I continue to be tortured.
It stopped for a while when I was writing the list of federal workers and then it started up again with suction of my heart and burning sensation earlier. Also, I woke up this morning to mild pain from technology to metal in my teeth and neck.
I went over to my parents house this evening, and as soon as I was in the door, it was extreme suction of my heart and chest. They had even stronger technology being used at their house, inside, where they were. It wasn't while I was walking over there, outside, at all. It was focused and centered on the area where my parents were in the kitchen.
This country is torturing me and my son. It is torturing my parents.