Tuesday, December 23, 2008

music and research today--something on britney spears and her set up

I started this morning with Madonna's Material Girl and then Cyndi Lauper's "Girl's Just Wanna Have Fun" and now I'm onto Tupac, first "Keep Ya Head Up" and now "Only God Can Judge Me". http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=padvnsLUhUM&NR=1. Set the fucking captives free.

Knowing how Cassel was negligent with his other clients, and how a Wenatchee PD tried to coerce me to take a plea when I told him I had evidence to clear me (rivercom on audio and counseling report about Loren assaulting me)...and then how the rules were all thrown out in this case with my son, and evidence withheld and discovery withheld...

Why the hell are some of the people who are in jail, IN JAIL? I wouldn't trust the Wenatchee system for anything. It is bad enough, that it warrants investigation into the trials and "pleas" of every single prisoner. It is really that bad.

Listening to "All Eyes On Me". We have big newspaper articles about the lack of rights for guantanamo prisoners and yet normal U.S. citizens only have a facade of a fair and just system. U.S. citizens get screwed and no one even knows because the ones who are screwed don't have the money it takes to prove they are innocent and set up. Public defenders aren't afraid of having complaints made against them by the poor defendants. Hell no.

Listening to "I Don't Give A Fuck" by tupac. nice! I'll sing this one at my next wedding or choir solo. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KOg45fpdEv8&feature=related. I especially like the end--i totally start cracking up laughing every time I hear it. his list of "fuck offs". And ya wonder why he got killed with his FBI guard standing by.

"Don't Cry For Me Argentina" by Madonna...pretty.

I went to Mohammud Al-Fayed's site and read a few things. I need to find out whether all the documents from the inquiry are scanned in for the public to see somewhere. We commonly read about Dame Butler-Sloss stepping down for alleged "inexperience" as she claimed, but according to Fayed, she was actually trying to have a little private inquest with no jury. She wanted to decide everything herself in a kind of summary judgment deal. We don't hear that side of the story often.

So I would like to see all of these reports and the lab reports and I want to know what methods were used to determine diana was not pregnant, supposedly.

I think the whole thing should be re-examined, but that independent people should do the investigation.

Listening to "Everybody Hurts". I don't like it. It's really horrible--this expose documentary of Britney and her breakdown. I think some people have true breakdowns and others have people who want everyone else to think this is the truth. I was skeptical about Britney's having a real breakdown, but I figure, what she had to her advantage, was a shitload of money and lawyers to bring out any possible evidence to the contrary. Also, she was admitted to psych ward and everyone saw she was out of it, stretchered away...and yet, I still wonder about people she was with and what was in the drugs she was taking. I question her relationship with Paris Hilton at the time that led up to this and her ex-husband and his motives. I remember telling CHrista how I felt about it and for some reason, CHrista was extremely defensive of the guy (who had connections with monks like the Abbey lawyers and who was catholic) and blasting Britney, saying, "Oh, I'm sure she didn't like being disregarded" and Christa just went off on Britney like she was a personal enemy, saying all this shit about how it was Britney's fault and her mental problems were because her husband wouldn't put up with her and she felt "disregarded". I remembered then looking up Britney and Kevin and how he took her to a Benedictine monastery before they were married, and I thought it was strange. I mean, I found out Christa was in with the Abbey guys and they were in with the Benedictine monastery in Mt. Angel, and then I also knew Beau Blixseth was involved with things against me and he started going to my classes and sitting next to me after Christa learned which classes I was going to take. Then I found out Beau's first girlfriend was Paris Hilton and he asked me if I knew her and talked about her a lot. Before she was famous. or infamous. Next thing I know, Britney is hanging out with Hilton, whose family has a massive catholic charity set up and whose grandfather was extremely religious. And then here's Christa, going off on Britney like she has insider info, in a bitter tone, about how she's sure Britney doesn't like being "disregarded". I thought, "who told Christa that Britney was being disregarded?" it was in the news.

So I wondered. I wondered if people around Federline were trying to mess with Britney to create a breakdown, and helped to create an image of her that the media would find contrary to motherhood--afterall, it was Hilton that started taking her out to go dancing and get drunk and show her vagina. Just like Christa did with me, except I didn't start smoking and doing drugs or show my vagina. But how many times was Britney date-raped while under the influence? and screwed with? Maybe she really did have a breakdown, but I think in her case, there were people leading her to it. And while I've been through it, I have a very strong foundation in myself and Britney seemed a little more vulnerable at heart. More of a feeler and would take it to heart. She was provoked, I believe, to go out into public and act in a way that she would not normally act. Did she eventually go on meds? maybe. probably. Is she faking cooperation just to get her kids back finally? maybe. I've had people tell me to do that.

The only thing that throws me off, is she had so much money. If I'd had those advantages, I would have been able to prove a lot of things, and the thing is, no one was after Britney for making complaints agaisnt the FBI or catholic church or anything. They just went after her kids and money. Probably, out of jealousy and in an attempt to make her pay for some imagined offense.

I wrote into several Britney blogs, when I lived in the orchard location, defending Britney and raising serious questions about what was going on and how she was being defamed.

done writing about Britney and put my post up. I'm listening to Roxette's "Milk, Toast, & Honey".

i really have not seen much footage of diana at all, so i decided to watch some clips about her, or with her in them. i don't think it will really help what i'm doing with research except maybe to connect better to who she was. i feel bad for the total surveillance she was under. i really would not like to be famous. i mean, i don't care about being online for the world, but i do not like public attention and even today i got some of this after i left my house for a walk. it's those same ones who stare and make intentional faces at me. the others i don't care about. i keep my eyes open so i know my surroundings and who is around me so i can identify faces later, but sometimes i think i should just totally ignore my surroundings so the harassers do not bother me. i don't know how celebrities do it.

i first watched diana trying to take vacation in the caribbean and saying "get lost" bc hounded. then some tributes, and a clip about how shand kydd went to diana's apartment after di's death and destroyed many, many, documents, according to burrel. then i watched her practice with a speech coach, about what she'd like to do and her son's were in the room with her and sounded sort of like they are now--in public eye...harry goofing off and active and then william being big brother and telling him to sit. really cute video of diana and natural. then i am on to the interview, the big one where diana reveals in 1995. as she was talking i almost cried, she doesn't look well...i don't mean mentally, but health-wise. and even if it's scripted at some parts, she seems genuinely sad and i believe what she says. they tried to lock HER up! some of charles' friends. really horrible, what was done by those people. so i got part 3 of the interview and have to see the other parts bc i'm out of order. if anything, seeing these videos makes it more clear to me she was murdered. aside from the "disappearing pregnancy" which is bizarre, and i believe fayed bc he's no reason to lie and wouldn't forget something like that, and of COURSE he would go off accusing the whole world almost, because how do you pull that off? like he said, and i watched an interview by him, i echo his sentiment bc he says, in this CENTURY? it's not the 17th century and you don't execute people. which is what i thought about church and state until i was cited by a catholic police officer who said i offended his church, he was catholic, and gave me a ticket for something that didn't even fit. so, i am listening, and then i note, di gave this interview less than two years before she was killed, AND i found out, from a clip, that she went to Scotland Yard at least 6 months before her death, gravely concerned about an "accident" in her car. she did not just write a letter. she went to authorities and pleaded for help. and then people call her paranoid? she was fucking assassinated and the fact her pregnancy didn't show up is evidence to me it was a job. so, watching more footage to get a feel for diana and who she is. i guess there are bits of information that are helpful. i am seeing, charles in interview, how he comes across and how it would be difficult. he is asked if he was faithful and i watch him lie and say yes, when he, from the start, had carried camilla's initials with him. even if it wasn't immediately physical, it was emotional. and he says everything with a sort of sardonic smile. he actually reminds me of Granny's husband, my grandfather. how he could mock someone with a sort of cold eye and sneer and condescending comment. i'm not saying he's like that now, or that he did it, bc i don't think charles would order this, but still, i can see why di was troubled. i'm looking at a clip of william and harry and harry has some interesting things to say too. funny, because even sitting on a sofa, harry is the one who can't sit still.

still have horrible migraine. this time, it's back but on one side of my head. i took tylenol to no avail so i'll probably try to smoke weed. i am on second day of migraine i guess. listening to how the french police treated witnesses, and then knowing about the payments to henri and last minute change of plans, and then the whole deal...if it's international work, it's over arms or religion. testimony of witnesses from france: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b7dDaZR8X1Y&feature=related

testimony about james andanson and contradicting accounts by first responders there:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hXLZR8pliLQ&feature=related

Interesting. here is where it all began. charles' friends began saying diana was "obsessive", "clinically mad", and "paranoid" when she voiced suspicions about camilla. a book came out calling her obsessed and THEN, out of nowhere, came the camillagate tapes...which PROVED diana was not paranoid. she was right. but they kept on saying the same thing, bc they couldn't be wrong. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kc0lNc944X0&feature=related

here, the coronor says it is unlikely diana could have ever been proven to be pregnant or NOT, scientifically. well, i'm confused then, because what about that blood from the mercedes that was supposedly tested? what kind of test was done on that?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yMgDxw3rL70&NR=1

i'm not watching music tributes bc i want to hear speech, but this one i listened to bc i like the song so much and it has some nice clips of diana..when it gets to the part where she's holding the little babies and then you see the look in her eyes and you know this was real, it wasn't for publicity...she was as touched by them as they were by her. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NfVCkLGJZhY&feature=related.

they couldn't get her confined to a psych ward, and they even lost steam calling her paranoid, and she was smart enough to find her own resources bc she knew she was in jeopardy of losing her kids. so she fought for them, secretly, all along the way, and then, they just decided to bump her off. they would never get rid of her now, that she was divorced and gaining her own voice. i'd still like to see the cost estimates of weapons info.

watching diana revealed. really interesting. especially part 2 about charles and what she said to him after the funeral..the way she spoke to him in sympathy, in a motherly fashion to reach out to him is very similiar to the way you hear camilla addressing him over the phone. he's sort of wanted a motherly type i think...a nurturer and then diana needed that too though. what i notice in the 3rd part is how all the women in her life betrayed her. her mother, her step mother, her sisters telling her she can't back out of the marriage, camilla betrayed in her own way, and then even the queen. philip told his son to take a mistress if he wanted and charles said he refused to be the first king who didn't have a mistress. he actually said that to her, to his wife. like, thanks for the notice. they only met 13 times before they married. wow. and in that short of time her radar was saying something wasn't right.then it was only once every 3 weeks. on a schedule or pattern she noticed, whereas before he'd had camilla every 3 weeks. very crazy...and...who the hell knows what else she could have said next. she divorced saying "i will not go quietly". you see all this pent up rage where she sucked it in and faked for years and then turned on herself, and finally, took that anger, and brought it outside of herself, to reveal to the public. she knew she needed public support if she was to avoid psych ward and losing her kids. shit, she totally knew what she was doing. she didn't stand up for herself until later, but she emerged. she went from princess to princess/political activist. (on part 5 now) hahahaaaa! oh how funny. made me laugh out loud. diana is asked why she does charity work and she says because she has nothing else to do and giggles and william in the background says seriously, "that's awful. that was a recording." ahahha. so funny. he's reprimanding his mother. wow. i'm so glad they talk about this, she talks about manakee bc i can see her conviction. i didn't know they reopened an investigation about manakee after diana's own death. it's very odd, i think myself. the timing of everything. they heard what was going on and diana and he talked about leaving together. then he's dismissed and then fired and then killed and then charles tells diana coldly about it and then she finds out he's been cremated and she can't even leave flowers at a grave but she lays them down anyway. her suspicions about camilla were right, and i believe her about manakee. it looks like later diana forgave and cared for her biological mother--stood up for her when she was snubbed. in the footage kydd looks fairly demure i must say, and someone to stand up for. at least there. but still strange she destroys letters later. oh hilarious...i didn't hear this bit in the other parts...after william says "she's awful, this is a recording," harry pipes up and says, "take TWO" in the funniest tone. finished watching. it was a good one to watch. filled in gaps for me.

i'm seeing some christening things of the kids. it seems charles tried to be a good father and was not so stiff with his kids. he seems much more formal with diana than his children.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pRxGoFeeiKo&NR=1 cute clip on her boys in 1985. very smart mothering too...very good, watch as she includes william when harry is getting attention as escape by asking for his assistance, as helper. she knew how to make both of her sons understand they were equally important and as a result, look at how close they are. very little rivalry bc no need for jealousy or competition for their mother's attention. oh how funny, william IS an actor. harry sits on his shoulders and he falls dramatically to the ground. haaaaarrry. harry is so fast too, i've not seen many babies crawl like that, and then he's into everything.

well, now i've got to go back to the case stuff. i almost feel like i'm intruding watching some of these things, but at least i have a better idea about her. so i'm going back to find whatever i can in footage that will give insight to contradicting stories or whatever.

back to music, "pocketful of sunshine" and looking up stuff to read instead of watch. i had chinese tonight! i still feel pregnant, so hungry all the time. got sweet and sour pork. still fighting migraine. will have to sleep this one off.

this is interesting. but i think fayed must have misunderstood the significance, possibly...the manager of the mortuary who was present when diana was opened up (i guess her organs WERE possibly removed...hmmm), anyway, says they believe diana's blood samples were tampered with because they smelled very strong alcohol about her and yet there was no alcohol in the lab reports. if it's true, someone like that should know with mortician experience, the smell of alcohol, however, why would diana be drinking if she was pregnant? so fayed says it proves tampering, but i think the manager is saying her samples were tampered with or switched up and that her real blood should have had alcohol. so if she had just declared she was pregnant, was she just having a half glass of wine to celebrate? which is supposed to be okay...or what? could be disinformation. there is probably so much of that in this case it's confounding.

i'm reading henri's blood had carbomonoxide and alcohol but one expert says not likely to have been henri's blood because levels too close and exact taken from different parts of the body, and he didn't have the headache one would appear to be suffering from with those levels of carbomonoxide. so if levels are too exact, why would they be too exact for anyone else's blood either? like, if it was a suicide victim's blood, why would their blood have such close measurements?

this is a very interesting link, about 2 journalists who were informed of a plot prior to her death, one week before, that matched diana's information. and says the cia and nsa have evidence diana was pregnant at the time of her deathhttp://www.spibooks.com/merchant.mv?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=F&Product_Code=1561718882&Categorelease Date: August 20,2007

PRINCESS DIANA
The Evidence

by Jon King & John Beveridg

Explosive New Evidence of Princess Diana's Asassination.

This new, completely updated paperback edition of the groundbreaking 2002 hardcover, reveals the shocking truth behind Diana's death as told by British intelligence sources.

British investigative journalists Jon King and John Beveridge have maintained from the outset that they were informed of a plot to assassinate Princess Diana one week before her death. Three years ago, Royal Butler Paul Burrell’s revelations confirmed their claim.

In an astonishing letter written ten months before her death, Princess Diana confirmed that a plot to assassinate her in a ‘road traffic accident’ was indeed planned and carried out by order of the British Royal Establishment. The letter, owned by Burrell and written by Diana in October 1996, reads:

“This particular phase in my life is the most dangerous. My husband is planning an accident in my car, brake failure and serious head injury, in order to make the path clear for him to marry.”

Ten months later, on August 23, 1997, one week before her death, the authors were informed of this same plot to kill Diana. The EVIDENCE they uncovered during their subsequent investigation is truly disturbing.

* * *

THE CONSPIRACY:
This book details how the authors were forewarned of the imminent prime-target assassination just a week before the crash in Paris, and how they subsequently discovered that:

* An MI6 plot to assassinate Princess Diana was formulated at least 18 months before her death; a second letter written by Diana and safeguarded with her lawyer confirms that the princess was aware of this plot in November 1995.

* The 'Boston brakes' is a known method of 'assassination by road traffic accident' developed by Britain's SAS in the 1980s; it involves taking over the steering and brakes by remote control.

* The Mercedes in which Diana died, the "only available car" on the night, was stolen at gunpoint prior to the crash; the onboard computer-chip that controls the steering and brakes was stolen and replaced.

* A parallel plot to assassinate Camilla Parker Bowles was foiled in June 1997, just weeks before Diana's 'accident', when Prince Charles's mistress survived her own near-fatal 'road traffic accident'.

* The CIA and NSA possess files revealing their complicity in the operation that killed Diana; these files also reveal that the princess was pregnant with Dodi Fayed's child.

* The French authorities were complicit in a cover-up ordered by the British Royal Establishment to prevent knowledge of Diana's pregnancy becoming public.

* Diana's landmines campaign threatened to expose the British Crown's vested interests in Angola, as well the CIA's dirty 'arms-for-oil' deals in that country with the involvement of the French government and the Bush-Cheney oil syndicate; as a result, the CIA agreed to assist MI6 'eliminate the problem'.

* President Clinton's 'sex-at-work' problems were the direct result of his pledge to support Diana's landmines campaign; the CIA engineered the scandal in order to force Clinton's now famous inexplicable U-turn on his landmines position.

THE OFFICIAL BRITISH INVESTIGATION:
The work also demonstrates how the authors examined and cross-examined the findings of former London Police Chief, Lord Stevens, and discovered that:

* Princess Diana was unable to wear her seatbelt because it was mysteriously "jammed in the retracted position".

* All CCTV cameras lining the route from the Ritz Hotel to the crash tunnel were somehow inexplicably "turned inwards" on the night Diana died; thus no video footage of the journey or the crash exists.

* Diana's Mercedes collided with a white Fiat Uno as it entered the crash tunnel; neither the Uno nor its driver have ever been 'officially' traced.

* It took nearly 2 hours to get Diana to a hospital 3.25 miles from the crash scene; the ambulance "stopped for a further ten minutes" outside the hospital gates, having driven past at least one fully equipped hospital en route.

* The crash tunnel was swept clean, disinfected and reopened within hours of the crash, thus destroying crucial forensic evidence.

* Chauffeur Henri Paul, officially blamed for Diana's death, was a part-time intelligence agent whose blood sample was switched at the morgue; the blood test on which the official verdict of 'death by drink-driving' was based was carried out on the blood of an "unknown male".

* Princess Diana was "illegally embalmed" by order of the British Embassy in Paris, where two senior MI6 officers plus the Queen's Private Secretary were allegedly present.

* French paparazzo, part-time MI6 agent and white Fiat Uno owner, James Andanson, who told friends he took compromising photographs in the crash tunnel and that he intended to publish them in a book, was found burnt to death with a bullet hole in his head; his photographic archive was subsequently stolen at gunpoint by three armed raiders.

* Diana's butler, Paul Burrell, was ordered by one of Diana's closest friends to burn the princess's blood-stained clothes immediately, once again destroying crucial forensic evidence; indeed, Diana's inner circle of so-called 'friends' and 'confidantes' included at least one alleged MI6 agent.

Presented in the form of a courtroom trial, the EVIDENCE contained in this book exposes the most scandalous and insidious cover-up in modern times.

* * * * * * *

“Don’t meddle in things that you know nothing about because you know accidents can happen.”

--Former British Armed Forces Minister and personal friend of Prince Charles, Nicholas Soames MP, from an alleged telephone conversation with Diana on her return from Angola, 1997, just weeks before her death.

* * *

“This particular phase in my life is the most dangerous. My husband is planning an accident in my car, brake failure and serious head injury, in order to make the path clear for Charles to marry.”

--Princess Diana, October 1996 – 10 months before her death.

* * *

“After this they are going to kill me … I am sure Prince Philip is involved with the security services. After this they are going to get rid of me.”

--Princess Diana, following her Panorama interview, November 1995.

* * *

“Prince Philip wants to see me dead.”

--Princess Diana, November 1995 [Operation Paget Report, page 108].

* * *

“I am a threat in their eyes. They only use me when they need me for official functions and then they drop me again in the darkness… they are not going to kill me by poisoning me or in a big plane where others will get hurt. They will either do it when I am on a small plane, in a car when I am driving or in a helicopter.”

--Princess Diana, speaking to friend Roberto Devorik, August 1996.

* * *

“Dear Simone, as you know, the brakes of my car have been tampered with. If something does happen to me it will be MI5 or MI6 who will have done it. Lots of love, Diana.”

--Princess Diana, in a note to friend Simone Simmons, 1995.

* * *

“Diana told me personally, during a holiday in the South of France, that the person who is spearheading these threats is Prince Philip … She told me it would happen either in a helicopter or a car.”

--Mohamed Al Fayed, October, 2003.

* * *

“Early in 1996 the Princess assured me … that somebody had cut the brake pipes of her car and that her apartments at Kensington Palace had been bugged.”

--Patrick Jephson [Diana’s former Private Secretary], October 2003.

* * *

“She often talked about dying in a road accident.”

--Ken Wharfe, Diana’s former Personal Bodyguard.

* * *

In a recent poll conducted by Britain’s Daily Express, a staggering 94% of British people said they believe Diana was murdered.

ABOUT THE AUTHOR:


Jon King is a freelance investigative journalist, editor, screenplay writer and author of the acclaimed Cosmic Top Secret: The Unseen Agenda (Hodder & Stoughton, 1998). A former senior editor of several UK-based investigative journals, Jon has appeared on numerous TV and radio shows in Britain and America—including the UK's two most highly rated breakfast talk shows, GMTV and Good Morning, as well as Channel 4's The Diana Conspiracy and many other documentaries and talk shows.


John Beveridge is a freelance researcher and the former associate editor of the UK's Reality and Odyssey magazines. Both authors live in Somerset, England.
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this is so fishy...the whole embalming. i mean, if she was decaying so badly, why didn't they fucking preserve her WHOLE body including her face? you look at the face, not the fucking feet, when someone is laid to rest. just fishy. and it's said a blood transfusion was given to diana which could and would have tampered with results in finding hcg. so what about this sample from the mercedes? is it true? and was it analyzed? http://www.mirror.co.uk/news/top-stories/2007/10/04/princess-diana-was-on-the-pill-115875-19893305/

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