How The Hearing Went With Holt

I actually don't feel any kind of "vigor and vim" from this. Seeing her today made me feel more sorry for her. And I felt like, before i even saw she was there, if she was NOT there at all, I wasn't going to push to win by default. I didn't want her to come back and try to screw me over if I showed mercy myself, but I felt bad for her because I certaintly haven't lied like she has.

And, I felt, like something is wrong. I don't know if she isn't doing very well because of cancer stuff or anything else, but something isn't right. And I didn't feel triumphant, in any way, and in fact, I didn't even feel really pissed she was trying to say all this awful stuff about me. I was standing there, calm and collected, and not vindictive at all. I wasn't trying to rub anything in. Maybe I have in the past, but I don't feel that way in general.

She didn't look so good. she was wearing her black and white and everything was wrinkled and her hair wasn't so good either. I almost wondered what was going on. The whole thing seems weird.

But she wanted to push everything through. The Judge, Judge Allan, actually asked her if we wanted to just drop everything since we lived separately now but Mykal wants to push eveything. I didn't say anything. I let her decide and she chose to go through with all of this.

I wanted a continuance and the continuance is forthcoming. Then Holt served me with more stuff, claiming I owed her this money and even an eviction petition when i don't even live there. She filed a big eviction petition after I was already out of the house.

Very weird. I don't know. I think it's weird. She was trying to say to the Judge I'd defamed her. I didn't defame her. She showed what her motive was for doing this though...She just didn't like having the dirty water out in the open. I told the truth. She was intimate with Alvaro and I wouldn't lie about it. I also am not lying when I say she fully lied about my having "a knife." And here she was offering me prescription drugs which I didn't take and then she's trying to say I'm a prescritpion drug and METH user.

It's just very, very, odd.