate guesses today. As I was leaving this one place, this woman and man stood out to me. They were older but sitting on totally different sides of the room. I said, "Are you guys married?" and they were but sitting far apart. I asked if the woman had been a nurse and she said no, but had worked in medical clinics and for physical therapists. Then, as we were just talking, I asked her where she was from because i knew it wasn't Wenatchee. RIGHT before she said the name of the state, I swear to God, I am almost freaking MYSELF out, because I knew. It was Pennsylvania. I didn't say it before her though, out loud. I just saw it and knew it and it immediately came to mind and THEN she said, "Well, I was BORN in Pennsylvania..." and then she went on about how they moved but then eventually went back to Pennsylvania where she grew up.

I was really shocked, myself, by this, because I totally had THAT state, of all things, come to mind and then she said it one split second later. I didn't run through a list of states in my mind either. It popped into my head.

This is so weird and I don't even know what it's for really.