Pseduo-Seizures and True Seizures: Case Solved

So, I was in the neurology office and picked up a free copy of Neurology Today or whatever the journal is. The featured articles were all, for this month, epilepsy and seizure, and also, a phenomenon called "pseudo-seizure". Pseudo-seizure is a rare thing where people think they're having seizures but they're not, and it's a symptom of PTSD sometimes. Pseudo-seizures are triggered by stress alone, not anything else, and for someone having them, they will worsen with higher levels of stress (wait until you get down to my point 13 to see my explanation for why this was not the case with me).

So I thought, "Oh great. That's what Wenatchee will claim they are." But then I realized, I can prove mine were true seizures and not psychological in origin.

After doing some research, I found pseudo-seizures involves loss of consciousness sometimes and twitching or jerking, but they lack a couple of symptoms of TRUE seizure. 1. One of those symptoms is diarrhea. I think it's because in true seizures, the electrical charges trigger some actual body responses.

2. The other thing I found, is those who get pseudo-seizures have had no previous history with seizure symptoms in a non-stressed state. So, for example, the fact that I was having symtpoms of seizure when I was only 15 years old, shows I am prone to them, in reality, and no one would have said I was stressed out then.

3. Also, the fact that I had the seizure symptoms only when I was doing heavy running, about 10-15 miles every day, is an indicator that they could have been triggered then by electrolyte or chemical imbalance because of the athletic strain on the body. So I believe, they were triggered then by loss of sodium or things through sweat. Sodium depletion is a main trigger of seizure in those who really have them, and doing extremely strenuous running could cause loss in sodium and glucose and create a condition.

4. Further proof, is that they stopped when I quit running. Why I had one episode after that, in 1998, is anyone's guess.

5. The other proof, is that epilepsy and migraines have an extremely high correlation. Someone who suffers from one is more likely to suffer from the other. So when I was 21 or so, I started having severe migraines. They were migraines, and corresponded in a pattern to my menstrual cycle and were always behind my eye.

6. The fact that ergotamine IV completely killed my migraine, was full evidence I have true migraine. Nothing else worked except ergotamine, and then I found in medical journals, documented evidence that marijuana historically has prevented migraine, and for me, it does. Clusters are not treated with ergotamine. Ergotamine is an older and tried and true and very classic medication for migraine, and in IV form, it is not offered in the U.S. because it's expensive, but Canada obviously knows it works, and they give it as their first line treatment.

7. Migraine, epilepsy, and sleepwalking tend to run in families and are hereditary. There is at least a higher correlation with relatives. In my family, my father sleepwalks and has had migraine. On my mother's side, my grandfather was diagnosed with migraine, and he also had hypoglycemia.

8. My symptoms of seizure began when I was 15, before I had any social stressors, when I was generally happy and had no problems with others. This was also before any head injury. This fact alone is HUGE. It pretty much eliminates "pseudo-seizure"

While I couldn't remember having migraines before head injury in the car crash, my neurologists in the past thought they were still migraine because of the way they corresponded with a menstrual cycle, in a clear pattern. But I tried continual birth control and it didn't work and it DOESN'T work for all menstrual triggered migraine. But ergotamine did. So, I was showing evidence of seizure at age 15 BEFORE any head injury. Later I developed migraine headaches which are correlated, or can be. I quit running, so I think the seizures weren't triggered as much, but I got migraines and they have never quit once they began.

9. When I began having the severe seizures at the orchard location, there was one other thing going on at the same time. Otherwise I did NOT have "more stress" than usual. The only other thing that was happening, was I was having severe computer problems and hacking. The computer tech said it was easy for someone to simply send a magnetic pulse through something from Radio Shack, the State, or FBI.

It's not sci-fi, and it's not "alien" talk. A simple magnetic pulse allows someone to hack on computers, even desktops, and the receptionist at the neurology office told me even SHE knew THAT.

Okay, this is a black woman who is a little more street smart than most Wenatchee people who don't know what's out there in the world. And people here in D.C., and every computer tech knows this is true.

You will not find even one computer tech who will deny the "magnetic pulse" fact. People who are into computers know how it is possible to hack into information. So it's common knowledge, not a crazy theory.

It is also clear, from medical and science journal, that those prone to epilepsy have their seizures triggered by a magnetic pulse. They use it in investigational trials, in science, and in medicine, before doing a surgery to cut out parts of the brain that cause epilepsy (when it's severe).

It's not a taser gun, it's not a big ship in the sky, it's not a satellite (necessarily)...it's a simple magnetic pulse, and it is easily used to hack on computers.

This proves TWO things at the same time. Number one, from the beginning I clearly said there were two things happening--what I described as "hits" (which were seizures and all the symptoms I wrote down and they match and they also match my medical history), and computer problems.

If it is true that I had computer problems, and someone had to send a magnetic pulse to create issues with my computer and my son's toys, AND if it is true I was prone genetically to seizures, AND if it's true a magnetic pulse has been proven to trigger and CREATE seizures on the spot, then EVERYTHING adds up.

I SHOULD be a fucking detective or analyst, because this shit is sound. I follow the facts and evidence, not the opinions. I tried to find a reason before and I went off of what the computer tech told me but I didn't know what was happening for sure. Now I do. There was no "radiation". It was a very strong magnetic pulse which not only allowed someone to get onto my computers and cause problems, but caused seizures in a woman who was predisposed to having seizures.

Case solved.

Finally, from my research, it looks like there will be no evidence of seizures on diagnostics. This is because, they say, the brainwave spikes only last and are evident for about 20 minutes or so after a seizure. And I don't know if it causes lasting damage or not. I do believe it's possible, though, considering how bad mine were, that there will be some evidence found, and since I get such horrid migraines, I believe there will be evidence of this too, because repeated seizures or migraine CAN cause lasting damage to parts of the brain, so that's why I'm going to a seizure specialist for diagnostics and brain scans.

Usually, a doctor has to go off of medical history and symptoms. What is fortunate for me is that I reported, on my BLOG, each and every symptom which correlates to seizure, before I even thought this could be what was going on. I just reported what I knew, and I made guesses about the source, but I still reported what was real. This is going to be my saving grace. The other saving grace, is that if someone wants to ask Monica Allen if it is true I had the drooling and weird symptoms in high school, she will remember. She was so scared, she prayed for me whenever it happened. And possibly, the lawyer guys might remember, because it was so weird and they probably thought I was on drugs or something...who knocks on the door to stagger in and then drool in someone's sink? hardly able to stand, and then asking weakly, when it's over, for a glass of water?

10. Finally, it is HIGHLY likely that SOMEONE was interested in what I was doing, and what I was working on, on the computer. I was in the middle of telling the FBI I was suing them for obstruction of justice and concealment of crime and that I was contacting the OIG. I also told and left msgs with Sgt. Austria, to this effect, letting him know he was going to be in big trouble for pressuring me to change my facts to my story, and then writing his own statement of facts against my wishes, to have it all dismissed. Also, at that time, the medical professionals in Wenatchee were all in arms against me, frothing at the mouth, because they knew I was making trips to Seattle and getting a law firm involved to sue them for medical malpractice for me and my son and refusal of care for migraine (which is why, I think, to this day, they'd like to say I do not have real migraines). I also said I was making my HIPPA complaint, and finally, it was right around this time that I figured out what Christa Schneider had been up to, and this was all after I met Karin in Seattle and they played their game. Christa was one other person who knew about the seizures from high school. I told her what happened, that I drooled and everything, and that I had been told by a doctor it sounded like "seizures" and I was embarrassed about it, but didn't have it happen anymore.

People used my medical history against me and tried to create a slanderous new file in Wenatchee. And when they knew I was suing, they took my son. I didn't know I was having real seizures, but I knew something was happening AND, at the same time, I had computer problems.

It all adds up.

I suppose if I hadn't had evidence of seizure when I was younger, and if I didn't really have migraines, someone could claim I had psuedo-seizures, but that's not the case.

11. The seizures ended when I was able to leave the area, although I had a couple of residual things happen, it could have been residual or it could have been something else. At any rate, no computers were being hacked in Canada, and I know that for a fact.

I DO believe my son was affected by it. If it caused seizure in me, and disrupts brain signals and affects memory, and it DOES, then that would also explain some of the loss of speech by my son--why he was suddenly unable to remember things he knew before, and could only speak gibberish even though he tried to say what he WANTED to say. If computers and electronics and my own brainwaves were affected to where it affected a grown woman's ability to remember, it most likely affected my son.

If you go online, you can read the basics. A magnetic pulse excites and confuses electrical charges in the brain, which is why someone having a seizure doesn't usually speak much or has a painful time doing so, and it's why their memory is affected. It basically scrambles your normal signals and brainwaves. If this happened to me, it happened to my son, even if he didn't have full "seizures" like me. It would still affect brainwaves and signals, especially in someone so young.

PROVE me WRONG, with EVIDENCE.

YOU need to prove this is absolutely wrong, and the truth is, you can't. My story has always been consistent and LINES UP. No other explanation does.

I got better after being away from the environment, and so did my son, but he's still not the same and my aunt acknowledges this. He is not like he was BEFORE. And my memory is not the same either, in some ways.

11. Also, if it is TRUE that there was a strong magnetic pulse, strong enough to cause problems with computers, electronics, and cause seizure in someone predisposed, it is a FACT it can cause problems with menstrual cycles.

And it did. I have not had normal periods ever since, and I have a couple of boyfriends who are willing to testify because I was sleeping with them through the time I should have had a period, and THEY knew, I only bled enough for one tampon,if that, and then they also noticed there was no blood at all the next day. I had an almost absolute loss of periods. How I got pregnant, is beyond me, but I do know I had at least a 3 day period before I conceived so maybe something caused an increase in fertility.

It is possible to still get pregnant in pre-menopause. Pre-menopause is when cycles are missed or irregular, but not completely gone. Women get pregnant all the time in pre-menopause. It is only in MENOPAUSE, where there is the loss of all fertility.

Every single thing adds up. Even my abnormal red blood cell count, which was done when I was pregnant, months after exposure to a magnetic pulse.

I was eating meat and taking a good prenatal (Rainbow Light) everyday, which had iron. I had been taking a prenatal for my health anyway, hair and nails, for 2 months prior to getting pregnant, so I was NOT low on iron stores. If I wasn't anemic, what are the other causes of abnormally low Red Blood Cell count, hemoglobin, and then having high hemocrit?

At any rate, it is true I have true seizures, and true magnetic pulses trigger them, and it is true someone can hack computer and electronics with the same pulse. I reported computer problems, and even though I didn't know I was having them, I had all the symptoms of seizure.

13. Pseudo-seizures WORSEN with stress. This is another proof. My stress INCREASED about 10-fold when my son was taken out of my arms and I was jailed. Under stress, psuedo-seizures get worse. True seizures happen because of other triggers, which can sometimes include stress, but they're independent. Obviously, if I had pyschologically induced seizures, from PTSD, these would have gotten a LOT worse. But they didn't. They stopped. Why? Was my stress lower? No, it was 10 times worse, like I said. But they stopped, because they were true seizures and no one was using a magnetic pulse to trigger my predisposition to seizure.

At this point, you just have to say, if you're a logical person at all: "Maybe she is right." NOW all I have to do is find out WHO was doing the magnetic pulse stuff. Because before, I knew I had strange symptoms but didn't know the cause, and I made guesses. Now I know what was going on. However, I can make guesses about who would do such a thing, and it's clear this is possible, and the evidence points to this being the truth and lining up with my story, but I don't know who would do it.

Which is why we, me and my son, need someone who will be brave enough to come forward and speak to what they know. People will believe you, because it is clear I have not changed my story.

You have important information, and for my son's sake, I beg you to come forward to solve the last piece of the puzzle and confirm what was happening. No one will offer my son the correct medical help if they don't know what the problem was, and we need your help. Please do the right thing, and I swear to God, if you do, I am not going to press charges or hold it against you. Tell the police or FBI (go to someone Mormon, like I've said before) that you have some information, but you need witness protection and you cannot give it out until you have papers signed which will protect you and your family. Make sure you get actual copies of papers, for your protection, and then they'll have to be protected. You can also point to this post and show them how I just need an informant, and don't wish to press charges for someone who will do this, and make sure you get, in writing, immunity for what happened as well.

Thanks.

I guess one last thing...I think it's possible the pulse was being used earlier perhaps, and this could also explain benign muscle fasciculations and speech problems with my son, and then was jacked up later, or a more powerful pulse was used later, which then caused seizures. Well, and I'm not going to rule out brain injury from childbirth that manifested later because it would affect the frontal lobe, the same area that was injured in my son in childbirth.