Description of Pain (Jan. 3, 2008)

I was in inexplicable pain. Of course I started writing "horrid" letters and screaming and making accusations. My pain was incredible and no one listened. Knowing about Christa, I refused to have anything to do with anything Catholic. I didn't know who was responsible for what was happening, but I knew it was abnormal. This was not a mental breakdown. This was a total physical breakdown and I knew my mind was fine but no one listened to me. If it was the magnetic pulse, it WOULD cause this kind of severe symptoms. I tried to get an MRI when I went into ER, of my head, because of the seizure symptoms, but they refused. Freed wrote back and said they were not Catholic and I sent him proof that they were:

Swedish is a Catholic Merger; Freed, They Are Using You‏
From: cam huegenot (cameocares@live.com)
Sent: Thu 1/03/08 6:54 PM
To: sfreed@wvmedical.com; pfarmer@wvmedical.com; rbennett@wvmedical.com
I am very sick. You would like to blame my "pain" on psychosis or delusion, and when you've done this in the past, you were proven wrong. I am physically sick. All day today, I have been unable to stand more than 15 minutes at a time. My entire back up to my shoulder blades feels unstable. I took 3 hot baths today with my son to ease the pain, on top of taking leftover Dilaudid and the percocet. The pain has grown outside of Percocet coverage. While I'm sure it keeps the worst edge off, the remaining pain is leaving me disabled. I have been nauseous all day today, off and on, and my stomach hurts. It has not been the same since childbirth but feels worse now. I laid down several times to ease my back and all my other joints ached. I just got up from lying down for a 3 hour nap with my son. I was unable to sleep at all though I'm exhausted. The pain was great. I was unable to keep my mind on anything besides pain today. I do not get a break. This does not happen, cannot happen unless the body is giving out warnings that something is very wrong and I do believe I am dying. I thought it was cancer before and all forms of cancer have NOT been ruled out, and if it's discs, they have collapsed and cannot hold my back anymore. It feels like I need a steel rod in my back to hold up my spine. My pelvis back and down to knees throb and ache in a deep way. Because hot baths help, and I read they increase muscle and internal body temperature when heat pads don't, I am wondering if I have a new circulation problem bc something is pinched or cut off and the hot water hellps redirect blood more forcefully to lower regions while immersed lower body to waist in tub.

I am going to die. You assholes are not listening to me, just like you didn't listen to me when I was tortured along with my son in childbirth for hours. My statements, pleas, and symptoms were discounted and I was told it was in my head. You have not learned. You want me to go to Swedish pain clinic because you know someone there you want to say this is mental and not physical. You want someone to say it's mental to keep me from getting proof it's physical by MRI. At this point, you should be praying with all your strength to God Almighty that someone will say it's mental who is licesned or professional, because you will otherwise be charged, along with the rest, of abuse and intentional infliction of emotional and physical distress and pain and suffering. If you really cared about whether it was mental or not, you would actually have me examined by MRI so you could definitively point out there was "nothing" there. If you were sure it was mental and not real, you would jump at the chance. Instead, you know and believe an MRI will prove what I'm saying, that it's a major physical problem and injury that went untreated and undiagnosed for over a year and has deteriorated.

You want me to go to Swedish bc you want me to have a mental evaluation. You don't want diagnostics of the pain I report. You just want a piece of paper to cover you and your clinic and the rest. How much is it worth to you?

Pam called and said you said you would NOT give me a referral to the pain specialist of my choice or a general referral. She said you were only referring me to Swedish, even though I told you and her by VM that there is a serious conflict of interrest in my going to anything affiliated with Swedish as they recently merged with a private Catholic hospital/center. Pam told me when she called that YOU said this was not true. Either you don't know, or you're lying so Pam thinks the best of you.

I looked up and READ, for myself, the history of Swedish months ago, when I got onto Molina. I read up on the affiliations of all the hospitals. Swedish recently merged, in the last couple years, with a major Catholic network. There are nuns as nurses there. I read about the merger on the official website for Swedish.

This is a major conflict of interest for me. I have had litigation with the CATHOLIC church and had problems EVER SINCE. I have had a defamatory article written about me by a CATHOLIC reporter the RCC hired and it was published with my name and face on front page by 2nd largest paper in Oregon. I have been harassed, stalked, and intimidated by members of the Catholic church, and sexually assaulted by 2 CATHOLIC FBI employees as well as given a false citation by a CATHOLIC police officer which was thrown out when I got a lawyer and he realized he was in big trouble. I have had CATHOLIC lawyers harass me and hound me and write letters to others to incite hatred against ME. I have been persecuted. I have had FALSE medical charts and claims written about me by CATHOLIC doctors including Dr. Parnell. Molina is run by a CATHOLIC family and I was harassed all the way up to their corporate offices where they put me to afterhours recordings hours before closing time when I needed assistance in getting prescription coverage. I have had, most recently, CWH, which has a large number of CATHOLLICS, file a lawsuit against me by their CATHOLIC lawyer, JP Diener, and CWH is a merger of a private CATHOLIC hospital, though that merger was long ago, it carried the Catholic influence up to present. I have been kicked out of WVMC by a mainly CATHOLIC board of directors and had CATHOLIC individuals TRYING to cause trouble for me and lying that I was the one making problems, like Alison Kuske, who tried to keep me from getting a blood test and was very interested in this, and who harassed me and lied about me. The reason she didn't want me to know her last name wasn't because she was "afraid" of me; it was because she knew I'd confirm she was CATHOLIC and her family's ties to Dick Whittemore, one of the Catholic church lawyers in Oregon.

I am SICK of this. If anything has made me sick besides the pain and torture, it has been the obstruction of justice by members of the CATHOLIC church, who have spewed their putrid hate towards me whether I live in one state or the next, who try to conceal it by claiming I am the problem and they are all innocent. They have harmed me and my son and you want me to go to a clinic where they are predominant and have a great influence, to determine my "pain" issues?

No, you are in on this.

You, Dr. Freed, are as guilty as they are. You went along with them and ignored me and still ignore me, and do not care about my health. You WANT me to suffer, like the rest.

YOU want me to suffer. You do not want an MRI. You want revenge. Maybe you were defensive about your HIPPA violations which I called out. I don't know. But your hate towards me is evident in your actions and wish to control every aspect of my care and who I go to. You don't want me to go to a pain specialist I would go to, who might HELP me.

You don't want someone to help me.

The conflict of interest is there, with Swedish. Anyone can look it up in news articles about the merger and on their own site.

Good luck seeing the light. You are so far behind the ball I dont know you will ever catch up. And if you do not fully join them and cooperate, they will use you, suck you dry, and spit you out and replace you with one of their own. That's what the majority is for. You don't see it coming. I do.

Cameo