Maybe Not Going On Medication

I am rethinking meds for anxiety.

I don't know what kind of other diagnostics I might need first and I don't know how things could screw it up.

I just talked to a pesticide specialist, Richard Cox, who was checking in or out and he said it looked like arsenic or rat poison and he didn't have doubts.

He referred me to a specialist who is past Yakima or Tri-cities. I don't know yet whether or not I'll go.

He also said yes, he could see the same lines in my nails that I saw and others see when I point it out.

I told him that after I had the first stages of symptoms, I was then having blurry vision and some memory problems. The vision stuff was pretty noticeable.

The lab is saying it will take 8-10 days to do this test for arsenic or rat poison.

A few hispanic guys have been keeping their eyes open since I've been here, and it's not been a good vibe. A few look mad and some look like they think it's really funny. Just a few that I've noticed. Most are fine.

I may look into the anxiety medications and take something if I'm assured it doesn't screw with results.