I feel like, based on latest revelations of how I may be able to have a jurisdiction case and have my son returned, the Judge and State are aware that the best opp is with New Trial while it's still Termination stuff.
I also think that I might be getting more flack on other issues, if this is the case, because some group really doesn't want this to happen. It is as if it's not even about my son at all. It's like it's that if I get my son, someone or some group loses something big. Like keeping me stalled is the whole point and it has nothing to do with my child.
I also, and this sounds strange, but it has crossed my mind that someone wants to affect my fertility. I may be wrong.
Some want one of my eggs and to have a child by my genes but then I have had this weird feeling that someone or some group has had intentions on my fertility and doesn't want me to be able to have children. I also feel something recent may have happened in an attempt but I am okay. But something really weird is going on and I have felt I need to be more protective than ever of what I eat and drink. Like it all needs to come from a can and not just a can that belongs to someone else either.
It's weird, but a real feeling I've had.
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