I woke up this morning thinking about how I was drugged/medicated by my Ex. I also thought about which persons were so "responsive" to any reminder I made, of an expression he used to use.
So many people pandered to Alvaro Barbosa Pardo.
Mostly, they were from the justice department and military.
He used to use this expression about how he thought it would be "difficult" to get my son back but not impossible (at the same time he was saying I didn't need my son with me and it was too dangerous for kids to be in some situations).
"Difficult" was one of his favorite words.
"It's difficult," "I think it will be difficult," on and on.
I then noticed, when my mother once advised me about how to draft a letter to the court in TN (justice department), the word "difficult" was included. This always seemed to make anyone in the justice department happy...little smirks and feeling good if I reminded them of Alvaro by bringing up how "difficult" times were.
The persons always so responsive to any gentle recollection or revisiting of this term, were Judges in the Justice Department, FBI, and Military. And those also reusing this word all the time, in the same way, were all the above.
I'm sending for the documentation of marriage license application today.
The CIA and FBI attempted to erase everything else. They stole everything from me. I know for sure that he worked for the FBI but I don't know how much he may have also worked for the CIA, because he was international and always talking about "revolution" and I always had some idea he was doing something with hostage situations in the U.S., while he was in the U.S., and said he was working somewhere else.
For all of his U.S. government connections, and how people backed off and were willing to give me almost anything only as long as I was with HIM, it's shocking anyone would suggest he is NOT a government employee.
It's strange what some try to infer from choices in what I carry or wear, as if this signifies how I feel about something. If I don't carry the computer bag given to me in D.C./Maryland, I'm "over" him or rejecting something and if I do carry the computer bag, it's supposed to mean something? It means nothing. It means I haven't had money to get a new bag and it's not high on my list of priorities.
He and a lot of others know about torture of my son and so far, I haven't seen anyone making comments in support of me, about this. Alvaro is both a user and a coward.