I got my I love you of the day. A few minutes ago. I think other times today too, I thought of my son and felt it.
Since everyone is tracking my ass everywhere, I may as well write about 2 things cool that happened today where I asked for something and found it right away.
Earlier, I went to one place and used the restroom and wanted to measure a distance with a tape measure. She didn't have it and I didn't expect her to. Then I said, "Well, the next place will have one!" and I walked a couple feet and decided not to go in and instead went around the corner to a van sitting there and knew he'd have one, and he did, and it was even yellow and black like I had impression of. It was the same one I sort of pictured.
Then, I had a tension headache and was walking and somehow "knew" that this place had Advil for headache. So I walked in and don't usually go there, but sort of just thinking about a lot of women and how they would have advil bc it's full of women.
So I walked in and on the counter was a plaque of Queen Victoria. It said "Treat Me As You Would The Queens". I asked the woman who approached if there was Advil and she hesitated and I picked up the plaque and turned it to her and said, "This is my request. Queen Victoria had migraines and I am having a tension headache and I need some Advil." The woman looked shocked and went to her office and had all these Advil in a baggie. I took a few.
Then I walked out thinking, "What the hell was that"?
Other things like that. Anyway.
Then I got those photos which show the table and I freak myself out.
I don't want this for my son though. I don't want him to be some kind of experiment. I just want him to enjoy his life and have fun and be happy and I feel he will be happy when he is with me again.